Chapter XXV

It was a pretty love story, although told in crowded London ball rooms

instead of under the shade of green trees. Beatrice Earle began by

wondering if Lord Airlie cared for her; she ended by loving him herself.

It was no child's play this time. With Beatrice, to love once was to

love forever, with fervor and intensity which cold and worldly natures

can not even understand.

The time came when Lord Airlie stood out distinct from all the world,

when the sound of his name was like music, when she saw no other face,

heard no other voice, thought of nothing else save him. He began to

think there might be some hope for him; the proud, beautiful face

softened and brightened for him as it did for no other, and the

glorious dark eyes never met his own, the frank, bright words died away

in his presence. Seeing all these things, Lord Airlie felt some little

hope.

For the first time he felt proud and pleased with the noble fortune and

high rank that were his by birthright. He had not cared much for them

before; now he rejoiced that he could lavish wealth and luxury upon one

so fair and worthy as Beatrice Earle.

Lord Airlie was not a confident lover. There were times when he felt

uncertain as to whether he should succeed. Perhaps true and

reverential love is always timid. Lord Earle had smiled to himself

many long weeks at the "pretty play" enacted before him, and Lady

Helena had wondered when the young man would "speak out" long before

Lord Airlie himself presumed to think that the fairest and proudest

girl in London would accept him.

No day ever passed during which he did not manage to see her. He was

indefatigable in finding out the balls, soirees, and operas she would

attend. He was her constant shadow, never happy out of her sight,

thinking of her all day, dreaming of her all night, yet half afraid to

risk all and ask her to be his wife, lest he should lose her.

To uninterested speculators Lord Airlie was a handsome, kindly,

honorable young man. Intellectual, somewhat fastidious, lavishly

generous, a great patron of fine arts; to Beatrice Earle he was the

ideal of all that was noble and to be admired. He was a prince among

men. The proud heart was conquered. She loved him and said to herself

that she would rather love him as a neglected wife than be the

worshiped wife of any other man.

She had many admirers; "the beautiful Miss Earle" was the belle of the

season. Had she been inclined to coquetry or flirtation she would not

have been so eagerly sought after. The gentlemen were quite as much

charmed by her utter indifference and haughty acceptance of their

homage as by her marvelous beauty.

At times Beatrice felt sure that Lord Airlie loved her; then a sudden

fit of timidity would seize her young lover, and again she would doubt

it. One thing she never doubted--her own love for him. If her dreams

were all false, and he never asked her to be his wife, she said to

herself that she would never be the wife of any other man.

The remembrance of Hugh Fernely crossed her mind at times--not very

often, and never with any great fear or apprehension. It seemed to her

more like a dark, disagreeable dream than a reality. Could it be

possible that she, Beatrice Earle, the daughter of that proud, noble

father, so sternly truthful, so honorable, could ever have been so mad

or so foolish? The very remembrance of it made the beautiful face

flush crimson. She could not endure the thought, and always drove it

hastily from her.

The fifteenth of July was drawing near; the two years had nearly

passed, yet she was not afraid. He might never return, he might forget

her, although, remembering his looks and words, that, she feared, could

not be.

If he went to Seabay--if he went to the Elms, it was not probable that

he would ever discover her whereabouts, or follow her to claim the

fulfillment of her absurd promise. At the very worst, if he discovered

that she was Lord Earle's daughter, she believed that her rank and

position would dazzle and frighten him. Rarely as those thoughts came

to her, and speedily as she thrust them from her, she considered them a

dear price for the little novelty and excitement that had broken the

dead level calm of life at the Elms.

Lord Airlie, debating within himself whether he should risk, during the

whirl and turmoil of the London season, the question upon which the

happiness of his life depended, decided that he would wait until Lord

Earle returned to Earlescourt, and follow him there.

The summer began to grow warm; the hawthorn and apple blossoms had all

died away; the corn waved in the fields, ripe and golden; the hay was

all gathered in; the orchards were all filled with fruit. The

fifteenth of July--the day that in her heart Beatrice Earle had half

feared--was past and gone. She had been nervous and half frightened

when it came, starting and turning deathly pale at the sound of the

bell or of rapid footsteps. She laughed at herself when the day ended.

How was it likely he would find her? What was there in common between

the beautiful daughter of Lord Earle and Hugh Fernely, the captain of a

trading vessel? Nothing, save folly and a foolish promise rashly asked

and rashly given.

Three days before Lord Earle left London, he went by appointment to

meet some friends at Brookes's. While there, a gentleman entered the

room who attracted his attention, most forcibly--a young man of tall

and stately figure, with a noble head, magnificently set upon broad

shoulders; a fine, manly face, with proud, mobile features--at times

all fire and light, the eyes clear and glowing, again, gentle as the

face of a smiling woman. Lord Earle looked at him attentively; there

seemed to be something familiar in the outline of the head and face,

the haughty yet graceful carriage.

"Who is that?" he inquired of his friend, Captain Langdon. "I have seen

that gentleman before, or have dreamed of him."

"Is it possible that you do not know him?" cried the captain. "That is

Lionel Dacre, 'your next of kin,' if I am not mistaken."

Pleasure and pain struggled in Lord Earle's heart. He remembered

Lionel many years ago, long before he committed the foolish act that

had cost him so much. Lionel had spent some time with him at

Earlescourt; he remembered a handsome and high-spirited boy, proud and

impetuous, brave to rashness, generous to a fault; a fierce hater of

everything mean and underhand; truthful and honorable--his greatest

failing, want of cool, calm thought.

Lionel Dacre was poor in those days; now he was heir to Earlescourt,

heir to the title that, with all his strange political notions, Ronald

Earle ever held in high honor; heir to the grand old mansion and fair

domain his father had prized so highly. Pleasure and pain were

strangely intermingled in his heart when he remembered that no son of

his would every succeed him, that he should never train his successor.

The handsome boy that had grown into so fine a man must take his place

one day.

Lord Earle crossed the room, and going up to the young man, laid one

hand gently upon his shoulder.

"Lionel," he said, "it is many years since we met. Have you no

remembrance of me?"

The frank, clear eyes looked straight into his. Lord Earle's heart

warmed as he gazed at the honest, handsome face.

"Not the least in the world," replied Mr. Dacre, slowly. "I do not

remember ever to have seen you before."

"Then I must have changed," said Lord Earle. "When I saw you last,

Lionel, you were not much more than twelve years old, and I gave you a

'tip' the day you went back to Eton. Charlie Villiers was with you."

"Then you are Lord Earle," returned Lionel. "I came to London purposely

to see you," and his frank face flushed, and he held out his hand in

greeting.

"I have been anxious to see you," said Lord Earle; "but I have not been

long in England. We must be better acquainted; you are my heir at law."

"Your what?" said Mr. Dacre, wonderingly.

"My heir," replied Lord Earle. "I have no son; my estates are

entailed, and you are my next of kin."

"I thought you had half a dozen heirs and heiresses," said Lionel. "I

remember some story of a romantic marriage. Today I hear of nothing

but the beautiful Miss Earle."

"I have no son," interrupted Lord Earle, sadly. "I wrote to you last

week, asking you to visit me. Have you any settled home?"

"No," replied the young man gayly. "My mother is at Cowes, and I have

been staying with her."

"Where are you now?" asked Lord Earle.

"I am with Captain Poyntz, at his chambers; I promised to spend some

days with him," replied Lionel, who began to look slightly bewildered.

"I must not ask you to break an engagement," said Lord Earle, "but will

you dine with us this evening, and, when you leave Captain Poyntz, come

to us?"

"I shall be very pleased," said Lionel, and the two gentlemen left

Brookes's together.

"I must introduce you to Lady Earle and my daughters," said Ronald, as

they walked along. "I have been so long absent from home and friends

that it seems strange to claim relationship with any one."

"I could never understand your fancy for broiling in Africa, when you

might have been happier at home," said Lionel.

"Did you not know? Have you not heard why I went abroad?" asked Lord

Earle, gravely.

"No," replied Lionel. "Your father never invited me to Earlescourt

after you left."

In a few words Lord Earle told his heir that he had married against his

father's wish, and in consequence had never been pardoned.

"And you gave up everything," said Lionel Dacre--"home, friends, and

position, for the love of a woman. She must have been well worth

loving."

Lord Earle grew pale, as with sudden pain. Had Dora been so well worth

loving? Had she been worth the heavy price?

"You are my heir," he said gravely--"one of my own race; before you

enter our circle, Lionel, and take your place there, I must tell you

that my wife and I parted years ago, never to meet again. Do not

mention her to me--it pains me."

Lionel looked at the sad face; he could understand the shadows there

now.

"I will not," he said. "She must have been--"

"Not one word more," interrupted Lord Earle. "In your thoughts lay no

unjust blame on her. She left me of her own free will. My mother lives

with me; she will be pleased to see you. Remember--seven sharp."

"I shall not forget," said Lionel, pained at the sad words and the sad

voice.

As Lord Earle went home for the first time during the long years, a

softer and more gentle thought of Dora came to him. "She must have

been--" What--what did Lionel suspect of her? Could it be that,

seeing their divided lives, people judged as his young kinsman had

judged--that they thought Dora to blame--criminal, perhaps? And she

had never in her whole life given one thought to any other than

himself; nay, her very errors--the deed he could not pardon--sprung

from her great affection for him. Poor Dora! The pretty, blushing

face, with its sweet, shy eyes, and rosy lips, came before him--the

artless, girlish love, the tender worship. If it had been anything

else, any other fault, Ronald must have forgiven her in that hour. But

his whole heart recoiled again as the hated scene rose before him.

"No," he said, "I can not forgive it. I can not forget it. Men shall

respect Dora; no one must misjudge her; but I can not take her to my

heart or my home again. In the hour of death," he murmured, "I will

forgive her."

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