CHAPTER XIII.--DAISY'S JOURNAL.

_New York_, June 14, 18--.

To-morrow I am to take my old name of Thornton again, and be Guy's wife

once more. Nor does it seem strange at all that I should do so, for I

have never thought of myself as not belonging to him, even when I knew

he was married to another. And yet when that dreadful night at Saratoga

I went to Julia's room, there was in my heart no thought of this which

has come to me. I only wished to care for her and be a help to Guy. I

did not think of her dying, and after she was dead, there was not a

thought of the future in my mind until little Daisy put it there by

asking if I would be her mamma. Then I seemed to see it all, and

expected it up to the very day, six weeks ago, when Guy wrote to me,

"Daisy, I want you. Will you come to me again as my wife?"

I was not surprised. I knew he would say it sometime, and I replied at

once, "Yes, Guy, I will."

He has been here since, and we have talked it over, all the past when I

made him so unhappy, and when I, too, was so wretched, though I did not

say much about that, or tell him of the dull, heavy, gnawing pain which,

sleeping or waking, I carried with me so long, and only lost when I

began to live for others. I did speak of the letter, and said I had

loved him ever since I wrote it, and that his marrying Julia made no

difference, and then I told him of poor Tom, and what I said to him, not

from love but from a sense of duty, and when I told him how Tom would

not take me at my word, he held me close to him and said, "I am glad he

did not, my darling, for then you would never have been mine."

I think we both wept over those two graves, one far off in sunny France,

the other in Saratoga, and both felt how sad it was that they must be

made in order to bring us together. Poor Julia! She was a noble woman,

and Guy did love her. He told me so, and I am glad of it. I mean to try

to be like her in those things wherein she excelled me.

We are going straight to Cuylerville to the house where I never was but

once, and that on the night when Guy was sick and Miss Frances made me

go back in the thunder and rain. She is sorry for that, for she told me

so in the long, kind letter she wrote, calling me her little sister and

telling me how glad she is to have me back once more. Accidentally I

heard Elmwood was for sale, and without letting Guy know I bought it,

and sent him the deed, and we are going to make it the most attractive

place in the county.

It will be our summer home, but in the winter my place is here in New

York with my people, who would starve and freeze without me. Guy has

agreed to that and will be a great help to me. He need never work any

more unless he chooses to do so, for my agent says I am a millionaire,

thanks to poor Tom, who gave me his gold mine and his interest in that

railroad. And for Guy's sake I am glad, and for his children, the

precious darlings; how much I love them already, and how kind I mean to

be to them both for Julia's sake and Guy's. Hush! That's his ring, and

there's his voice in the hall asking for Miss McDonald, and so for the

last time I write that name, and sign myself

_Margaret McDonald_.

----

_Extracts from Miss Frances Thornton's Diary._

_Elmwood_, June 15th, --.

I have been looking over an old journal, finished and laid away long

ago, and accidentally I stumbled upon a date eleven years back. It was

Guy's wedding day then; it is his anniversary now, and as on that June

day years ago I worked among my flowers, so have I been with them this

morning, and as then people from the Towers came into our beautiful

grounds, so they came to-day and praised our lovely place and said there

was no spot like it in all the country round. But Julia was not with

them. She will never come to us again. Julia is dead, and her grave is

in Saratoga, for Guy dare not have her moved, but he has erected a

costly monument to her memory, and the mound above her is like some

bright flower bed all the summer long, for he hires a man to tend it,

and goes twice each season to see that it is kept as he wishes to have

it. Julia is dead and Daisy is here again at Elmwood, which she

purchased with her own money, and fitted up with every possible

convenience and luxury.

Guy is ten years younger than he used to be, and we are all so happy

with this little fairy, who has expanded into a noble woman, and whom I

love as I never loved a living being before, Guy excepted, of course. I

never dreamed when I turned her out into the rain that I should love her

as I do, or that she was capable of being what she is. I would not have

her changed in any one particular, and neither, I am sure, would Guy,

while the children fairly worship her, and must sometimes be troublesome

with their love and their caresses.

It is just a year since she came back to us. We were in the small house

then, but Daisy's very presence seemed to brighten and beautify it,

until I was almost sorry to leave it last April for this grand place

with all its splendor.

There was no wedding at all; that is, there were no invited guests, but

never had bride greater honor at her bridal than our Daisy had, for the

church where the ceremony was performed, at a very early hour in the

morning, was literally crowded with the halt, the lame, the maimed and

the blind; the slum of New York; gathered from every back street, and

by-lane, and gutter; Daisy's "people," as she calls them, who came to

see her married, and who, strangest of all, brought with them a present

for the bride; a beautiful family Bible, golden clasped and bound, and

costing fifty dollars. Sandy McGraw presented it, and he had written

upon the fly leaf, "To the dearest friend we ever had, we give this

book, as a slight token of how much we love her." Then followed, upon a

sheet of paper, the names of the donors and how much each gave. Oh, how

Daisy cried when she saw the _ten cents_, and the _five cents_, and the

_three cents_, and the _one cent_, and knew it had all been earned and

saved at some personal sacrifice for her. I do believe she would have

kissed every one of them if Guy had permitted it. She did kiss the

children and shook every hard, soiled hand there, and then Guy took her

away and brought her to our home, where she has been the sweetest,

merriest, happiest, little creature that ever a man called wife, or a

woman sister. She does leave her things round a little, to be sure, and

she is not always ready for breakfast. I guess she never will wholly

overcome those habits, but I can put up with them now better than I

could once. Love makes a vast difference in our estimate of others, and

she could scarcely ruffle me now, even if she kept breakfast waiting

every morning and left her clothes lying three garments deep upon the

floor. As for Guy,--but his happiness is something I cannot describe.

Nothing can disturb his peace, which is as firm as the everlasting

hills. He does not caress her as much as he did once, but his thoughtful

care of her is wonderful, and she is never long from his sight without

his going to seek her.

May God bless them and keep them always as they are now, at peace with

Him and all in all to each other.

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