CHAPTER XII.--IN THE SICK ROOM.

Julia had the small-pox in its most aggravated form. Where she took it,

or when, she did not know; nor did it matter. She _had_ it, and for ten

days she had seen no one but her husband and physician, and had no care

but such as Guy could give her. He had been unremitting in his

attention. Tender and gentle as a woman, he had nursed her night and

day, with no thought for himself and the risk he ran. It was a bad

disease at the best, and now in its worse type it was horrible, but

Julia bore up bravely, thinking always more of others than of herself,

and feeling so glad that Providence had sent them to those

out-of-the-way rooms, where she had at first thought she could not pass

a night comfortably. Her children were in the room adjoining, and she

could hear their little voices as they played together, or asked for

their mamma, and why they must not see her. Alas! they would never see

her again; she knew, and Guy knew it too. The doctor had told them so

when he left them that night, and between the husband and wife words had

been spoken such as are only said when hearts which have been one are

about to be severed for ever.

To Julia there was no terror in death, save as it took her from those

she loved, her husband and her little ones, and these she had given into

God's keeping knowing His promises are sure. To Guy she had said:

"You have made me so happy. I want you to remember when I am gone, that

I would not have one look or act of yours changed if I could, and yet,

forgive me, Guy, for saying it, but I know you must often have thought

of that other one whom, you loved first, and it may be best."

Guy could not speak, but he smoothed her hair tenderly, and his tears

dropped upon the swollen face he could not kiss, as Julia went on.

"But if you did, you never showed it in the least, and I bless you for

it. Take good care of my children; teach them to remember their mother,

and if in time there comes another in my place, and other little ones

than mine call you father, don't forget me quite, because I love you so

much. Oh, Guy, my darling, it is hard to say good-bye, and know that

after a little this world will go on the same as if I had never been.

Don't think I am afraid. I am not, for Jesus is with me, and I know I am

safe; but still there's a clinging to life, which has been so pleasant

to me. Tell your sister how I loved her. I know she will miss me, and be

good to my children, and if you ever meet _that other one_, tell

her,--tell her,--I----"

The faint voice faltered here, and when it spoke again, it said:

"Lift me up, Guy, so I can breathe better while I tell you."

He lifted her up and held her in his arms, while through the open window

the summer air and the silver moonlight streamed, and in the distance

was heard the sound of music as the dance went merrily on. And just

then, when she was in the minds of both, Daisy came, and her gentle

knock broke the silence of the room and startled both Guy and Julia.

Who was it that sought entrance to that death-laden, disease-poisoned

room? Not the doctor, sure, for he always entered unannounced, and who

else dared to come there? Thus Guy questioned, hesitating to answer the

knock, when to his utter surprise the door opened and a little figure,

clad in airy robes of white, with its bright hair wreathed with flowers

and gems, came floating in, the blue eyes shining like stars, and the

full red lips parted with the smile, half pleased, half shy, which Guy

remembered so well.

"Daisy, Daisy!" he cried, and his voice rang like a bell through the

room, as, laying Julia's head back upon the pillow, he sprang to Daisy's

side, and taking her by the shoulder, pushed her gently toward the door,

saying:

"Why have you come here? Leave us at once; don't you see? don't you

know?" and he pointed toward Julia, whose face showed so plainly in the

gaslight.

"Yes, I know, and I came to help you take care of her. I am not afraid,"

Daisy said, and freeing herself from his grasp, she walked straight up

to Julia and laid her soft white hand upon her head. "I am Daisy," she

said, "and I've come to take care of you. I just heard you were here.

How hot your poor head is; let me bathe it; shall I?"

She went to the bowl, and wringing a cloth in ice water, bathed the sick

woman's head and held the cool cloth to the face and wiped the parched

lips and rubbed the feverish hands, while Guy stood, looking on,

bewildered and confounded, and utterly unable to say a word or utter a

protest to this angel, as it seemed to him, who had come unbidden to his

aid, forgetful of the risk she ran and the danger she incurred. Once, as

she turned her beautiful face to him and he saw how wondrously fair and

lovely it was, lovely with a different expression from any he had ever

seen there, it came over him with a thrill of horror that that face must

not be marred and disfigured with the terrible pestilence, and he made

another effort to send her away. But Daisy would not go.

"I am not afraid," she said. "I have just been vaccinated, and there was

already a good scar on my arm; look!" and she pushed back her sleeve,

and showed her round, white arm with the mark upon it.

Guy did not oppose her after that, but let her do what she liked, and

when, an hour later, the doctor came, he found his recent visitor

sitting on Julia's bed, with Julia's head lying against her bosom and

Julia herself asleep. Some word which sounded very much like

"thunderation" escaped his lips, but he said no more, for he saw in the

sleeping woman's face a look he never mistook. It was death; and ten

minutes after he entered the room Julia Thornton lay dead in Daisy's

arms.

There was a moment or so of half consciousness, during which they caught

the words, "So kind in you; it makes me easier; be good to the children;

one is called for you, but Guy loved me too. Good-bye. I am going to

Jesus."

That was the last she ever spoke, and a moment after she was dead. In

his fear lest the facts should be known to his guests, the host insisted

that the body should be removed under cover of the night, and as Guy

knew the railway officials would object to taking it on any train, there

was no alternative except to bury it in town; and so there was brought

to the room a close plain coffin, and Daisy helped lay Julia in it, and

put a white flower in her hair and folded her hands upon her bosom, and

then watched from the window the little procession which followed the

body out to the cemetery, where, in the stillness of the coming day,

they buried it, together with everything which had been used about the

bed, Daisy's party dress included; and when at last the full morning

broke, with stir and life in the hotel, all was empty and still in the

fumigated chamber of death, and in the adjoining room, clad in a simple

white wrapper, with a blue ribbon in her hair, Daisy sat with Guy's

little boy on her lap and her namesake at her side, amusing them as best

she could and telling them their mamma had gone to live with Jesus.

"Who'll be our mamma now? We must have one. Will oo?" little Daisy

asked, as she hung about the neck of her new friend.

She knew it was Miss Mack-Dolly, her "sake-name," and in her delight at

seeing her and her admiration of her great beauty, she forgot in part

the dead mamma on whose grave the summer sun was shining.

The Thorntons left the hotel that day and went back to the house in

Cuylerville, which had been closed for a few weeks, for Miss Frances was

away with some friends in Connecticut. But she returned at once when she

heard the dreadful news, and was there to receive her brother and his

motherless little ones. He told her of Daisy when he could trust himself

to talk at all, of Julia's sickness and death, and Miss Frances felt her

heart go out as it had never gone before toward the woman about whom

little Daisy talked constantly.

"Most bootiful lady," she said, "an' looked des like an 'ittle dirl, see

was so short, an' her eyes were so bue an' her hair so turly."

Miss McDonald had won Daisy's heart, and knowing that made her own

happier and lighter than it had been since the day when the paper came

to her with the marked paragraph which crushed her so completely. There

had been but a few words spoken between herself and Guy, and these in

the presence of others, but at their parting he had taken her soft

little hand in his and held it a moment, while he said, with a choking

voice, "God bless you, Daisy. I shall not forgot your kindness to my

poor Julia, and if you should need,--but no, that is too horrible to

think of; may God spare you that. Good-bye."

And that was all that passed between him and Daisy with regard to the

haunting dread which sent her in a few days to her own house in New

York, where, if the thing she feared came upon her, she would at least

be at home and know she was not endangering the lives of others. But God

was good to her, and though there was a slight fever with darting pains

in her back and a film before her eyes, it amounted to nothing worse,

and might have been the result of fatigue and over-excitement; and when,

at Christmas time, yielding to the importunities of her little namesake,

there was a picture of herself in the box sent to Cuylerville, the face

which Guy scanned even more eagerly than his daughter, was as smooth and

fair and beautiful as when he saw it at Saratoga, bending over his dying

wife.

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