As she entered the room, she sniffed. It smelt a little fusty from being

shut up on a warm evening. Her nose distinguished Titus’s tobacco and

the hemp agrimony that she had picked the day before. But there was

something else--a faintly animal smell which she could not account for.

She threw up the rattling window and turned to light the lamp. Under the

green shade the glow whitened and steadied itself. It illuminated the

supper-table prepared for her, the shining plates, the cucumber and the

radishes, the neat slices of cold veal and the glistening surface of the

junket. Nameless and patient, these things had been waiting in the dark,

waiting for her to come back and enjoy them. They met her eye with

self-possession. They had been sure that she would be pleased to see

them. Her spirits shot up, as the flame of the lamp had cleared and

steadied itself a moment before. She forgot all possibility of distress.

She thought only of the moment, and of the certainty with which she

possessed it. In this mood of sleepy exaltation she stood and looked at

the supper-table. Long before she had come to Great Mop, the shining

plates had come. Four of them, she knew from Mrs. Leak, had been broken;

one was too much scorched in the oven to be presentable before her. But

these had survived that she might come and eat off them. The quiet cow

that had yielded so quietly the milk for her junket had wandered in the

fields of Great Mop long before she saw them, or saw them in fancy. The

radishes and cucumbers sprang from old and well-established Great Mop

families. Her coming had been foreseen, her way had been prepared.

Great Mop was infallibly part of her life, and she part of the life of

Great Mop. She took up a plate and looked at the maker’s mark. It had

come from Stoke-on-Trent, where she had never been. Now it was here,

waiting for her to eat off it. ‘The Kings of Tarshish shall bring

gifts,’ she murmured.

As she spoke, she felt something move by her foot. She glanced down and

saw a small kitten. It crouched by her foot, biting her shoelace, and

lashing its tail from side to side. Laura did not like cats; but this

creature, so small, so intent, and so ferocious, amused her into kindly

feelings. ‘How did you come here? Did you come in through the keyhole?’

she asked, and bent down to stroke it. Scarcely had she touched its hard

little head when it writhed itself round her hand, noiselessly clawing

and biting, and kicking with its hind legs. She felt frightened by an

attack so fierce and irrational, and her fears increased as she tried to

shake off the tiny weight. At last she freed her hand, and looked at it.

It was covered with fast-reddening scratches, and as she looked she saw

a bright round drop of blood ooze out from one of them. Her heart gave a

violent leap, and seemed to drop dead in her bosom. She gripped the back

of a chair to steady herself and stared at the kitten. Abruptly

pacified, it had curled itself into a ball and fallen asleep. Its lean

ribs heaved with a rhythmic tide of sleep. As she stared she saw its

pink tongue flicker for one moment over its lips. It slept like a

suckling.

Not for a moment did she doubt. But so deadly, so complete was the

certainty that it seemed to paralyse her powers of understanding, like a

snake-bite in the brain. She continued to stare at the kitten, scarcely

knowing what it was that she knew. Her heart had begun to beat once

more, slowly, slowly; her ears were dizzied with a shrill wall of sound,

and her flesh hung on her clammy and unreal. The animal smell that she

had noticed when first she entered the room now seemed overwhelmingly

rank. It smelt as if walls and floor and ceiling had been smeared with

the juice of bruised fennel.

She, Laura Willowes, in England, in the year 1922, had entered into a

compact with the Devil. The compact was made, and affirmed, and sealed

with the round red seal of her blood. She remembered the woods, she

remembered her wild cry for help, and the silence that had followed it,

as though in ratification. She heard again the mutter of heavy foliage,

foliage dark and heavy as the wings of night birds. ‘No! No!’--she

heard the brooding voice--‘We will not let you go.’ At ease, released

from her cares, she had walked homeward. Hedge and coppice and solitary

tree, and the broad dust-coloured faces of meadow-sweet and hemlock had

watched her go by, knowing. The dusk had closed her in, brooding over

her. Every shadow, every deepened grove had observed her from under

their brows of obscurity. All knew, all could bear witness. Couched

within the wood, sleeping through the long sultry afternoon, had lain

the Prince of Darkness; sleeping, or meditating some brooding

thunderstorm of his own. Her voice of desperate need had aroused him,

his silence had answered her with a pledge. And now, as a sign of the

bond between them, he had sent his emissary. It had arrived before her,

a rank breath, a harsh black body in her locked room. The kitten was her

familiar spirit, that already had greeted its mistress, and sucked her

blood.

She shut her eyes and stood very still, hollowing her mind to admit this

inconceivable thought. Suddenly she started. There was a voice in the

room.

It was the kitten’s voice. It stood beside her, mewing plaintively. She

turned, and considered it--her familiar. It was the smallest and

thinnest kitten that she had ever seen. It was so young that it could

barely stand steadily upon its legs. She caught herself thinking that it

was too young to be taken from its mother. But the thought was

ridiculous. Probably it had no mother, for it was the Devil’s kitten,

and sucked, not milk, but blood. But for all that, it looked very like

any other young starveling of its breed. Its face was peaked and its

ribs stood out under the dishevelled fluff of its sides. Its mew was

disproportionately piercing and expressive. Strange that anything so

small and weak should be the Devil’s Officer, plenipotentiary of such a

power. Strange that she should stand trembling and amazed before a

little rag-and-bone kitten with absurdly large ears.

Its anxious voice besought her, its pale eyes were fixed upon her face.

She could not but feel sorry for anything that seemed so defenceless and

castaway. Poor little creature, no doubt it missed the Devil, its warm

nest in his shaggy flanks, its play with imp companions. Now it had been

sent out on its master’s business, sent out too young into the world,

like a slavey from an Institution. It had no one to look to now but

her, and it implored her help, as she but a little while ago had

implored its Master’s. Her pity overcame her terror. It was no longer

her familiar, but a foundling. And it was hungry. Must it have more

blood, or would milk do? Milk was more suitable for its tender age. She

walked to the table, poured out a saucerful of milk and set it down on

the floor. The kitten drank as though it were starving. Crouched by the

saucer with dabbled nose, it shut its pale eyes and laid back its ears

to lap, while shoots of ecstasy ran down its protuberant spine and

stirred the tip of its tail. As Laura watched it the last of her

repugnance was overcome. Though she did not like cats she thought that

she would like this one. After all, it was pleasant to have some small

thing to look after. Many lonely women found great companionship with

even quite ordinary cats. This creature could never grow up a beauty,

but no doubt it would be intelligent. When it had cleaned the saucer

with large final sweeps of its tongue, the kitten looked up at her.

‘Poor lamb!’ she said, and poured out the rest of the milk. It drank

less famishingly now. Its tail lay still, its body relaxed, settling

down on to the floor, overcome by the peaceful weight within. At last,

having finished its meal, it got up and walked round the room,

stretching either hind leg in turn as it walked. Then, without a glance

at Laura, it lay down, coiled and uncoiled, scratched itself

nonchalantly and fell asleep. She watched it awhile and then picked it

up, all limp and unresisting, and settled it in her lap. It scarcely

opened its eyes, but burrowing once or twice with its head against her

knees resumed its slumber.

Nursing the kitten in her lap Laura sat thinking. Her thoughts were of a

different colour now. This trustful contentment, this warmth between her

knees, lulled her by example. She had never wavered for an instant from

her conviction that she had made a compact with the Devil; now she was

growing accustomed to the thought. She perceived that throughout the

greater part of her life she had been growing accustomed to it; but

insensibly, as people throughout the greater part of their lives grow

accustomed to the thought of their death. When it comes, it is a

surprise to them. But the surprise does not last long, perhaps but for a

minute or two. Her surprise also was wearing off. Quite soon, and she

would be able to fold her hands upon it, as the hands of the dead are

folded upon their surprised hearts. But _her_ heart still beat, beat at

its everyday rate, a small regular pulse impelling her momently forward

into the new witch life that lay before her. Since her flesh had already

accepted the new order of things, and was proceeding so methodically

towards the future, it behoved her, so she thought, to try to readjust

her spirit.

She raised her eyes, and looked at her room, the green-painted walls

with the chairs sitting silently round. She felt herself inhabiting the

empty house. Through the unrevealing square of the window her mind

looked at the view. About the empty house was the village, and about the

village the hills, neighbourly under their covering of night. Room,

house, village, hills encircled her like the rings of a fortification.

This was her domain, and it was to keep this inviolate that she had made

her compact with the Devil. She did not know what the price might be,

but she was sure of the purchase. She need not fear Titus now, nor any

of the Willoweses. They could not drive her out, or enslave her spirit

any more, nor shake her possession of the place she had chosen. While

she lived her solitudes were hers inalienably; she and the kitten, the

witch and the familiar, would live on at Great Mop, growing old

together, and hearing the owls hoot from the winter trees. And after?

Mirk! But what else had there ever been? Those green grassy hills in the

churchyard were too high to be seen over. What man can stand on their

summit and look beyond?

She felt neither fear nor disgust. A witch of but a few hours’ standing

she rejected with the scorn of the initiate all the bugaboo surmises of

the public. She looked with serene curiosity at the future, and saw it

but little altered from what she had hoped and planned. If she had been

called upon to decide in cold blood between being an aunt and being a

witch, she might have been overawed by habit and the cowardice of

compunction. But in the moment of election, under the stress and turmoil

of the hunted Lolly as under a covering of darkness, the true Laura had

settled it all unerringly. She had known where to turn. She had been

like the girl in the fairy tale whose godmother gave her a little

nutshell box and told her to open it in the hour of utter distress.

Unsurmised by others, and half forgotten by the girl, the little

nutshell box abided its time; and in the hour of utter distress it

opened of itself. So, unrealised, had Laura been carrying her talisman

in her pocket. She was a witch by vocation. Even in the old days of Lady

Place the impulse had stirred in her. What else had set her upon her

long solitary walks, her quests for powerful and forgotten herbs, her

brews and distillations? In London she had never had the heart to take

out her still. More urgent for being denied this innocent service, the

ruling power of her life had assaulted her with dreams and intimations,

calling her imagination out from the warm safe room to wander in

darkened fields and by desolate sea-bords, through marshes and fens, and

along the outskirts of brooding woods. It had haled her to Wapping and

to the Jews’ Burying Ground, and then, ironically releasing her, had

left her to mourn and find her way back to Apsley Terrace. How she had

come to Great Mop she could not say; whether it was of her own will, or

whether, exchanging threatenings and mockeries for sweet persuasions,

Satan had at last taken pity upon her bewilderment, leading her by the

hand into the flower-shop in the Moscow Road; but from the moment of her

arrival there he had never been far off. Sure of her--she supposed--he

had done little for nine months but watch her. Near at hand but out of

sight the loving huntsman couched in the woods, following her with his

eyes. But all the time, whether couched in the woods or hunting among

the hills, he drew closer. He was hidden in the well when she threw in

the map and the guide-book. He sat in the oven, teaching her what power

she might have over the shapes of men. He followed her and Mr. Saunter

up and down between the henhouses. He was nearest of all upon the night

when she climbed Cubbey Ridge, so near then that she acknowledged his

presence and was afraid. That night, indeed, he must have been within a

hand’s-breadth of her. But her fear had kept him at bay, or else he had

not chosen to take her just then, preferring to watch until he could

overcome her mistrust and lure her into his hand. For Satan is not only

a huntsman. His interest in mankind is that of a skilful and experienced

naturalist. Even human sportsmen at the end of their span sometimes

declare that to potter about in the woods is more amusing than to sit

behind a butt and shoot driven grouse. And Satan, who has hunted from

eternity, a little jaded moreover by the success of his latest organised

Flanders battue, might well feel that his interest in a Solitary Snipe

like Laura was but sooner or later to measure the length of her nose.

Yet hunt he must; it is his destiny, and whether he hunts with a gun or

a butterfly net, sooner or later the chase must end. All finalities,

whether good or evil, bestow a feeling of relief; and now, understanding

how long the chase had lasted, Laura felt a kind of satisfaction at

having been popped into the bag.

She was distracted from these interesting thoughts by the sounds of

footsteps. The kitten heard them too, and sat up, yawning. The Leaks

coming back from their lecture, thought Laura. But it was Titus.

Inserting his head and shoulders through the window he asked if he could

come in and borrow some milk.

‘I haven’t any milk,’ said Laura, ‘but come in all the same.’

She began to tickle the kitten behind the ears in order to reassure it.

By lamplight Titus’s head seemed even nearer to the ceiling, it was a

relief to her sense of proportion when he sat down. His milk, he

explained, the jugful which Mrs. Garland left on the sitting-room table

for his nightly Ovaltine, had curdled into a sort of unholy junket. This

he attributed to popular education, and the spread of science among

dairy farmers; in other words, Mr. Dodbury had overdone the

preservative.

‘I don’t think it’s science,’ said Laura. ‘More likely to be the

weather. It was very sultry this afternoon.’

‘I saw you starting out. I had half a mind to come with you, but it was

too hot to be a loving nephew. Where did you go?’

‘Up to the windmill.’

‘Did you find the wind?’

‘No.’

‘You weren’t going in the direction of the windmill when I saw you.’

‘No. I changed my mind. About the milk,’ she continued (Titus had come

for milk. Perhaps, being reminded that he had come in vain, he would go.

She was growing sleepy): ‘I’m sorry, but I have none left. I gave it all

to the kitten.’

‘I’ve been remarking the kitten. He’s new, isn’t he? You ugly little

devil!’

The kitten lay on her knees quite quietly. It regarded Titus with its

pale eyes, and blinked indifferently. It was only waiting for him to go,

Laura thought, to fall asleep again.

‘Where has it come from? A present from the water-butt?’

‘I don’t know. I found it here when I came back for supper.’

‘It’s a plain-headed young Grimalkin. Still, I should keep it if I were

you. It will bring you luck.’

‘I don’t think one has much option about keeping a cat,’ said Laura. ‘If

it wants to stay with me it shall.’

‘It looks settled enough. Do keep it, Aunt Lolly. A woman looks her best

with a cat on her knees.’

Laura bowed.

‘What will you call it?’

Into Laura’s memory came a picture she had seen long ago in one of the

books at Lady Place. The book was about the persecution of the witches,

and the picture was a woodcut of Matthew Hopkins the witch-finder.

Wearing a large hat he stood among a coven of witches, bound

cross-legged upon their stools. Their confessions came out of their

mouths upon scrolls. ‘My imp’s name is Ilemauzar,’ said one; and another

imp at the bottom of the page, an alert, ill-favoured cat, so lean and

muscular that it looked like a skinned hare, was called Vinegar Tom.

‘I shall call it Vinegar,’ she answered.

‘Vinegar!’ said Titus. ‘How do you like your name?’

The kitten pricked up its ears. It sprang from Laura’s knee and began to

fence with Titus’s shadow, feinting and leaping back. Laura watched it a

little apprehensively, but it did him no harm. It had awakened in a

playful frame of mind after its long sleep, that was all. When Titus had

departed it followed Laura to her bedroom, and as she undressed it

danced round her, patting at her clothes as they fell.

In the morning the kitten roused her by mewing to be let out. She awoke

from a profound and dreamless sleep. It took her a little time to

realise that she had a kitten in her bedroom, a kitten of no ordinary

kind. However it was behaving quite like an ordinary kitten now, so she

got out of bed and let it out by the back door. It was early; no one was

stirring. The kitten disappeared with dignity among the cabbages, and

Laura turned her thoughts backward to the emotions of overnight. She

tried to recall them, but could not; she could only recall the fact that

overnight she had felt them. The panic that then had shaken her flesh

was no more actual than a last winter’s gale. It had been violent enough

while it lasted, an invisible buffeting, a rending of life from its

context. But now her memory presented it to her as a cold slab of

experience, like a slab of pudding that had lain all night solidifying

in the larder. This was no matter. Her terror had been an incident; it

had no bearing upon her future, could she now recall it to life it would

have no message for her. But she regretted her inability to recapture

the mood that had followed upon it, when she sat still and thought so

wisely about Satan. Those meditations had seemed to her of profound

import. She had sat at her Master’s feet, as it were, admitted to

intimacy, and gaining the most valuable insight into his character. But

that was gone too. Her thoughts, recalled, seemed to be of the most

commonplace nature, and she felt that she knew very little about the

Devil.

Meanwhile there was the kitten, an earnest that she should know more.

‘Vinegar!’ she called, and heard its answer, a drumming scramble among

the cabbage leaves. She wished that Vinegar would impart some of his

mind to her instead of being so persistently and genially kittenish. But

he was a familiar, no doubt of it. And she was a witch, the inheritrix

of aged magic, spells rubbed smooth with long handling, and the

mistress of strange powers that got into Titus’s milk-jug. For no doubt

that was the beginning, and a very good beginning, too. Well begun is

half-done; she could see Titus bending over his suit-case. The Willowes

tradition was very intolerant of pease under its mattress.

Though she tried to think clearly about the situation--grapple, she

remembered, had been Caroline’s unpleasantly strenuous word--her

attention kept sidling off to other things: the sudden oblique movements

of the water-drops that glistened on the cabbage leaves, or the affinity

between the dishevelled brown hearts of the sunflowers and Mrs. Leak’s

scrubbing-brush, propped up on the kitchen window-sill. It must have

rained heavily during the night. The earth was moist and swelled, and

the air so fresh that it made her yawn. Her limbs were heavy, and the

contentment of the newly-awakened was upon her. All night she had bathed

in nothingness, and now she was too recently emerged from that absolving

tide to take much interest in what lay upon its banks. Her eyelids began

to droop, and calling the kitten she went back to bed again and soon

fell asleep.

She was asleep when Mrs. Leak brought her morning tea.

Mrs. Leak said: ‘Did the thunder keep you awake, miss?’

Laura shook her head. ‘I never even heard it.’

Mrs. Leak looked much astonished. ‘It’s well to have a good conscience,’

she remarked.

Laura stretched herself, sat up in bed, and began to tell Mrs. Leak

about the kitten. This seemed to be her real awakening. The other was a

dream.

Mrs. Leak was quite prepared to welcome the kitten; that was, provided

her old Jim made no unpleasantness. Jim was not Mr. Leak, but a mottled

marmalade cat, very old and rather shabby. Laura could not imagine him

making any unpleasantness, but Mrs. Leak estimated his character rather

differently. Jim thought himself quite a Great I Am, she said.

After breakfast Laura and Vinegar were called into the kitchen for the

ceremony of introduction. Jim was doing a little washing. His hind leg

was stuck straight up, out of the way, while he attended to the pit of

his stomach. Nothing could have been more suitable than Vinegar’s modest

and deferential approach. Jim gave him one look and went on licking.

Mrs. Leak said that all would be well between them; Jim always kept

himself to himself, but she could see that the old cat had taken quite a

fancy to Miss Willowes’s kitten. She promised Vinegar some of Jim’s

rabbit for dinner. Mrs. Leak did not hold the ordinary view of country

people that cats must fend for themselves. ‘They’re as thoughtful as

we,’ she said. ‘Why should they eat mouse unless they want to?’ She was

continually knocking at the parlour door with tit-bits for Vinegar, but

she was scrupulous that Laura should bestow them with her own hand.

Since Titus had come to Great Mop Laura had seen little of Mrs. Leak.

Mrs. Leak knew what good manners were; she had not been a housemaid at

Lazzard Court for nothing. Taken separately, either Titus or his aunt

might be human beings, but in conjunction they became gentry. Mrs. Leak

remembered her position and withdrew to it, firmly. Laura saw this and

was sorry. She made several attempts to persuade Mrs. Leak out from

behind her white apron, but nothing came of them, and she knew that

while Titus was in the village nothing would. Not that Mrs. Leak did not

like Titus; she approved of him highly; and it was exactly her approval

that made her barricade of respect so insuperable. But where Laura had

failed, the kitten succeeded. From the moment that Jim sanctioned her

kindly opinion of him, Mrs. Leak began to thaw. Laura knew better than

to make a fuss over this turn in the situation; she took a leaf out of

the Devil’s book and lay low, waiting for a decisive advance; and

presently it came. Mrs. Leak asked if Miss Willowes would care to come

out for a stroll one evening; it was pleasant to get a breath of air

before bedtime. Miss Willowes would like nothing better; that very

evening would suit her if Mrs. Leak had nothing else to do. Mrs. Leak

said that she would get the washing-up done as soon as possible, and

after that she would be at Miss Willowes’s disposal. However, it was

nearly half-past ten before Mrs. Leak knocked on the parlour door. Laura

had ceased to expect her, supposing that Mr. Leak or some household

accident had claimed her, but she was quite as ready to go out for a

walk as to go to bed, and Mrs. Leak made no reference to the lateness of

the hour. Indeed, according to the Great Mop standard, the hour was not

particularly late. Although the night was dark, Laura noticed that quite

a number of the inhabitants were standing about in the street.

They walked down the road in silence as far as the milestone, and turned

into the track that went up the hillside and past the wood. Others had

turned that way also. The gate stood open, and voices sounded ahead. It

was then that Laura guessed the truth, and turned to her companion.

‘Where are you taking me?’ she said. Mrs. Leak made no answer, but in

the darkness she took hold of Laura’s hand. There was no need for

further explanation. They were going to the Witches’ Sabbath. Mrs. Leak

was a witch too; a matronly witch like Agnes Sampson, she would be

Laura’s chaperone. The night was full of voices. Padding rustic

footsteps went by them in the dark. When they had reached the brow of

the hill a faint continuous sound, resembling music, was borne towards

them by the light wind. Laura remembered how young Billy Thomas,

suffering from toothache, had played all night upon his mouth-organ. She

laughed. Mrs. Leak squeezed her hand.

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