CHAPTER V

It was in vain that Madame Dupont sought to control her daughter-in-law.

Henriette was beside herself, frantic, she could not be brought to

listen to any one. She rushed into the other room, and when the older

woman followed her, shrieked out to be left alone. Afterwards, she fled

to her own room and barred herself in, and George and his mother waited

distractedly for hours until she should give some sign.

Would she kill herself, perhaps? Madame Dupont hovered on guard about

the door of the nursery for fear that the mother in her fit of insanity

might attempt some harm to her child.

The nurse had slunk away abashed when she saw the consequences of

her outburst. By the time she had got her belongings packed, she had

recovered her assurance. She wanted her five hundred; also she wanted

her wages and her railroad fare home. She wanted them at once, and she

would not leave until she got them. George and his mother, in the midst

of all their anguish of mind, had to go through a disgusting scene with

this coarse and angry woman.

They had no such sum of money in the house, and the nurse refused to

accept a check. She knew nothing about a check. It was so much paper,

and might be some trick that they were playing on her. She kept

repeating her old formula, “I am nothing but a poor country woman.” Nor

would she be contented with the promise that she would receive the money

the next day. She seemed to be afraid that if she left the house she

would be surrendering her claim. So at last the distracted George to

sally forth and obtain the cash from some tradesmen in the neighborhood.

The woman took her departure. They made her sign a receipt in full for

all claims and they strove to persuade themselves that this made them

safe; but in their hearts they had no real conviction of safety. What

was the woman’s signature, or her pledged word, against the cupidity of

her husband and relatives. Always she would have the dreadful secret

to hold over them, and so they would live under the shadow of possible

blackmail.

Later in the day Henriette sent for her mother-in-law. She was white,

her eyes were swollen with weeping, and she spoke in a voice choked with

sobs. She wished to return at once to her father’s home, and to take

little Gervaise with her. Madame Dupont cried out in horror at this

proposition, and argued and pleaded and wept--but all to no purpose. The

girl was immovable. She would not stay under her husband’s roof, and she

would take her child with her. It was her right, and no one could refuse

her.

The infant had been crying for hours, but that made no difference.

Henriette insisted that a cab should be called at once.

So she went back to the home of Monsieur Loches and told him the hideous

story. Never before in her life had she discussed such subjects with

any one, but now in her agitation she told her father all. As George had

declared to the doctor, Monsieur Loches was a person of violent temper;

at this revelation, at the sight of his daughter’s agony, he was almost

beside himself. His face turned purple, the veins stood out on his

forehead; a trembling seized him. He declared that he would kill

George--there was nothing else to do. Such a scoundrel should not be

permitted to live.

The effort which Henriette had to make to restrain him had a calming

effect upon herself. Bitter and indignant as she was, she did not want

George to be killed. She clung to her father, beseeching him to promise

her that he would not do such a thing; and all that day and evening she

watched him, unwilling to let him out of her sight.

There was a matter which claimed her immediate attention, and which

helped to withdraw them from the contemplation of their own sufferings.

The infant must be fed and cared for--the unhappy victim of other

people’s sins, whose life was now imperiled. A dry nurse must be found

at once, a nurse competent to take every precaution and give the

child every chance. This nurse must be informed of the nature of the

trouble--another matter which required a great deal of anxious thought.

That evening came Madame Dupont, tormented by anxiety about the child’s

welfare, and beseeching permission to help take care of it. It was

impossible to refuse such a request. Henriette could not endure to

see her, but the poor grandmother would come and sit for hours in the

nursery, watching the child and the nurse, in silent agony.

This continued for days, while poor George wandered about at home,

suffering such torment of mind as can hardly be imagined. Truly, in

these days he paid for his sins; he paid a thousand-fold in agonized and

impotent regret. He looked back upon the course of his life, and traced

one by one the acts which had led him and those he loved into this

nightmare of torment. He would have been willing to give his life if he

could have undone those acts. But avenging nature offered him no such

easy deliverance as that. We shudder as we read the grim words of the

Jehovah of the ancient Hebrews; and yet not all the learning of modern

times has availed to deliver us from the cruel decree, that the sins of

the fathers shall be visited upon the children.

George wrote notes to his wife, imploring her forgiveness. He poured

out all his agony and shame to her, begging her to see him just once, to

give him a chance to plead his defense. It was not much of a defense, to

be sure; it was only that he had done no worse than the others did--only

that he was a wretched victim of ignorance. But he loved her, he had

proven that he loved her, and he pleaded that for the sake of their

child she would forgive him.

When all this availed nothing, he went to see the doctor, whose advice

he had so shamefully neglected. He besought this man to intercede for

him--which the doctor, of course, refused to do. It was an extra-medical

matter, he said, and George was absurd to expect him to meddle in it.

But, as a matter of fact, the doctor had already been interceding--he

had gone farther in pleading George’s cause than he was willing to have

George know. For Monsieur Loches had paid him a visit--his purpose being

to ask the doctor to continue attendance upon the infant, and also

to give Henriette a certificate which she could use in her suit for a

divorce from her husband.

So inevitably there had been a discussion of the whole question between

the two men. The doctor had granted the first request, but refused the

second. In the first place, he said, there was a rule of professional

secrecy which would prevent him. And when the father-in-law requested

to know if the rule of professional secrecy compelled him to protect

a criminal against honest people, the doctor answered that even if

his ethics permitted it, he would still refuse the request. “I would

reproach myself forever,” he said, “if I had aided you to obtain such a

divorce.”

“Then,” cried the old man, vehemently, “because you profess such and

such theories, because the exercise of your profession makes you the

constant witness of such miseries--therefore it is necessary that my

daughter should continue to bear that man’s name all her life!”

The doctor answered, gently, “Sir, I understand and respect your grief.

But believe me, you are not in a state of mind to decide about these

matters now.”

“You are mistaken,” declared the other, controlling himself with an

effort. “I have been thinking about nothing else for days. I have

discussed it with my daughter, and she agrees with me. Surely, sir, you

cannot desire that my daughter should continue to live with a man who

has struck her so brutal, so cowardly, a blow.”

“If I refuse your request,” the doctor answered, “it is in the interest

of your daughter.” Then, seeing the other’s excitement returning, he

continued, “In your state of mind, Monsieur Loches, I know that you will

probably be abusing me before five minutes has passed. But that will not

trouble me. I have seen many cases. And since I have made the mistake

of letting myself be trapped into this discussion, I must explain to you

the reason for my attitude. You ask of me a certificate so that you may

prove in court that your son-in-law is afflicted with syphilis.”

“Precisely,” said the other.

“And have you not reflected upon this--that at the same time you will be

publicly attesting that your daughter has been exposed to the contagion?

With such an admission, an admission officially registered in the public

records, do you believe that she will find it easy to re-marry later

on?”

“She will never re-marry,” said the father.

“She says that today, but can you affirm that she will say the same

thing five years from now, ten years from now? I tell you you will

not obtain that divorce, because I will most certainly refuse you the

necessary certificate.”

“Then,” cried the other, “I will find other means of establishing

proofs. I will have the child examined by another doctor!”

The other answered. “Then you do not find that that poor little one has

been already sufficiently handicapped at the outset of its life? Your

granddaughter has a physical defect. Do you wish to add to that a

certificate of hereditary syphilis, which will follow her all her life?”

Monsieur Loches sprang from his chair. “You mean that if the victims

seek to defend themselves, they will be struck the harder! You mean that

the law gives me no weapon against a man who, knowing his condition,

takes a young girl, sound, trusting, innocent, and befouls her with the

result of his debauches--makes her the mother of a poor little creature,

whose future is such that those who love her the most do not know

whether they ought to pray for her life, or for her immediate

deliverance? Sir,” he continued, in his orator’s voice, “that man has

inflicted upon the woman he has married a supreme insult. He has made

her the victim of the most odious assault. He has degraded her--he has

brought her, so to speak, into contact with the woman of the streets. He

has created between her and that common woman I know not what mysterious

relationship. It is the poisoned blood of the prostitute which poisons

my daughter and her child; that abject creature, she lives, she lives in

us! She belongs to our family--he has given her a seat at our hearth! He

has soiled the imagination and the thoughts of my poor child, as he

has soiled her body. He has united forever in her soul the idea of

love which she has placed so high, with I know not what horrors of the

hospitals. He has tainted her in her dignity and her modesty, in her

love as well as in her baby. He has struck her down with physical and

moral decay, he has overwhelmed her with vileness. And yet the law is

such, the customs of society are such, that the woman cannot separate

herself from that man save by the aid of legal proceedings whose scandal

will fall upon herself and upon her child!”

Monsieur Loches had been pacing up and down the room as he spoke, and

now he clenched his fists in sudden fury.

“Very well! I will not address myself to the law. Since I learned the

truth I have been asking myself if it was not my duty to find that

monster and to put a bullet into his head, as one does to a mad dog. I

don’t know what weakness, what cowardice, has held me back, and decided

me to appeal to the law. Since the law will not protect me, I will seek

justice for myself. Perhaps his death will be a good warning for the

others!”

The doctor shrugged his shoulders, as if to say that this was no affair

of his and that he would not try to interfere. But he remarked, quietly:

“You will be tried for your life.”

“I shall be acquitted!” cried the other.

“Yes, but after a public revelation of all your miseries. You will make

the scandal greater, the miseries greater--that is all. And how do you

know but that on the morrow of your acquittal, you will find yourself

confronting another court, a higher and more severe one? How do you

know but that your daughter, seized at last by pity for the man you have

killed, will not demand to know by what right you have acted so, by what

right you have made an orphan of her child? How can you know but that

her child also may some day demand an accounting of you?”

Monsieur Loches let his hands fall, and stood, a picture of crushed

despair. “Tell me then,” he said, in a faint voice, “what ought I to

do?”

“Forgive!”

For a while the doctor sat looking at him. “Sir,” he said, at last,

“tell me one thing. You are inflexible; you feel you have the right to

be inflexible. But are you really so certain that it was not your duty,

once upon a time, to save your daughter from the possibility of such

misfortune?”

“What?” cried the other. “My duty? What do you mean?”

“I mean this, sir. When that marriage was being discussed, you certainly

took precautions to inform yourself about the financial condition of

your future son-in-law. You demanded that he should prove to you that

his stocks and bonds were actual value, listed on the exchange. Also,

you obtained some information about his character. In fact, you forgot

only one point, the most important of all--that was, to inquire if he

was in good health. You never did that.”

The father-in-law’s voice had become faint. “No,” he said.

“But why not?”

“Because that is not the custom.”

“Very well, but that ought to be the custom. Surely the father of a

family, before he gives his daughter to a man, should take as much

precaution as a business concern which accepts an employee.”

“You are right,” was the reply, “there should be a law.” The man spoke

as a deputy, having authority in these matters.

But the doctor cried, “No, no, sir! Do not make a new law. We have

too many already. There is no need of it. It would suffice that people

should know a little better what syphilis is. The custom would establish

itself very quickly for a suitor to add to all the other documents

which he presents, a certificate of a doctor, as proof that he could

be received into a family without bringing a pestilence with him. That

would be very simple. Once let the custom be established, then the

suitor would go to the doctor for a certificate of health, just as he

goes to the priest for a certificate that he has confessed; and by that

means you would prevent a great deal of suffering in the world. Or let

me put it another way, sir. Nowadays, before you conclude a marriage,

you get the lawyers of the two families together. It would be of at

least equal importance to get their two doctors together. You see, sir,

your inquiry concerning your son-in-law was far from complete. So your

daughter may fairly ask you, why you, being a man, being a father who

ought to know these things, did not take as much care of her health as

you took of her fortune. So it is, sir, that I say to you, forgive!”

But Monsieur Loches said again, “Never!”

And again the doctor sat and watched him for a minute. “Come, sir,” he

began, finally, “since it is necessary to employ the last argument, I

will do so. To be so severe and so pitiless--are you yourself without

sin?”

The other answered, “I have never had a shameful disease.”

“I do not ask you that,” interrupted the doctor. “I ask you if you have

never exposed yourself to the chance of having it.” And then, reading

the other’s face, he went on, in a tone of quiet certainty. “Yes, you

have exposed yourself. Then, sir, it was not virtue that you had; it

was good fortune. That is one of the things which exasperate me the

most--that term ‘shameful disease’ which you have just used. Like all

other diseases, that is one of our misfortunes, and it is never shameful

to be unfortunate--even if one has deserved it.” The doctor paused,

and then with some excitement he went on: “Come, sir, come, we must

understand each other. Among men the most exacting, among those who with

their middle-class prudery dare not pronounce the name of syphilis,

or who make the most terrifying faces, the most disgusted, when they

consent to speak of it--who regard the syphilitic as sinners--I should

wish to know how many there are who have never exposed themselves to a

similar misadventure. They and they alone have the right to speak. How

many are there? Among a thousand men, are there four? Very well, then.

Excepting those four, between all the rest and the syphilitic there is

nothing but the difference of chance.”

There came into the doctor’s voice at this moment a note of intense

feeling; for these were matters of which evidence came to him every day.

“I tell you, sir, that such people are deserving of sympathy, because

they are suffering. If they have committed a fault, they have at least

the plea that they are expiating it. No, sir, let me hear no more of

that hypocrisy. Recall your own youth, sir. That which afflicts your

son-in-law, you have deserved it just as much as he--more than he,

perhaps. Therefore, have pity on him; have for him the toleration which

the unpunished criminal ought to have for the criminal less fortunate

than himself upon whom the penalty has fallen. Is that not so?”

Monsieur Loches had been listening to this discourse with the feeling of

a thief before the bar. There was nothing that he could answer. “Sir,”

he stammered, “as you present this thing to me--”

“But am I not right?” insisted the doctor.

“Perhaps you are,” the other admitted. “But--I cannot say all that to my

daughter, to persuade her to go back to her husband.”

“You can give her other arguments,” was the answer.

“What arguments, in God’s name?”

“There is no lack of them. You will say to her that a separation would

be a misfortune for all; that her husband is the only one in the world

who would be devoted enough to help her save her child. You will say to

her that out of the ruins of her first happiness she can build herself

another structure, far stronger. And, sir, you will add to that whatever

your good heart may suggest--and we will arrange so that the next child

of the pair shall be sound and vigorous.”

Monsieur Loches received this announcement with the same surprise that

George himself had manifested. “Is that possible?” he asked.

The doctor cried: “Yes, yes, yes--a thousand times yes! There is a

phrase which I repeat on every occasion, and which I would wish to post

upon the walls. It is that syphilis is an imperious mistress, who only

demands that one should recognize her power. She is terrible for

those who think her insignificant, and gentle with those who know how

dangerous she is. You know that kind of mistress--who is only vexed when

she is neglected. You may tell this to your daughter--you will restore

her to the arms of her husband, from whom she has no longer anything

to fear, and I will guarantee that you will be a happy grandfather two

years from now.”

Monsieur Loches at last showed that he was weakened in his resolution.

“Doctor,” he said, “I do not know that I can ever go so far as

forgiveness, but I promise you that I will do no irreparable act, and

that I will not oppose a reconciliation if after the lapse of some

time--I cannot venture to say how long--my poor child should make up her

mind to a reconciliation.”

“Very good,” said the other. “But let me add this: If you have another

daughter, take care to avoid the fault which you committed when you

married off the first.”

“But,” said the old man, “I did not know.”

“Ah, surely!” cried the other. “You did not know! You are a father, and

you did not know! You are a deputy, you have assumed the responsibility

and the honor of making our laws--and you did not know! You are ignorant

about syphilis, just as you probably are ignorant about alcoholism and

tuberculosis.”

“No,” exclaimed the other, quickly.

“Very well,” said the doctor, “I will leave you out, if you wish. I am

talking of the others, the five hundred, and I don’t know how many

more, who are there in the Chamber of Deputies, and who call themselves

representatives of the people. They are not able to find a single hour

to discuss these three cruel gods, to which egotism and indifference

make every day such frightful human sacrifices. They have not sufficient

leisure to combat this ferocious trinity, which destroys every day

thousands of lives. Alcoholism! It would be necessary to forbid the

manufacture of poisons, and to restrict the number of licenses; but as

one has fear of the great distillers, who are rich and powerful, and of

the little dealers, who are the masters of universal suffrage, one

puts one’s conscience to sleep by lamenting the immorality of

the working-class, and publishing little pamphlets and sermons.

Imbeciles!...Tuberculosis! Everybody knows the true remedy, which would

be the paying of sufficient wages, and the tearing down of the filthy

tenements into which the laborers are packed--those who are the most

useful and the most unfortunate among our population! But needless to

say, no one wants that remedy, so we go round begging the workingmen not

to spit on the sidewalks. Wonderful! But syphilis--why do you not occupy

yourself with that? Why, since you have ministers whose duty it is to

attend to all sorts of things, do you not have a minister to attend to

the public health?”

“My dear Doctor,” responded Monsieur Loches, “you fall into the French

habit of considering the government as the cause of all evils. Show us

the way, you learned gentlemen! Since that is a matter about which you

are informed, and we are ignorant, begin by telling us what measures you

believe to be necessary.”

“Ah, ah!” exclaimed the other. “That’s fine, indeed! It was about

eighteen years ago that a project of that nature, worked out by the

Academy of Medicine, and approved by it UNANIMOUSLY, was sent to the

proper minister. We have not yet heard his reply.”

“You really believe,” inquired Monsieur Loches, in some bewilderment,

“you believe that there are some measures--”

“Sir,” broke in the doctor, “before we get though, you are going to

suggest some measures yourself. Let me tell you what happened today.

When I received your card I did not know that you were the father-in-law

of George Dupont. I say that you were a deputy, and I thought that you

wanted to get some information about these matters. There was a woman

patient waiting to see me, and I kept her in my waiting-room--saying to

myself, This is just the sort of person that our deputies ought to talk

to.”

The doctor paused for a moment, then continued: “Be reassured, I will

take care of your nerves. This patient has no trouble that is apparent

to the eye. She is simply an illustration of the argument I have been

advancing--that our worst enemy is ignorance. Ignorance--you understand

me? Since I have got you here, sir, I am going to hold you until I have

managed to cure a little of your ignorance! For I tell you, sir, it is

a thing which drives me to distraction--we MUST do something about these

conditions! Take this case, for example. Here is a woman who is very

seriously infected. I told her--well, wait; you shall see for yourself.”

The doctor went to the door and summoned into the room a woman whom

Monsieur Loches had noticed waiting there. She was verging on old age,

small, frail, and ill-nourished in appearance, poorly dressed, and yet

with a suggestion of refinement about her. She stood near the door,

twisting her hands together nervously, and shrinking from the gaze of

the strange gentleman. The doctor began in an angry voice. “Did I not

tell you to come and see me once every eight days? Is that not true?”

The woman answered, in a faint voice, “Yes, sir.”

“Well,” he exclaimed, “and how long has it been since you were here?”

“Three months, sir.”

“Three months! And you believe that I can take care of you under such

conditions? I give you up! Do you understand? You discourage me, you

discourage me.” There was a pause. Then, seeing the woman’s suffering,

he began, in a gentler tone, “Come now, what is the reason that you

have not come? Didn’t you know that you have a serious disease--most

serious?”

“Oh, yes, sir,” replied the woman, “I know that very well--since my

husband died of it.”

The doctor’s voice bore once again its note of pity. “Your husband died

of it?”

“Yes, sir.”

“He took no care of himself?”

“No, sir.”

“And was not that a warning to you?”

“Doctor,” the woman replied, “I would ask nothing better than to come as

often as you told me, but the cost is too great.”

“How--what cost? You were coming to my free clinic.”

“Yes, sir,” replied the woman, “but that’s during working hours, and

then it is a long way from home. There are so many sick people, and I

have to wait my turn, It is in the morning--sometimes I lose a whole

day--and then my employer is annoyed, and he threatens to turn me off.

It is things like that that keep people from coming, until they dare not

put it off any longer. Then, too, sir--” the woman stopped, hesitating.

“Well,” demanded the doctor.

“Oh, nothing, sir,” she stammered. “You have been too good to me

already.”

“Go on,” commanded the other. “Tell me.”

“Well,” murmured the woman, “I know I ought not to put on airs, but you

see I have not always been so poor. Before my husband’s misfortune,

we were well fixed. So you see, I have a little pride. I have always

managed to take care of myself. I am not a woman of the streets, and to

stand around like that, with everybody else, to be obliged to tell

all one’s miseries out loud before the world! I am wrong, I know it

perfectly well; I argue with myself--but all the same, it’s hard, sir; I

assure you, it is truly hard.”

“Poor woman!” said the doctor; and for a while there was a silence. Then

he asked: “It was your husband who brought you the disease?”

“Yes, sir,” was the reply. “Everything which happened to us came from

him. We were living in the country when he got the disease. He went half

crazy. He no longer knew how to manage his affairs. He gave orders here

and there for considerable sums. We were not able to find the money.”

“Why did he not undergo treatment?”

“He didn’t know then. We were sold out, and we came to Paris. But we

hadn’t a penny. He decided to go to the hospital for treatment.”

“And then?”

“Why, they looked him over, but they refused him any medicine.”

“How was that?”

“Because we had been in Paris only three months. If one hasn’t been a

resident six months, one has no right to free medicine.”

“Is that true?” broke in Monsieur Loches quickly.

“Yes,” said the doctor, “that’s the rule.”

“So you see,” said the woman, “it was not our fault.”

“You never had children?” inquired the doctor.

“I was never able to bring one to birth,” was the answer. “My husband

was taken just at the beginning of our marriage--it was while he

was serving in the army. You know, sir--there are women about the

garrisons--” She stopped, and there was a long silence.

“Come,” said the doctor, “that’s all right. I will arrange it with you.

You can come here to my office, and you can come on Sunday mornings.”

And as the poor creature started to express her gratitude, he slipped a

coin into her hand. “Come, come; take it,” he said gruffly. “You are not

going to play proud with me. No, no, I have no time to listen to you.

Hush!” And he pushed her out of the door.

Then he turned to the deputy. “You heard her story, sir,” he said. “Her

husband was serving his time in the army; it was you law-makers who

compelled him to do that. And there are women about the garrisons--you

heard how her voice trembled as she said that? Take my advice, sir, and

look up the statistics as to the prevalence of this disease among our

soldiers. Come to some of my clinics, and let me introduce you to other

social types. You don’t care very much about soldiers, perhaps--they

belong to the lower classes, and you think of them as rough men. But let

me show you what is going on among our college students--among the men

our daughters are some day to marry. Let me show you the women who prey

upon them! Perhaps, who knows--I can show you the very woman who was the

cause of all the misery in your own family!”

And as Monsieur Loches rose from his chair, the doctor came to him and

took him by the hand. “Promise me, sir,” he said, earnestly, “that you

will come back and let me teach you more about these matters. It is a

chance that I must not let go--the first time in my life that I ever got

hold of a real live deputy! Come and make a study of this subject, and

let us try to work out some sensible plan, and get seriously to work to

remedy these frightful evils!”

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