ON SEEING VISIONS

The postman (or rather the postwoman) brought me among other things this

morning a little paper called _The Superman_, which I find is devoted to

the stars, the lines of the hands, and similar mysteries. I gather from it

that "Althea," a normal clairvoyant, and other seers, have visited the

planets--in their astral bodies, of course--to make inquiries on various

aspects of the war. Althea and "the other seers" seem to have had quite a

busy time running about among the stars and talking to the inhabitants

about the trouble in our particular orb. They seem really to have got to

the bottom of things. It appears that there is a row going on between

Lucifer and Arniel. "Lucifer is a fallen planetary god, whose lust for

power has driven him from his seat of authority as ruler of Jupiter. He is

the evil genius overshadowing the Kaiser and is striving to possess this

world so that he may pass it on to Jupiter and eventually blot out the

Solar Logos," etc., etc.

I do not know who sent me this paper or for what purpose; but let me say

that it is sheer waste of postage stamps and material. I hope I am not

intolerant of the opinions of others, but I confess that when people talk

to me about reading the stars and the lines of the hand and things of that

sort I shut up like an oyster. I do not speak of the humbugs who

deliberately exploit the credulity of fools. I speak of the sincere

believers--people like my dear old friend W.T. Stead, who was the most

extraordinary combination of wisdom and moonshine I have ever known. He

would startle you at one moment by his penetrating handling of the facts of

a great situation, and the next moment would make you speechless with some

staggering story of spirit visitors or starry conspiracies that seemed to

him just as actual as the pavement on which he walked.

I am not at home in this atmosphere of mysteries. It is not that I do not

share the feeling out of which it is born. I do. Thoreau said he would give

all he possessed for "one true vision," and so long as we are spiritually

alive we must all have some sense of expectancy that the curtain will lift,

and that we shall look out with eyes of wonder on the hidden meaning of

this strange adventure upon which we are embarked. For thousands of years

we have been wandering in this wilderness of the world and speculating

about why we are here, where we are going, and what it is all about. It can

never have been a greater puzzle than now, when we are all busily engaged

in killing each other. And at every stage there have been those who have

cried, "Lo, here!" and "Lo, there!" and have called men to witness that

they have read the riddle and have torn the secret from the heart of the

great mystery.

And so long as men can feel and think, the quest will go on. We could not

cease that quest if we would, and we would not if we could, for without it

all the meaning would have gone out of life and we should be no more than

the cattle in the fields. Nor is the quest in vain. We follow this trail

and that, catch at this hint of a meaning and that gleam of vision, and

though we find this path ends in a cul-de-sac, and that brings us back to

the place from whence we started, we are learning all the time about the

mysteries of our wilderness. And one day, perhaps--suddenly, it may be, as

that vision of the great white mountains of the Oberland breaks upon the

sight of the traveller--we shall see whither the long adventure leads. "Say

not the struggle naught availeth," said a poet who was not given to

cultivating illusions. And he went on:--

For while the tired waves, vainly breaking.

Seem here no painful inch to gain,

Far back, through creeks and inlets making.

Comes silent, flooding in, the main.

But though I want to see a vision as much as anybody, I am out of touch

with the company of the credulous. I am with Doubting Thomas. I have no

capacity for believing the impossible, and have an entire distrust of dark

rooms and magic. People with bees in their bonnets leave me wondering, but

cold. I know a man--a most excellent man--whose life is a perfect debauch

of visions and revelations. He seems to discover the philosopher's stone

every other day. Sometimes it is brown bread that is the way to salvation.

If you eat brown bread you will never die, or at any rate you will live

until everybody is tired of you. Sometimes it is a new tax or a new sort of

bath that is the secret key to the whole contraption. For one period he

could talk of nothing but dried milk; for another, acetic acid was the

thing. Rub yourself with acetic acid and you would be as invulnerable to

the ills of the body as Achilles was after he had been dipped by Thetis in

the waters of Styx. The stars tell him anything he wishes to believe, and

he can conjure up spirits as easily as another man can order a cab. It is

not that he is a fool. In practical affairs he is astonishingly astute. It

is that he has an illimitable capacity for belief. He is always on the road

to Damascus.

For my part I am content to wait. I am for Wordsworth's creed of "wise

passiveness." I should as soon think of reading my destiny on the sole of

my boot as in the palm of my hand. The one would be just as illuminating as

the other. It would tell me what I chose to make it tell me. That and no

more. And so with the stars. People who pretend to read the riddle of our

affairs in the pageant of the stars are deceiving themselves or are trying

to deceive others. They are giving their own little fancies the sanction of

the universe. The butterfly that I see flitting about in the sunshine

outside might as well read the European war as a comment on its aimless

little life. The stars do not chatter about us, but they have a balm for us

if we will be silent. The "huge and thoughtful night" speaks a language

simple, august, universal.

It is one of the smaller consolations of the war that it has given us in

London a chance of hearing that language. The lamps of the street are

blotted out, and the lamps above are visible. Five nights of the week all

the year round I take the last bus that goes northward from the City, and

from the back seat on the top I watch the great procession of the stars. It

is the most astonishing spectacle offered to men. Emerson said that if we

only saw it once in a hundred years we should spend years in preparing for

the vision. It is hung out for us every night, and we hardly give it a

glance. And yet it is well worth glancing at. It is the best corrective for

this agitated little mad-house in which we dwell and quarrel and fight and

die. It gives us a new scale of measurement and a new order of ideas. Even

the war seems only a local affair of some ill-governed asylum in the

presence of this ordered march of illimitable worlds. I do not worry about

the vision; I do not badger the stars to give me their views about the war.

It is enough to see and feel and be silent.

And now I hope Althea will waste no more postage stamps in sending me her

desecrating gibberish.

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