Chapter XXVI

Lady Earle thought her son looked graver and sadder that day than she

had ever seen him. She had not the clew to his reflections; she did

not know how he was haunted by the thought of the handsome, gallant

young man who must be his heir--how he regretted that no son of his

would ever succeed him--how proud he would have been of a son like

Lionel. He had but two children, and they must some day leave

Earlescourt for homes of their own. The grand old house, the fair

domain, must all pass into the hands of strangers unless Lionel married

one of the beautiful girls he loved so dearly.

Lady Helena understood a little of what was passing in his mind when he

told her that he had met Lionel Dacre, who was coming to dine with him

that day.

"I used to hope Beatrice might like him," said Lady Earle; "but that

will never be--Lord Airlie has been too quick. I hope he will not fall

in love with her; it would only end in disappointment."

"He may like Lillian," said Lord Earle.

"Yes," assented Lady Helena. "Sweet Lily--she seems almost too pure

and fair for this dull earth of ours."

"If they both marry, mother," said Ronald, sadly, "we shall be quite

alone."

"Yes," she returned, "quite alone," and the words smote her with pain.

She looked at the handsome face, with its sad, worn expression. Was

life indeed all over for her son--at the age, too, when other men

sunned themselves in happiness, when a loving wife should have graced

his home, cheered and consoled him, shared his sorrows, crowned his

life with love? In the midst of his wealth and prosperity, how lonely

he was! Could it be possible that one act of disobedience should have

entailed such sad consequences? Ah, if years ago Ronald had listened

to reason, to wise and tender counsel--if he had but given up Dora and

married Valentine Charteris, how different his life would have been,

how replete with blessings and happiness, how free from care!

Lady Earle's eyes grew dim with tears as these thoughts passed through

her mind. She went up to him and laid her hand upon his shoulder.

"Ronald," she said, "I will do my best to make home happy after our

bonny birds are caged. For your sake, I wish things had been

different."

"Hush, mother," he replied gently. "Words are all useless. I must

reap as I have sown; the fruits of disobedience and deceit could never

beget happiness. I shall always believe that evil deeds bring their

own punishment. Do not pity me--it unnerves me. I can bear my fate."

Lady Helena was pleased to see Lionel again. She had always liked him,

and rejoiced now in his glorious manhood. He stood before the two

sisters, half dazzled by their beauty. The fair faces smiled upon him;

pretty, white hands were outstretched to meet his own.

"I am bewildered by my good fortune," he said. "I shall be the envy of

every man in London; people will no longer call me Lionel Dacre. I

shall be known as the cousin of 'Les Demoiselles Earle.' I have

neither brother nor sister of my own. Fancy the happiness of falling

into the midst of such a family group."

"And being made welcome there!" interrupted Beatrice. Lionel bowed

profoundly. At first he fancied he preferred this brilliant, beautiful

girl to her fair, gentle sister. Her frank, fearless talk delighted

him. After the general run of young ladies--all fashioned, he thought,

after one model--it was refreshing to meet her. Her ideas were so

original.

Lord Airlie joined the little dinner party, and then Lionel Dacre read

the secret which Beatrice hardly owned even to herself.

"I shall not be shipwrecked on that rock," he said to himself. "When

Beatrice Earle speaks to me her eyes meet mine; she smiles, and does

not seem afraid of me; but when Lord Airlie speaks she turns from him,

and her beautiful eyes droop. She evidently cares more for him than

for all the world besides."

But after a time the fair, spirituelle loveliness of Lillian stole into

his heart. There was a marked difference between the two sisters.

Beatrice took one by storm, so to speak; her magnificent beauty and

queenly grace dazzled and charmed one. With Lillian it was different.

Eclipsed at first sight by her more brilliant sister, her fair beauty

grew upon one by degrees. The sweet face, the thoughtful brow, the deep

dreamy eyes, the golden ripples of hair, the ethereal expression on the

calm features, seemed gradually to reveal their charm. Many who at

first overlooked Lillian, thinking only of her brilliant sister, ended

by believing her to be the more beautiful of the two.

They stood together that evening, the two sisters, in the presence of

Lord Airlie and Lionel Dacre. Beatrice had been singing, and the air

seemed still to vibrate with the music of her passionate voice.

"You sing like a siren," said Mr. Dacre; he felt no diffidence in

offering so old a compliment to his kins-woman.

"No," replied Beatrice; "I may sing well--in fact, I believe I do. My

heart is full of music, and it overflows on my lips; but I am no siren,

Mr. Dacre. No one ever heard of a siren with dusky hair and dark brows

like mine."

"I should have said you sing like an enchantress," interposed Lord

Airlie, hoping that he was apter in his compliments.

"You have been equally wrong, my lord," she replied, but she did not

laugh at him as she had done at Lionel. "If I were an enchantress,"

she continued, "I should just wave my wand, and that vase of flowers

would come to me; as it is, I must go to it. Who can have arranged

those flowers? They have been troubling me for the last half hour."

She crossed the room, and took from a small side table an exquisite

vase filled with blossoms.

"See," she cried, turning to Lionel, "white heath, white roses, white

lilies, intermixed with these pale gray flowers! There is no contrast

in such an arrangement. Watch the difference which a glowing

pomegranate blossom or a scarlet verbena will make."

"You do not like such quiet harmony?" said Lionel, smiling, thinking

how characteristic the little incident was.

"No," she replied; "give me striking contrasts. For many years the web

of my life was gray-colored, and I longed for a dash of scarlet in its

threads."

"You have it now," said Mr. Dacre, quietly.

"Yes," she said, as she turned her beautiful, bright fact to him; "I

have it now, never to lose it again."

Lord Airlie, looking on and listening, drinking in every word that fell

from her lips, wondered whether love was the scarlet thread interwoven

with her life. He sighed deeply as he said to himself that it would

not be; this brilliant girl could never care for him. Beatrice heard

the sigh and turned to him.

"Does your taste resemble mine, Lord Airlie?"

"I," interrupted Lord Airlie--"I like whatever you like, Miss Earle."

"Yourself best of all," whispered Lionel to Beatrice with a smile.

* * * * *

As Mr. Dacre walked home that evening, he thought long and anxiously

about the two young girls, his kins-women. What was the mystery? he

asked himself--what skeleton was locked away in the gay mansion? Where

was Lord Earle's wife--the lady who ought to have been at the head of

his table--the mother of his children? Where was she? Why was her

place empty? Why was her husband's face shadowed and lined with care?

"Lillian Earle is the fairest and sweetest girl I have ever met," he

said to himself. "I know there is danger for me in those sweet, true

eyes, but if there be anything wrong--if the mother is blameworthy--I

will fly from the danger. I believe in hereditary virtue and in

hereditary vice. Before I fall in love with Lillian, I must know her

mother's story."

So he said, and he meant it. There was no means of arriving at the

knowledge. The girls spoke at times of their mother, and it was always

with deep love and respect. Lady Helena mentioned her, but her name

never passed the lips of Lord Earle. Lionel Dacre saw no way of

obtaining information in the matter.

There was no concealment as to Dora's abode. Once, by special

privilege, he was invited into the pretty room where the ladies sat in

the morning--a cozy, cheerful room, into which visitors never

penetrated. There, upon the wall, he saw a picture framed a beautiful

landscape, a quiet homestead in the midst of rich, green meadows; and

Lillian told him, with a smile, that was the Elms, at Knutsford, "where

mamma lived."

Lionel was too true a gentleman to ask why she lived there; he praised

the painting, and then turned the subject.

As Lady Earle foresaw, the time had arrived when Dora's children partly

understood there was a division in the family, a breach never to be

healed. "Mamma was quite different from papa," they said to each

other; and Lady Helena told them their mother did not like fashion and

gayety, that she had been simply brought up, used always to quietness

and solitude, so that in all probability she would never come to

Earlescourt.

But as time went on, and Beatrice began to understand more of the great

world, she had an instinctive idea of the truth. It came to her by

slow degrees. Her father had married beneath him, and her mother had

no home in the stately hall of Earlescourt. At first violent

indignation seized her; then calmer reflection told her she could not

judge correctly. She did not know whether Lord Earle had left his

wife, or whether her mother had refused to live with him.

It was the first cloud that shadowed the life of Lord Earle's beautiful

daughter. The discovery did not diminish her love for the quiet, sad

mother, whose youth and beauty had faded so soon. If possible, she

loved her more; there was a pitying tenderness in her affection.

"Poor mamma!" thought the young girl--"poor, gentle mamma! I must be

doubly kind to her, and love her better than ever."

Dora did not understand how it happened that her beautiful Beatrice

wrote so constantly and so fondly to her--how it happened that week

after week costly presents found their way to the Elms.

"The child must spend all her pocket money on me," she said to herself.

"How well and dearly she loves me--my beautiful Beatrice!"

Lady Helena remembered the depth of her mother's love. She pitied the

lonely, unloved wife, deprived of husband and children. She did all in

her power to console her. She wrote long letters, telling Dora how

greatly her children were admired, and how she would like their mother

to witness their triumph. She told how many conquests Beatrice had

made; how the proud and exclusive Lord Airlie was always near her, and

that Beatrice, of her own fancy, liked him better than any one else.

"Neither Lord Earle nor myself could wish a more brilliant future for

Beatrice," wrote Lady Helena. "As Lady Airlie of Lynnton, she will be

placed as her birth and beauty deserve."

But even Lady Helena was startled when she read Dora's reply. It was a

wild prayer that her child should be saved--spared the deadly perils of

love and marriage--left to enjoy her innocent youth.

"There is no happy love," wrote poor Dora, "and never can be. Men can

not be patient, gentle, and true. It is ever self they

worship--self-reflected in the woman they love. Oh, Lady Helena, let

my child be spared! Let no so-called love come near her! Love found

me out in my humble home, and wrecked all my life. Do not let my

bright, beautiful Beatrice suffer as I have done. I would rather fold

my darlings in my arms and lie down with them to die than live to see

them pass through the cruel mockery of love and sorrow which I have

endured. Lady Helena, do not laugh; your letter distressed me. I

dreamed last night, after reading it, that I placed a wedding veil on

my darling's head, when, as it fell round her, it changed suddenly into

a shroud. A mother's love is true, and mine tells me that Beatrice is

in danger."

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