XIV. MEDITATION.

I would not make man worse than he is, nor his condition more miserable

than it is. But could I though I would? As a man cannot flatter God, nor

overpraise him, so a man cannot injure man, nor undervalue him. Thus

much must necessarily be presented to his remembrance, that those false

happinesses which he hath in this world, have their times, and their

seasons, and their critical days; and they are judged and denominated

according to the times when they befall us. What poor elements are our

happinesses made of, if time, time which we can scarce consider to be

any thing, be an essential part of our happiness! All things are done in

some place; but if we consider place to be no more but the next hollow

superficies of the air, alas! how thin and fluid a thing is air, and how

thin a film is a superficies, and a superficies of air! All things are

done in time too, but if we consider time to be but the measure of

motion, and howsoever it may seem to have three stations, past, present,

and future, yet the first and last of these are not (one is not now, and

the other is not yet), and that which you call present, is not now the

same that it was when you began to call it so in this line (before you

sound that word present, or that monosyllable now, the present and the

now is past). If this imaginary, half-nothing time, be of the essence of

our happinesses, how can they be thought durable? Time is not so; how

can they be thought to be? Time is not so; not so considered in any of

the parts thereof. If we consider eternity, into that time never

entered; eternity is not an everlasting flux of time, but time is a

short parenthesis in a long period; and eternity had been the same as it

is, though time had never been. If we consider, not eternity, but

perpetuity; not that which had no time to begin in, but which shall

outlive time, and be when time shall be no more, what a minute is the

life of the durablest creature compared to that! and what a minute is

man's life in respect of the sun's, or of a tree? and yet how little of

our life is occasion, opportunity to receive good in; and how little of

that occasion do we apprehend and lay hold of? How busy and perplexed a

cobweb is the happiness of man here, that must be made up with a

watchfulness to lay hold upon occasion, which is but a little piece of

that which is nothing, time? and yet the best things are nothing without

that. Honours, pleasures, possessions, presented to us out of time? in

our decrepit and distasted and unapprehensive age, lose their office,

and lose their name; they are not honours to us that shall never appear,

nor come abroad into the eyes of the people, to receive honour from them

who give it; nor pleasures to us, who have lost our sense to taste

them; nor possessions to us, who are departing from the possession of

them. Youth is their critical day, that judges them, that denominates

them, that inanimates and informs them, and makes them honours, and

pleasures, and possessions; and when they come in an unapprehensive age,

they come as a cordial when the bell rings out, as a pardon when the

head is off. We rejoice in the comfort of fire, but does any man cleave

to it at midsummer? We are glad of the freshness and coolness of a

vault, but does any man keep his Christmas there; or are the pleasures

of the spring acceptable in autumn? If happiness be in the season, or in

the climate, how much happier then are birds than men, who can change

the climate and accompany and enjoy the same season ever.

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