CHAPTER XVIII

DARCY, in her berth, sat huddled up and wide-eyed. She knew at last

what had happened to her. The burning memory of that kiss in the woods

had left nothing unrevealed to a soul as frank with itself as Darcy’s

had grown to be. She knew, too, what she had to face. There was no

doubt or hesitancy in her thoughts, no weak attempt to justify herself

or find an easy way out. If it had been any one but Gloria Greene whose

happiness was at stake, Gloria who had picked her up from the

scrap-heap of waste and made a living, pulsating, eager human creature

of her, Darcy might have fought for her own hand. But how could a man

who had loved Gloria Greene, and whom Gloria loved, care seriously for

any other woman on earth? No; this was only a sudden, unreckonable

infatuation on Jack Remsen’s part.... Then she recalled the look in his

eyes when they parted, and knew that her conscience was lying to her

heart. In any case, her course was clear. She must be game.

In her deep trouble her thoughts turned to Gloria, the wise, kind

counsellor, the safe refuge. But she would not do for this crisis! To

betray Remsen to her—that was unthinkable, and nothing short of the

whole truth would serve with Gloria. Darcy knew that she must fight it

out alone. Never, not even in the old, dead days, had she felt so

alone.

Human nature being what it is, there is nothing strange in the fact

that, on her return to New York, Darcy shrank from meeting Gloria.

Although the girl’s conscience absolved her, except for that one,

instinctive lapse when she had been caught off her guard, her sore

heart pleaded guilty to the self-brought charge of a lasting

disloyalty. With the thrill of Jack Remsen’s kiss still in her veins,

how could she face the woman to whom Remsen owed his allegiance, the

woman who, moreover, had been the kindest, most effectual, most

unselfish friend of her own unbefriended life?

Yet there remained to be concluded the obsequies of Sir Montrose Veyze,

of Veyze Holdings, Hampshire, England. Those remains, of unblessed

memory, must positively be removed from the premises before they gave

rise to further and even more painful complications. Darcy experienced

the grisly emotions of a murderer with an all-too-obvious corpse to

dispose of. First of all, Gloria’s absolution from the promise of

secrecy must be obtained, which she would doubtless be more than ready

to accord, now that Sir Montrose had become too heavy a burden to

carry; also Gloria’s advice and aid if she would give it. Nerving

herself for the encounter, Darcy went to see the actress and told her

the whole (if she herself was to be believed) disastrous tale.

Gloria was too shrewd to believe quite that far. There were obvious

hesitancies, blank spaces, and reservations wherever the name and deeds

of Mr. Jacob Remsen, _alias_ Sir Montrose Veyze II, or in his own

proper person, entered into the narrative. And there was a something in

the girl’s eyes, deep down where the warm gray was lighted to warmer

blue, which hadn’t been there before. It completed the woman in her.

With an inner flush of creative pride Gloria communed with herself upon

the new miracle:

“This is a wonderful and lovable thing that I have made.” Instinctive

honesty compelled her, however, to add: “But somebody else has given

the finishing touch.”

She was too keen an observer not to suspect who her fellow creative

artist was. Being of the ultra-blessed who hold their tongues until it

is time to speak, Gloria made no comment upon this phase, but set her

mind singly to the problem in hand as presented by Darcy’s recital.

“It’s time to own up,” was her decision.

“I suppose so,” agreed the girl. “I don’t look forward to telling

Maud.”

“Let me handle Maud.”

“Would you, Gloria? You _are_ good. However well you do it, though,”

she added resentfully, “I suppose I’ll be ‘Poor Darcy’ again without

even the compensation of being ‘Such a _nice_ girl.’”

“Do you _feel_ like ‘Poor Darcy’?”

“No.”

“Do you _look_ like ‘Poor Darcy’?”

The girl glanced at the long studio mirror back of her. “No, I don’t,”

she replied, and two dimples came forward and offered corroborative

testimony.

“Then whom is the joke on?”

The dimples vanished. “On me,” said their erstwhile proprietor.

“Don’t be an imbecile!” adjured her mentor. “Can’t help it,” returned

Darcy dolefully. “I’ve got the habit.”

“Break it. Hark to the voice of Pure Reason (that’s me). As long as you

were ‘Poor Darcy,’ you had to invent a fiancé or go without, didn’t

you?”

“Yes.”

“And your invention was sure to be a regular old Frankenstein monster,

and to come back and devour you as soon as you were found out.”

“I can hear the clanking of his joints this minute!”

“You can’t. He isn’t there. If you were still ‘Poor Darcy,’ there’d be

no hope for you. You’re not. You’re something totally different.”

“That’s your view of it,” returned the dispirited Darcy. “But to

other—”

“It’s anybody’s view that isn’t blind as a bat! Half the men you meet

are crazy about you. Aren’t they?”

“I haven’t met many, lately,” said Darcy demurely.

“You met plenty at our party. Even Maud and Helen saw the effect. Their

eyes bunged out!”

“I don’t see how their eyes bunging out is going to help explain Sir

Montrose Veyze I, let alone Sir Montrose Veyze II.”

“Why worry, when I’m here to take the burden from you? I propose,” said

Miss Greene relishingly, “to tell those girls the truth, the whole

truth, and nothing but the truth.”

“Gloria! They’ll pass it on and I’ll be the laughing-stock—”

“Will they! I dare ’em to pass it on!”

“Why shouldn’t they?” cried the girl. “It’s just the sort of thing that

Maud would revel in.”

“Allowing that she could get away with it, you’re right. She couldn’t.”

“Couldn’t make people believe it, you mean?”

“Never. Never in the world!”

“But it’s _true!_”

“Dear and lovely innocence! Do you think _that_ helps it to get itself

believed? Besides, the main part of it isn’t true.”

“I mean it’s true that it isn’t true, and if Maud tells the truth about

what isn’t true—”

“Come out of that skein of metaphysical wool, kitten,” laughed Gloria.

“You’re tangled. Here’s what isn’t true; that you’re ‘Poor Darcy’ who

has to get lovers out of books for lack of ’em in real life.”

“But I _have_ been.”

“All right. Let Maud tell the people that used to know you, and make

them believe it. There’s only a few of them and they don’t count. As

for trying it on any one else, all she’ll get will be a reputation for

green-eyed jealousy. How would anybody convince Jack Remsen, for

instance” (Darcy winced, and Gloria’s quick sense caught it), “that you

had to invent an imaginary adorer because you couldn’t get a real one?

No, indeed! The evidence is all against it from Exhibit A, Darcy’s

eyes, down to Exhibit Z, Darcy’s smart little boots. For an

unattractive girl, your little effort of the imagination would be a

pathetic, desperate, ridiculous invention, with the laugh on the

inventor. For an attractive girl, it’s just a festive little joke.

Don’t you see how it works out? The pretty girl (that’s you) can have

all the adorers she wants, but she prefers to take in her friends by

inventing one. Is the joke on the girl or her friends? One guess. Why,

oh, why,” concluded Gloria addressing the Scheme of the World in a

burst of self-admiration, “wasn’t I born a professor of logic instead

of an actress?”

“It sounds reasonable,” confessed Darcy. “But will Maud and Helen be

clever enough to see it?”

“Probably not.”

“Then—”

“Therefore I shall point it out to them in my inimitable and convincing

style, with special hints as to the perils and disadvantages of getting

a reputation for jealousy of a better-looking girl!”

“Then that’s all settled,” said Darcy with a sigh. “Now what about Sir

Montrose? The real Sir Montrose, I mean.”

“Well, _what_ about him?”

“Suppose he should come over here and hear about it?”

“He won’t. He’s engaged to an English girl. I’ve just heard.”

“How nice and considerate of him! You know, Gloria, I could almost love

that man.”

“Could you? What about the bogus Sir Montrose?” asked the actress

significantly.

Darcy flushed faintly. “Well, _what_ about him?” she echoed.

“How much does _he_ know?”

“Not very much. Do you think I ought to tell him?”

“Does the child expect me to manage her conscience as well as her

affairs!” cried the actress. “If any one is to tell him, you’re the

one.

“I suppose so,” assented Darcy, spiritlessly, and made her farewells in

no more cheerful frame of mind than when she had come, albeit one load

was off her shoulders.

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