Then after a long silence some one said,--

"Whose story is that?"

"Balzac's."

At that moment the glass door of the _café_ grated upon the sanded

floor, and Manet entered. Although by birth and by art essentially

Parisian, there was something in his appearance and manner of speaking

that often suggested an Englishman. Perhaps it was his dress--his

clean-cut clothes and figure. That figure! those square shoulders that

swaggered as he went across a room and the thin waist; and that face,

the beard and nose, satyr-like shall I say? No, for I would evoke an

idea of beauty of line united to that of intellectual expression--frank

words, frank passion in his convictions, loyal and simple phrases, clear

as well-water, sometimes a little hard, sometimes, as they flowed away,

bitter, but at the fountain head sweet and full of light. He sits next

to Degas, that round-shouldered man in suit of pepper and salt. There is

nothing very trenchantly French about him either, except the large

necktie; his eyes are small and his words are sharp, ironical, cynical.

These two men are the leaders of the impressionist school. Their

friendship has been jarred by inevitable rivalry. "Degas was painting

'Semiramis' when I was painting 'Modern Paris,'" says Manet. "Manet is

in despair because he cannot paint atrocious pictures like Durant, and

be fêted and decorated; he is an artist, not by inclination, but by

force. He is as a galley slave chained to the oar," says Degas.

Different too are their methods of work. Manet paints his whole picture

from nature, trusting his instinct to lead him aright through the

devious labyrinth of selection. Nor does his instinct ever fail him,

there is a vision in his eyes which he calls nature, and which he paints

unconsciously as he digests his food, thinking and declaring vehemently

that the artist should not seek a synthesis, but should paint merely

what he sees. This extraordinary oneness of nature and artistic vision

does not exist in Degas, and even his portraits are composed from

drawings and notes. About midnight Catulle Mendès will drop in, when he

has corrected his proofs. He will come with his fine paradoxes and his

strained eloquence. He will lean towards you, he will take you by the

arm, and his presence is a nervous pleasure. And when the _café_ is

closed, when the last bock has been drunk, we shall walk about the great

moonlight of the Place Pigale, and through the dark shadows of the

streets, talking of the last book published, he hanging on to my arm,

speaking in that high febrile voice of his, every phrase luminous,

aerial, even as the soaring moon and the fitful clouds. Duranty, an

unknown Stendhal, will come in for an hour or so; he will talk little

and go away quietly; he knows, and his whole manner shows that he knows

that he is a defeated man; and if you ask him why he does not write

another novel, he will say, "What's the good, it would not be read; no

one read the others, and I mightn't do even as well if I tried again."

Paul Alexis, Léon Diex, Pissarro, Cabaner, are also frequently seen in

the "Nouvelle Athènes."

Cabaner! the world knows not the names of those who scorn the world:

somewhere in one of the great populous churchyards of Paris there is a

forgotten grave, and there lies Cabaner. Cabaner! since the beginning

there have been, till the end of time there shall be Cabaners; and they

shall live miserably and they shall die miserable, and shall be

forgotten; and there shall never arise a novelist great enough to make

live in art that eternal spirit of devotion, disinterestedness, and

aspiration, which in each generation incarnates itself in one heroic

soul. Better wast thou than those who stepped to opulence and fame upon

thee fallen; better, loftier-minded, purer; thy destiny was to fall

that others might rise upon thee, thou wert one of the noble legion of

the conquered; let praise be given to the conquered, for with them lies

the brunt of victory. Child of the pavement, of strange sonnets and

stranger music, I remember thee; I remember the silk shirts, the four

sous of Italian cheese, the roll of bread, and the glass of milk, the

streets were thy dining-room. And the five-mile walk daily to the

suburban music hall where five francs were earned by playing the

accompaniments of comic songs. And the wonderful room on the fifth

floor, which was furnished when that celebrated heritage of two thousand

francs was paid. I remember the fountain that was bought for a wardrobe,

and the American organ with all the instruments of the orchestra, and

the plaster casts under which the homeless ones that were never denied a

refuge and a crust by thee slept. I remember all, and the buying of the

life-size "Venus de Milo." Something extraordinary would be done with

it, I knew, but the result exceeded my wildest expectation. The head

must needs be struck off, so that the rapture of thy admiration should

be secure from all jarring reminiscence of the streets.

Then the wonderful story of the tenor, the pork butcher, who was heard

giving out such a volume of sound that the sausages were set in motion

above him; he was fed, clothed, and educated on the five francs a day

earned in the music hall in the Avenue de la Motte Piquet; and when he

made his _début_ at the Théâtre Lyrique, thou wast in the last stage of

consumption and too ill to go to hear thy pupil's success. He was

immediately engaged by Mapleson and taken to America.

I remember thy face, Cabaner; I can see it now--that long sallow face

ending in a brown beard, and the hollow eyes, the meagre arms covered

with a silk shirt, contrasting strangely with the rest of the dress. In

all thy privation and poverty, thou didst never forego thy silk shirt. I

remember the paradoxes and the aphorisms, if not the exact words, the

glamour and the sentiment of a humour that was all thy own. Never didst

thou laugh; no, not even when in discussing how silence might be

rendered in music, thou didst say, with thy extraordinary Pyrenean

accent, "_Pour rendre le silence en musique il me faudrait trois

orchestres militaires."_ And when I did show thee some poor verses of

mine, French verses, for at this time I hated and had partly forgotten

my native language--

"My dear George Moore, you always write about love, the subject is

nauseating."

"So it is, so it is; but after all Baudelaire wrote about love and

lovers; his best poem...."

"_C'est vrai, mais il s'agissait d'une charogne et cela relève beaucoup

la chose_."

I remember, too, a few stray snatches of thy extraordinary music, "music

that might be considered by Wagner as a little too advanced, but which

Liszt would not fail to understand"; also thy settings of sonnets where

the _melody_ was continued uninterruptedly from the first line to the

last; and that still more marvellous feat, thy setting, likewise with

unbroken melody, of Villon's ballade "Les Dames du Temps Jadis"; and

that Out-Cabanering of Cabaner, the putting to music of Cros's "Hareng

Saur."

And why didst thou remain ever poor and unknown? Because of something

too much, or something too little? Because of something too much! so I

think, at least; thy heart was too full of too pure an ideal, too far

removed from all possible contagion with the base crowd.

But, Cabaner, thou didst not labour in vain; thy destiny, though

obscure, was a valiant and fruitful one; and, as in life, thou didst

live for others so now in death thou dost live in others, Thou wast in

an hour of wonder and strange splendour when the last tints and

lovelinesses of romance lingered in the deepening west; when out of the

clear east rose with a mighty effulgence of colour and lawless light

Realism; when showing aloft in the dead pallor of the zenith, like a

white flag fluttering faintly, Symbolists and Decadents appeared. Never

before was there so sudden a flux and conflux of artistic desire, such

aspiration in the soul of man, such rage of passion, such fainting

fever, such cerebral erethism. The roar and dust of the daily battle of

the Realists was continued under the flush of the sunset, the arms of

the Romantics glittered, the pale spiritual Symbolists watched and

waited, none knowing yet of their presence. In such an hour of artistic

convulsion and renewal of thought thou wast, and thou wast a magnificent

rallying point for all comers; it was thou who didst theorise our

confused aspirations, and by thy holy example didst save us from all

base commercialism, from all hateful prostitution; thou wast ever our

high priest, and from thy high altar turned to us the white host, the

ideal, the true and living God of all men.

Cabaner, I see you now entering the "Nouvelle Athènes"; you are a little

tired after your long weary walk, but you lament not and you never cry

out against the public that will accept neither your music nor your

poetry. But though you are tired and footsore, you are ready to

æstheticise till the _café_ closes; for you the homeless ones are

waiting: there they are, some three or four, and you will take them to

your strange room, furnished with the American organ, the fountain, and

the decapitated Venus, and you will give them a crust each and cover

them with what clothes you have; and, when clothes are lacking, with

plaster casts, and though you will take but a glass of milk yourself,

you will find a few sous to give them _lager_ to cool their thirsty

throats. So you have ever lived--a blameless life is yours, no base

thought has ever entered there, not even a woman's love; art and

friends, that is all.

Reader, do you know of anything more angelic? If you do you are more

fortunate than I have been.

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