LETTER 510. TO LADY ----.

"Genoa, March 28. 1823.

"Mr. Hill is here: I dined with him on Saturday before last; and on

leaving his house at S. P. d'Arena, my carriage broke down. I walked

home, about three miles,--no very great feat of pedestrianism; but

either the coming out of hot rooms into a bleak wind chilled me, or

the walking up-hill to Albaro heated me, or something or other set me

wrong, and next day I had an inflammatory attack in the face, to

which I have been subject this winter for the first time, and I

suffered a good deal of pain, but no peril. My health is now much as

usual. Mr. Hill is, I believe, occupied with his diplomacy. I shall

give him your message when I see him again.

"My name, I see in the papers, has been dragged into the unhappy

Portsmouth business, of which all that I know is very succinct. Mr.

H---- is my solicitor. I found him so when I was ten years old--at my

uncle's death--and he was continued in the management of my legal

business. He asked me, by a civil epistle, as an old acquaintance of

his family, to be present at the marriage of Miss H----. I went very

reluctantly, one misty morning (for I had been up at two balls all

night), to witness the ceremony, which I could not very well refuse

without affronting a man who had never offended me. I saw nothing

particular in the marriage. Of course I could not know the

preliminaries, except from what he said, not having been present at

the wooing, nor after it, for I walked home, and they went into the

country as soon as they had promised and vowed. Out of this simple

fact I hear the Debats de Paris has quoted Miss H. as 'autrefois trés

liée avec le célebre,' &c. &c. I am obliged to him for the celebrity,

but beg leave to decline the liaison, which is quite untrue; my

liaison was with the father, in the unsentimental shape of long

lawyers' bills, through the medium of which I have had to pay him ten

or twelve thousand pounds within these few years. She was not pretty,

and I suspect that the indefatigable Mr. A---- was (like all her

people) more attracted by her title than her charms. I regret very

much that I was present at the prologue to the happy state of

horse-whipping and black jobs, &c. &c.; but I could not foresee that

a man was to turn out mad, who had gone about the world for fifty

years, as competent to vote, and walk at large; nor did he seem to me

more insane than any other person going to be married.

"I have no objection to be acquainted with the Marquis Palavicini, if

he wishes it. Lately I have gone little into society, English or

foreign, for I had seen all that was worth seeing in the former

before I left England, and at the time of life when I was more

disposed to like it; and of the latter I had a sufficiency in the

first few years of my residence in Switzerland, chiefly at Madame de

Staël's, where I went sometimes, till I grew tired of _conversazioni_

and carnivals, with their appendages; and the bore is, that if you go

once, you are expected to be there daily, or rather nightly. I went

the round of the most noted soirées at Venice or elsewhere (where I

remained not any time) to the Benzona, and the Albrizzi, and the

Michelli, &c. &c. and to the Cardinals and the various potentates of

the Legation in Romagna, (that is, Ravenna,) and only receded for the

sake of quiet when I came into Tuscany. Besides, if I go into

society, I generally get, in the long run, into some scrape of some

kind or other, which don't occur in my solitude. However, I am pretty

well settled now, by time and temper, which is so far lucky, as it

prevents restlessness; but, as I said before, as an acquaintance of

yours, I will be ready and willing to know your friends. He may be a

sort of connection for aught I know; for a Palavicini, of _Bologna_,

I believe, married a distant relative of mine half a century ago. I

happen to know the fact, as he and his spouse had an annuity of five

hundred pounds on my uncle's property, which ceased at his demise;

though I recollect hearing they attempted, naturally enough, to make

it survive him. If I can do any thing for you here or elsewhere, pray

order, and be obeyed."

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