‘Dear Lamia,’ he replied, ‘you are very ancient, and are under deep

obligation to ancestors you never saw, and probably never heard of;

and I hope you will be yet more charming for your visit to this old

and captivating land. For my part, I always seem to miss something

in people who have not fallen under its spell. You have succumbed

to it entirely. I shall never weary, and I hope I shall never weary

you, in extolling the power of the Past. Would the descant of those

nightingales have the same charm for us, if they had not been singing

thus for myriads of Mays? Spring is so irresistibly charming because

it recalls and renews the Aprils that are gone. Time consecrates and

confirms. The deeper our roots, the loftier our thoughts, and the

sounder our hearts. I remember a great poet of this age saying to

me that he could not see that, as some one had affirmed, he in his

writings so much resembled Keats. “You are Keats’s own child,” I

replied, “and are of noble parentage.” But indeed every great poet

is the lineal descendant of every other great poet. At any given

moment, what exercises most influence is, not the present, but the

Past. I ventured, the other day, to observe that there are only two

sorts of people, the noble and the ignoble. Dear Lamia, let us try to

belong to the noble, since every one may be a member of that untitled

aristocracy; so that, when we ourselves are, as some of us are

gradually becoming, portions of the Past, we may influence beneficently

an unborn Future.‘

‘There never was anything more untrue,’ said Lamia, who was quick to

surmise the more personal meaning that underlay those closing words,

‘than the saying “_On n’est jeune qu’une fois_.” I have been old

several times; but I always get young again.‘ ‘And you will do so very

often, I dare say, for many years to come. Moreover, I like to think

there is the youth of one’s youth, the youth of one’s manhood, and,

finally, the youth of one’s old age. But, when one has reached this

last, man’s capacity for rejuvenescence is exhausted.‘

Lamia rose from her seat, placed herself close beside him, and taking

his hand, replied:

‘Dear Poet, even in my youngest moments, compared with you I am in my

dotage.’ And I would at that moment have been any age you will, to be

treated thus tenderly.

We made many expeditions of which I have not told you, just as we

visited, again and again, churches, palaces, and dismantled monasteries

I have not named. But Lamia particularly wished to see a Convent,—a

Convent, that is to say, in the Italian signification, of monks, not

disestablished, but allowed still to survive, with a certain number

of its inmates, as a national monument. She had heard me speak of the

attractive hospitality I had enjoyed in them in days gone by; and we

selected for our monastic excursion a Convent in the Apennines not too

remote from Florence, and the drive to which would take us through

Gavinana, a spot none of us had ever visited. Does the word Gavinana

suggest anything to you? Probably not; yet it was there that the

liberties of Florence received their final extinction. Indeed I fancy

that, of the thousands of people who nowadays visit the Tuscan Capital,

many are unaware that, in the earlier part of the sixteenth century, it

underwent a Siege whose incidents strongly resemble many that occurred

during the siege of another Capital nearly thirty years ago. Only

Florence is much more beautiful than Paris, and less suggestive of the

horrors of war. Yet the Siege of Florence lasted ten months, or more

than twice as long as that of Paris; its inhabitants underwent far

greater hardships, and displayed much greater heroism. We might have

been a little sceptical on those points had Florentine historians been

our only authority for them. But the copious and impartial Reports of

the Venetian Ambassadors who were in the Fair City at the time render

doubt impossible, and establish the courage, pertinacity, and patience

of the besieged against Emperor and Pope. All the villas within a

certain radius of Florence were rased to the ground, lest they should

furnish help and corn to the besiegers; and all its silver plate, both

sacred and profane, was melted down to replenish the coffers of the

Republic. It is the noblest, perhaps it is the one perfectly noble,

incident in the story of Florence; and I sometimes have thought, and

the Poet agrees with me, that Francesco Ferruccio, whose statue is

among that series of famous Florentines outside the Uffizi, is its

most heroic and effective figure. He would in all probability have

saved Florence, had the timidity of some of his fellow-countrymen, and

the treachery of others, allowed him; for he proposed to create a

diversion by marching on Rome, and menacing it with another sack such

as had recently taken place under the Constable Bourbon. His project

was overruled, and he died fighting in the piazza at Gavinana; his only

consolation, in his last moments, being that the Leader of the Imperial

Army, the Prince of Orange, was also slain. ‘The ill-omened spot,’

says the historian of the Commonwealth of Florence, ‘lies within sight

of the traveller as he passes, about a mile to the right of it, on

his way from Pistoia to Modena. And not a peasant of those mountains,

though ignorant as his yoke of dove-coloured oxen of all the history

of his country from that day to this, not a goat-herd tending his

flock by the roadside, not a grimy muleteer bringing down his string

of charcoal-laden beasts from the forests of the Upper Apennine, will

be unable to point out to the stranger the field on which, nearly four

hundred years ago, Tuscan liberty was fought for and lost.’

Drinking our coffee, for which we paid an incredibly small sum, under

the plane trees of the square where Ferruccio and Florence fell, we

again discoursed on the arbitrary hazards of Time that made the City

justly called Fair, and to which one is often disposed to apply what

Ovid represents Helen as saying to her Grecian paramour:—

‘Apta magis Veneri quam sunt tua corpora Marti:

Bella gerant alii; tu, Paris, semper ama,’

a place of arms, a city woeful and intrepid, the champion of freedom

against Sceptre and Tiara.

‘Surely,’ said Lamia, ‘Dante would have forgiven Florence could he

have lived to see that day. The times were grim, and the deeds austere

enough even for one “who had seen Hell.” Would you not rather,‘ she

continued, turning to the Poet, ‘have it said of you that you had seen

Heaven?’

‘Remember,’ said Veronica, ‘Dante saw both.’

The twilight was deepening into dusk before we reached the Convent

whither we were bound, for our driver had taken a wrong turning during

the last few miles of our journey; and Lamia was quick to note, as

characteristic of Italy, that, when inquiry put us on the right one,

the directions given were, not as in England, according to signposts,

but to little tabernacles or shrines at the parting of the ways:

now of the Annunciation, now of Saint Agatha or Saint Barbara, now

of Saint Francis of Assisi receiving the Stigmata. I am afraid her

curiosity was more piqued than satisfied when we reached our bourne;

for, though we were most piously welcomed, Veronica and she were not

allowed to violate that portion of the Convent which is defended from

female gaze by the word _Clausura_; and she not unnaturally, though

quite inaccurately, imagined that she was not shown what was most

worth seeing. The Poet and I were allotted sleeping-cells within

the Monastery, but our companions, of course, had to pass the night

in the _Foresteria_, or strangers’ quarter, outside, in charge of a

lay-brother, and it was there we all had our truly ascetic supper. But

the guests of Sallust never enjoyed one more; for our host, the Prior,

was an ideal monk, majestic yet saintly of aspect, with long flowing

beard, silky and snowy, measured manners, and paternally caressing

voice. The Rules of his Order forbid any instrumental accompaniment

either at Mass or the other Sacred Offices of the twenty-four hours;

but he had always loved music for its own sake, and he had made for

himself a primitive sort of spinette, on which he said he would play to

us, for our further entertainment, when the lay-brother who was waiting

on us had retired, and all the Confraternity were in their first deep

sleep. The performance, like the instrument, was touching in its

simplicity; and Veronica, wishing to make him some return, said that

Lamia, too, was fond of music, and would, she was quite sure, sing to

him if he cared to hear her. Even in the _Foresteria_, I fear, there

was a touch of the profane in the suggestion; but he evidently could

not resist the temptation thus presented to him, and begged Lamia to

sing, but with not too loud and penetrating a voice. She at once broke

into the wild and melancholy chant the Italian recruits used to sing in

the days of Napoleon, when they were dragged from their homes to face

the snows of Russia:—

‘Partir, partir bisogna,

Dove commanderà il mio Sovrano.’

But Lamia got no further than those two lines; for our venerable host

suddenly exclaimed, the colour mounting to his face, and the tears

brimming in his eyes:

‘Stop! stop! _Mi monta la fantasia._’ And he went on to tell us how he

had not heard that strain for five-and-forty years, and that it used to

be sung by one whose caprice had caused him to abandon the world and

assume the habit of Saint Bruno.

On our journey homeward, the following morning, Lamia asked:

‘How would you translate the words the dear old Prior used last night,

_Mi monta la fantasia_?’

‘They are not easily rendered into another tongue,’ said Veronica,

‘for they mean so much in the original. But when he said, “the fantasy

mounts and seizes hold of me,” he doubtless meant that your voice

suddenly made him feel all he had felt five-and-forty years ago.‘

‘O, how delightful!’ said Lamia. ‘Then I forced the _Clausura_, after

all.’

‘It is a pity,’ said Veronica, whose sane nature and active temperament

render her a little intolerant of monasticism in any form, ‘that you

could not break it down altogether, and so make an end of it.’

‘And yet,’ said the Poet, who has rather more indulgence for the

weaknesses of human nature, perhaps because he shares them more, ‘I

doubt if we have done with the motives, many and various, that once

engendered and still foster monasticism. The strong, the valiant, the

sensible, require no shelter from the rough usage of the world. But,

as in the days of savage militarism, so in these of an almost equally

pitiless industrialism, terror, timidity, indolence, mysticism, love

of meditation, longing for silence, and a certain passive piety, make

men fly the market-place for the cloister. When Dante, exiled from

Florence, appeared at the Convent in the Apennines, and was asked by

the monks who he might be, did he not answer, “One who is in quest of

peace”? There is no second Dante, but there are many exiles in this

modern world, and I fear their number every day increases. As the

struggle for existence waxes fiercer and fiercer, I think I hear them,

too, exclaiming, _Dona nobis pacem_.‘

‘Listening first to Veronica,’ said Lamia, ‘and then to you, I am

forced to the conclusion that many things are intolerable which we

cannot do without. Yet I confess a Convent of Nuns seems more natural

than a Confraternity of Monks.’

‘More natural, perhaps,’ said the Poet, ‘but hardly so necessary. For,

even in the very heart of the world, every good woman is more or less

nunlike, by virtue of her purity, her reserve——’

‘And, I suppose,’ interrupted Lamia, ‘her obedience?’

Nothing disconcerted, he re-echoed the words: ‘And her obedience.’

[Illustration: THROUGH THE OLIVES, FLORENCE]

‘Have you not, dear,’ asked Veronica, ‘confuted yourself by

anticipation? It was a man, not a woman, was it not, that took leave of

the Prior, who would fain have detained him, with the words—

‘Father, farewell! Be not distressed,

And take my vow, ere I depart,

To found a Convent in my breast,

And keep a cloister in my heart.’

‘One is constantly confuting oneself,’ he replied.

‘How should it be otherwise?’ said Lamia. ‘Verse being the expression,

not of the convictions, but of the emotions, poets cannot be taxed with

inconsistency, though they contradict themselves a thousand times.’

‘Thank you, dear Lamia,’ he said. ‘You are the most ingenious of

apologists. If ever I have to defend myself, you shall be my Portia.’

* * * * *

But the last day, the last night, and then the very morning of

departure at length arrived, when Florence, with its gorgeous towers

and cloud-capped palaces, was, for a time at least, to dissolve like

the baseless fabric of a vision. Perfetta was in tears; Ippolito had

a _mazzetto_ of carnations for us all; the _contadini_ desisted from

their work to cluster in the garden in order to see us off with

many gracious words and expressions of hope that next year we should

return; and the entire household manifested by melancholy smiles their

sorrow at our going. Pasquale, the _cameriere_, had come into my room

early that morning with a doleful face, and, in reply to a renewed

inquiry whether we could not help him to find another place, assured

me that he would not care to serve anybody else; and he launched into

touching eulogies of Veronica’s considerateness and universal capacity,

of Lamia’s irresistible charm, of the genius of the Poet,—_Il Gran

Poeta_, he called him, though utterly ignorant, I need scarcely say,

of the very language in which that retiring person writes,—and of the

thousand-and-one virtues which, finally, he ascribed to myself. If you

think that he was insincere, because he in some degree exaggerated, I

can assure you that you are mistaken. He believed it all.

‘No, no,’ he said. ‘_Ringrazio tanto la sua signoria_, but I could not

serve any one else. _Riprenderò il mio antico mestiere_’ (I will return

to my old calling).

‘And what may that be?’ I asked.

‘Do you not know?’ he said. ‘_Io son comico_’ (I am an actor).

The dear people we were leaving are all of them so much more or less

histrionic, that Pasquale’s occasionally fine gestures had never struck

me as singular or exceptional.

‘_Sì, Signore, son comico io_,’ he went on, ‘I am an actor, and have

played at Lucca, at Fiesole, at Pisa, yes and at Siena. Once I was in

the same cast with the stupendous tragedian, Salvini.’

‘Yes, a great actor, indeed,’ I said. ‘I once saw him in an Italian

version of our English drama _Othello_.’

He was in his early morning dress, wearing no coat nor jacket, and

having in his turned-up white apron my boot-trees, which he was just

about to pack. But he drew himself up with much dignity, and, with the

one disengaged hand suiting the action to the word, he said:

‘I, too, have played the part of Otello.’ And, without more ado, he

recited, in his sonorous language, the lines:

Farewell the tranquil mind! farewell content!

Farewell the plumed troop, and the big wars;

That make ambition virtue! O, farewell!

And the earnestness with which he recited that pathetic passage

completely submerged the sense of humour that was beginning to rise in

me.

As we entered Florence, so did we quit it, leisurely, and without

the disenchanting scenes of a modern railway station. We were to

drive across the Apennines to Bologna, and, as we reached the last

flower-stall near the Gate that looks thitherward, Lamia expressed a

wish for one more flower. It was a lovely rose, the only one on a plant

that occupied among the others the place of honour.

‘It is a pity to spoil the plant,’ said the woman, who was well known

to us, for we had often halted to make purchases from her. ‘Will not

another serve equally well?’

You will easily surmise Lamia’s reply. No rose in the world but that

one would have satisfied her desire.

‘_Come vuole_, said the woman (‘be it as you wish’), and she severed

the fair flower from its stalk.

‘How much is it?’ I asked, eagerly availing myself of the opportunity

to make dear Lamia a parting gift from the City of Flowers.

‘Don’t trouble about it,‘ said the woman, ‘you can pay some other time.’

‘But there will be no other time,’ said Lamia, ‘for we are going away

for good and all.’

‘_Dunque, non si paga. Addio, e buon viaggio!_‘was the reply. (‘In

that case, you must not pay at all. Happy be your journey! Good-bye!’)

* * * * *

If people love their home, there is no wrong time for coming back

to it; and, were it not for the delight of returning, I doubt if it

would be wise, save under compulsion, ever to leave it. Tacitus asks,

Who would quit Italy for Germany, were it not that Germany is his own

country? Over English folk, at all worthy of their great descent, the

name of England exercises a more enthralling spell even than that of

Italy; and the Garden that I love is all the dearer to me because it

is thoroughly English. But the moment for returning to it fell out

most felicitously; and, gazing on the scene that awaited us, we were

instantly weaned from all regret even for the sky and sunshine of

Tuscany. Under the broad-trunked, wide-spreading Oak,—Veronica has

christened this particular plot of ground the Oak Parlour,—Five O’Clock

Tea was waiting for us, and once more we looked on one of those Urns

which, I am told, have made the owner’s name a household word in many

kindly hearts. I need not say again how happy we had been in our Tuscan

villa, and I verily believe that Veronica would contrive to make us

comfortable in the desert of Sahara. But it is idle to pretend that

all we mean by the word ‘Home’ is to be had save in this, our own

island; and there is all the difference in the world between Perfetta

and the tearful _cameriere_ who, I suppose, has now returned to his

_antico mestiere_, and is smothering Desdemona before some provincial

Tuscan audience, and the Northern handmaidens who, moulded by the

genius of Veronica, perform with noiseless celerity every office that

can minister to the grace of existence. Do not think me material if

I say that that first Five O’Clock Tea in the Oak Parlour after our

return was an event in our life; for its charm was compounded of many

elements, into which entered the abiding influence of unluxurious

domestic refinement. The green antiquity of the oak, the smooth verdure

of the lawn, unattainable, I fear, by the services of a shepherd lass

and her flock of nibbling sheep, the luxuriance and variety of the

flowers, the view, under the oaken branches, of the Manor-House, white

with roses from ground to gable, the snowy face of the tablecloth,

the glow of the burnished urn, the brightness, the spotlessness, the

seemliness of everything, all contributed to the welcome that attended

us, and to the pleasure we received from it.

But something more awaited us than the renewal of old delights. Shortly

before we started for our six months’ absence, we had decided, after

much deliberation, to add, in a modest way, to the home that we had

a thousand times declared, in our optimistic fashion, to be already

ample for our needs; and the result was now before us. You may easily

imagine our anxiety to discern if the decision had been wise or the

reverse; for, though we had gone into the plan with a most competent

architect to the utmost detail, and though Veronica had brought her

practical and tasteful mind to bear upon window and overmantel, hinge

and door-plate, moulding and lining-paper, there is always a danger

lest instructions should have been misunderstood or imperfectly carried

out, or that the instructions themselves were wholly or in part a

mistake. We were prepared to be pleased, but also to criticise; but

for fault-finding there was, in truth, no possible room. Animated by

reverence for what already existed, we had bound architect and builder

to certain well-defined lines and curves, prohibiting externally all

originality save what is perhaps the best kind of it in these days,

pious and humble reproduction of what is already recognised as

beautiful. A room, which was originally spoken of as a billiard-room,

and which for a brief while retained that designation, though all idea

of having a billiard-table in it had been promptly abandoned, and which

now is known as the Morning Room, because, as Lamia says, we nearly

always sit there of an evening, a new boudoir for Veronica, who has at

last a refuge of her own worthy of her beneficent labours, three new

sleeping-chambers, and another staircase, composed the new quarter. And

will you believe it?—it was already furnished; Veronica having made due

preparations and given minute instructions for this end partly before

our departure, and partly during our absence. Now, did she triumph over

us in the matter of those various purchases in Florence that used to

move our ignorant mirth; for everything she had acquired had been sent

home in time to be unpacked and placed in the room and the position

allotted to it. Thus, at every turn, we were reminded of the Fair City

and the bewitching land we had so lately left, and of which, not to be

ungrateful, we still talked affectionately even in the hours of our

home-coming.

But Veronica had no monopoly of success in the swift adornment of our

new wing. I, too, had a little triumph of my own, but, I need scarcely

say, out-of-doors. I do not often sing my own praises, do I, preferring

to extol the Poet and Veronica, who are more deserving of eulogy. But,

on this occasion, I think I really did deserve the congratulations that

were lavished on me. For, with a truly foreseeing mind, I had been

growing on, to use a gardener’s phrase, a certain number of climbing

roses, clematis, jessamine, and other creepers, and had given the

strictest injunctions that they were to be planted against the new

building the very instant the masons had finished it, and were to be

fostered and trained with constant and unremitting attention; and, as

they were then already robust in growth and vigorous at the root, they

were well on their way up the new wing on our arrival. A legend has

since grown up that I did not leave England at all, but remained on the

spot with barrow, trug, and trowel, and that, fast as the work-people

laid a course of stone or brick, I planted a creeper. But, as a fact,

it happened as I have said.

As for the garden, the garden that the too kindly sympathy of others

permits one to say we all love, I can only say I wish the whole of

Italy could have seen it. The Tea Roses, more numerous and more

beautiful than ever, seemed smilingly to say, ‘Has Tuscany roses to

show more fair?’ Larkspurs, of every imaginable shade of blue, from

azure to cerulean; lupines, white, purple, and yellow; foxgloves,

snowy-white and without a freckle; seemed to challenge each other as to

which would tower highest in the summer air. The Pæony Poppies, some

purposely some accidentally sown, were a garden in themselves, fair

but fugitive, yet making up by their number and infinite variety for

the briefness of their existence. They were everywhere in the beds and

borders, and, as it seemed, where they had chosen to be; there, by the

right of supreme loveliness, and the Swan-neck Poppies, the Caucasian,

and the Victoria Cross, rocked more humbly beside them. No other

plant of such supreme beauty has so solid a stem and such imposing

foliage for so fragile a flower; and this it is, I think, which mainly

constitutes its fresh charm. Every one now loves flowers, and I have no

need to weary you with a catalogue of those in the Garden that I Love.

But I doubt if there be any perennial plant of real beauty and value

that will grow in our latitude which is not to be found there; and I

can say with truth, of every bed and border, that you could not see the

ground for flowers. As for the winding turf walk, which perhaps

you remember as the South Enclosure, it is not I who will say what it

looked like when we returned. For one who has justly acquired honour,

not only by the beauty of her own home, but by her charming pages

concerning all that appertains to a garden, and who had visited it

the day before our arrival, left a little line for Veronica, in which

she generously said it was the loveliest she had ever seen. I should

hesitate to repeat so flattering an opinion, were it not for some

injustice to myself that followed. ‘As for the winding turf walk and

its glow of bloom and colour on either side,’ said the kindly writer,

‘nowhere, I am sure, is there anything like it; and only the Poet could

have conceived it.’ As if it was the Poet who had conceived it! It was

I who,—but so it is in this unfair world, where everybody bows down

before prestige. Lamia herself could not have been more partial or more

unjust.

[Illustration: LARKSPURS]

I made some observation of the kind to Veronica, imagining we were

alone, and got for reply,—

‘My dear, you will never understand women.’

‘How is it possible,’ I asked, a little nettled by the implied rebuke,

‘when no two women are alike?’

‘No _one_ woman is alike,’ said Lamia, suddenly emerging from a

luxuriance of leaf and flower that had concealed her from view; and,

though Veronica was there to disprove the universal application of

her aphorism, I think she spoke from the very depths of her own inner

consciousness.

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