XXII. MEDITATION.

How ruinous a farm hath man taken, in taking himself! How ready is the

house every day to fall down, and how is all the ground overspread with

weeds, all the body with diseases; where not only every turf, but every

stone bears weeds; not only every muscle of the flesh, but every bone of

the body hath some infirmity; every little flint upon the face of this

soil hath some infectious weed, every tooth in our head such a pain as

a constant man is afraid of, and yet ashamed of that fear, of that sense

of the pain. How dear, and how often a rent doth man pay for his farm!

He pays twice a day, in double meals, and how little time he hath to

raise his rent! How many holidays to call him from his labour! Every day

is half holiday, half spent in sleep. What reparations, and subsidies,

and contributions he is put to, besides his rent! What medicines besides

his diet; and what inmates he is fain to take in, besides his own

family; what infectious diseases from other men! Adam might have had

Paradise for dressing and keeping it; and then his rent was not improved

to such a labour as would have made his brow sweat; and yet he gave it

over; how far greater a rent do we pay for this farm, this body, who pay

ourselves, who pay the farm itself, and cannot live upon it! Neither is

our labour at an end when we have cut down some weed as soon as it

sprung up, corrected some violent and dangerous accident of a disease

which would have destroyed speedily, nor when we have pulled up that

weed from the very root, recovered entirely and soundly from that

particular disease; but the whole ground is of an ill nature, the whole

soil ill disposed; there are inclinations, there is a propenseness to

diseases in the body, out of which, without any other disorder, diseases

will grow, and so we are put to a continual labour upon this farm, to a

continual study of the whole complexion and constitution of our body. In

the distempers and diseases of soils, sourness, dryness, weeping, any

kind of barrenness, the remedy and the physic is, for a great part,

sometimes in themselves; sometimes the very situation relieves them; the

hanger of a hill will purge and vent his own malignant moisture, and the

burning of the upper turf of some ground (as health from cauterizing)

puts a new and a vigorous youth into that soil, and there rises a kind

of phoenix out of the ashes, a fruitfulness out of that which was

barren before, and by that which is the barrenest of all, ashes. And

where the ground cannot give itself physic, yet it receives physic from

other grounds, from other soils, which are not the worse for having

contributed that help to them from marl in other hills, or from slimy

sand in other shores, grounds help themselves, or hurt not other grounds

from whence they receive help. But I have taken a farm at this hard

rent, and upon those heavy covenants, that it can afford itself no help

(no part of my body, if it were cut off, would cure another part; in

some cases it might preserve a sound part, but in no case recover an

infected); and if my body may have had any physic, any medicine from

another body, one man from the flesh of another man (as by mummy, or any

such composition), it must be from a man that is dead, and not as in

other soils, which are never the worse for contributing their marl or

their fat slime to my ground. There is nothing in the same man to help

man, nothing in mankind to help one another (in this sort, by way of

physic), but that he who ministers the help is in as ill case as he that

receives it would have been if he had not had it; for he from whose body

the physic comes is dead. When therefore I took this farm, undertook

this body, I undertook to drain not a marsh but a moat, where there was,

not water mingled to offend, but all was water; I undertook to perfume

dung, where no one part but all was equally unsavoury; I undertook to

make such a thing wholesome, as was not poison by any manifest quality,

intense heat or cold, but poison in the whole substance, and in the

specific form of it. To cure the sharp accidents of diseases is a great

work; to cure the disease itself is a greater; but to cure the body,

the root, the occasion of diseases, is a work reserved for the great

physician, which he doth never any other way but by glorifying these

bodies in the next world.

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