All merriment to _your_ "full house."

Yours most truly,

HENRY JAMES.

_To Robert Louis Stevenson._

34 De Vere Gardens, W.

January 12th, 1891.

My dear Louis,

I have owed you a letter too shamefully long--and now that I have taken

my pen in hand, as we used to say, I feel how much I burn to communicate

with you. As your magnanimity will probably have forgotten how long ago

it was that you addressed me, from Sydney, the tragic statement of your

permanent secession I won't remind you of so detested a date. That

statement, indeed, smote me to the silence I have so long preserved: I

couldn't--I didn't protest; I even mechanically and grimly assented; but

I couldn't _talk_ about it--even to you and your wife. Missing you is

always a perpetual ache--and aches are disqualifying for gymnastic

feats. In short we forgive you (the Muses and the soft Passions forgive

_us_!) but we can't quite _treat_ you as if we did. However, all this

while I have many things to thank you for. In the first place for Lloyd.

He was delightful, we loved him--nous nous l'arrachames. He is a most

sympathetic youth, and we revelled in his rich conversation and

exclaimed on his courtly manners. How vulgar you'll think us all when

you come back (there is malice in that "when.") Then for the beautiful

strange things you sent me and which make for ever in my sky-parlour a

sort of dim rumble as of the Pacific surf. My heart beats over them--my

imagination throbs--my eyes fill. I have covered a blank wall of my

bedroom with an acre of painted cloth and feel as if I lived in a Samoan

tent--and I have placed the sad sepia-drawing just where, 50 times a

day, it most transports and reminds me. To-day what I am grateful for is

your new ballad-book, which has just reached me by your command. I have

had time only to read the first few things--but I shall absorb the rest

and give you my impression of them before I close this. As I turn the

pages I seem to see that they are full of charm and of your "Protean"

imaginative life--but above all of your terrible far-off-ness. My state

of mind about that is of the strangest--a sort of delight at having you

poised there in the inconceivable; and a miserable feeling, at the same

time, that I am in too wretched a back seat to assist properly at the

performance. I don't want to lose _any_ of your vibrations; and, as it

is, I feel that I only catch a few of them--and that is a constant woe.

I read with unrestrictive relish the first chapters of your prose volume

(kindly vouchsafed me in the little copyright-catching red volume,) and

I loved 'em and blessed them quite. But I _did_ make one restriction--I

missed the _visible_ in them--I mean as regards people, things, objects,

faces, bodies, costumes, features, gestures, manners, the introductory,

the _personal_ painter-touch. It struck me that you either didn't

feel--through some accident--your responsibility on this article quite

enough; or, on some theory of your own, had declined it. No theory is

kind to us that cheats us of _seeing_. However, no doubt we shall rub

our eyes for satiety before we have done. Of course the

pictures--Lloyd's blessed photographs--y sont pour beaucoup; but I

wanted more the note of portraiture. Doubtless I am greedy--but one _is_

when one dines at the Maison d'or. I have an idea you take but a

qualified interest in "Beau Austin"--or I should tell you how

religiously I was present at that memorable premiere. Lloyd and your

wonderful and delightful mother will have given you the agreeable facts

of the occasion. I found it--not the occasion, so much, but the

work--full of _quality_, and stamped with a charm; but on the other hand

seeming to shrug its shoulders a little too much at scenic precautions.

I have an idea, however, you don't care about the matter, and I won't

bore you with it further than to say that the piece has been repeatedly

played, that it has been the only honourable affair transacted dans

notre sale tripot for many a day--and that Wm. Archer _en raffole_

periodically in the "World." Don't despise me too much if I confess that

_anch' io son pittore_. Je fais aussi du theatre, moi; and am doing it,

to begin with, for reasons too numerous to burden you with, but all

excellent and practical. In the provinces I had the other night, at

Southport, Lancashire, with the dramatization of an early novel--_The

American_--a success dont je rougis encore. This thing is to be played

in London only after several months--and to make the tour of the British

Islands first. Don't be hard on me--simplifying and chastening necessity

has laid its brutal hand on me and I have had to try to make somehow or

other the money I don't make by literature. My books don't sell, and it

looks as if my plays might. Therefore I am going with a brazen front to

write half a dozen. I have, in fact, already written two others than the

one just performed; and the success of the latter pronounced--really

_pronounced_--will probably precipitate them. I am glad for all this

that you are not here. Literature is out of it. I miss no occasion of

talking of you. Colvin I tolerably often see: I expect to do so for

instance to-night, at a decidedly too starched dining-club to which we

both belong, of which Lord Coleridge is president and too many persons

of the type of Sir Theodore Martin are members. Happy islanders--with no

Sir Theodore Martin. On Mrs. Sitwell I called the other day, in a

charming new habitat: all clean paint and fresh chintz. We always go on

at a great rate about you--celebrate rites as faithful as the early

Christians in the catacombs....

January 13th.--I met Colvin last night, after writing the above--in the

company of Sir James Stephen, Sir Theo. Martin, Sir Douglas Galton, Sir

James Paget, Sir Alfred Lyall, Canon Ainger, and George du Maurier. How

this will make you lick your chops over Ori and Rahiro and Tamatia and

Taheia--or whatever ces messieurs et ces dames, your present visiting

list, are called. He told me of a copious diary-letter he has just got

from you, bless you, and we are discussing a day on which I shall soon

come to meat or drink with him and listen to the same. Since yesterday I

have also read the ballad book--with the admiration that I always feel

as a helplessly verseless creature (it's a sentiment worth nothing as a

testimony) for all performances in rhyme and metre--especially on the

part of producers of fine prose.

January 19th.--I stopped this more than a week ago, and since then I

have lacked time to go on with it--having been out of town for several

days on a base theatrical errand--to see my tribute to the vulgarest of

the muses a little further on its way over the provincial circuit and

re-rehearse two or three portions of it that want more effective

playing. Thank heaven I shall have now no more direct contact with it

till it is produced in London next October.--I broke off in the act of

speaking to you about your ballad-book. The production of ringing and

lilting verse (by a superior proser) always does _bribe_ me a

little--and I envy you in that degree yours; but apart from this I

grudge your writing the like of these ballads. They show your

"cleverness," but they don't show your genius. I should say more if it

were not odious to a man of my refinement to write to you--so

expectantly far away--in remonstrance. I don't find, either, that the

cannibalism, the savagery _se prete_, as it were--one wants either less

of it, on the ground of suggestion--or more, on the ground of statement;

and one wants more of the high impeccable (as distinguished from the

awfully jolly,) on the ground of poetry. Behold I _am_ launching across

the black seas a page that may turn nasty--but my dear Louis, it's only

because I love so your divine prose and want the comfort of it. Things

are various because we do 'em. We mustn't do 'em because they're

various. The only news in literature here--such is the virtuous vacancy

of our consciousness--continues to be the infant monster of a Kipling. I

enclose, in this, for your entertainment a few pages I have lately

written about him, to serve as the preface to an (of course authorized)

American _recueil_ of some of his tales. I may add that he has just put

forth his longest story yet--a thing in Lippincott which I also send you

herewith--which cuts the ground somewhat from under my feet, inasmuch as

I find it the most youthfully infirm of his productions (in spite of

great "life,") much wanting in composition and in narrative and

explicative, or even implicative, art.

Please tell your wife, with my love, that all this is constantly

addressed to her also. I try to see you all, in what I fear is your

absence of habits, as you live, grouped around what I also fear is in

no sense the domestic hearth. Where do you go when you want to be

"cosy"?--or what at least do you _do_? You think a little, I hope, of

the faithful forsaken on whose powers of evocation, as well as of

attachment, you impose such a strain. I wish I could send a man from

Fortnum and Mason's out to you with a chunk of _mortadella_. I am trying

to do a series of "short things" and will send you the least bad. I mean

to write to Lloyd. Please congratulate your heroic mother for me very

cordially when she leaps upon your strand, and believe that I hold you

all in the tenderest remembrance of yours ever, my dear Louis,

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