IX

He returned home in a calm frame of mind. He convinced himself that

he was innocent in the matter of the dismissal of the workingmen—that

is, as far as he was concerned they might be working for him now, as

at first agreed, only Chyenke and her brood of relatives.... No, he

was not to blame. Yet he felt a strong friendship for Chyenke such as

he had not felt since the wedding.

“I sent your workingmen off,” greeted Chyenke, preparing the samovar.

“It’s all over now!... You won’t put on any lordly airs round here

any more!... Hereafter _I’ll_ do the hiring and the firing!”

“Then _you_ do the hiring,” he replied weakly. He was content that

he should no longer have to haggle with the new hands, and that his

conscience would be clear.

But he was careful not to betray his contentment.

“A fine statesman for you!” scoffed Chyenke with cutting sarcasm,

looking into the chimney of the samovar.

He made no reply and got busy upon his work.

From his bench he cast frequent glances toward Chyenke, who was

occupied with household duties. She was angry, and did not deign to

look in his direction. So he, too, pretended not to look at her.

“She’s good looking, Chyenke is ... a beautiful woman,” he thought,

stealing a glimpse at her. “A fine figure—and what a bust!”...

It suddenly occurred to him that he had never thought of “such

things”.... And try as he might, he could not explain to himself what

had come over him. Something was drawing him to Chyenke. At that

very moment he would gladly have cast his work aside and run over to

her.... He could not imagine himself kissing her, but he would most

certainly do it if he were to run over to her at that very moment. He

was ashamed of the feeling, which made him arise from his place, and

he began to look for something upon the table, then about the room,

finally edging up to Chyenke.

“How about the samovar?” he asked, sullenly, although he had meant to

say something far different and much more friendly.

“Touch it and see,” replied Chyenke ill-humouredly, wiping the

tea-glasses.

“Touch it and see!” he mocked, good-naturedly, smiling and placing

a hand against the samovar. He was at a loss for something nice to

say,—something that would conciliate her.

“Whom are you thinking of giving the jobs to?”

“You’ll find out!”

She felt that he was trying to make up with her, and that it was now

_her_ time to take revenge for yesterday’s episode. She would have

him at her feet yet!

“You’ll find out!” he mimicked again with a smile. But her attitude

was beginning to anger him.

Really, why shouldn’t he fly into a fury, give her a terrible

scolding, thump his fist on the table and show that he was the ruler

of the house?

He clinched his teeth, assumed an angry countenance and returned to

his work.

She, however, took no heed. She knew for certain that she held the

upper hand; just let him try to start something and she’d give it to

him so hot and heavy that he wouldn’t know where it came from!

He sat there, working away, and felt that he was not at all angry

with Chyenke,—that he was merely making a cross face to frighten her

into a more tender mood. He glanced at her furtively and knew that he

loved her, that a little while later he would be holding her in his

arms, on his lap, and would caress her, kiss her, squeeze her. And

the thought brought such a tenderness, such a warmth to his heart

that he worked with renewed enthusiasm, stealing countless glances at

Chyenke.

“Here’s your tea. Drink it!” she ordered, caustically.

He remained seated. This was to signify that he was angry and did not

care to know her or her tea.

“Will you take it or not? If you don’t, I’ll spill your tea into the

slop-pail!”

Leisurely he laid his work aside and arose with a smile. This was to

signify that he was not at all angry, and that he had not intended

to play with her and spite her, but that he had been exceedingly

engrossed in his work and could not have abandoned it any sooner. He

thrust his arms into the air, stretching himself, yawned and smiled.

“My! But you’re hot-tempered!” he laughed.

He really meant it. He wished her to forget her grievance, to be kind

once again, to fondle him as before.

He approached the table and pinched her cheek.

She thrust his hand aside.

“Away from me!”

“Psh, psh, psh! What an angry lady!”... He sat down nearby and placed

his arms about her waist.

“Better go away before I get angry!” she cried, tearing herself from

his grasp.

He pressed her close to him, bent her head toward his and began to

kiss her, stifling her outcries with his lips. She seized the glass

of hot tea, but he snatched it away from her grasp. Only with the

greatest effort did she tear herself free.

“I’ll break your head for you!” she screamed, jumping to her feet. He

laughed with a passionate, repulsive laughter.

The shadow of his repulsive, passionate laughter still lay upon his

lips when he went back to his work. He still felt the kisses upon his

lips and felt, too, that he was sated and that his heart was eased.

He attacked his work with a happy will and knew that, in the end,

to-morrow or the day after, Chyenke would be won over. He forgot the

whole world.

X

That evening Chashke and her old mother came for a visit. They were

curious to know the state of affairs in Drabkin’s household and how

the matter had turned out.

“Ah, Chashke!” cried Drabkin with forced gaiety. He had not at all

wished her to come. She brought back to him memories of the olden

days, of things he no longer wished to recall. She made him feel,

moreover, a keen sense of his present subjection. He was ashamed and

remained working at his bench.

Chyenke, however, was glad to see them. She wanted to show them that

_she_ was the boss, and that he lay meekly at her feet. And let his

former sweetheart see how he loved his wife, how he fawned upon her.

And let Chashke burst with vexation and jealousy!

“Well, how are things with you?” inquired the old woman.

Chashke did not care to ask. Already she sensed everything and felt

superfluous in Drabkin’s home.

“How should things be?” replied Chyenke, in a triumphant voice. “Not

so bad. He’s changed his mind, my wise man, my know-it-all. Oho! Now,

it seems he would like to....”

She did not say what he would like to do, but nodded her head in

Drabkin’s direction with a glance and with an expression on her face

that spoke far more plainly than words.

He did not raise his head and feigned deep absorption in his work.

Chashke blushed for him. The room began to feel too narrow for her.

She must run away, run away—she sat there as if on burning coals.

The old woman, on the other hand, was soon engrossed in chatter.

“I told him from the very first that you were as clever a woman as I

knew, upon my soul, and my Chashke told him, too, that it couldn’t

be otherwise, and that he’d be foolish to attempt it.”

At these words Drabkin was strongly impelled to raise his head.

Chashke herself had really said that it couldn’t be otherwise. But at

once he recalled what else she had said, and again he felt ashamed

and remained seated, his head closely applied to his task, dumb.

Chyenke began to tell how she had sent off the workingmen, and how

Drabkin had disappeared from home early that same morning——“He simply

didn’t have the heart to witness it.”

“And now,” she concluded, “I alone hire help and settle things as _I_

see fit.”

She looked triumphantly at Chashke. Drabkin said nothing.

“Come, mamma. Let’s be going home!” urged Chashke, rising.

“What’s your hurry?” asked Drabkin.

Chashke would have been delighted to spit square into his face. The

old woman answered that their boarder would come and the door was

locked.

They left.

Drabkin felt that Chashke had been there for the last time, and the

thought was somewhat disquieting. But this unpleasantness was soon

lost in the great contentment that overwhelmed him. He felt more

free, more independent; a yoke fell from his neck; there would be no

one before his eyes as a continual reminder of his former years and

his former talk.

Gone forever,—gone—and forgotten.

Now he would really work,—work honestly. Here God was helping him to

become a man among men,—then why shouldn’t he do it? And, naturally,

he wouldn’t be like those dogs, his former employers. He would know

that a workingman was a human being, too, and would treat his men

altogether differently. They would be to him like his own people,

like brothers. Chashke really was a fool.

“Did you see in what a rage your Chashke left?” asked Chyenke,

interrupting his thoughts.

“Why are you always saying ‘your’ Chashke?” he queried, with a smile.

“I know. You still run to her house.”

“Pah! Better come and sit down here, right beside me. So!”

He slapped his knee and stretched his arms out to her.

* * * * *

Chashke’s heart was heavy. So heavy, indeed, that she would gladly

have wept. Her throat contracted with sorrow. She walked rapidly, and

her mother could scarcely keep pace with her.

“Just mark my word,” gasped the old woman, running after her

daughter, “in a few years Drabkin will be rich,—worth several

thousand roubles. _She_ has a smart head on her shoulders. If you

had only half her brains I wouldn’t have to worry about you! Oh! Oh!

Ah!...”

It was the old mother’s disappointment that spoke in

her,—disappointment that nothing had come of the intimacy between

Drabkin and her daughter.

“What do you want of me, mamma? Please don’t say any more,” entreated

Chashke with a quivering voice, turning her pale countenance toward

her mother.

The little old woman was frightened by the quivering voice and the

pale countenance. Waving her hand, she shook her head.

“There! I mustn’t say a word!” she sighed.

She spoke no more that night.

Chashke felt as if she had just returned from a cemetery, where she

had buried her dearest treasure.

Drabkin, Drabkin!... And he had been _her_ Drabkin!...

Ah, and up to that very day she had dreamed and imagined!

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