CHAPTER XVII

ALL that afternoon and well into the evening, Darcy Cole, at the

Farmhouse, sat and wrote and wrote and wrote.

All that afternoon and well into the evening, Jack Remsen, at the

Bungalow, sat and smoked and mused and let his pipe go out and

relighted it and mused again.

All that afternoon and well into the evening, the four amateur sleuths

at the Lodge waited for a reply from Washington which didn’t come.

At a point a mile or so above these human processes a large, cold cloud

sprung a million leaks and sifted down a considerable quantity of

large, soft snowflakes, and continued so to do until the air was

darkened and the earth whitened with them.

Through this curtain, after a time, frightened but determined, tramped

Darcy Cole. Through this curtain tramped also Jack Remsen, deep in such

trouble of heart as he had never known before, and most undetermined.

Both were headed for the same spot, the mailbox at the entrance from

the main road to the byway which leads up to the Bungalow.

Having started considerably earlier than Jack, Darcy got there first.

She opened the box, dropped in her note, and proceeded to another

mail-box some distance along the road and opposite the Island, where

she deposited a second epistle. That left her two and a half hours in

which to make the ten miles of dark, heavy road to Meredith. If it were

too little, she had learned of a trail through meadowland and forest

which would cut off nearly two miles. Darcy didn’t like woods at

night—most of us don’t, if we’re honest with ourselves—but she proposed

to catch that train.

Now, an all-wise government has ordained that upon rural delivery boxes

there shall be a metal flag which works automatically with the raising

and the lowering of the lid. Upon reaching the Bungalow box, shortly

after the wayfarer from the Farmhouse had passed, Jack Remsen observed

with surprise that the flag, which he knew to have been down, was

raised.

“How’s this?” inquired the wayfarer, addressing the box. “I’ve been

here and got the noon delivery, and the postman comes only once a day.

Yet you’re flying signals.”

As the box did not respond, Remsen opened it and felt inside. Darcy’s

note rewarded his explorations. By the light of successive matches and

at the cost of scorched fingers, he read it:

Good-bye, Knight. Your service is over. It has been an ungrateful one.

But I am more grateful than I can say. You must not go. You must stay.

I have written to Helen—she is the kind one—and told her about it; just

how I dragged you into it to take the real Sir Montrose’s place. I had

to tell her who you were. But your secret won’t be betrayed. So you

won’t have to go away. You’ll be safe here. I’m glad. I like to think

of you here. It’s been good—hasn’t it? Perhaps when you are able to

come back to New York I’ll see you at Gloria’s some time.

I can’t say a millionth part of what I want to. I couldn’t even if

there were time. You’ve been so good to me—so good. And all you’ve had

for it is trouble. I’m sorry.

Good-night, Knight. D. C.

“Even if there were time.” As has been indicated, Jack Remsen’s mind

could, on occasion, work swiftly.

Time for what? Why should she be pressed for time? Obviously, because

she was going away. And she would leave that note only just before her

departure. That could mean only the eleven o’clock train from Meredith:

the train he had intended taking before she asked him to postpone his

departure until the morrow. Of course; so that he should get her note!

On her way to the station she would leave the explanatory and damnatory

letter for Helen Wood at the Island. Well, it would be a long time

before that letter reached its addressee!

Examination of the blanketed ground confirmed his reasoning. There were

the small, clear-set footprints, infinitely pathetic in the black

wildness of the night. As he well knew from experience, catching up

with Darcy Cole when she was set on getting somewhere was a job for the

undivided attention of the briskest pedestrian. He set out along the

road at a dogtrot.

His first stop was for the purpose of committing a felony, punishable

by several years in the Federal penitentiary. It took him about a

second to complete the crime, and, as he left the rifled mail-box

behind, his inside pocket quite bulged with the fat letter wherein

Darcy had set forth her circumstantial but by no means complete

confession which was to exculpate her partner and inculpate herself.

Remsen’s heart beat a little faster under that bulky epistle with its

contents of courage and self-sacrifice.

At the door of a late-autumnal cottage he borrowed a flash. With this

he could plainly discern the trail of the little feet, blurred but not

obliterated by the snowfall. His watch indicated a quarter after nine.

He jogged on with high hopes.

On a long, straight, level stretch he let himself out for a burst of

speed. Perhaps, from the summit of the hill in which it terminated, he

might catch a glimpse of her, for the moon was now trying its best to

send a struggling ray through the flying wrack of cloud. Tenderly he

pictured to himself the vision of her; head up to the storm, the

strong, lithe shoulders squared, skimming with that easy, effortless

pace of hers that had in it all the grace of perfectly controlled

vigor.

Halfway across the open space he slackened up to cast the light of the

flash on the road.

No footmarks were visible.

Remsen cried out, with the shock of his dismay. He cast about him on

all sides. No result.

Struggling to keep cool, he turned back, going slowly, careful to miss

no trace which intent scrutiny might discover. A quarter of a mile back

he picked up the trail where she had left the road to cross a brooklet

and take to the open fields. Her object he guessed; to cut across a

broad and heavily wooded hill, thus saving herself some two miles of

travel where the road took a wide double curve.

Eased in his breathing by the enforced slowness of the search, he was

now able to accelerate his pace. Halfway up the open hillside a sudden

fury of storm descended, lapping him in whirling darkness. Ahead of him

stretched the dead-black line of woodland. More by luck than direction,

he came upon a gateway, and thus set foot to the forest path, less

difficult to discern in such conditions than the open trail of the

meadows. With his light he could follow it quite easily. But when he

thought of Darcy, lightless and inexperienced in woodcraft, with only

her strength and her courage to help her, wandering in that wilderness,

his spirit sickened with terror. The numbed fingers of the hand which

gripped the flash warned him of dropping temperature. One might easily

freeze on such a night, in the open. Worst of all, the marks in the

snow were now all but invisible under the fresh fall.

He blundered desperately onward, shouting her name into the gale as he

went. There was an answering call. He threw his light on. She rose from

a fallen tree-trunk into the arc of radiance.

“I’ve been lost,” she said, and walked straight to his arms.

Just for the comfort and safety and relief of it she clung to him, with

no other or further thought than that where he was no harm could reach

her. But now that she was found, Remsen’s self-control broke under the

reaction. His arms closed about her. With a shock of sweetness,

amazement, and terror she felt his lips on hers—and answered them. For

the briefest instant only. The thought of Gloria pierced through the

rapture of the moment, a poisoned dart. She thrust herself back from

him, her hands on his breast.

“Go away!” she sobbed. “You’ve no right. You know you’ve no right!”

As she had thought of Gloria, so now he thought of the Briton oversea,

fighting in his country’s service.

“I know,” he groaned. “Forgive me.”

She stood back from him, staring with bewildered, dismayed eyes.

“I forgot for the moment that I’m only a counterfeit,” he pleaded.

“You forgot—many things,” said she slowly.

“Forgive me, Darcy,” he said again. “It—it swept me off my feet—the

sweetness of it. It was base—dishonorable—anything you want to call it;

but when I felt you in my arms—”

“Oh, _don’t!_” she wailed.

“Will it make it better or worse if I tell you that I love you as I

never loved or thought I could love any woman?”

“Worse! Worse! Infinitely worse!”

“This is the end of me,” he said. He spoke quietly and in a flat, even

tone as a man might speak who knew that he was giving up everything in

life worth having. “I’ll not offend again. But—after I’d kissed you—you

had to know. I couldn’t let you think it anything less than it was, the

going out to you of a heart that I could no longer control.”

“In dishonor!”

“If you will have it so. The dishonor is mine. You are untouched by

it.... Now, let us get to other matters. Are you hurt?”

“No.”

“Then you can follow me back?” he said. “Where?”

“To the Farmhouse.”

“I’ll never go back to the Farmhouse.”

“You must. I’m going away on this train.”

“What good would that do? Haven’t you read my note to you?”

“Of course. Otherwise I shouldn’t have got on your trail.”

“Then you must know that I’ve written the whole thing to Helen Wood,

and even if I wanted to go back, now—”

“Dismiss that letter from your mind. I got it, on my way here.”

“_You_ took my letter to Helen? Did you read it?”

“Do you think me dishonorable in everything?” he returned quietly.

“Oh, I’m sorry!” cried the girl impetuously. “I don’t think you

dishonorable. I know you’re not. I don’t know what to think or do.”

“Take this light and hurry back to the Farmhouse. I’ve still got time

for the train. Or I’ll take you back and make the morning train.”

“One thing I cannot and will not do: spend another night at the Farm.”

“Is that your last word?”

“Yes.” Obstinacy itself was in the monosyllable.

“Then I’ll go with you to Meredith.”

“I won’t let you.”

“I’ll go,” he retorted in a tone which ended that discussion.

Under his guidance and in silence they regained the main road. At

Center Harbor he succeeded in getting a team to take them the rest of

the way. Not until the end of the journey did Darcy speak to him.

“What shall you do now?”

“I don’t know. Go somewhere,” said he gloomily.

“You must go back.”

“Boulder Brook—without you?” he said passionately.

“But where else can you go?”

“It doesn’t matter.”

They stood in silence until her train pulled in.

“I shan’t see you again, shall I?” he said wretchedly.

“You’ve made it impossible. Oh, why did you do it?” she wailed softly.

With no further word she turned from him and went into the car. Remsen

stood, dazed with misery. Forward, something was shunted from an

express car with a heavy crash. There was a babel of voices, a moment’s

delay. Darcy flashed out upon the steps again, her eyes starry. Remsen

jumped to meet her. She caught his hands in hers with a swift,

forgiving little pressure.

“I couldn’t leave you so,” she said tremulously. “You’ve been too good

to me. Good-bye, and—forget.”

Before he could answer she was gone again.

Until the tail-light of the train glimmered into obscurity around the

curve, Remsen stood uncovered in the gale. Then he turned to the miles

of lonely road.

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