CHAPTER XIV.

ZION'S SHIP AMONG THE BREAKERS--"SOMETHING NEW MUST BE DONE TO SAVE

THE CHURCH"--HEBER C. KIMBALL APPOINTED TO OPEN THE BRITISH

MISSION--SPIRITUAL THINGS TO THE FRONT--RIGHTING THE SHIP--HEBER'S

PROPHECY TO WILLARD RICHARDS--"YEA, IN THE NAME OF THE LORD, THOU

SHALT GO WITH ME"--THE DEPARTURE FOR ENGLAND.

At this crisis in the affairs of the Church, the Lord revealed to

Joseph that "something new" must be done for its salvation. The good

ship Zion, storm-tossed and tempest-driven, her sails rent, her

timbers sprung, a portion of her officers and crew in open mutiny, was

drifting with fearful rapidity toward the rocks and breakers of

destruction.

Joseph was denounced as a "fallen prophet" by men who had been his

immediate friends and confidential advisers, and the divinity of his

mission was being doubted by many who had received through him a

testimony of the truth, the gift of the Holy Ghost, a knowledge of God

and Christ, whom to know is life eternal.

"No quorum in the Church," says he, "was entirely exempt from the

influence of those false spirits who were striving against me for the

mastery. Even some of the Twelve were so far lost to their high and

responsible calling, as to begin to take sides, secretly, with the

enemy."

What "new thing," under these circumstances, was destined to "save the

Church?" In what way was Joseph's mission, as a prophet of the living

God, to be revindicated in the eyes of the Saints and of the world?

"On Sunday, the 4th day of June, 1837," says Heber C. Kimball, "the

Prophet Joseph came to me, while I was seated in front of the stand,

above the sacrament table, on the Melchisedek side of the Temple, in

Kirtland, and whispering to me, said, 'Brother Heber, the Spirit of

the Lord has whispered to me: 'Let my servant Heber go to England and

proclaim my Gospel, and open the door of salvation to that nation.'"

The thought was overpowering. He had been surprised at his call to the

apostleship: now he was overwhelmed. Like Jeremiah he staggered under

the weight of his own weakness, exclaiming in self-humiliation: "O,

Lord, I am a man of stammering tongue, and altogether unfit for such a

work; how can I go to preach in that land, which is so famed

throughout Christendom for learning, knowledge and piety; the nursery

of religion; and to a people whose intelligence is proverbial!"

"Feeling my weakness to go upon such an errand, I asked the Prophet if

Brother Brigham might go with me. He replied that he wanted Brother

Brigham to stay with him, for he had something else for him to do. The

idea of such a mission was almost more than I could bear up under. I

was almost ready to sink under the burden which was placed upon me.

"However, all these considerations did not deter me from the path of

duty; the moment I understood the will of my heavenly Father, I felt a

determination to go at all hazards, believing that He would support me

by His almighty power, and endow me with every qualification that I

needed; and although my family was dear to me, and I should have to

leave them almost destitute, I felt that the cause of truth, the

Gospel of Christ, outweighed every other consideration.

"At this time many faltered in their faith; even some of the Twelve

were in rebellion against the Prophet of God. John F. Boynton said to

me, 'If you are such a fool as to go at the call of the fallen

prophet, Joseph Smith, I will not help you a dime, and if you are cast

on Van Dieman's land, I will not make an effort to help you.' Lyman E.

Johnson said he did not want me to go on my mission, but if I was

determined to go, he would help me all he could; he took his cloak

from off his back and put it on mine; which was the first cloak I ever

had.

"Brothers Sidney Rigdon, Joseph Smith, Sen., Brigham Young, Newel K.

Whitney and others said, 'Go and do as the Prophet has told you, and

you shall prosper and be blessed with power to do a glorious work.'

Hyrum, seeing the condition of the Church, when he talked about my

mission, wept like a little child; he was continually blessing and

encouraging me, and pouring out his soul in prophecies upon my head;

he said: 'Go, and you shall prosper as not many have prospered.'"

Elder Orson Hyde, who had had some disagreement with the authorities

and was thought to be disaffected, gave a noble proof of his integrity

by asking forgiveness of the brethren, and requesting the privilege of

accompanying Apostle Kimball on his mission to England. He was

accordingly set apart, with Elder Kimball and Priest Joseph Fielding,

for that purpose.

Says Heber: "The Presidency laid their hands on me and set me apart to

preside over the mission, and conferred great blessings upon my head;

said that God would make me mighty in that nation in winning souls

unto Him; angels should accompany me and bear me up, that my feet

should never slip; that I should be mightily blessed and prove a

source of salvation to thousands, not only in England but America.

"After being called on this mission, I daily went into the east room

in the attic story of the temple and poured out my soul unto the Lord,

asking His protection and power to fulfill honorably the mission

appointed me by His servants. A short time previous to starting, I was

laid prostrate on my bed with a stitch in my back, which suddenly

seized me while chopping and drawing wood for my family. I could not

stir a limb without crying out from the severeness of the pain.

Joseph, hearing of it, came to see me, bringing Oliver Cowdery and

Bishop Partridge with him; they prayed for and blessed me, Joseph

being mouth, beseeching God to raise me up; he then took me by the

right hand and said, 'Brother Heber, I take you by your right hand in

the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, and by virtue of the Holy

Priesthood vested in me I command you in the name of Jesus Christ to

arise, and be thou made whole.' I arose from my bed, put on my

clothes, and started with them and went up to the temple, and felt no

more of the pain afterwards."

Though amazed and overwhelmed at his call to this duty, the voice of

the Spirit in his own heart had long since told him that he would some

day be required to perform just such a work. As with all men of

destiny, the mountain of his mission loomed before him dimly in the

distance, casting its shadow athwart his soul, and there were times

when, worn and wearied with life's common cares, he sought within that

shade shelter and repose from the noontide's heat and toil. Thus doth

the ideal subserve the real, of which, what is it but the prophecy?

Some months prior to his appointment, in a conversation with Willard

Richards in the streets of Kirtland, soon after the latter was

baptized, Heber, filled with the spirit of prophecy, had predicted for

himself a mission to the shores of Europe.

"Shall I go with thee?" enquired Willard.

"Yea, in the name of the Lord, thou shalt go with me when I go," Heber

replied.

But Willard was now in the eastern states, on a special business

mission, and the day of Heber's departure was drawing near. Just one

day before he left for England, Elder Richards returned, and was

reminded by the Apostle of the prediction he had uttered five months

before. Willard, being involved in business, and not having received a

formal call, did not see how he could go. But, on consulting with the

First Presidency, and obtaining their consent, and his partner in

business, Brigham Young, agreeing to take charge of their affairs in

his absence, he was enabled to fulfill his covenant with Heber, and

was set apart the same evening to accompany the mission to England.

Heber received the following letter of recommendation from the First

Presidency:

"At a conference of the Elders of the Church of Latter-day Saints,

held in Kirtland, Geauga County, Ohio, on the fourth day of June,

in the year of our Lord one thousand eight hundred and

thirty-seven, Elder Heber C. Kimball, the bearer of this, was

unanimously appointed, set apart and ordained to go at the head of

this mission to England, to proclaim the Gospel of Jesus Christ to

the people of that nation, as it is believed and practiced by us.

From the long acquaintance which we have had with this our worthy

brother, his integrity and zeal in the cause of truth, we do most

cheerfully and confidently recommend him to all candid and upright

people as a servant of God and faithful minister of Jesus Christ.

We do furthermore beseech all people who have an opportunity of

hearing this our brother declare the doctrine believed by us, to

listen with attention to the words of his mouth.

"JOSEPH SMITH,

"SIDNEY RIGDON,

"HYRUM SMITH,

"_Presiding Elders of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day

Saints_."

The day of departure came; Tuesday, June 13th, 1837. The solemn scene

of Heber's parting with his family cannot be more tenderly or

graphically told than in the words of Elder Robert B. Thompson, who

thus describes it:

"The day appointed for the departure of the Elders to England having

arrived, I stepped into the house of Brother Kimball to ascertain when

he would start, as I expected to accompany him two or three hundred

miles, intending to spend my labors in Canada that season.

"The door being partly open, I entered and felt struck with the sight

which presented itself to my view. I would have retired, thinking that

I was intruding, but I felt riveted to the spot. The father was

pouring out his soul to that

'God who rules on high,

Who all the earth surveys:

That rides upon the stormy sky,

And calms the roaring seas,'

that he would grant him a prosperous voyage across the mighty ocean,

and make him useful wherever his lot should be cast, and that He who

'careth for sparrows, and feedeth the young ravens when they cry'

would supply the wants of his wife and little ones in his absence. He

then, like the patriarchs, and by virtue of his office, laid his hands

upon their heads individually, leaving a father's blessing upon them,

and commending them to the care and protection of God, while he should

be engaged preaching the Gospel in a foreign land. While thus engaged

his voice was almost lost in the sobs of those around, who tried in

vain to suppress them. The idea of being separated from their

protector and father for so long a time was indeed painful. He

proceeded, but his heart was too much affected to do so regularly. His

emotions were great, and he was obliged to stop at intervals, while

the big tears rolled down his cheeks, an index to the feelings which

reigned in his bosom. My heart was not stout enough to refrain; in

spite of myself I wept, and mingled my tears with theirs. At the same

time I felt thankful that I had the privilege of contemplating such a

scene. I realized that nothing could induce that man to tear himself

from so affectionate a family group, from his partner and children who

were so dear to him,--nothing but a sense of duty and love to God and

attachment to His cause."

In order to realize the situation so touchingly described, it must be

remembered that in those early days, ere the age of steamships and

railways had fairly arrived, a mission to Europe, comparatively easy

now, seemed almost like a voyage to another world.

Heber continues:

"At 9 a. m., I bade adieu to my family and friends, and in company

with Elders Orson Hyde, Willard Richards, and Priest Joseph Fielding,

started without purse or scrip on my mission, this being the first

foreign mission of the Church of Christ in the last days. We arrived

at Fairport on Lake Erie that afternoon, and about an hour after took

passage on a steamboat for Buffalo.

"We were accompanied by Brothers Brigham Young, John P. Greene, Levi

Richards, and Sisters Vilate Kimball, Rhoda Green, Mary Fielding, and

others, to Fairport. Sister Mary Fielding gave me five dollars, with

which I paid my passage and Brother Hyde's to Buffalo; we were also

accompanied to Buffalo by R. B. Thompson and wife, who were on their

way to Canada, where he intended to labor in the ministry. After a

pleasant voyage we reached Buffalo the next day, where we expected to

receive some funds from Canada to assist us on our journey, but were

disappointed, as Brothers Goodson, Russell and Snyder did not meet us

there according to promise.

"From Buffalo we went down by the canal towards Lyonstown. While

walking on its bank I found an iron ring about one and one-fourth

inches in diameter, which I presented to Elder Richards, saying, 'I

will make you a present of this; keep it in remembrance of me; for our

friendship shall be as endless as this ring.' We had but very little

means, but determined to prosecute our journey, believing that the

Lord would open our way. We accordingly took passage in a line boat on

the Erie Canal to Utica, a distance of 250 miles; from thence on the

railroad to Albany, where our party divided.

"From Albany I went with Brother Richards about 30 miles, to his

father's, in Richmond, Berkshire County, Massachusetts, where we

arrived on the 20th, and obtained forty dollars from his brother

William which he was owing to him. This enabled us to prosecute our

journey. We bade them a last farewell, as Willard's father and mother

and sister died a short time afterwards. The next day we returned to

Albany and took passage in a steamboat to New York, where we arrived

on the evening of June 22nd, and again met Orson Hyde and Joseph

Fielding. We also met with Brothers John Goodson, Isaac Russell and

John Snyder, who had come by the way of Canada to join the mission.

"We found a vessel ready to sail, but not having sufficient means, we

were obliged to wait until we could obtain funds to pay our passage,

and procure an outfit for the voyage. We found Elder Elijah Fordham,

the only member of the Church in that city, who having no house of his

own, we lodged at Mrs. Fordham's, Elijah's sister-in-law. Being short

of funds, we hired a small room in an unfinished store-house of

Brother Fordham's father, who was very wealthy, as he owned many

storehouses and buildings, but never invited us into his house to

sleep or eat, though he did invite us to assist him two days in

raising a building, as a compensation for lying on his store-house

floor.

"Brother Fordham seemed to be mute in relation to Mormonism. I told

him if he was faithful and remained in New York, there would be a

branch of the Church raised up before we returned.

"Sunday, 25th, we fasted, prayed, administered the sacrament, held

council for the success of the mission, and had a joyful time. In the

afternoon two sectarian priests came in, to find fault, but they were

soon confounded, and left.

"On the 28th we deposited 180 of Orson Hyde's "Timely Warnings," in

the New York post office, addressed to the priests and ministers of

different denominations in the city. We also distributed many to the

citizens, and at the same time conversed with them on the subject of

the Gospel. Our sojourn in the city opened the door for Brothers

Parley and Orson Pratt to introduce the Gospel there. Many persons who

subsequently came into the Church have referred to the "Timely

Warnings" which they had read. We spent considerable time in prayer to

our Heavenly Father for His guidance and protection; to make our way

plain before us; to bless us with a prosperous voyage across the

mighty ocean; make us a blessing to each other, and the captain and

crew with whom we should sail.

"In New York we were subject to many inconveniences; had to lay amid

straw and blankets upon the ground; to buy our victuals; yet we did

not feel discouraged; believing that the Lord would open up our way

and guide us to our destination.

"Brother Fordham made me a present of ten dollars, and concluded to

accompany us on our mission, but upon mature consideration, we thought

it best for him to stay there; believing that the Lord had a people in

that city, and that there would be a church built up there before our

return.

"Having obtained sufficient money to pay our passage across the

Atlantic, eighteen dollars each, we laid in a stock of provisions, and

went on board the new packet ship _Garrick_, of 900 tons, bound for

Liverpool."

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