CHAPTER XV.

Cosmus, Duke of Florence, had a desperate saying against perfidious or

neglecting friends, as if those wrongs were unpardonable. “You shall

read,” saith he, “that we are commanded to forgive our enemies, but

you never read that we are commanded to forgive our friends.” But yet

the spirit of Job was in a better tune: “Shall we,” saith he, “take

good at God’s hands, and not be content to take evil also?” and so

of friends in proportion. This is certain, that a man that studieth

revenge, keeps his own wounds green, which otherwise would heal and do

well.—LORD BACON.

Redeemer, heal his heart! It is the grief

Which festers there that hath bewildered him.

SOUTHEY’_s Roderick_.

The events of the morning had been so sudden and so bewildering, that

Ellen scarcely comprehended what was happening. The knowledge that she

was again to be brought into the presence of Cresford, was the one

idea that possessed her mind. “What does he want me for? What am I to

say to him, father? What is this to lead to?”

“I scarcely know, my child. You have nothing to do but to answer the

truth. Your conduct has been irreproachable. You have nothing to blush

for.”

“Oh, how I dread meeting those eyes again! Keep close to me, father.”

They arrived. Ellen, pale and trembling, was supported by her father

into the hall. They were instantly shown into Mr. Turnbull’s study,

where he waited to receive them. He offered Ellen a seat. There was a

dignity in her timidity that awed, while it excited compassion; and

Mr. Turnbull, though a plain matter-of-fact man, treated her with more

polite deference than usually appeared in his manner towards women.

“I believe,” he said, “I must now summon Mr. Cresford, that he may go

through the form of his deposition.”

Ellen bowed assent, and trembled through every limb. But she kept her

eyes on the ground, and moved not. Cresford entered,—she did not stir.

As he approached the table, he gazed on her, though it was rather in

triumph than in love; but her veil was down, her bonnet tied close,

her form enveloped in a cloak. The oath was administered. Mr. Turnbull

said:—

“I believe, madam, you must for a moment remove your veil, that the

complainant may identify you.”

Ellen drew it aside, and turned on him her pale, sad face; but still

she raised not her eyes. Cresford advanced a step towards the table, to

take the Bible, and to swear that the prisoner was Ellen Cresford, his

wife. She instinctively seized her father’s arm, and sheltered herself

behind him.

Cresford showed his marriage certificate. The servant who had formerly

lived with him, and the clerk of * * * *, were present to prove the

celebration of the marriage. He then produced the extract from the

Longbury register.

Mr. Turnbull asked Ellen what she had to say in reply. In a faint

voice, she answered “Nothing!” She had but one absorbing feeling—that

of bringing this painful interview to a close. But Captain Wareham

interposed.

“I cannot allow this cruel and unjust statement to be made, without

simply mentioning the circumstances under which my daughter’s second

marriage was contracted. Mr. Cresford chose to publish an account

of his own death—he chose to enact his own funeral—his friends

and relations mourned him as dead. Two years and two months after

the receipt of the paper containing this account of his decease, my

daughter contracted a second marriage. Should any man in justice, in

honour, prosecute such a case?”

“Certainly not,” was Mr. Turnbull’s concise reply. He looked at

Cresford: “Do you wish me, sir, to proceed?—it is yet time to pause.

You will no longer be at liberty to retract. If I make out the

commitment, you are bound over to prosecute.”

“I know it, sir! It is my intention so to do.”

“Madam, my duty is a painful one, but I must proceed according to

the provisions of the Act!” and Mr. Turnbull drew out the warrant of

commitment; at the same time he informed the constable that he would

himself attend that evening, with a brother magistrate, to admit her to

bail; and that he authorised him to conduct her back to her own house,

there to await his arrival, rather than at the county gaol.

“Father, father! I am not to be taken to prison! Impossible! He cannot

mean to bring such disgrace upon the mother of his children?”

“My dear madam, I will attend you at your own house: as the presence

of two magistrates is necessary, I will bring Sir John Staples with

me. Captain Wareham can then give us bail for your appearance at the

ensuing assizes.”

“The assizes! Oh! he cannot be in earnest! This is too, too cruel!

Drag me before the eyes of the whole county! blazon our misery, and

our shame to the world! bring upon us the mockery of the coarse and

the unfeeling mob! Oh, Charles! what have I done to deserve this?” She

burst into an agony of tears.

“What have you done? Have you not blasted my happiness, broken my

heart, and maddened my brain?—and she asks what she has done!” he

added, turning round to those present, with a wild and fearful laugh.

Mr. Turnbull hastened to bring the scene to a close, and lost no

time in leading poor Ellen back to her hack chaise. He almost turned

Cresford from the door, and instantly galloped off himself in search of

Sir John Staples, to proceed with him to Captain Wareham’s house, and

there to admit Ellen to bail, that, at least, she might thus be spared

one painful and ignominious part of what she was doomed to endure.

Ellen threw herself, sobbing and weeping, into the corner of the

carriage.

“So I am to be tried, father—tried for bigamy, I suppose! Oh! have

mercy Heaven! tried like a common malefactor! placed at the bar, with

all the lawyers to look at me; and the dirty mob to laugh, and bandy

jests upon me! Oh! I never, never thought of this! And must it be? Is

there no escape?”

“Alas! alas! my poor Ellen, I know of none. There is no chance of

bringing Cresford to reason; every attempt to do so seems but to

incense him. I really think his intellects are affected,—he is

scarcely in his right senses.”

“I have done that!” she said, in a dejected tone. “It is not for me to

be too hard upon him.” After a pause of some length, she added, “And,

father—the punishment?”

“Oh, my child! do not think of that! no jury on earth can find you

guilty.”

“But I am guilty, father!—it is true I have committed the crime! I am

guilty of bigamy—though it is not my fault.”

“They will not condemn you.”

“But if they should? I should like to know the worst.”

“Why, under aggravated circumstances, the punishment may be

transportation for seven years; but they will never pass such a

sentence, so think no more of that.”

“I had rather it had been death,” she replied, in a quiet tone of

despair. After another pause she asked, “If I were to be transported,

would that annul my marriage? Should I be free?”

“No, my love, even that would not annul your marriage.”

“Perhaps it is best so. I am glad it would not: I would not mar his

glorious and honourable career in his own country. It is enough to have

the ruin of one fellow-creature on one’s conscience.” She spoke no more.

They arrived at home. In less than an hour Mr. Turnbull and Sir John

Staples arrived, and with them Lord Besville, whom Mr. Turnbull also

called upon, and who became bail, with Captain Wareham, for her

appearance at the assizes.

The constable was dismissed. Poor Will Pollard! Never had the law of

the land a more unwilling assistant in its execution. When he returned

to his cottage late in the evening, he threw down his hat on the table.

“Well,” he muttered to himself, “this has been the worst day’s job that

ever I had to do. I would not have such another, no—not to be justice

of the peace, and a squire to boot. Why,” he exclaimed in a louder

voice, and striking his fist on the table, “why, that fellow had no

more business to come back alive, after having sent word he was dead,

than I have to bring in my bills twice over! Shame upon him!”

It was some time before Peggy got at the rights of the case.

“So, ’tis her second husband as is her true love. Poor soul! Well, ’tis

very hard. Why ’tis almost worse than if it was her husband’s ghost

come to haunt her—not that I should any ways like to see the ghost of

my first lover Tom Hartrop, as was drowned off Ushant.”

Peggy had been a beauty, and was rather fond of talking of her first,

her second, her third, and her tenth lover. Will Pollard was in no mood

to listen, and, with a manner unusually surly, bade her, “hold her jaw,

and make haste with his supper.”

It was a sorrowful evening at Captain Wareham’s. Ellen retired early

to rest, or rather to weep. Captain Wareham sat up late preambulating

the small drawing-room, while the measured creaking of his shoes, and

periodical stamp of his foot, were heard by Ellen in her apartment

above, and by Matilda in hers, as they each passed the greater part of

the night in painful watching.

Ellen sat down to write to Algernon for the first time since she had

quitted his roof, and resumed the name of Cresford. To him she now

looked for succour. The cruelty of Cresford seemed to have widened the

breach between them, and to draw her irresistibly towards one whose

conduct throughout had been dictated by the very spirit of honour,

generosity, and tenderness.

She detailed to him all which had that day taken place. She told him

she was to be tried, publicly tried; that she must, in vindication

of her own fame, produce every proof that they had received the most

authentic accounts of Cresford’s death. She begged him to take every

means towards finding a copy of the newspaper containing the official

return of the deaths at Verdun. She begged him to inquire for Colonel

Eversham, and, if possible, to discover what had been the fate of

young Maitland, to whom Cresford had entrusted the letter which was to

apprize her of his plan.

“I write to you, Algernon,” she continued, “because I know you will

leave nothing unattempted to serve me, and to rescue me from the only

one additional misery which can now be heaped upon me—that of being

supposed to have sinned knowingly. Perhaps I may always have been

too much alive to the opinion of the world. Perhaps one ought to be

satisfied with knowing one’s intentions to have been innocent, and it

may be nobler to despise the idle gossip of those one neither loves

nor esteems; but my error, if it is one, is the safest for woman; and

you, who know that I would neither see you, nor correspond with you,

till I fancied the two years of my widowhood expired, can alone guess

what I feel at thus having my miserable history dragged before the

public. I have been stunned, annihilated by the blow. The idea of such

a consummation to my earthly woes never crossed my mind before. But now

my one only hope is at least to prove I sincerely believed myself free

when I gave myself to you,—that I did not wittingly involve you in the

misery which attends all in any way connected with me.

“You must secure for me the best lawyer. In short, I trust every

thing to you. This will be expensive; it has not been pride, but my

deference for that world before whom I am doomed to be degraded, which

has hitherto prevented my allowing you to contribute to my support.

I know full well that all you have might be mine; I know from my

own what your feelings are, and for this cause, for the cause of my

honour, I am ready to let you incur whatever expense may be necessary.

I write to you at once that not a moment may be lost. The assizes are

to be held the 20th of next month. If possible, discover the fate of

Maitland.—Adieu! I write no more—but you may communicate with my

father. May Heaven preserve you to be a blessing to all who are allowed

the happiness of belonging to you!

“Our child—oh, there is still one link which binds us together!—our

child is well and lovely.

ELLEN.”

Algernon, upon the receipt of this letter, was nearly frantic with

rage and indignation. If Cresford longed to find himself hand to hand

engaged with his rival, not less did Algernon burn to meet him in

mortal strife; but still Cresford would have been safe with him in a

desert, so closely did he cling to some distant hope of reunion with

Ellen.

Though he was wild with indignation at Cresford’s unmanly and cruel

revenge, there was a sense of relief to him in having a definite object

to pursue. He had hitherto remained in utter seclusion and inactivity.

He feared to injure or to distress her, by any measure he could take,

and he had lived the life of an anchorite, wandering among his own

woods, far from public business, useless alike to himself and to

others. At length he was roused to exertion, and, horrified as he was

at the image of his lovely, refined, delicate, shrinking Ellen being

exposed to the gaze of a public court, there was a comfort in being

actively employed in her behoof. He threw himself into his carriage to

fly to London, and there to begin the necessary inquiries.

He first drove to the house of the most eminent lawyer of the day,

to secure him as counsel. Cresford had been there before him. He had

retained him; and although he was so engaged that he did not attend

this circuit, he was effectually prevented from affording Algernon any

assistance. He proceeded to another, whose name stood high as a man of

overpowering eloquence, when he had justice on his side, although not

perhaps equally skilled in making the worse appear the better cause. He

found him free, and he was instantly retained.

He next repaired to the newspaper offices, and there having stated the

date and the title of the paper of which he was in want, they gave him

every hope of soon procuring it.

And now to find Colonel Eversham! He looked in the army-list. He

found the name. He proceeded to the Horse Guards. He there learned

that Colonel Eversham was with his regiment in Spain, having joined

the army under the command of Sir John Moore. He instantly applied

to the adjutant-general. He wrote to the military secretary of the

commander-in-chief. He explained the case, and implored that leave of

absence might be despatched to Colonel Eversham to quit his regiment,

and if possible to return to England before the 20th of the ensuing

month.

The most difficult point remained. Maitland! He had no clue whereby to

discover who or what Maitland was. The army-lists and navy-lists, for

the years 1801, 1802, 1803, were turned over and over again. No one

appeared whom he could make out to have been a _détenu_.

At length he thought of applying to the Court Guide, and of personally

calling at every house in London inhabited by any one of the name of

Maitland. He might by chance discover whether any relative had been a

_détenu_, and thus ascertain his fate.

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