VIII

Chyenke knew that Drabkin had run off to Chashke, so when he returned

home she was ready to welcome him. “Well? So you’ve been to your

sweetheart, have you?”

But his countenance was so dark and sinister that she began to doubt

whether he really had been to Chashke. If he had been there, she

thought, he had probably met with a frigid reception. And if this was

so, she was sure he would talk otherwise now.

She cautioned him sternly not to make any scenes and not to give

cause for tongue-wagging and people’s laughter.

“What a madness to fall into a man’s head! Why, folks would run after

us in the street! Really! Who? What? When? To go simply crazy and

slave away for our employés! Then what do I need the whole business

for? I may as well not run a factory altogether!”

The last words recalled to his mind Chashke’s advice. Only—that was

sheer nonsense.... Neither of the women knew what she was talking

about. He would do as he pleased. He would ask advice of nobody.

Chyenke continued:

“To-morrow, you tell your workingmen that if they’re willing to work

under the same conditions as they’ve known hitherto, they may come

here ready for business. If not, let them be off in the best of

health. We don’t need them. Such bargains may be picked up any day!”

“I’m not asking you what to tell them,” he retorted coldly,

stretching himself out on the sofa.

Chyenke scowled at him. She was out of breath. What could she do now?

Shriek, weep, or throw the shears she was holding at his head, or her

own? She threw the shears upon the floor, sprang up from her seat and

began to pace about the room. She could hold back from shrieking.

She knew that ultimately she would win out. But she felt an intense

desire to wreak vengeance upon him in some way. She would have been

delighted to—stick a few needles into him....

She lay down on the bed. Her head seethed with the most confused

thoughts,—how best to avenge herself upon that man. The first

decision she reached was to lie just as she was, fully dressed, all

night long on the unmade bed.

And he lay in a daze, unable to think. In his dream he spoke

and fought with the whole world. There came back to him old,

half-forgotten scenes of his early life, scenes in the various shops

where he had been employed, Chashke.... “No,—such ideas she could

take into her head!” A vast shop appeared before him, containing an

army of employés, and he was the owner—and his heart began to throb

more loudly.

Chyenke had long before stopped thinking; her heart, however, from

time to time, contracted with the bitterness of her unsated desire

for revenge. She arose from the bed, prepared it for the night,

undressed, and lay down again. She did not prepare _his_ bed. But

soon it began to annoy her that he should lie as he did and not go to

sleep.

“Why are you letting the lamp burn? Is oil so cheap?” she asked, in

no friendly tones.

He did not move.

This vexed her keenly. Her heart was again ready to burst, and she

burned with a desire to make him feel her resentment. But she could

think of nothing. She turned her face to the wall, lay with eyes

open, thinking, thinking how she would heap upon him all the evil

in the world, and how she would contradict him in every wish he

expressed.

The next moment she sprang up hastily from bed,—ran over to the table

and put out the lamp.

“Lie in darkness!” she scowled sharply, crawling back into bed.

He did not move.

“What do I care if he lies there like that?” she thought. “May he

never get up again!”

Yet she was vexed to death.

She jumped up and in the dark began to make his bed. She worked

angrily, jerking the sheet, tossing the pillow and pulling the

blanket violently.

He remained upon the sofa in the same position as before, motionless.

He lay in thought, thus taking his revenge. Aha! He would not go to

bed! Not he! He knew that she was boiling with rage. Let her learn a

lesson!

Was he, then, to work like a horse and yet have no say in the

business, not to be able to do as he thought best?... No, _he_ was

boss now, and let them all go to perdition!...

But he knew that Chyenke would not hesitate to create the most

fearful scenes, and he felt that he would be unable to win out. In

such a case he would break with Chyenke altogether,—get a divorce.

His temples began to throb violently and his heart-beats sounded like

hammer-blows. Let her pound her head against the wall with her money,

her shop and the whole business! He would marry Chashke and live

the kind of life he preferred: a quiet, peaceful, honest existence.

They loved each other so! How on earth had he ever married the other

woman! Such folly!...

But he was suddenly overcome with a feeling of dejection. His heart

became heavy. Poverty. Two corpses dancing. Again he would have to

become a workingman and endure the oppression of employers. How much

did Chashke earn, anyway? Next to nothing. And the old woman would be

on his hands.... A fine old lady, he must admit. And she liked him.

And yet ... he sighed deeply.

He already had quite a sum of money. Almost an even thousand roubles.

A strange warmth pervaded his being.

He had a good deal of work, too. He could really start a large

factory, and in time——

He fairly lost his breath. He really had a wonderful opportunity to

attain great wealth,—here was a chance to work wonders. He—with such

a capital and a reputation like his, and with an industrious worker

like Chyenke. For she was truly a wonderful worker. As capable as the

strongest of men.

And, he must confess, she was certainly good-looking. A genuine

beauty, far prettier than when she was a girl. Much better looking

than Chashke. For a fleeting moment he felt that this thought

insulted Chashke and shamed him, but his fatigued brain continued to

think confusedly.

Chyenke loved him, too,—ever so much. Despite everything she had made

his bed! Ha-ha-ha!...

And to tell the truth, all of them were right. “You child, you, wages

will cost you practically twice as much as another, and your men

will accomplish during the day only half as much as elsewhere! Well,

smarty!... Then your goods will cost you four times as much....”

Uncle Jonah’s words and the Gemara sing-song echoed in his ears. Yet

somehow or other he could not grasp the figures. Just why would his

goods cost him four times as much, rather than twice?

“But it seems to me the reckoning is correct,” Chashke’s words

returned to him.

He would try to figure it out for himself. He concentrated his mind.

Their wages would be ... no, not twice as much as the regular rate.

He was not so foolish as all that, even if he had never learned

accounting. He would give them merely a slight advance over current

wages. Well,—and they would accomplish, during the day—why only

half as much? The idea! Only half as much! “Well, smarty! Then your

goods ...” echoed Uncle Jonah’s words once more. So then, how much

dearer would his goods cost him? He was anxious to know, and furrowed

his forehead.... “Even as the shepherd watches over his flock....”

A snatch of a New Year’s prayer began to hum in his ears. But he

dismissed the tune and continued his calculations. His drowsiness

overcame him—he could not figure it out:

“... Seems to me the reckoning is correct ...” came Chashke’s words

again to his mind.

He was already falling asleep, but he banished rest. He must think

things out.

But what could he do? The reckoning was correct. “Who’s telling you

to become a boss?” Bah! “She’s a big fool, is Chashke.... At times

she speaks the most arrant nonsense,” he corrected himself. He had

merely been a trifle too hasty with his employés; he should have

thought it over before accosting them. But he had made no contract

with them—he had simply made a mistake. But just the same they would

work under the best of conditions. He would never speak a harsh word

to them!...

There. Now he would go to sleep. The rest of the matter he would

think out the following day. He would undress and go to bed. And

should he make up with Chyenke as he passed her? He would come

quietly up to her, embrace her and give her a kiss. Such a beautiful

wifey! And so industrious! Such a fiery woman! Something drew him

irresistibly towards her. But he controlled himself. He did not

quite know what he would do the next day. And again, he had a strong

feeling that he need not yet surrender....

He became deeply depressed. He longed for Chyenke. He wanted to call

her by her name, to go to her—and fell asleep upon the sofa with the

thought that his employés would work under the very best conditions.

* * * * *

“Ha! He did it, just to spite me! He lay all night on the sofa!...

For my part may you lie there forever!”

These were Chyenke’s first words when she opened her eyes next

morning and beheld her husband upon the sofa.

Drabkin was about to reply with words of affection. He felt like

playing with her. He still experienced the powerful attraction of the

night before. Yet he wished to remain angry still. He simply could

not relinquish the idea that in his shop the workers would enjoy

entirely different conditions. He made no reply to Chyenke’s words

and became sullen.

It seemed to him that he could not alter his promise to the

workingmen, who were to come that morning. He decided to leave

the house, so as not to be in when they came. Let Chyenke do as

she pleased. His hands would be clean. He began to feel a keen

displeasure that things should not be as he desired, and somewhere in

the recesses of his mind arose the thought that he ought to throw up

the whole business. But that was a futile notion. The wisest thing,

he thought, was not to be in when the workingmen came. He dressed

hurriedly and left.

“Where are you going?”

“Where I need to go.”

But Chyenke took no offence. She understood his idea and rejoiced.

“Aha! My fine statesman!” she spoke triumphantly, shaking her head,

after he had shut the door behind him.

Soon the workingmen arrived one after the other. Chyenke held herself

somewhat aloof, not even looking at them and feigning to search for

something.

“Where is Drabkin?”

“Gone out!” she mumbled in reply. “What is it?”

“We’ve come ready to work. He hired us. Didn’t he tell you anything

about it?”

“You’ve come ready to work?” she suddenly scowled, raising her voice

and filling it with all the venom of her anger. “Fine folks you

are! I tell you! Found a fool and.... What do you think? Found an

easy-mark, didn’t you? You ought to be ashamed of yourselves even to

mention such conditions. Why, it’s downright robbery! What do you

take us for,—millionaires? Do you think we’re rolling in roubles?

Where are we going to get the money to pay you such wages?”... She

was now screaming. “They found a fool and turned his head! With him

everything is right. Whatever you tell him, he lets you have your

way. If another fellow happened along at the same time and told

him to give away all he had, he would have done so. Does he stop

to consider? Does he care a jot? You were foolish not to ask him

four times as much as you did, as wages for sitting in his shop and

looking at him!... Bah! Upon my word!...”

“What’s all this screeching about?” asked one of the men with an

ironic smile. “You don’t want us? You don’t have to! We’ve had work

up to now and we won’t go around idle now. We didn’t come asking him

for work, either. He came to us!...”

“Suppose he did! Is that any reason for trying to skin him?” replied

Chyenke indignantly. “You came to the right place.... Do you think

you’ve got another fool here?”

“If we’re given, why shouldn’t we take?”

“That’s just the trouble. You struck a fool. But, thank Heaven, I’ve

a little say in the matter. If you’re willing to work at regular

rates then you may start in at once. If not, suit yourselves—I’ll

find plenty of hands.”

“We know nothing about all this,” insisted the men. “Drabkin told us

to come to work.”

“Just for that,” cried Chyenke in fury, “I’ll not take you even for

nothing. Let Drabkin take you! I am the boss here!”

For a while the workingmen eyed her with scorn, a smile of contempt

upon their lips, then they turned to the door.

“I tell you, boys,” groaned one of them in jest, “you take it from

me; Drabkin has it far worse with this new boss of his than he ever

had it with any of his old ones!”

Chyenke simply glared daggers at the speaker and was silent.

The workingmen had not proceeded far upon their way when they

noticed Drabkin. At sight of them Drabkin’s heart fell. Quickly he

disappeared through a gate.

“The fellow has given us the slip!”

“Do you know what? We ought to wait for him here and give his nose a

good rubbing.”

The plan was accepted. A couple of the men went into the yard and two

remained on watch at the gate. Drabkin saw all this and was forced

to seek refuge in a place where the noxious odours took his breath

away.... There he remained, but the workingmen did not move from

their places.

And really, why should he be hiding from them? he thought. Had he

stolen anything of theirs? Had he tricked them? Had he talked them

out of taking another position? He could even pay them for that day,

if they wished.

There he remained, as if rooted to the spot.... A strange, strong

feeling of shame held him there. Standing in that foul atmosphere,

hiding from his fellow men, he felt that he was entering upon a new

path, that he was becoming an altogether new Drabkin. He could not

even explain to himself the exact nature of this change, just what

was happening to his character, to his whole being. Several times

Chashke came to his mind, with Chyenke directly behind; through his

head echoed snatches of his old catch-phrases,—but all this, somehow

or other, like old faces, old echoes, things from long ago....

And he stood there as if rooted to the spot.

But this must come to an end. He resolved to come forth from his

place of concealment. With a cough, he opened the door, and began,

with a serious countenance, to button his coat. He lowered his glance

to the ground, as if deeply absorbed in thought. His hat, to be sure,

was somewhat crooked on his head. He thought that if he did not look

at them he might succeed in passing them by unnoticed. At any rate,

let them believe that he was profoundly preoccupied.

The workingmen came forward to meet him. He raised his eyes exactly

in time to encounter their glances. A sweet smile curled on his

lips—he pretended to have noticed them for the first time.

“What kept you in there so long?”

“Where?... When?... Oh, in there?... So so.... My stomach....”

“Your stomach! You scamp! We understand your tricks. You were hiding!”

“Hiding?... What do you mean?... From whom? From whom need I hide? Of

whom need I be afraid?” replied Drabkin.

“See here. What did we agree to yesterday?” began one of the men

heatedly.

“Yes, that’s just what I wanted to talk over with you,” began Drabkin

in a friendly manner. “I’m afraid I’ll have to take it all back.

My wife got after me yesterday, and all her relatives too, and....

Oh!... I had a day of it.... Oh!...” He shrugged his shoulders and

waved his arms, giving his hearers to understand what a terrible day

it had been. “They made me out to be crazy. You should have heard! In

a word, gentlemen, I must take it all back.”

Once again he repeated to them what a terrible day he had gone

through. He spoke genially and with genuine regret. He did not wish

to have his word lose its value in the eyes of his former companions,

and, most of all, he feared their sharp tongues, their pitiless

sarcasm. The men looked at him with scorn, not believing a word he

said. Nor did he escape their gibes.

“‘Exploiters, bloodsuckers ...’” they mimicked. “How does it strike

you now? Scamp, you! Devil take you.... ‘Exploiters, bloodsuckers,

cut-purses’” ... the workingmen taunted as they left.

And these words cut him to the quick. They were his own words. He

could say nothing in retort. He felt that he himself was not yet an

exploiter or a bloodsucker, but he could not for the life of him

bring the words to his tongue at that moment. And something vexed him

so keenly. He was filled with a desire to understand, to grasp just

what ailed him: he was, it seemed, the same Drabkin as yesterday and

the day before, and yet not the same. The old time in which he had

been a workingman seemed to be veiled as by a cloud; it was far, far

in the past. And before the approaching future he felt ashamed—yet

under his bosom there was a strange warmth, and as soon as he felt

that warmth he forgot everything else: old times, the disappointed

workingmen, their gibes and all evil, troublesome thoughts.

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