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Zerubbabel stopped upon the threshold of the meeting-house

and surveyed the great assembly. And when he saw the men with

tear-stained eyes and with their hands upon their heads, his eyes

flashed and his lips turned white with scorn and ire. He was

surrounded by the crowd, the old men pressing close to him and the

young men in the rear.

“What have you brought us, Zerubbabel?” the old men asked. “Open your

lips and tell us what news of Esther and what do you know of her?”

The questions were to his anger like oil upon flames, and he opened

his mouth to speak harsh words. “Why do you ask me of Esther? What

do you wish, you greybeards, of that woman? And what shall I tell

you of her?—Am I, then, her sweetheart, and shall I tell you of her

beauty,—the sweetness of her body and the charm of her love?”

The assembly gaped at him in stupefaction, and the elders spoke again

to him: “What has come over you, Zerubbabel, and what have you on

your heart? You are wroth and speak harsh words to us. Or can it be

that you do not know what has happened? That a great disaster impends

over the Jews,—complete annihilation? And who can help us if not

Queen Esther? Or do you know another aid? Speak, and we will hear.”

Zerubbabel rose to his full height; his eyes lighted up, and his

voice was as hard as steel and iron. “Yes, I know another aid, and I

have come to tell it to you. It lies _within you_,—in your courage

and in your arms!”

His hearers received his words, mouths agape with surprise and

astonishment; Zerubbabel spoke further and his voice throbbed with

warmth. “Why do you eye me so? Or can you have misunderstood me? Your

salvation lies in you alone,—in your courage and in your arms. Why

have you so yielded to despair? And why have you covered yourselves

with ashes; wherefore your fasting? Are you weakening your bodies so

as to make the work of your enemies all the more easy? I tell you,

rather arm yourselves. Gird your loins and strengthen your muscles.

Instead of wringing your hands over your heads and despairing, learn

how to brandish a sword; instead of blinding your eyes with tears,

teach them to aim an arrow. Be not like sheep who are easily led

to the slaughter, but like lions that stand forth against their

pursuers. It is only a game for one to seize a sheep and kill it,

but the heart of the lion-hunter trembles, and only one out of a

thousand can hunt lions. You sit and weep and fast and torture

yourselves, and our enemies will mock and laugh. ‘We need not whet

our swords,’ they will say. ‘With our dog-whips we’ll be able to

strike dead the starved and terrified Jews.’ And they will praise

Haman for the permission he secured from the king and must even now

be rejoicing beforehand over the Jewish property that will so easily

be surrendered to them. But if they learn that you propose to make

a bold, heroic stand against them,—that your hands are skilled in

wielding the sword and your eyes trained to direct the dart, they

will look upon you with respect and admiration. They will no longer

laugh or mock, but will consider the matter well. And they will say,

‘We have permission from Haman, but who will provide for our widows

and orphans in case we fall at the hands of the Jews?’”

When he had spoken thus and more, the elders shook their heads and

the youths looked at the ground in embarrassment. At last the old men

could restrain themselves no longer and broke in upon his speech. And

they said, “You are young in years, Zerubbabel, and speak according

to your years.”

Zerubbabel, however, interrupted them and his voice echoed with

scorn. “I am young in years! How could I have failed to foresee that

such would be your answer! I am young in years! But of what avail

are your grey hairs, when you, too, are at a loss for counsel and

place your hopes upon a woman’s undergarment? I am young in years!

But young in years and even younger than I was my grandfather David,

yet he delivered the Jewish people from Goliath. Just as you here,

now, so then, too, your men were in despair. They were frightened

and trembling and knew not whither to turn for help. Then came young

David and brought them salvation. Young in years, but he knew that a

little stone, well aimed and well delivered, was more effective than

fasting, more powerful than tears. Therefore I say to you, why do you

reckon my years for me? See, I bring you deliverance. Be not like

women,—‘cry babies’ who begin to weep at whatever happens to them.

Be men, who feel the strength of their arms and the power of their

loins. Come, let us cry out a manifesto in the streets: ‘Haman has

purchased the Jewish people and given it over to annihilation, but

the Jewish people is not an object to be bought and sold, nor will

it accept its destruction idly. The Jews have armed themselves and

they are being trained for battle. And when their enemies fall upon

them to kill and wipe them out, they will defend themselves even as

the lioness defends her cubs, and for every Jew that perishes ten

of his opponents will forfeit their lives. Come, let us make public

this manifesto and you will see how much longer the countenances

of our opponents become and how downcast they will look. Cast off

your sackcloth, I tell you; wipe off your ashes and straighten out

your shoulders. Gird your loins and take double-edged swords in your

hands. And you will see that aid will come to you, and your blessing

will fall upon Zerubbabel.”

His countenance blazed like a torch and he looked upon the assembly

with the eyes of a leader. But all eyes were turned away from him

and the elders shook their heads. At this moment the door opened and

Mordecai entered. All rushed toward the newcomer, surrounding him and

showering him with their questions.

“What says Esther?”

“What does Esther?”

“What news of Esther?”

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And Mordecai, the son of Jair, was garbed in sackcloth and ashes. His

forehead was furrowed with deep wrinkles and his eyes were careworn.

It was easily to be seen that many thoughts weighed upon his mind. He

opened his lips and answered the questioners. “There is no news from

Esther. And what would you hear from her? Do you not know that she

asked for three days, and that this is only the first?”

All the assembled hearers bowed their heads in mourning and wiped

their eyes. And when Mordecai, with a deep sigh, sank upon a bench,

the entire house resounded with sighs and groans from all hearts.

Zerubbabel stood alone; none looked upon him. His heart was bitter to

the point of crying out, and he would gladly have struck to right

and to left with his fists; he relieved his mood with a wild outburst

of laughter. All eyes were directed to him in astonishment, and

Mordecai spoke. “Zerubbabel, arrayed in his finest clothes, laughs

with such incisive laughter.—What ails him?”

Those about Mordecai stepped back, as if to open a path for

Zerubbabel, that he might approach Mordecai. Zerubbabel, however,

did not stir from his place. Brimming over with scorn and bitterness

he cried, “Tell him what ails me!” In a few words they repeated the

tenor of Zerubbabel’s speech, saying that he summoned his people to

battle and counselled them not to place their faith in Esther.

Mordecai raised his glance to Zerubbabel; both men eyed each other

like two enemies measuring each other’s strength. Then Mordecai

spoke, emphasising every word. “In every age there are certain

persons who imagine that the easiest way to break a wall is with

one’s head.”

Zerubbabel answered with aversion and mockery. “But not every age

has the misfortune to possess a leader with the timidity of a weak

woman, who can only raise his hands to his head and cry bitterly!”

The gathering turned its glances from Mordecai to Zerubbabel and from

Zerubbabel to Mordecai. It was as if two gladiators had stepped forth

into the arena to wrestle and seek victory. And the onlookers became

entirely absorbed in the scene about to take place, forgetting their

great misfortune. Yet they crowded more closely about Mordecai, as

though expecting protection from him against Zerubbabel.

Mordecai felt that all were with him and none was with Zerubbabel, so

he uttered cutting words. “Better a weak old woman as a leader than

a madman who inspires to impossibilities. The weakest of women may

prevent a calamity, but the most insignificant madman can bring down

upon his people the most grievous of disasters. I do not desire to

insult you, Zerubbabel, but what you counsel is sheer madness.”

Zerubbabel replied bitterly: “Woe unto the people to whom it is

preached that self-defence is madness, and greater woe still unto the

people among whom such preachment finds ready ears. Such a people is

a heap of dead bones, from which all signs of life have fled.”

Mordecai interrupted him with a calm, self-confident voice. “Who

says that self-defence is madness? Am I not, then, for self-defence?

Do I desire, then, that we exterminate ourselves before the enemy

attacks us? Do I wish, indeed, that we cease to be? Do I not yearn

to rescue our people? Let our people defend itself; but the means of

self-defence are various, and your way, Zerubbabel, is folly.”

Zerubbabel stood there, looking at Mordecai as if he had not

understood, and he asked, in great surprise, with a quivering voice,

“How long has the self-defence of a people meant the pretty face of a

young woman? Is Esther’s body our self-defence?”

Again Mordecai replied calmly and confidently. “You understand by

self-defence only the power of our arms, while I term self-defence

the power of beauty and the power of money likewise. You are young,

Zerubbabel, and surely you know the power of beauty. Say, is it not

the surest way? The king’s heart can be purchased for us with beauty,

and Esther must do it. Is not Esther my uncle’s daughter? Was she

not to me even as my own child? Is she not the flesh and blood of

all of us? And yet we told her to risk her life and go unbidden to

the king; and should her beauty not win the king and should she as

a consequence be put to death, then we will choose still another

Jewish daughter,—one even more beautiful. And even if we should have

to sacrifice all our Jewish daughters and sisters and wives, we will

do so, despite the great grief it will cause us and the heaviness of

the blow. Is not that, too, self-defence? And when our beauty has

proved unsuccessful, we will defend ourselves with our money, with

our possessions. Haman purchased us with ten thousand silver talents;

then we can buy ourselves free for twenty, thirty, forty. From time

immemorial these have been the surest means of self-defence. Was not

our father Jacob freed from his brother Esau by his possessions?

Did not also your great-great-grandfather, King Asa, save himself

from Baasha, King of Israel, through bribing Benhadad, King of Aram?

And did not Judith with her beauty rescue the Jews from Holofernes?

_Your_ self-defence, on the contrary, is self-destruction. Small and

few are we among the peoples of the hundred and seven and twenty

provinces. Who will fear our weapons? Who will be impressed by our

arms? And it may come to pass, moreover, that if the king learns that

Jews are arming themselves, he will send against us his powerful

army, trained in warfare; and there will not be a vestige left of our

people. Would you have it thus, Zerubbabel?”

Zerubbabel made answer in loud and bitter tones: “Shame upon you

and upon all who side with you! Shame upon the whole Jewish people

which beholds its salvation in money and its self-defence in the

beautiful bodies of its daughters! Now will I rend my garments and

put on sackcloth and ashes! Now will I weep and wail my bitter

lamentation! My people is dead! My people is a putrefying corpse. It

is an abode only for worms, reptiles and insects. All living spirits

have forsaken it. Where shall I find words to express my abhorrence?

Where shall I find the thunder with which to boom forth my wrath?

Judah, where are your warriors? Where are your heroes, Israel? Behold

who your leaders are, and hear what they counsel! In their debasement

they do not revolt against defiling their most sacred possessions,

and the honour of their daughters is of less worth to them than the

meanest life! Lion of yore, you have turned into a dog!”

Zerubbabel struggled for air and words failed him. He rent his

garments and tore his hair, crying aloud and bitterly. He wrung his

hands high above his head and kept repeating, “Shame upon them!

Shame! Shame!” He left the meeting-house, his legs wavering like

those of a drunkard.

The men, gathered in the meeting-house, followed him with frightened,

astonished looks, and not a mouth opened to speak a word. Only

Mordecai smiled and quoted the popular saying, “Is that not correct?

It is better to be a live dog than a dead lion.”

The assembly, however, became as if something had defiled it and

rendered it unclean. Yet none found in him the courage to follow

Zerubbabel.

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