CHAPTER XXXII.

SHADOWS DEEPENING ON TANNA.

IMMEDIATELY thereafter, a Sandal-wood Trader brought in his boat a party

of Erromangans by night to Tanna. They assembled our Harbor Chiefs and

people, and urged them to kill us and Mr. and Mrs. Mathieson and the

Teachers, or allow them to do so, as they had killed Mr. and Mrs.

Gordon. Then they proposed to go to Aneityum and kill the Missionaries

there, as the Aneityumese Natives had burned their Church, and thus they

would sweep away the Worship and the servants of Jehovah from all the

New Hebrides. Our Chiefs, however, refused, restrained by the Merciful

One, and the Erromangans returned to their own island in a sulky mood.

Notwithstanding this refusal, as if they wished to reserve the murder

and plunder for themselves, our Mission House was next day thronged with

armed men, some from Inland, others from Mr. Mathieson's Station. They

loudly praised the Erromangans! The leader said again and again in my

hearing, "The men of Erromanga killed Missi Williams long ago. We killed

the Rarotongan and Samoan Teachers. We fought Missi Turner and Missi

Nisbet, and drove them from our island. We killed the Aneityumese

Teachers on Aniwa, and one of Missi Paton's Teachers too. We killed

several white men, and no Man-of-war punished us. Let us talk over this,

about killing Missi Paton and the Aneityumese, till we see if any

Man-of-war comes to punish the Erromangans. If not, let us unite, let us

kill these Missionaries, let us drive the Worship of Jehovah from our

land!"

An Inland Chief said or rather shouted in my hearing, "My love to the

Erromangans! They are strong and brave men, the Erromangans. They have

killed their Missi and his wife, while we only talk about it. They have

destroyed the Worship and driven away Jehovah!"

I stood amongst them and protested, "God will yet punish the Erromangans

for such wicked deeds. God has heard all your bad talk, and will punish

it in His own time and way."

But they shouted me down, amidst great excitement, with the cry, "Our

love to the Erromangans! Our love to the Erromangans!"

After I left them, Abraham heard them say, "Miaki is lazy. Let us meet

in every village, and talk with each other. Let us all agree to kill

Missi and the Aneityumese for the first of our Chiefs that dies."

The night after the visit of the Erromangan boat, and the sad news of

Mr. and Mrs. Gordon's death, the Tannese met on their village

dancing-grounds and held high festival in praise of the Erromangans. Our

best friend, old Nowar the Chief, who had worn shirt and kilt for some

time and had come regularly to the Worship, relapsed once more; he

painted his face, threw off his clothing, resumed his bow and arrows and

his tomahawk, of which he boasted that it had killed very many men and

at least one woman! On my shaming him for professing to worship Jehovah

and yet uniting with the Heathen in rejoicing over the murder of His

servants on Erromanga, he replied to this effect, "Truly, Missi, they

have done well. If the people of Erromanga are severely punished for

this by the Man-of-war, we will all hear of it; and our people will then

fear to kill you and the other Missionaries, so as to destroy the

Worship of Jehovah. Now, they say, the Erromangans killed Missi Williams

and the Samoan, Rarotongan, and Aneityumese Teachers, besides other

white men, and no Man-of-war has punished either them or us. If they are

not punished for what has been done on Erromanga, nothing else can keep

them here from killing you and me and all who worship at the Mission

House!"

I answered, "Nowar, let us all be strong to love and serve Jehovah

Jesus. If it be for our good and His glory, He will protect us; if not,

He will take us to be with Himself. We will not be killed by their bad

talk. Besides, what avails it to us, when dead and gone, if even a

Man-of-war should come and punish our murderers?"

He shrugged his shoulders, answering, "Missi, by and by you will see.

Mind, I tell you the truth. I know our Tannese people. How is it that

Jehovah did not protect the Gordons and the Erromangan worshipers? If

the Erromangans are not punished, neither will our Tannese be punished,

though they murder all Jehovah's people!"

I felt for Nowar's struggling faith, just trembling on the verge of

Cannibalism yet, and knowing so little of the true Jehovah.

Groups of Natives assembled suspiciously near us and sat whispering

together. They urged old Abraham to return to Aneityum by the very first

opportunity, as our lives were certain to be taken, but he replied, "I

will not leave Missi."

Abraham and I were thrown much into each other's company, and he stood

by me in every danger. We conducted Family Prayers alternately; and that

evening he said during the prayer in Tannese, in which language alone we

understood each other:--

"O Lord, our Heavenly Father, they have murdered Thy servants on

Erromanga. They have banished the Aneityumese from dark Tanna. And now

they want to kill Missi Paton and me! Our great King, protect us, and

make their hearts soft and sweet to Thy Worship. Or, if they are

permitted to kill us, do not Thou hate us, but wash us in the blood of

Thy dear Son Jesus Christ. He came down to Earth and shed His blood for

sinners; through Him forgive us our sins and take us to Heaven--that

good place where Missi Gordon the man and Missi Gordon the woman and all

thy dear servants now are singing Thy praise and seeing Thy face. Our

Lord, our hearts are pained just now, and we weep over the death of Thy

dear servants; but make our hearts good and strong for Thy cause, and

take thou away all our fears. Make us two and all Thy servants strong

for Thee and for Thy Worship; and if they kill us two, let us die

together in Thy good work, like Thy servants Missi Gordon the man and

Missi Gordon the woman."

In this manner his great simple soul poured itself out to God; and my

heart melted within me as it had never done under any prayer poured from

the lips of cultured Christian men!

Under the strain of these events, Miaki came to our house, and attacked

me in hearing of his men to this effect, "You and the Worship are the

cause of all the sickness and death now taking place on Tanna! The

Erromanga men killed Missi Gordon the man and also the woman, and they

are all well long ago. The Worship is killing us all; and the Inland

people will kill us for keeping you and the Worship here; for we love

the conduct of Tanna, but we hate the Worship. We must kill you and it,

and we shall all be well again."

I tried to reason firmly and kindly with them, showing them that their

own conduct was destroying them, and that our presence and the Worship

could only be a blessing to them in every way, if only they would accept

of it and give up their evil ways. I referred to a poor girl, whom Miaka

and his men had stolen and abused--that they knew such conduct to be

bad, and that God would certainly punish them for it.

He replied, "Such is the conduct of Tanna. Our fathers loved and

followed it, we love and follow it, and if the Worship condemns it, we

will kill you and destroy the Worship."

I said, "The Word of the Holy God condemns all bad conduct, and I must

obey my God in trying to lead you to give it up, and to love and serve

His Son Jesus our Saviour. If I refuse to obey my God, He will punish

me."

He declared that his heart was good, that his conduct was good, but that

he hated the teaching of the Worship. He had a party of men staying with

him from the other side of the island, and he sent back a present of

four large fat hogs to their Chiefs, with a message as to the killing of

the Mathiesons. If that were done, his hands would be strengthened in

dealing with us.

To know what was best to be done, in such trying circumstances, was an

abiding perplexity. To have left altogether, when so surrounded by

perils and enemies, at first seemed the wisest course, and was the

repeated advice of many friends. But again, I had acquired the language,

and had gained a considerable Influence amongst the Natives, and there

were a number warmly attached both to himself and to the Worship. To

have left would have been to lose all, which to me was heartrending;

therefore, risking all with Jesus, I held on while the hope of being

spared longer had not absolutely and entirely vanished.

The following quotation from a letter of the late A. Clark, Esq., J. P.,

Auckland, New Zealand, will show what Bishop Selwyn thought of my

standing fast on Tanna at the post of duty, and he knew what he was

writing about. These are the words:--"'Talk of bravery! talk of heroism!

The man who leads a forlorn hope is a coward in comparison with him,

who, on Tanna, thus alone, without a sustaining look or cheering word

from one of his own race, regards it as his duty to hold on in the face

of such dangers. We read of the soldier, found after the lapse of ages

among the ruins of Herculaneum, who stood firm at his post amid the

fiery rain destroying all around him, thus manifesting the rigidity of

the discipline among those armies of Ancient Rome which conquered the

World. Mr. Paton was subjected to no such iron law. He might with honor,

when offered to him, have sought a temporary asylum in Auckland, where

he would have been heartily received. But he was moved by higher

considerations. He chose to remain, and God knows whether at this moment

he is in the land of the living!' When the Bishop told us that he

declined leaving Tanna by H. M. S. _Pelorus,_ he added, 'And I like him

all the better for so doing!'"

For my part I feel quite confident that, in like circumstances, that

noble Bishop of God would have done the same. I, born in the bosom of

the Scottish Covenant descended from those who suffered persecution for

Christ's honor, would have been unworthy of them and of my Lord had I

deserted my post for danger only. Yet not to me, but to the Lord who

sustained me, be all the praise and the glory.

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