IV

He was back in the silent house, upon which, in the fading light of

the summer evening, a great stillness seemed to have descended. The

atmosphere of horror had gone and left only a sense of abiding peace.

All fear had left him, and pain and remorse had gone with it. Serene

and tranquil he went into the fatal room, and, opening the window, sat

by it, watching the succession of shadowy tableaux that had been his

life. Some of it good and some of it bad, but most of it neither good

nor bad. A very ordinary life until fate had linked it for all time

with that of Martle’s. He was a living man bound to a corpse with bonds

that could never be severed.

It grew dark and he lit the gas and took a volume of poems from the

shelves. Never before had he read with such insight and appreciation.

In some odd fashion all his senses seemed to have been sharpened and

refined.

He read for an hour, and then, replacing the book, went slowly

upstairs. For a long time he lay in bed thinking and trying to analyse

the calm and indifference which had overtaken him and, with the problem

still unsolved, fell asleep.

For a time he dreamt, but of pleasant, happy things. He seemed to be

filled with a greater content than he had ever known before, a content

which did not leave him even when these dreams faded and he found

himself back in the old one.

This time, however, it was different. He was still digging, but not in

a state of frenzy and horror. He dug because something told him it was

his duty to dig, and only by digging could he make reparation. And it

was a matter of no surprise to him that Martle stood close by looking

on. Not that Martle he had known, nor a bloody and decaying Martle, but

one of grave and noble aspect. And there was a look of understanding

on his face that nearly made Keller weep.

He went on digging with a sense of companionship such as he had never

known before. Then suddenly, without warning, the sun blazed out of the

darkness and struck him full in the face. The light was unbearable, and

with a wild cry he dropped his spade and clapped his hands over his

eyes. The light went, and a voice spoke to him out of the darkness.

He opened his eyes on a dim figure standing a yard or two away.

“Hope I didn’t frighten you, sir,” said the voice. “I called to you

once or twice and then I guessed you were doing this in your sleep.”

“In my sleep,” repeated Keller. “Yes.”

“And a pretty mess you’ve made of it,” said the constable, with a

genial chuckle. “Lord! to think of you working at it every day and then

pulling it down every night. Shouted at you I did, but you wouldn’t

wake.”

He turned on the flashlight that had dazzled Keller, and surveyed the

ruins. Keller stood by, motionless--and waiting.

“Looks like an earthquake,” muttered the constable. He paused, and kept

the light directed upon one spot. Then he stooped down and scratched

away the earth with his fingers, and tugged. He stood up suddenly and

turned the light on Keller, while with the other he fumbled in his

pocket. He spoke in a voice cold and official.

“Are you coming quietly?” he asked.

Keller stepped towards him with both hands outstretched.

“I am coming quietly,” he said, in a low voice. “Thank God!”

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