CHAPTER VIII

A THIEF IN THE NIGHT

She sat beside the wide window of her bed-chamber, on that third

midnight at Gosnold House, in a state of lawless exaltation not less

physical than spiritual and mental, a temper that proscribed sleep

hopelessly.

The window was open, the night air still and suave and warm, her sole

protection a filmy negligee over a night-dress of sheerest silk and

lace. And in that hour Sarah Manvers was as nearly a beautiful woman

as ever she was to be--her face faintly flushed in the rich moonlight,

faintly shadowed from within by the rich darkness of her blood, her

dreaming eyes twin pools of limpid shadow, her dark lips shadowed by a

slight elusive smile.

She was relishing the sensation of life intensely, almost painfully;

she was intensely alive for the first time in all her life, it seemed;

in throat and wrists and temples pulses sang, now soft, now loud; and

all her body glowed, from crown of head to tips of toes nestling

in silken mules, with the warmth and the languor of life.

She was deeply and desperately in love.

The genius of her curious destiny, not content with making her free of

all the good material things of life, had granted her as well this

last and dearest boon. For though her years were twenty-seven she had

not loved before. She had dreamed of love, had been in love with love

and with being loved, had believed she loved; but nothing in her

experience compared with such rapture as to-night obsessed her being,

wholly and without respite.

Life, indeed, grants no compensation for the ignominious necessity of

love but this, that no other love was ever real but to-day's alone.

And so the beauty of that moonlight midnight seemed supernal.

Becalmed, the island lay steeped in floods of ethereal silver, its sky

an iridescent dome, its sea a shimmering shield of opalescence, its

lawns and terraces argentine shadowed with deepest violet. There was

never a definite sound, only the sibilance of a stillness made of many

interwoven sounds, soft lisp of wavelets on the sands a hundred feet

below, hum of nocturnal insect life in thickets and plantations,

sobbing of a tiny, vagrant breeze lost and homeless in that vast

serenity, wailing of a far violin, rumour of distant motor-cars. A

night of potent witchery, a woman willingly bewitched. . . .

In fancy she still could feel the pulsing of his heart against her

bosom, the caressing touch of his hands, the warm flutter of his

breath in her hair and upon her cheek, as in that last dance; and with

an inexpressible hunger at once of flesh and soul she yearned to feel

them all again, to be once more within the magic circle of his arms,

to live once more in the light of his countenance.

It mattered nothing that she loved hopelessly a graceless

runagate--and knew it well. She had not needed the indirect warnings

of Adele Standish and Mercedes Pride that the man was nothing better

than an engaging scamp. Who was she to demand worthier object for her

love? She was precisely Nobody, and might waste her passion as she

would, and none but herself the worse for it.

Nor did it matter that her love was desperate of return. She knew that

he recognised and was a little amused and a little flattered by her

unspoken admiration, but more deeply than that affected not at all.

But that was his imperial prerogative; she did not mind; temporarily

she believed herself quite content, and that she would continue so as

long as permitted to hug to her secret heart the unutterable sweetness

of being in love with him. Again, she was Nobody and didn't count,

while he was precisely all that she had longed for ever since she was

of an age to dream of love. He was not only of an admirable

person, he wore the habit of distinction like a garment made for him

alone. In short, the man was irresistible, and the woman didn't even

want to resist but only despaired of opportunity ever to capitulate.

She was as love-sick as a schoolgirl of sixteen; a hundred times, if

once, her barely parted lips breathed his name to the sympathetic

night that never would betray her: "_Donald--Donald--Donald

Lyttleton_. . . ."

Now all the while she wasted sighing for him by the window Mr.

Lyttleton spent idly speculating about her--lounging in a corner of

the smoking-room, on the edge of a circle of other masculine guests

making common excuse of alcohol to defer the tiresome formalities of

going to bed and getting up again in the morning.

If this gentleman was Sally's junior in the matter of a year or two,

he was overwhelmingly her senior in knowledge of his world--a world

into which he had been brought neither to toil nor yet to spin, but

simply to be the life and soul of the party. And at twenty-five he was

beyond permitting sentiment to run away with judgment; he could resist

temptation with as much fortitude as any man, always providing he

could see any sound reason for resisting it--any reason, that is,

promising a profit from the deed of abstinence.

Mr. Lyttleton had ten thousand a year of his own, income from a

principal fortunately beyond his power to hypothecate; he spent twenty

thousand with an easy conscience; he earnestly desired to be able to

spend fifty without fear of consequences. Talents such as his merited

maintenance--failing independent means, such maintenance as comes from

marrying money and a wife above suspicion of parsimony. If only he had

been able, or even had cared to behave himself, Mr. Lyttleton's

fortunes might long since have been established on some such

satisfactory basis. But he was sorely handicapped by the weakness of a

sentimental nature; women would persist in falling in love with

him--always, unhappily, women of moderate means. He couldn't help

being sorry for them and seeking to assuage their sufferings; he

couldn't forever be running away from some infatuate female; and so he

was forever being found out and forgiven--by women. Most men, meanly

envious, disliked him; all men held him in pardonable distrust.

Devilish hard luck.

Take this Manwaring girl--pretty, intelligent, artless little woman,

perhaps a bit mature, but fascinating all the same, affectingly naive

about her trouble, which was simply spontaneous combustion, one more

of those first-sight affairs. He had noticed the symptoms immediately,

that night of her introduction to Gosnold House. He hadn't paid much

attention to her during luncheon, and only sought her out--when

they got up, on the spur of the moment, that informal after-dinner

dance by moonlight on the veranda--partly because he happened to

notice her sitting to one side, so obviously longing for him to ask

her, partly because it was his business to dance, and partly

because--well, because it was less dangerous, everything considered,

than dancing with Mrs. Standish.

And then the eloquent treachery of Sally's eyes and that little

gesture of surrender with which she yielded herself to his guidance.

It was really too bad, he thought, especially since she had made

occasion to tell him frankly she hadn't a dollar to bless herself

with. Still, he must give himself credit for behaving admirably; he

hadn't encouraged the girl. Not much, at all events. Of course, it

wasn't in human nature to ignore her entirely after that; moreover, to

slight her would have been conspicuous, not to say uncivil. But one

must draw the line somewhere.

To-night, for example, he had danced with her perhaps too often for

her own good, to say nothing of his own. And they had sat out a dance

or two--awfully old-fashioned custom; went out years ago--still, one

did it, regardless, now and then.

Curious girl, the Manwaring; one moment almost melting into his arms,

the next practically warning him against herself. And curiously

reticent--said she was "Nobody"--let it go at that. Very probably told

the truth; she seemed to know nobody who was anybody; and though she

was apparently very much at her ease most of the time, and not readily

impressed, he noticed now and then a little tensity in her manner, a

covert watchfulness of other women, as though she were waiting for her

cue.

At this juncture in his reverie Mr. Lyttleton peremptorily dismissed

luckless Miss Manwaring from his mind, compounded his nightcap at the

buffet, and joined in the general conversation.

Coincidentally the reverie of Miss Manwaring at her bedchamber window

digressed to review fragmentarily the traffic and discoveries of three

wonderful days.

Days in whose glamorous radiance the romance of Cinderella paled to

the complexion of a sordidly realistic narrative of commonplaces;

contemplating them, Sally, for the sake of her self-conceit, felt

constrained to adopt an aloof, superior, sceptical pose. Conceding

freely the incredible reality of this phase of her history, she none

the less contended that in it no more true permanence inhered than in

a dream.

She recapitulated many indisputable signs of the instability of her

affairs. And of all those the foremost, the most glaring, was her

personal success, at once actual and impossible. She saw herself

(from that remote and weather-beaten coign of scepticism) moving

freely to and fro in the great world of the socially elect,

unhindered, unquestioned, tacitly accepted, meeting, chatting,

treating and parting with its denizens with a gesture of confidence

that was never the gesture of S. Manvers of the Hardware Notions; a

Nobody on terms of equality with indisputable Somebodies--vastly

important Somebodies indeed, for the most part; so much so that by

common consent mankind had created for them a special world within the

world and set it apart for their exclusive shelter and delectation,

for them to live in and have their being untroubled and uncontaminated

by contact with the commonalty.

For all that, Sally couldn't see why they must be so cared for and

catered to. The only thing that apparently distinguished them from

those who lacked their advantages, who looked up reverently to them

and read enviously of their doings in the papers, was their assurance,

a quality ostensibly inimitable; yet she imitated it with seemingly

flawless art. A contradiction that defied her wits to reconcile.

She wasted time in the endeavour; her own personality was

prepossessing; she had sufficient tact never to seek to ingratiate

herself; her solecisms were few and insignificant, and the

introduction of Abigail Gosnold was an unimpeachable credential.

As for her antecedents, the lie which credited her to the city of

Massillon passed unchallenged, while a conspiracy of silence kept

private to the few acquainted with it that hideous secret of her

department-store servitude. Mrs. Gosnold would have said nothing out

of sheer kindness of heart even if it had not been her settled habit

to practise the difficult arts of minding her own business and keeping

her own counsel. Savage was still in New York, but had he been at

Gosnold House would have imitated the example set by his amiable

sister and held his tongue even when most exasperated with Sally. Mr.

Trego, of course, knew no more than what he had been free to surmise

from the girl's impulsive confession that she had been out of both

work and money when befriended by Mrs. Standish; but, whatever his

inferences, he kept them to himself.

A simple, sincere, stubborn soul, this Mr. Trego; so, at least, he

made himself appear to Sally, persistently seeking her and dumbly

offering a friendship which she, in the preoccupation of her grand

passion, had neither time nor wish to cultivate, and which he himself

ingenuously apologised for on the plea of self-defence. He frankly

professed a mortal dread of "these women," one of whom, he averred

mysteriously, was bent on marrying him by main strength and

good-will first time she caught him with lowered guard.

His misgivings were measurably corroborated by the attitude toward

Sally adopted by Mrs. Standish in her capacity as close friend, foil,

and confidant of Mrs. Artemas. In the course of those three days the

girl had not been insensible to intimations of a strong, if as yet

restrained, animus in the mind of the older woman. In alarm and regret

she did her futile best to discourage this gentleman without being

overtly discourteous. She could hardly do more; impossible to explain

to her benefactress that he was not the man of her heart's choice.

Unfortunately, Trego was indifferent to tempered rebuffs.

"If you don't mind," he interrupted one of Sally's protracted snubs,

"I'll just stick around and keep on enjoying the society of a human

being. Of course, I know these others are all human in their way, but

it isn't your way or mine. Perhaps it only seems so to me because I

don't understand 'em. It's quite possible. One thing's sure, they

don't understand me. At least, the women don't; I can get along with

the men--most of 'em. They're not a bad lot, if immature. You can

stand a lot of foolishness from children once you realise their

grown-uppishness is only make-believe."

"They don't know how to enjoy themselves," he expatiated; "they've got

too much of everything, including spare time. What's a holiday to

anybody who has never done a stroke of work? You and I know the

difference; we can appreciate the fun of loafing between spells of

work; but these people have got no standards to measure their fun by,

so it's all the same to them--flat, vapid, monotonous, unless they

season it up with cocktails and carrying on; and even that gets to

have all the same flavour of tastelessness after a while. That's why

so many of these women are going in for the suffragette business; it

isn't that they care a whoop for the vote; it's because they want the

excitement of wanting something they haven't got and can't get by

signing a check for it."

"You're prejudiced," the girl objected. "You're at loose-ends

yourself, idle and restless, and it distorts your mental vision. For

my part, I've never met more charming people--"

"That's your astigmatism," he contended. "You've been wanting this

society thing all your life, and now you've got it you're as pleased

as a child with a new toy. Wait till the paint wears off and it won't

shut its eyes when you put it down on its back and sawdust begins to

leak out at the joints."

"Wouldn't it be more kind of you to leave me to discover the sawdust

for myself?"

"It unquestionably would, and I ought to be kicked," Trego agreed

heartily. "I only started this in fun, anyway, to make you see why it

is you look so good to me--different--so sound and sane and wholesome

that I just naturally can't help pestering you."

She did not know what to say to that. She suffered him. . . .

Her duties as secretary to Mrs. Gosnold proved, when inaugurated the

second morning after her arrival, to be at once light and interesting.

Her employer was conservative enough in an unmannerly age to insist on

answering all personal correspondence with her own hand; what passed

between her and her few intimates was known to herself alone. But she

carried on, in addition, an animated correspondence with numberless

frauds--antique dealers, charities, professional poor relations,

social workers, and others of that ilk--which proved tremendously

diverting to her amanuensis, especially when it transpired that Mrs.

Gosnold had a mind and temper of her own, together with a vocabulary

amply adequate to her powers of ironic observation. This last gift

came out strongly in her diary, a daily record of her various

interests and activities which she dictated, interspersing dry details

with many an acid annotation.

When all was finished Sally found she had been busied for little

more than two hours, and was given to understand that her duties would

be made more burdensome only by the addition of a little light

bookkeeping when she settled down to the routine of regular

employment.

Of the alleged high play, at cards or otherwise, she had yet, at this

third midnight, to see any real evidence. Mrs. Gosnold most

undoubtedly played a stiff game of bridge, but she played it with a

masterly facility, the outcome of long practice and profound study;

her losses, when she lost, were minimised. Nor was there ever a sign

of cheating that came under Sally's observation. Everybody played who

didn't dance, and vice versa, but nobody seemed to play for the mere

sake of winning money. And while the influx of week-end guests by the

Friday evening boat brought the number at Gosnold House up to

twenty-two, they were all apparently amiable, self-centred folk of

long and intimate acquaintance with one another as well as with their

hostess and all her neighbours on the Island. Of that dubious crew of

adventurers she had been led to expect there was never a hint.

Such provision as their hostess made for her guests' entertainment and

amusement they patronised or ignored with equal nonchalance, according

to individual whim; they commanded breakfasts for all hours of the

morning, and they lunched at home and dined abroad, or reversed

the order, or sought all their meals in the homes of neighbouring

friends, quite without notice or apology. Such was the modish manner

of that summer of 1915--a sedulous avoidance of anything resembling

acknowledgment of obligation to those who entertained. Indeed, if one

interpreted their attitude at its face value, the shoe was on the

other foot.

And they brimmed the alleged hollowness of their days with an

extraordinary amount of running about. There was incessant shifting of

interest from one focal point to another of the colony, a perpetually

restless swarming hither and yon to some new centre of distraction, a

continual kaleidoscopic parade of the most wonderful and extravagant

clothing the world has ever seen.

To the outsider, of course, all this was not merely entertaining and

novel, if much as she had imagined it would be, it was more--it was

fascination, it was enchantment, it was the joy of living made

manifest, it was life.

If only this bubble might not burst!

Of course, it must; even if not too good to be true, it was too

wonderful to be enduring; the clock strikes twelve for every

Cinderella, and few are blessed enough to be able to leave behind them

a matchless slipper.

But whatever happened, nothing now could prevent her carrying to

her grave the memory of this one glorious flight: "better to have

loved and lost--" The wraith of an old refrain troubled Sally's

reverie. How did it go? "Now die the dream--"

Saturate with exquisite melancholy, she leaned out over the

window-sill into the warm, still moonlight, drinking deep of the

wine-scent of roses, dwelling upon the image of him whom she loved so

madly.

What were the words again?

". . . The past is not in vain, For wholly as it was your life,

Can never be again, my dear, Can never be again."

She shook a mournful head, sadly envisaging the loveliness of the

world through a mist of facile tears; that was too exquisitely, too

poignantly true of her own plight; for, wholly as it was, her life

could never be again.

And not for worlds would she have had it otherwise.

Below, in the deserted drawing-room, a time-mellowed clock chimed

sonorously the hour of two.

Two o'clock of a Sunday morning, and all well; long since Gosnold

House had lapsed into decent silence; an hour ago she had heard the

last laggard footsteps, the last murmured good nights in the

corridor outside her door as the men-folk took themselves reluctantly

off to their beds.

She leaned still farther out over the sill, peering along the gleaming

white facade; no window showed a light that she could see. She

listened acutely; not a sound but the muttering of fretful little

waves and the drowsy complaint of some bird troubled in its sleep.

Of all that heedless human company, it seemed, she alone remained

awake.

Something in that circumstance proved almost resistlessly provocative

to her innate lust for adventure. For upward of two hours she had been

passive there in her chair, a prey to uneasy thoughts; now she was

weary with much thinking, but as far as ever from the wish to sleep;

never, indeed, more wide awake--possessed by a demon of restlessness,

consumed with desire to rise up and go out into the scented moonstruck

night and lose herself in its loneliness and--see what she should see.

Why not? No one need ever know. A staircase at her end of the

corridor--little used except by servants--led to a small door opening

directly upon the terrace. Providing it were not locked and the key

removed, there was no earthly reason why, if so minded, she should not

go quietly forth that way and drink her fill of the night's

loveliness.

To a humour supple to such temptation the tang of lawlessness in

a project innocent enough was irresistible. Besides, what was the

harm? What could be the objection, even were the escapade to be

discovered by misadventure?

Among other items in her collection of borrowed plumage she possessed

an evening wrap, somewhat out of fashion, but eminently adapted to her

purpose--long enough to cloak her figure to the ground, thus

eliminating all necessity for dressing against chance encounter with

some other uneasy soul. Worn with black stockings and slippers, it

would render her almost invisible in shadow.

In another minute, without turning on a light, she had found and

donned those several articles, and from her door was narrowly

inspecting the hallway before venturing a step across the threshold.

It was quite empty and silent, its darkness moderated only by the

single nightlight burning at the head of the main staircase.

Satisfied, she closed the door and crept noiselessly down the steps,

to find the side door not even locked.

Leaving it barely ajar, she stepped out beneath the stars, hesitated

for a moment of cautious reconnaissance, then darted across an open

space of moonlight as swiftly as the shadow of a cloud wind-sped

athwart the moon, and so gained the sheltering shadow of the high

hedge between the formal garden and tennis-court.

The dew-drenched turf that bordered the paths muffled her footsteps as

effectually as could be wished, and keeping circumspectly in shadow,

the better to escape observation from any of the windows, she gained

at length that corner of the terrace overlooking the water where she

and Trego had paused for their first talk.

Nothing now prevented her from appreciating the view to the full.

Enchanted, she withdrew a little way from the brow of the cliff to a

seat on the stone wall, overshadowed by the hedge, and for a long time

sat there motionless, content.

Below her the harbour lay steel-grey and still within its guardian

headlands, a hundred slim, white pleasure craft riding its silent

tide. Far out a Sound steamer crawled like some amphibious glowworm,

its triple tier of deck-lights almost blended into one. Farther still

the lights of the mainland glimmered low upon the horizon. .

At a little distance, from a point invisible, an incautious footstep

grated upon a gravel path of the terrace and was instantly hushed.

But the girl, stiffened to rigidity in her place, fancied she could

hear the whisper of grass beneath stealthy feet.

Abruptly a man came out into broad moonlight and, pausing on a stone

platform at the edge of the cliff by the head of the long, steep,

wooden zigzag of stairs to the sands, looked back toward the

house.

Sally held her breath. But her heart was like a mad thing--the man was

Donald Lyttleton. He still wore evening dress, but had exchanged the

formal coat for that hybrid garment which Sally had lately learned

should _not_ be termed a Tuxedo. The brim of a soft, dark hat masked

his eyes. He carried one shoulder stiffly, as if holding something in

the hollow of his arm. She could not make out or imagine what this

might be.

His hesitation was brief. Satisfied, he swung round to the stairway,

in another instant had vanished. Only light footfalls on the wooden

steps told of a steady descent, and at the same time furnished

assurance that Sally had not victimised herself with a waking vision

bred of her infatuation.

The footfalls, not loud at best, had become inaudible before she found

courage to approach the platform. With infinite pains to avoid a

sound, she peered over the edge of its stone parapet.

For a little the gulf swam giddily beneath her who was never quite

easy at any unusual height. But she set herself with determination to

master this weakness and presently was able to examine the beach with

a clear vision.

It was only partially shadowed by the cliffs, but that shadow was

dense, and outside it nothing stirred. None the less, after a

time she was able to discern Lyttleton's figure kneeling on the sands

at the immediate foot of the cliff, a hundred feet or so to one side

of the steps. And while she watched he rose, stood for a little

staring out to sea, wasted a number of matches lighting a cigarette

(which seemed curious, in view of the unbroken calm) and moved on out

of sight beyond a shoulder of stone.

She waited fully ten minutes; but he did not reappear.

Then, retreating to her seat on the stone wall, she waited as long

again--still no sign of Lyttleton.

But something else marked that second period of waiting that intrigued

her no less than the mysterious actions of her beloved--this although

she could imagine no link between the two.

Some freak of chance drew her attention to a small, dark shape, with

one staring red eye, that was stealing quietly across the Sound in the

middle distance--of indefinite contour against the darkening waters,

but undoubtedly a motor-boat, since there was no wind to drive any

sailing vessel at its pace, or indeed at any pace at all.

While she watched it incuriously it came to a dead pause, and so

remained for several minutes. Then, deliberately, with infinitely

sardonic effect, it winked its single eye of red at her--winked

portentously three times.

She made nothing of that, and in her profound ignorance of all things

nautical might have considered it some curious bit of sea etiquette

had she not, the next instant, caught out of the corner of her eye the

sudden glow of a window lighted in the second story of Gosnold House.

As she turned in surprise the light went out. A pause of perhaps

twenty seconds ensued. Then the window shone out again--one in the

left wing, the wing at the end of which her bedchamber was located.

But when she essayed to reckon the rooms between it and her own it

turned black again, and after another twenty seconds once more shone

out and once more was lightless.

After this it continued stubbornly dark, and by the time Sally gave up

trying to determine precisely which window it had been, and turned her

gaze seaward again, the boat had vanished. Its lights, at least, were

no longer visible, and it was many minutes before the girl succeeded

in locating the blur it made on the face of the waters. It seemed to

be moving, but the distance was so great that she could not be sure

which way.

A signal--yes, obviously; but between whom and for what purpose?

Who was on that boat? And who the tenant of that room of the flashing

window? She was satisfied that the latter was one of a row of six

windows to three rooms occupied by Mrs. Standish, Mrs. Artemas,

and a pretty young widow who had arrived late Saturday afternoon and

whose name Sally had yet to learn.

She pondered it all with ever-deepening perplexity until a change came

over the night--a wind stirred, leaves rattled, boughs soughed

plaintively, the waters wakened and filled the void of silence with

soft clashing. Then, shivering, Sally rose and crept back toward the

house.

But when she paused on the edge of the last shadow, preparatory to the

dash across the moonlit space to the door, a step sounded beside her,

a hand caught at her cloak.

She started back with a stifled cry.

"Steady!" Lyttleton's voice counselled her guardedly. "Don't make a

row! Blessed if it ain't Miss Manwaring!"

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