CHAPTER XV.

FAREWELL TO NATIVE LAND--"UPON THE WIDE, WIDE SEA"--HEBER'S DREAM OF

JOSEPH--A SHIP OUT OF HER RECKONING--A DYING CHILD HEALED--APOSTLE

HYDE PREACHES ON BOARD--ARRIVAL AT LIVERPOOL--THE ELDERS LEAP ASHORE.

"Adieu, adieu, my native shore

Fades o'er the waters blue;

The night-winds sigh, the breakers roar,

And shrieks the wild sea-mew.

Yon sun that sets upon the sea

We follow in his flight;

Farewell, awhile, to him and thee,

My native land--Good night!"

At ten o'clock on the morning of July 1st, 1837, the _Garrick_ weighed

anchor, and, being towed down the river by a steamer as far as Sandy

Hook, set sail oceanward. A few hours later Heber lost sight of his

native land. Say he:

"I had feelings which I cannot describe, when I could no longer behold

its shores, and when I bade adieu to the land of my birth, I felt to

exclaim:

'Yes, my native land, I love thee:

All thy scenes I love them well:

Friends, connections, happy country,

Can I bid you all farewell?

Can I leave you,

Far in distant lands to dwell?'

"However, when I reflected on the causes which had induced me to leave

it for awhile, and the work which depended upon me, I could likewise

say:

"I go, but not to plough the main,

To ease a restless mind."

"I was actuated by a different motive than either to please myself, or

gain the riches and applause of the world; it was a higher

consideration than these that induced me to leave my home. It was

because a dispensation of the Gospel had been committed to me; and I

felt an ardent desire that my fellow creatures in other lands might

hear the sound of the everlasting Gospel, obey its requisitions,

rejoice in the fullness and blessings thereof, and escape the

judgments which will come upon the ungodly."

Only souls where sentiment and feeling dwell, who have been upon the

mighty waters, floating like an insect on a leaf amid the immensity of

the liquid waste, can realize that awful loneliness, that sense of

helplessness and utter dependency upon a power superior to man's.

Atheism, thy home is not the boundless deep! Ocean, thou art

religious, thou art worshipful, and throwest heavenward the thoughts

of man as though they were thy spray!

Especially was it so with Heber and his companions, God-fearing men,

upon whom rested the burden of a mission fraught with salvation to

thousands. The solemnities of eternity encompassed them. They felt as

little children in the presence of the Infinite. And children they

were in their humility. Not in their own strength went they forth, but

in the strength of Him who made the seas, and who holdeth their waters

in the hollow of His hand.

"Angels shall accompany thee and bear thee up!"

Were they not even now upon the vessel, in mid-ocean, guiding it

unerringly toward its destiny? Aye, lest at any time that fated bark

should "dash its foot against a stone."

"While crossing the sea," says Heber, "I dreamed that the Prophet

Joseph came to me while I was standing upon the forecastle of the

ship, and said, 'Brother Heber, here is a rod (putting it into my

hands), with which you are to guide the ship. While you hold this rod

you shall prosper, and there shall be no obstacles thrown before you

but what you shall have power to overcome, and the hand of God shall

be with you.' After this I discovered every kind of obstruction was

placed before the ship to stop its progress; but the bow being sharp,

the obstacles were compelled to move out on either side; and when the

ship would come to a mountain, it would plow its course straight

through, as though it was in water. This rod which Joseph gave me was

about three and a half feet in length. His appearance was just as

natural as I ever beheld him in the flesh. He blessed me and

disappeared."

It is a singular fact that during fifty years, the period covered by

the history of Mormon emigration from the nations abroad, not a

ship-load of Latter-day Saints, not a vessel bearing the Elders of

Israel to or from foreign shores, has ever been lost at sea. Even

rough captains and sailors have learned to regard this with feelings

akin to reverential awe, and to accept as a good omen, an assurance of

a safe and prosperous voyage, the presence of Mormon Elders or

emigrants among their ship's passengers.

In such a light, Heber's dream of Joseph and the rod wherewith he was

to "guide the ship," takes on added interest and significance.

Remarkable, too, that this same ship, the _Garrick_, now on its first

voyage, after twice ploughing the Atlantic with Apostles Kimball and

Hyde on board--for on this vessel they returned to America--was

doomed, on almost its very next voyage, to go down at sea, in the year

1841.

Heber continues his narrative:

"During the voyage we were hailed by a large vessel throwing up a

signal of distress. Our captain hauled to, and with his speaking

trumpet enquired what was wanted. The answer was, 'we are bound for

Quebec, but are lost, having lost our reckoning.' Our captain took an

observation, and through his speaking trumpet gave them the latitude

and longitude, and the course for them to steer, showing them that

they were about a thousand miles from the American shore. They replied

that they thought they were close to the shore and were afraid of

running on the reefs for several days past. This reminded me that when

a person has lost his course, or is out of the way, it is necessary to

apply to the Lord, through a Prophet, Seer and Revelator, to put him

right.

"Our passage was very agreeable, the winds for the most part being

favorable. On the banks of Newfoundland we saw several large fish,

called by some, whales, and by others, finners; also many porpoises

and different species of fish. We were kindly treated by the officers

and crew; their conduct was indeed praiseworthy. Had we been their own

relatives, they could not have behaved more kindly, or treated us

better. Thus the Lord answered our prayers, for which I desire to

praise His holy name.

"The Lord also gave us favor in the eyes of the passengers, who

treated us with the greatest respect. During the voyage, a child

belonging to one of the passengers was very sick, and given up by the

doctor to die; consequently its parents had given up all hopes of its

recovery, and expected to have to commit their little one to the

ocean. Feeling a great anxiety for the child, I went to its parents

and reasoned with them, and laid before them the principle of faith,

and told them that the Lord was able to restore their child,

notwithstanding there was no earthly prospect of its recovery. To

which they listened with great interest. Shortly after, having an

opportunity to secretly lay hands upon the child, I did so, and in the

name of Jesus Christ rebuked the disease which preyed upon its system.

The spirit of the Lord attended the administration, and from that time

the child began to recover, and in two or three days after it was

running about, perfectly well. Afterwards I informed the parents that

I had laid hands on their child, and they acknowledged that it was

healed by the power of the Almighty.

"Our health, while on the water, was good, with the exception of

Brothers Richards and Fielding, who were sick a day or two.

"Sunday, July 16th, I went to the captain and asked the privilege for

one of us to preach on board. He very obligingly agreed, and appointed

1 o'clock, p. m., when it would be most suitable for himself and the

crew to attend. I requested Elder Hyde to speak, and notified the

captain, crew and passengers of the intended meeting for preaching on

the aft quarter deck. At the time appointed there was a congregation

of between two and three hundred persons assembled, who listened, with

great attention and deep interest, to the discourse. I think I never

heard Brother Hyde speak with such power and eloquence. He spoke on

the subject of the resurrection, which was necessarily condensed, the

time being limited on account of the duties of the crew. The

congregation was composed of persons of different faiths, and from

different nations, English, Irish, Scotch, French Germans, etc.,--both

Jews and Christians. A great feeling was produced upon the minds of

the assembly, who had never heard the subject treated in like manner

before; and from the conversation we had afterwards with several of

them, I believe that good was done. The congregation appointed a

committee who came to us and returned thanks for the favor conferred

on them.

"On the 18th, the captain sent a man up to the masthead to look for

land. He had not been up long before he cried out, "land," which was

the Irish shore. It caused joy and gratitude to arise in my bosom to

my heavenly Father for the favorable passage so far, and the prospect

of soon reaching our destination. We sailed up the Irish Channel,

having Ireland on our left and Wales on our right. The scenery was

very beautiful and imposing.

"At daybreak, on July 20th, we arrived in the river Mersey, opposite

Liverpool, being eighteen days and eighteen hours from our departure

from the anchorage at New York. The packet ship _South America_, which

left New York at the same time we did, came in a few lengths behind,

thus losing a wager of ten thousand dollars which had been made the

day of starting. She had been seen daily during the voyage, but never

passed us. The sight was very interesting to see these two vessels

enter port with every inch of canvas spread.

"When we first sighted Liverpool I went to the side of the vessel and

poured out my soul in praise and thanksgiving to God for the

prosperous voyage, and for all the mercies which He had vouchsafed to

me, and while thus engaged, and contemplating the scene presented to

my view, the spirit of the Lord rested down upon me in a powerful

manner, and my soul was filled with love and gratitude. I felt humble,

while I covenanted to dedicate myself to God, and to love and serve

Him with all my heart.

"Immediately after we anchored, a small boat came along-side, when

several of the passengers, with Brothers Hyde, Richards, Goodson and

myself got in and went to shore. When we were within six or seven feet

of the pier, I leaped on shore, followed by Elders Hyde and Richards,

and for the first time in my life I stood on British ground, among

strangers, whose manners and customs were different from my own. My

feelings at that time were peculiar, particularly when I realized the

importance and extent of my mission; the work to which I had been

appointed and in which I was shortly to be engaged. However, I put my

trust in God, believing that He would assist me in publishing the

truth, give me utterance, and be a present help in time of need.

"Elders Hyde, Richards, and myself, being without purse or scrip,

wandered in the streets of Liverpool, where wealth and luxury abound,

side by side with penury and want. I there met the rich attired in the

most costly dresses, and the next minute was saluted with the cries of

the poor with scarce covering sufficient to screen them from the

weather. Such a wide distinction I never saw before. Looking for a

place to lodge in, we found a room belonging to a widow in Union

Street, which we engaged for a few days."

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