CHAPTER XI.

The Countess G----.

No one was yet stirring in the little village, which, scarcely

emerged from the early twilight, lay still and silent, except

for the ceaseless, monotonous clang of the forges. Madelon was

tired out; she knew it was too early for any train to start

for Spa, and nothing better occurred to her than to sit down

and rest once more in a sheltered corner amongst some bushes

under a big hawthorn-tree growing on the bank of the river;

and in a few minutes she was again sound asleep, whilst the

mass of snowy blossoms above her head grew rosy in the

sunlight.

It was broad daylight when she awoke again, and sat up rubbing

her eyes, and feeling very chilly, and stiff, and sleepy, but

with a quickly succeeding delight in the bright May morning, a

joyous sense of escape and freedom, of all that she had

accomplished already, and was going to accomplish on this day

to which she had looked forward so long. Everything looked

gold and blue in the early sunlight; the river danced and

sparkled, the poplar-trees were now green, now silvery-grey,

as they waved about in the breeze; the country people were

passing along the road, laughing and chattering gaily in their

queer _patois_. The dark night seemed to have vanished into

indefinite remoteness, like some incongruous dream, which, on

waking, one recalls with difficulty and wonder, in the midst

of bright familiar surroundings. The two years of convent

life, too, seemed to be slipping out of little Madelon's

existence, as if they had never been; she could almost fancy

she had been sleeping all these months, and had awakened to

find all the same--ah! no, not quite the same. Madelon had a

sharp little pang of grief as she thought of her father, and

then a glad throb of joy as she thought of Monsieur Horace--and

then she suddenly discovered that she was horribly hungry,

and, jumping up, she began to walk towards the village.

Not fifty yards from where she had been sleeping stood the

hotel where she had so often stayed, and where she had first

met Horace Graham. There, too, everything was stirring and

awakening into activity--shutters being thrown back, windows

opened, the sunny courtyard swept out. Madelon stood still for

a moment looking on. She wondered whether her old friend,

Mademoiselle Cécile, was still there; she thought it would be

very pleasant to go in and see her, and have some breakfast in

the big _salle-à-manger_, with the pink and yellow paper roses,

and long rows of windows looking out into the courtyard and

garden. But then, she further reflected, breakfasting at an

hotel might probably cost a great deal of money, and she had

so little money to spare; so that on the whole it might be

better to see what she could find in a shop, and she walked

quickly up the village street. Chaudfontaine contains none of

the luxuries, and as few as possible of the necessaries of

life, which are for the most part supplied from Liége; but

sour bread is not unknown there, and Madelon having procured a

great, dark tough hunch for her sous, turned back towards the

hotel. She stood outside the iron railing, eating her bread,

and watching what was going on inside; the stir and small

bustle had a positive fascination for her, after her months of

seclusion in the convent. It brought back her old life with

the strangest vividness, joining on the present with the past

which had been so happy; it was as if she had been suddenly

brought back into air and light after long years of darkness

and silence. Through the open door of the hotel she could see

the shadowy green of the garden beyond. Was the swing in which

she had so often sat for hours still there? The windows of the

salon were open too, and there were the old pictures on the

wall, the piano just where it used to stand, and a short,

stout figure, in skirt and camisole, moving about, who might

be Mademoiselle Cécile herself. Presently some children came

running out into the courtyard, with shining hair and faces,

and clean white pinafores, fresh out of the nurse's hands.

Madelon looked at them with a sudden sense of having grown

much older than she used to be--almost grown up, compared to

these small things. She had been no bigger than that when she

had first seen Monsieur Horace. She tried to recall their

first meeting, but in truth she could not remember much about

it; it was so long ago, and succeeding visits had so nearly

effaced the remembrance of that early time, that it was rather

the shadowy memory of a memory, than the reality itself, that

came back to her mind.

Madelon had long finished her breakfast, but, busy with these

recollections, was still lingering outside the courtyard, when

a gentleman and lady came out of the hotel and walked down

towards the gate. The gentleman was stout, black-haired, red-

faced, and good-humoured-looking; the lady elderly, thin, and

freckled, with a much tumbled silk gown, and frizzy, sandy

hair, under a black net bonnet, adorned with many artificial

flowers. In all our Madelon's reminiscences of the past, these

two figures assuredly had no place, and yet this was by no

means the first time they had met at this very hotel. The lady

was the Countess G----, with whom one memorable evening Madelon

had had a grand fight over a roulette board; the gentleman was

Horace Graham's _quondam_ fellow-traveller, the Countess's old

admirer, and now her husband.

They were talking as they came together down the courtyard,

and Madelon caught the last words of their conversation.

"Adieu, _mon ami_," cried the lady, as they approached the gate;

"I shall rejoin you this afternoon at Liége."

"And by the earliest train possible, I beg of you," answered

the other. "I may find it necessary to go on to Brussels this

evening."

"By the earliest train possible, _mon ami_. Adieu, then,--_au

revoir_."

"_Au revoir, ma chérie_," answered the gentleman, turning back

to the hotel, but pausing before he had taken a dozen steps.

_"Ma chérie_, you will not forget my business at Madame

Bertrand's?"

"But no, _mon ami_, it shall be attended to without fail."

"_Ma chérie_----"

"_Mon ami_----"

"You must hasten, or you will miss the train."

"I go, I go," cried the Countess, waving her parasol in token

of farewell, and hurrying out of the gateway. These last words

aroused Madelon also. In hearing strange voices talking what

seemed some familiar, half-forgotten tongue, she had almost

forgotten the train; but she started up now from where she had

been half standing, half leaning, and followed the Countess

across the bridge into the railway station. Indeed she had

only just time to take her ticket, before the train for Spa

came rushing up with slackening speed into the station. There

were few passengers either coming or going at this early hour,

but Madelon's heart gave a great jump as she saw two black-

robed figures get out of one of the carriages and come towards

her. In another moment she saw they were Soeurs de Charité,

with a dress quite different from that worn by the nuns; but

the imaginary alarm suggested very real causes of fear, which

somehow had almost slipped from her mind since the first hours

of her escape from the convent. In her new, glad sense of

freedom, she had quite forgotten that the hour had long since

arrived when her flight must most certainly be discovered, and

that there were, after all, still only six miles of road

between her and her old life; and it was with quite a newly

awakened dread that even now unfriendly eyes might be watching

her from some one of the carriage-windows, that she jumped

hastily into the nearest compartment she could find. It was

not empty, however, for the Countess, who had preceded her

across the bridge had already taken her place, and was

arranging her flounces in one corner. She looked up, astounded

at Madelon's somewhat precipitate entrance; and as the train

moved off, she treated her small companion to a most

unceremonious stare, which took in every detail of her

personal appearance.

"Are you travelling alone?" she asked, at length, abruptly.

"Yes, madame," said Madelon, getting rather red. She had

resented the stare, and did not want to be talked to; her one

idea now was to get to Spa unnoticed. But she had ill-chosen

her travelling companion--the Countess was a lady whose

impertinent curiosity was rarely baffled.

"What! quite alone? Is there nobody at all with you?"

"No, madame."

"But that is very extraordinary, and not at all the thing for

a young person of your age. What makes you go about all by

yourself?"

"I--I have no one to go with me," faltered Madelon, getting

more and more hot and uncomfortable.

"But that is very strange, and, as one may say, very improper;

have you no friends?"

"Yes,--no," began Madelon; but at that moment, with a shriek,

the train entered a tunnel, and the sudden noise and darkness

put a stop to the conversation for a time. The Countess began

again presently, however, as they went speeding across the

next valley.

"Do you live at Chaudfontaine?" was her next inquiry.

"No," says poor Madelon, looking around despairingly, as for

some means of escape; but that was hopeless, and she could

only shrink further into her corner.

"And where are you going now, then?"

"I am going to Spa."

"To Spa? Ah, indeed--and what are you going to do there?

Perhaps," said the Countess, more graciously, and with another

glance at the shabby frock and poor little bundle, "perhaps

you are going into some situation there?"

"Situation?" repeated Madelon, bewildered.

"Yes--you would make a very nice little nursery-maid, I dare

say," said the Countess, with much condescension; "and,

indeed, if you should be wanting any assistance in that way,

you have only to apply to me; and if you can produce good

credentials, I shall be most happy to assist you. I am always

ready to help deserving young people."

Madelon grew red as fire. "I am not a nursery-maid," she said,

with much indignation; "I don't know what you mean, and you

have no right to ask me so many questions--I will not answer

any more."

Another shriek and another tunnel; when they once more emerged

into daylight, Madelon had retreated into that corner of the

carriage remotest from the Countess, who, for her part, showed

some wisdom, perhaps, in making no attempt to resume the

conversation.

At Pepinster, they changed trains; and here Madelon found an

empty carriage, where, without disturbance, she might sit and

congratulate herself on having accomplished this first step in

her journey. Indeed, this seemed to her so great a success,

that she felt nothing but hope as she sat curled up in a

corner, only wishing vaguely, from time to time, that her head

would not ache so much, and that she did not feel so very,

very tired. She had a great confidence in the swiftness of the

train, which was every moment increasing the distance between

herself and Liége, and so, as she thought, lessening the

chances of her being discovered in case of pursuit; and yet,

when it stopped at length at the well-remembered Spa station,

she lingered a moment in the carriage, feeling as if it were a

friendly place of refuge she was leaving, to face unknown

dangers in the outer world.

No one noticed her, however, as she slowly alighted and looked

about her. There were, as we have said, but few passengers at

this early hour, and the platform was already nearly deserted.

At a little distance she could see Madame la Comtesse and her

flounces walking briskly away; on one side was an English

family of the received type, wrangling with porters and

omnibus-drivers in the midst of their luggage; on the other,

an invalid Russian wrapped to the nose in furs, leaning on his

valet's arm; in the foreground, a party of gay Liégeois, come

over for a day's amusement. No one looked at our poor little

Madelon, as, half-bewildered, she stood for a moment on the

platform, her bundle on her arm, her veil pulled down over her

face; one after the other they vanished, and then she too

followed, out into the tree-bordered road, with the familiar

hills on either side, sheltering the little gay white town.

The day had changed within the last hour, the sunshine was

gone, and in its place was a grey, lowering sky. Madelon

shivered as she walked along; her head ached more and more;

she wondered what it was that made her feel so tired and weak,

and then she remembered that she had been ill for a long time,

and that she had been up all night. "I will ask Madame

Bertrand to let me lie down and go to sleep," she thought,

"before I go to the Redoute, and then I shall be all right."

She walked on as fast as she could, so as to arrive sooner at

the hotel; she remembered its situation perfectly, in the

Place Royale, not far from the stand where the band used to

play every evening; and there its was at last, all unchanged

since she had last seen it three years ago, and with "Hôtel de

Madrid" shining in big gold letters above the door.

Every one who knows Spa, knows the Place Royale, with its

broad walks and rows of trees, leading from the shady avenues

of the Promenade à Sept Heures at the one end, to the winding

street with its gay shops at the other. The Hôtel de Madrid

was situated about half-way down the Place, and, as compared

with the great hotels of Spa, it was small, mean, and third-

rate, little frequented therefore by the better class of

visitors, and with no particular recommendation beyond its

situation on the Place Royale, its cheap terms, and its

excellent landlady. M. Linders, whose means did not always

admit of reckless expenditure, and whose credit was not wholly

unlimited, had gone there two or three times, when visiting

Spa to retrieve fallen fortunes; and the first time he had

taken Madelon with him, she and Madame Bertrand had become

such fast friends, that, for his child's sake, he never

afterwards went anywhere else. Madelon had the most lively,

pleasant recollections of the stout motherly landlady, whose

store of bonbons and confitures had been absolutely endless.

Of all her friends in this class, Madame Bertrand had been the

one to whom she had most attached herself, and now it was

almost with the feeling of finding herself at home that she

saw the hotel before her.

The door stood open, and she went into the small hall, or

rather passage, which ran through the house, ending in another

door, which, also open, afforded a green view of many currant

and gooseberry bushes in Madame Bertrand's garden. To the

right was the staircase, to the left the _salle-à-manger_, a low

room with two windows looking on to the Place, and furnished

with half-a-dozen small round tables, for the hotel was of too

unpretentious a nature to aspire to a _table d'hôte_; the floor

lacked polish, and the furniture was shabby, yet the room had

a friendly look to our homeless Madelon, as a frequent

resting-place in such wanderings to and fro as had been hers

in former years. She went in. A man was sitting at one of the

tables, a tall bottle of red wine at his side, and a dish of

cutlets before him, eating his late _déjeuner_, and reading a

newspaper; whilst a waiter moved about, arranging knives and

forks, table-napkins, and _pistolets_, with occasional pauses

for such glimpses of the outer world as could be obtained

through the muslin curtains hanging before the somewhat dingy

windows.

"Is Madame Bertrand at home?" asked Madelon, coming up to him.

The man stared down at the shabbily dressed little figure

before him, glanced at the bundle hanging on her arm, and then

answered civilly enough that Madame Bertrand was not at home.

Did Mademoiselle want anything?

"I wanted to speak to Madame Bertrand," answered Madelon

rather piteously; "will she be back soon, do you think? When

can I see her?"

"_Eh, je n'en sais rien_," said the man. "If Mademoiselle wants

to see her, she had better call again--or she can leave a

message," and he went on laying the tables.

Madelon sat down despondingly on a chair near the door, hardly

knowing what to do next. It was the first check in the

carrying out of her little programme, a programme so neatly

arranged, but with this defect, mainly arising from

inexperience, that it had made no sort of allowance for

unforeseen circumstances--and yet of such so many were likely

to arise. She had quite settled in her own mind what she was

going to say to Madame Bertrand, and also what Madame Bertrand

would say to her, but she had not provided for this other

contingency of not finding her at all. She sat and considered

for a minute. Two or three men came in laughing and talking,

and stared in her face as they passed by and called for what

they wanted. She began to feel uncomfortable; she could not

stay there till Madame Bertrand returned; what if she were to

go to the Redoute first, and then return to the hotel? Yes,

that would be the best plan; if only she had not felt so very

tired, with such aching limbs and head; the sight and smell of

the meat and wine made her feel almost faint. However, that

could not be helped, she must do the best she could. She went

up to the waiter again. "I must go now," she said, "but I will

come back presently to see Madame Bertrand; may I leave these

things here?" and she held up her bundle.

"Mademoiselle wants a room--or is it something for Madame?"

said the man, perplexed at this strange little visitor, who

was wholly out of the range of his experience.

"No, no, it is mine," said Madelon; "if I might leave it here----"

The waiter set down the tray he was holding, and left the room

followed by Madelon. "Mademoiselle Henriette!" he cried.

"Mademoiselle Henriette is in the garden," answered a shrill

voice from above; and at the same moment a trim little figure

appeared from amongst the currant and gooseberry bushes, and

came in at the open door leading into the passage.

"Does any one want me?" she cried.

"Pardon, Madame," said Madelon, coming forward to tell her

little story, whilst the waiter returned to his plates and

dishes, "I wanted to see Madame Bertrand, but they say she is

out, and that I must return later; might I leave my things

here for a little while till I come back?"

"Do you want a room, Mademoiselle?" said the other; "I regret

to say that the hotel is quite full; we have not a single bed

at your disposal."

"Ah, what shall I do? what do you think would be best?" said

poor Madelon, piteously, suddenly breaking down in the grown-

up part she had been half unconsciously acting, and ready to

burst into tears. Things were not turning out at all as she

had wished or intended. "I did want a room, but I thought I

should have found Madame Bertrand, and she would have helped

me; I don't know what to do now."

"Do you know my aunt? I am Madame Bertrand's niece," says

Mademoiselle Henriette in explanation. "She will not be in

just yet, but if you like to wait in here a little while, you

can do so, or you can return by-and-by."

She opened the door of a small parlour as she spoke, and stood

aside for Madelon to enter. A little faded room, with a high

desk standing in the window, gaudy ornaments on the

mantelpiece, a worn Utrecht velvet sofa, and a semicircle of

worsted-work chairs--not much in it all to awaken enthusiasm,

one would think, and yet, as Madelon came in, she forgot

disappointment, and fatigue, and everything else for a moment,

in a glad recognition of well-remembered objects.

"It is not a bit altered," she cried, quite joyfully, turning

to Mademoiselle Henriette as she spoke.

"You have been here before then," says Mademoiselle, looking

curiously at the child, and seeing for the first time, in the

clearer light of the room, what a child she was.

"Yes," answered Madelon, "I used to come here very often; we

liked coming, because Madame Bertrand was so kind. I know she

will be glad to see me again--ah!" she cried, breaking off in

the middle of her sentence, "there is the little china dog I

used to play with, and the bonbonnière with the flowers

painted on the top--ah, and my little glass--do you know, Madame

used always let me drink out of that glass when I had supper

with her--but you were not here, then, Mademoiselle."

"That is true, I have only been with my aunt about six months;

she is growing old, and wants some one to help her," answered

Mademoiselle Henriette, a most brisk, capable-looking little

personage, "but I daresay she will recollect you. Are you all

alone? Have you come far to-day?"

"Not very far," said Madelon, colouring up, and suddenly

recalled to the present. "I think, please, I will leave my

things here now, and come back presently."

"I think you had better stay here quietly and rest; you look

very tired," said Mademoiselle kindly; and indeed as the glow

faded from her cheeks, Madelon showed a most colourless little

face, with heavy eyelids, that seemed as if they could hardly

open.

"No, I would rather go out now," she answered; "I can rest

afterwards."

Indeed, tired as she felt, she had changed her mind, thinking

that if she stayed now, it would be hard to set off again by-

and-by, and she was determined to get her business done to-

day--she had a morbid dread, too, of questions from strangers,

after her experience with the Countess.

"I _must_ go out," she repeated; "but I will come back again,

and then perhaps Madame Bertrand will have come in, and will

tell me where I can sleep to-night."

Mademoiselle Henriette had neither time nor sufficient

interest in the child to contest the point further; and

Madelon, having safely deposited her bundle in a corner of the

sofa, departed on her errand.

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