To live for others as a definite self-conscious aim was not his creed. It

was not the basis of his creed. When he says, 'Forgive your enemies,' it

is not for the sake of the enemy, but for one's own sake that he says so,

and because love is more beautiful than hate. In his own entreaty to the

young man, 'Sell all that thou hast and give to the poor,' it is not of

the state of the poor that he is thinking but of the soul of the young

man, the soul that wealth was marring. In his view of life he is one

with the artist who knows that by the inevitable law of self-perfection,

the poet must sing, and the sculptor think in bronze, and the painter

make the world a mirror for his moods, as surely and as certainly as the

hawthorn must blossom in spring, and the corn turn to gold at harvest-

time, and the moon in her ordered wanderings change from shield to

sickle, and from sickle to shield.

But while Christ did not say to men, 'Live for others,' he pointed out

that there was no difference at all between the lives of others and one's

own life. By this means he gave to man an extended, a Titan personality.

Since his coming the history of each separate individual is, or can be

made, the history of the world. Of course, culture has intensified the

personality of man. Art has made us myriad-minded. Those who have the

artistic temperament go into exile with Dante and learn how salt is the

bread of others, and how steep their stairs; they catch for a moment the

serenity and calm of Goethe, and yet know but too well that Baudelaire

cried to God--

'O Seigneur, donnez moi la force et le courage

De contempler mon corps et mon coeur sans degout.'

Out of Shakespeare's sonnets they draw, to their own hurt it may be, the

secret of his love and make it their own; they look with new eyes on

modern life, because they have listened to one of Chopin's nocturnes, or

handled Greek things, or read the story of the passion of some dead man

for some dead woman whose hair was like threads of fine gold, and whose

mouth was as a pomegranate. But the sympathy of the artistic temperament

is necessarily with what has found expression. In words or in colours,

in music or in marble, behind the painted masks of an AEschylean play, or

through some Sicilian shepherds' pierced and jointed reeds, the man and

his message must have been revealed.

To the artist, expression is the only mode under which he can conceive

life at all. To him what is dumb is dead. But to Christ it was not so.

With a width and wonder of imagination that fills one almost with awe, he

took the entire world of the inarticulate, the voiceless world of pain,

as his kingdom, and made of himself its eternal mouthpiece. Those of

whom I have spoken, who are dumb under oppression, and 'whose silence is

heard only of God,' he chose as his brothers. He sought to become eyes

to the blind, ears to the deaf, and a cry in the lips of those whose

tongues had been tied. His desire was to be to the myriads who had found

no utterance a very trumpet through which they might call to heaven. And

feeling, with the artistic nature of one to whom suffering and sorrow

were modes through which he could realise his conception of the

beautiful, that an idea is of no value till it becomes incarnate and is

made an image, he made of himself the image of the Man of Sorrows, and as

such has fascinated and dominated art as no Greek god ever succeeded in

doing.

For the Greek gods, in spite of the white and red of their fair fleet

limbs, were not really what they appeared to be. The curved brow of

Apollo was like the sun's disc crescent over a hill at dawn, and his feet

were as the wings of the morning, but he himself had been cruel to

Marsyas and had made Niobe childless. In the steel shields of Athena's

eyes there had been no pity for Arachne; the pomp and peacocks of Hera

were all that was really noble about her; and the Father of the Gods

himself had been too fond of the daughters of men. The two most deeply

suggestive figures of Greek Mythology were, for religion, Demeter, an

Earth Goddess, not one of the Olympians, and for art, Dionysus, the son

of a mortal woman to whom the moment of his birth had proved also the

moment of her death.

But Life itself from its lowliest and most humble sphere produced one far

more marvellous than the mother of Proserpina or the son of Semele. Out

of the Carpenter's shop at Nazareth had come a personality infinitely

greater than any made by myth and legend, and one, strangely enough,

destined to reveal to the world the mystical meaning of wine and the real

beauties of the lilies of the field as none, either on Cithaeron or at

Enna, had ever done.

The song of Isaiah, 'He is despised and rejected of men, a man of sorrows

and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him,' had

seemed to him to prefigure himself, and in him the prophecy was

fulfilled. We must not be afraid of such a phrase. Every single work of

art is the fulfilment of a prophecy: for every work of art is the

conversion of an idea into an image. Every single human being should be

the fulfilment of a prophecy: for every human being should be the

realisation of some ideal, either in the mind of God or in the mind of

man. Christ found the type and fixed it, and the dream of a Virgilian

poet, either at Jerusalem or at Babylon, became in the long progress of

the centuries incarnate in him for whom the world was waiting.

To me one of the things in history the most to be regretted is that the

Christ's own renaissance, which has produced the Cathedral at Chartres,

the Arthurian cycle of legends, the life of St. Francis of Assisi, the

art of Giotto, and Dante's _Divine Comedy_, was not allowed to develop on

its own lines, but was interrupted and spoiled by the dreary classical

Renaissance that gave us Petrarch, and Raphael's frescoes, and Palladian

architecture, and formal French tragedy, and St. Paul's Cathedral, and

Pope's poetry, and everything that is made from without and by dead

rules, and does not spring from within through some spirit informing it.

But wherever there is a romantic movement in art there somehow, and under

some form, is Christ, or the soul of Christ. He is in _Romeo and

Juliet_, in the _Winter's Tale_, in Provencal poetry, in the _Ancient

Mariner_, in _La Belle Dame sans merci_, and in Chatterton's _Ballad of

Charity_.

We owe to him the most diverse things and people. Hugo's _Les

Miserables_, Baudelaire's _Fleurs du Mal_, the note of pity in Russian

novels, Verlaine and Verlaine's poems, the stained glass and tapestries

and the quattro-cento work of Burne-Jones and Morris, belong to him no

less than the tower of Giotto, Lancelot and Guinevere, Tannhauser, the

troubled romantic marbles of Michael Angelo, pointed architecture, and

the love of children and flowers--for both of which, indeed, in classical

art there was but little place, hardly enough for them to grow or play

in, but which, from the twelfth century down to our own day, have been

continually making their appearances in art, under various modes and at

various times, coming fitfully and wilfully, as children, as flowers, are

apt to do: spring always seeming to one as if the flowers had been in

hiding, and only came out into the sun because they were afraid that

grown up people would grow tired of looking for them and give up the

search; and the life of a child being no more than an April day on which

there is both rain and sun for the narcissus.

It is the imaginative quality of Christ's own nature that makes him this

palpitating centre of romance. The strange figures of poetic drama and

ballad are made by the imagination of others, but out of his own

imagination entirely did Jesus of Nazareth create himself. The cry of

Isaiah had really no more to do with his coming than the song of the

nightingale has to do with the rising of the moon--no more, though

perhaps no less. He was the denial as well as the affirmation of

prophecy. For every expectation that he fulfilled there was another that

he destroyed. 'In all beauty,' says Bacon, 'there is some strangeness of

proportion,' and of those who are born of the spirit--of those, that is

to say, who like himself are dynamic forces--Christ says that they are

like the wind that 'bloweth where it listeth, and no man can tell whence

it cometh and whither it goeth.' That is why he is so fascinating to

artists. He has all the colour elements of life: mystery, strangeness,

pathos, suggestion, ecstasy, love. He appeals to the temper of wonder,

and creates that mood in which alone he can be understood.

And to me it is a joy to remember that if he is 'of imagination all

compact,' the world itself is of the same substance. I said in _Dorian

Gray_ that the great sins of the world take place in the brain: but it is

in the brain that everything takes place. We know now that we do not see

with the eyes or hear with the ears. They are really channels for the

transmission, adequate or inadequate, of sense impressions. It is in the

brain that the poppy is red, that the apple is odorous, that the skylark

sings.

Of late I have been studying with diligence the four prose poems about

Christ. At Christmas I managed to get hold of a Greek Testament, and

every morning, after I had cleaned my cell and polished my tins, I read a

little of the Gospels, a dozen verses taken by chance anywhere. It is a

delightful way of opening the day. Every one, even in a turbulent, ill-

disciplined life, should do the same. Endless repetition, in and out of

season, has spoiled for us the freshness, the naivete, the simple

romantic charm of the Gospels. We hear them read far too often and far

too badly, and all repetition is anti-spiritual. When one returns to the

Greek; it is like going into a garden of lilies out of some, narrow and

dark house.

And to me, the pleasure is doubled by the reflection that it is extremely

probable that we have the actual terms, the _ipsissima verba_, used by

Christ. It was always supposed that Christ talked in Aramaic. Even

Renan thought so. But now we know that the Galilean peasants, like the

Irish peasants of our own day, were bilingual, and that Greek was the

ordinary language of intercourse all over Palestine, as indeed all over

the Eastern world. I never liked the idea that we knew of Christ's own

words only through a translation of a translation. It is a delight to me

to think that as far as his conversation was concerned, Charmides might

have listened to him, and Socrates reasoned with him, and Plato

understood him: that he really said [Greek text], that when he thought of

the lilies of the field and how they neither toil nor spin, his absolute

expression was [Greek text], and that his last word when he cried out 'my

life has been completed, has reached its fulfilment, has been perfected,'

was exactly as St. John tells us it was: [Greek text]--no more.

While in reading the Gospels--particularly that of St. John himself, or

whatever early Gnostic took his name and mantle--I see the continual

assertion of the imagination as the basis of all spiritual and material

life, I see also that to Christ imagination was simply a form of love,

and that to him love was lord in the fullest meaning of the phrase. Some

six weeks ago I was allowed by the doctor to have white bread to eat

instead of the coarse black or brown bread of ordinary prison fare. It

is a great delicacy. It will sound strange that dry bread could possibly

be a delicacy to any one. To me it is so much so that at the close of

each meal I carefully eat whatever crumbs may be left on my tin plate, or

have fallen on the rough towel that one uses as a cloth so as not to soil

one's table; and I do so not from hunger--I get now quite sufficient

food--but simply in order that nothing should be wasted of what is given

to me. So one should look on love.

Christ, like all fascinating personalities, had the power of not merely

saying beautiful things himself, but of making other people say beautiful

things to him; and I love the story St. Mark tells us about the Greek

woman, who, when as a trial of her faith he said to her that he could not

give her the bread of the children of Israel, answered him that the

little dogs--([Greek text], 'little dogs' it should be rendered)--who are

under the table eat of the crumbs that the children let fall. Most

people live for love and admiration. But it is by love and admiration

that we should live. If any love is shown us we should recognise that we

are quite unworthy of it. Nobody is worthy to be loved. The fact that

God loves man shows us that in the divine order of ideal things it is

written that eternal love is to be given to what is eternally unworthy.

Or if that phrase seems to be a bitter one to bear, let us say that every

one is worthy of love, except him who thinks that he is. Love is a

sacrament that should be taken kneeling, and _Domine, non sum dignus_

should be on the lips and in the hearts of those who receive it.

If ever I write again, in the sense of producing artistic work, there are

just two subjects on which and through which I desire to express myself:

one is 'Christ as the precursor of the romantic movement in life': the

other is 'The artistic life considered in its relation to conduct.' The

first is, of course, intensely fascinating, for I see in Christ not

merely the essentials of the supreme romantic type, but all the

accidents, the wilfulnesses even, of the romantic temperament also. He

was the first person who ever said to people that they should live

'flower-like lives.' He fixed the phrase. He took children as the type

of what people should try to become. He held them up as examples to

their elders, which I myself have always thought the chief use of

children, if what is perfect should have a use. Dante describes the soul

of a man as coming from the hand of God 'weeping and laughing like a

little child,' and Christ also saw that the soul of each one should be _a

guisa di fanciulla che piangendo e ridendo pargoleggia_. He felt that

life was changeful, fluid, active, and that to allow it to be stereotyped

into any form was death. He saw that people should not be too serious

over material, common interests: that to be unpractical was to be a great

thing: that one should not bother too much over affairs. The birds

didn't, why should man? He is charming when he says, 'Take no thought

for the morrow; is not the soul more than meat? is not the body more than

raiment?' A Greek might have used the latter phrase. It is full of

Greek feeling. But only Christ could have said both, and so summed up

life perfectly for us.

His morality is all sympathy, just what morality should be. If the only

thing that he ever said had been, 'Her sins are forgiven her because she

loved much,' it would have been worth while dying to have said it. His

justice is all poetical justice, exactly what justice should be. The

beggar goes to heaven because he has been unhappy. I cannot conceive a

better reason for his being sent there. The people who work for an hour

in the vineyard in the cool of the evening receive just as much reward as

those who have toiled there all day long in the hot sun. Why shouldn't

they? Probably no one deserved anything. Or perhaps they were a

different kind of people. Christ had no patience with the dull lifeless

mechanical systems that treat people as if they were things, and so treat

everybody alike: for him there were no laws: there were exceptions

merely, as if anybody, or anything, for that matter, was like aught else

in the world!

That which is the very keynote of romantic art was to him the proper

basis of natural life. He saw no other basis. And when they brought him

one, taken in the very act of sin and showed him her sentence written in

the law, and asked him what was to be done, he wrote with his finger on

the ground as though he did not hear them, and finally, when they pressed

him again, looked up and said, 'Let him of you who has never sinned be

the first to throw the stone at her.' It was worth while living to have

said that.

Like all poetical natures he loved ignorant people. He knew that in the

soul of one who is ignorant there is always room for a great idea. But

he could not stand stupid people, especially those who are made stupid by

education: people who are full of opinions not one of which they even

understand, a peculiarly modern type, summed up by Christ when he

describes it as the type of one who has the key of knowledge, cannot use

it himself, and does not allow other people to use it, though it may be

made to open the gate of God's Kingdom. His chief war was against the

Philistines. That is the war every child of light has to wage.

Philistinism was the note of the age and community in which he lived. In

their heavy inaccessibility to ideas, their dull respectability, their

tedious orthodoxy, their worship of vulgar success, their entire

preoccupation with the gross materialistic side of life, and their

ridiculous estimate of themselves and their importance, the Jews of

Jerusalem in Christ's day were the exact counterpart of the British

Philistine of our own. Christ mocked at the 'whited sepulchre' of

respectability, and fixed that phrase for ever. He treated worldly

success as a thing absolutely to be despised. He saw nothing in it at

all. He looked on wealth as an encumbrance to a man. He would not hear

of life being sacrificed to any system of thought or morals. He pointed

out that forms and ceremonies were made for man, not man for forms and

ceremonies. He took sabbatarianism as a type of the things that should

be set at nought. The cold philanthropies, the ostentatious public

charities, the tedious formalisms so dear to the middle-class mind, he

exposed with utter and relentless scorn. To us, what is termed orthodoxy

is merely a facile unintelligent acquiescence; but to them, and in their

hands, it was a terrible and paralysing tyranny. Christ swept it aside.

He showed that the spirit alone was of value. He took a keen pleasure in

pointing out to them that though they were always reading the law and the

prophets, they had not really the smallest idea of what either of them

meant. In opposition to their tithing of each separate day into the

fixed routine of prescribed duties, as they tithe mint and rue, he

preached the enormous importance of living completely for the moment.

Those whom he saved from their sins are saved simply for beautiful

moments in their lives. Mary Magdalen, when she sees Christ, breaks the

rich vase of alabaster that one of her seven lovers had given her, and

spills the odorous spices over his tired dusty feet, and for that one

moment's sake sits for ever with Ruth and Beatrice in the tresses of the

snow-white rose of Paradise. All that Christ says to us by the way of a

little warning is that every moment should be beautiful, that the soul

should always be ready for the coming of the bridegroom, always waiting

for the voice of the lover, Philistinism being simply that side of man's

nature that is not illumined by the imagination. He sees all the lovely

influences of life as modes of light: the imagination itself is the world

of light. The world is made by it, and yet the world cannot understand

it: that is because the imagination is simply a manifestation of love,

and it is love and the capacity for it that distinguishes one human being

from another.

But it is when he deals with a sinner that Christ is most romantic, in

the sense of most real. The world had always loved the saint as being

the nearest possible approach to the perfection of God. Christ, through

some divine instinct in him, seems to have always loved the sinner as

being the nearest possible approach to the perfection of man. His

primary desire was not to reform people, any more than his primary desire

was to a relieve suffering. To turn an interesting thief into a tedious

honest man was not his aim. He would have thought little of the

Prisoners' Aid Society and other modern movements of the kind. The

conversion of a publican into a Pharisee would not have seemed to him a

great achievement. But in a manner not yet understood of the world he

regarded sin and suffering as being in themselves beautiful holy things

and modes of perfection.

It seems a very dangerous idea. It is--all great ideas are dangerous.

That it was Christ's creed admits of no doubt. That it is the true creed

I don't doubt myself.

Of course the sinner must repent. But why? Simply because otherwise he

would be unable to realise what he had done. The moment of repentance is

the moment of initiation. More than that: it is the means by which one

alters one's past. The Greeks thought that impossible. They often say

in their Gnomic aphorisms, 'Even the Gods cannot alter the past.' Christ

showed that the commonest sinner could do it, that it was the one thing

he could do. Christ, had he been asked, would have said--I feel quite

certain about it--that the moment the prodigal son fell on his knees and

wept, he made his having wasted his substance with harlots, his swine-

herding and hungering for the husks they ate, beautiful and holy moments

in his life. It is difficult for most people to grasp the idea. I dare

say one has to go to prison to understand it. If so, it may be worth

while going to prison.

There is something so unique about Christ. Of course just as there are

false dawns before the dawn itself, and winter days so full of sudden

sunlight that they will cheat the wise crocus into squandering its gold

before its time, and make some foolish bird call to its mate to build on

barren boughs, so there were Christians before Christ. For that we

should be grateful. The unfortunate thing is that there have been none

since. I make one exception, St. Francis of Assisi. But then God had

given him at his birth the soul of a poet, as he himself when quite young

had in mystical marriage taken poverty as his bride: and with the soul of

a poet and the body of a beggar he found the way to perfection not

difficult. He understood Christ, and so he became like him. We do not

require the Liber Conformitatum to teach us that the life of St. Francis

was the true _Imitatio Christi_, a poem compared to which the book of

that name is merely prose.

Indeed, that is the charm about Christ, when all is said: he is just like

a work of art. He does not really teach one anything, but by being

brought into his presence one becomes something. And everybody is

predestined to his presence. Once at least in his life each man walks

with Christ to Emmaus.

As regards the other subject, the Relation of the Artistic Life to

Conduct, it will no doubt seem strange to you that I should select it.

People point to Reading Gaol and say, 'That is where the artistic life

leads a man.' Well, it might lead to worse places. The more mechanical

people to whom life is a shrewd speculation depending on a careful

calculation of ways and means, always know where they are going, and go

there. They start with the ideal desire of being the parish beadle, and

in whatever sphere they are placed they succeed in being the parish

beadle and no more. A man whose desire is to be something separate from

himself, to be a member of Parliament, or a successful grocer, or a

prominent solicitor, or a judge, or something equally tedious, invariably

succeeds in being what he wants to be. That is his punishment. Those

who want a mask have to wear it.

But with the dynamic forces of life, and those in whom those dynamic

forces become incarnate, it is different. People whose desire is solely

for self-realisation never know where they are going. They can't know.

In one sense of the word it is of course necessary, as the Greek oracle

said, to know oneself: that is the first achievement of knowledge. But

to recognise that the soul of a man is unknowable, is the ultimate

achievement of wisdom. The final mystery is oneself. When one has

weighed the sun in the balance, and measured the steps of the moon, and

mapped out the seven heavens star by star, there still remains oneself.

Who can calculate the orbit of his own soul? When the son went out to

look for his father's asses, he did not know that a man of God was

waiting for him with the very chrism of coronation, and that his own soul

was already the soul of a king.

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