CHAPTER XIV.

And sudden hurricanes sweep all around,

That strip the tender leaves, and whirl amain,

While dread convulsions heave the shuddering ground,

And rocks, and caves, with hollow moan complain;

For anger hight, the lord of this domain,

Who when he fondly deems the ruin brought

On others’ fame and fortunes, his dear gain,

Finds that his own destruction he hath wrought,

And on himself hath wreaked the vengeance that he sought.

_Manuscript Poem._

One other mode of vengeance Cresford was determined to pursue, namely,

to call out Mr. Hamilton. He returned to the hotel, and there he sat

down to write a challenge couched in language such as he thought must

goad any man to give him the satisfaction for which he pined.

Having from the red-book ascertained the direction to Mr. Hamilton’s

place, he sent it by the post, for there was no one to whom he could

apply on this emergency. He had not yet communicated with any of the

partners of his house; he had seen no one except Henry Wareham; he felt

that all living beings were his foes, and he therefore could not bring

himself to have recourse to any of those who formerly called themselves

his friends. He fancied he should only thereby expose himself to

meeting with fresh unkindness and want of sympathy.

When he had despatched his letter to Hamilton, he sent for his children

into the room where he was sitting. They came pale and frightened. He

tried to talk to them. He strove to adapt his conversation to their

age. He asked them how they liked London, whether they had walked in

the streets, and told them they should go to Kensington Gardens; but

his eye was wild, his manner fierce and hurried, and they scarcely

ventured to answer him. He soon sent them back to their attendant, his

feelings rather embittered than softened by the interview.

When he was able to fix his mind to the consideration of any subject,

he became aware that he ought to arrange something more proper and more

advantageous for them than their present mode of life, and he resolved,

provided he did not fall by the hand of Hamilton, to take a small house

in the immediate vicinity of London, where they might reside with

their _bonne_, who had been with them for some time, and where they

might also have the advantage of masters.

He impatiently awaited Hamilton’s answer. It came; and in the first

rage of disappointment he tore it into a thousand fragments. Hamilton

distinctly and positively refused to meet Mr. Cresford, and told him

that no taunts, no insults, should ever induce him to do so.

Cresford threw himself into a chaise, and in half an hour was on the

Portsmouth road. When he arrived within sight of Belhanger, he gave a

second letter to a messenger, and desired it to be instantly delivered

to Mr. Hamilton. In this he branded him with the name of coward, and

he flattered himself it was such as must secure to him the revenge he

coveted.

Dismissing his chaise, he approached the scene of Ellen’s former

happiness, and prowled around the precincts with redoubled feelings

of jealousy. The loveliness of the place excited his envy—the

venerable-looking manor house, the old oaks, the deer! Yet from these

things he gleaned a momentary consolation. Perhaps it was the splendour

of the connection that tempted her! But, oh no! the expression of her

countenance, when she said her whole heart, soul, and affections were

Algernon’s! Those words sounded again in his ears, and he longed to

find himself in mortal struggle with the man of whom she could so speak.

He hurried back to the inn, hoping his last letter must have provoked

an answer consonant to his wishes. He found an envelope containing his

own despatch unopened.

There was no further redress to be sought; and he had but to retrace

his steps to London, if possible more infuriated than before.

Algernon had not trusted himself to read this second letter. He had

resolved that no earthly power should tempt him to lift his hand

against her husband: he was determined to commit no act that would

place a barrier between himself and Ellen, which neither time nor

change of circumstances could remove. Cresford was mortal, as well as

himself or Ellen; and if, although he might wait till extreme old age,

there was a possibility of their ever being reunited, no act of his

should have rendered their reunion impracticable.

Cresford returned to London, and he quickly put into execution the plan

for the establishment of his children. It was necessary to enter into

something like an arrangement with his partners. As yet he had taken

no measures towards resuming his place among them; he had made himself

known to none of his old acquaintances; he had communicated with no

one, except those we have already mentioned.

But money now became necessary to him. He revisited the house, and

begged he might be immediately put in possession of his share of the

receipts. His place of residence became known, and many left their

names for him at the hotel; but even with the few whom he occasionally

saw, he preserved a moody silence—to none did he speak of his

misfortunes or of his intentions.

The only person whose house he frequented, was an old bachelor who had

been a friend of the family, who was his godfather, and who had taken

advantage of that sort of connection to lecture him, and to find fault

with him, when he was a boy. He had always disliked him, and why he

should now be the only person whose society he selected, was one of the

strange and unaccountable freaks of a mind ill at ease with itself, to

which the spectacle of content and cheerfulness is irksome, while it

finds a kind of relief in the contemplation of another equally joyless.

Sir Stephenson Smith had in his youth esteemed himself a man of

gallantry. He had never been handsome, but he had thought himself

insinuating; and he had been made a fool of by many a fair one of

his day. He had always professed to be on his guard against the

machinations of the sex; and, as he fancied, had preserved his liberty

up to the present day;—that is to say, he had been by turns the tyrant

and the slave, of any woman who had art and vice enough to think it

worth her while to dupe him. His conversation chiefly turned upon the

coldness and the heartlessness of women. To most others it would have

been a shocking sight; but Cresford found a strange satisfaction in

watching the blind and helpless old man, as he sat in his arm-chair,

surrounded by all the luxuries, which to him were of no avail, and

receiving, with querulous impatience, the attentions of a bustling

nurse, who, through evil report and good report, whether he was cross

or not, conscientiously did her duty by him, and quietly performed the

offices for which she was hired.

Cresford was one day paying Sir Stephenson his diurnal visit. He

had sat for some time in silence; his two hands rested upon his two

knees, his eyes looked vacantly, but fixedly, into the fire, when his

meditations were broken in upon by the peevish lamentations of the old

man.

“There! that tiresome woman has not given me my snuff-box!” and

his feeble, palsied hands, strayed over the table in search of the

snuff-box which was in his pocket. “She has no feeling for me! she does

not care whether I am comfortable or uncomfortable, as long as she gets

her money and her perquisites—that is the way of women! Talk of their

kindliness! They care for nothing but themselves. They can pretend to

care for one, when one is young and handsome—and when one has plenty

of money in one’s pocket too; but I never knew one of them who had a

grain of feeling! I have been a pretty fellow in my youth, and have had

as many women make love to me as my neighbours, but hang me, if any

one of them ever loved me for myself. There is this Sarah Purbeck, she

cares no more for me——”

“What an infatuation it is,” exclaimed Cresford, “which can make

us worship such fickle, heartless creatures! as variable as the

weathercock, which changes with every wind that blows! But that time is

past—I have awoke from my day-dream—I know what their love is worth

now!”

“Ay! and so do I, my boy. I never thought it worth much; and now I know

it is worth—nothing at all! However, if I have not given them much of

a heart-ache,” he added, laughing a feeble, old, cracked laugh, “they

have not given me much of a heart-ache either!”

“Do you think they are capable of loving truly and sincerely? Do you

think they can love, though you and I may have lived unloved?”

“Yes; they can love themselves, and their clothes, and their

opera-boxes, and, sometimes, some man they ought not to love.”

Cresford bit his lips, and knit his brows, and his fist lay clenched

upon the table. A long silence ensued. At length the old man fidgeted

about, rang the bell, and asked for his chocolate. He struck his watch:

it was five minutes past the hour. He scolded Mrs. Purbeck for her

inattention, and when she left the room, he said in a dejected tone—

“It is a sad thing to have nobody to care for one: that woman does not

love me. Perhaps, after all, if I had married, I might, in a wife, have

found an affectionate nurse.”

“Affection!” exclaimed Cresford—“affection in a wife! Have not I a

wife?—and have I met with affection?” He several times paced up and

down the apartment, and then hastily took his leave.

These visits did not tend to put him in good humour with human nature,

or with womankind: they still more soured and embittered his temper;

and when he had put his affairs in train, had resumed his situation as

partner, and measures had been taken for Henry Wareham’s withdrawal

from a concern in which he found himself frequently and painfully

brought in contact with Cresford, he left London, his mind fully made

up to pursue his unfortunate wife according to the rigour of the law.

He had ascertained from Mr. M‘Leod that the trial would take place

at the assizes of the county in which the second marriage had been

celebrated, the very one in which she at present resided. He took up

his abode in a neighbouring village. His first care was to obtain the

certificate of his own marriage at the cathedral church of ——. He

proceeded to procure that of the second marriage at Longbury, for which

purpose he sent to the minister of that place, a regular application

for the extract from the parish register.

Mr. Allenham had no option—he was obliged to comply; but he was

inexpressibly alarmed at the application, and lost no time in informing

Captain Wareham of the circumstance, while Caroline wearied herself in

conjectures, and hopes, and fears as to what Cresford might meditate.

This communication did not render Captain Wareham more easy and

comfortable in his mind; and although the kindness of his heart

prompted him to conceal his fears from Ellen, the additional weight

of care rendered him more than usually difficult to be pleased. The

Allenhams had returned to their own home soon after Ellen’s arrival,

and her two poor elder children having been removed, the last few

weeks had been passed in melancholy quiet. Still Matilda found her

task more than usually difficult, and she was so subdued herself by

the misfortunes of her sister, that she had no longer the buoyancy

of spirit which enabled her, half gaily, half resolutely, to bear up

against the daily worries of her father’s temper. To Ellen he never,

on any occasion, spoke with captiousness; but he often appeared

annoyed with the little Agnes, who was old enough to toddle about the

room, to pull away grandpapa’s toast, to stumble over his foot as it

was extended towards the fire, to frighten him lest she might fall

against the fender, and to do the hundred things which are charming and

attractive to those whose hearts are light, and who can give themselves

up to watching the graceful awkwardnesses, the winning _espiégleries_

of infancy, but which are inexpressibly wearisome when the mind is

oppressed with deep and serious care.

Ellen saw that her child, her only remaining child, was often

troublesome to her father, and she kept it out of the room as much as

possible. He was then vexed that the child should not be with them, and

his good-nature made him fear he might have hurt Ellen’s feelings.

Cresford having obtained the two certificates, now waited upon Mr.

Turnbull, a country gentleman and a magistrate, and producing the

two documents, informed him that he wished to indict his wife, Ellen

Cresford, for bigamy, and required him to issue a warrant for her

apprehension.

Mr. Turnbull, although not personally acquainted with the parties,

knew the respectability of their situations, and had heard under what

circumstances the second marriage had been contracted. He attempted

to dissuade Mr. Cresford from carrying matters to such an extremity;

to which Cresford sternly replied, as he had previously done to Mr.

M‘Leod’s remonstrances, that he did not apply to him for advice, that

he simply waited upon him to demand the performance of his duty as a

magistrate—that the case was clearly made out before him, and he was

not to counsel, but to act.

Mr. Turnbull, although he did so most unwillingly, had no choice but

to grant the desired warrant. It was with a feeling of triumph that

Cresford seized the paper, and, bowing to Mr. Turnbull, abruptly

quitted him, before he had time to adduce any arguments in favour of

delay.

Cresford proceeded to the county town, and delivering the warrant to

the constable, desired him to perform his duty.

It so happened, that the constable to whom he addressed himself, was

the very Will Pollard who had once lived as gardener with Captain

Wareham, and who had known Ellen from her childhood. He had inherited a

little money, and had set up for himself, as nurseryman and seedsman.

He stood aghast when the paper was placed in his hand, and declared in

round terms, that nothing should induce him to be the bearer of such a

thing, “to Miss Ellen that was.”

“Take back your paper, sir! If you are for taking the law of her, sir,

you must find somebody else—I’ll have nothing to say to it,” and he

shoved the paper back to Cresford in no very civil manner.

“You cannot help yourself,” Cresford replied with an exulting calmness.

“You must execute a magistrate’s warrant—you cannot help yourself.”

“I a’n’t bound to do such a thing as this?” asked Pollard the gardener,

of Simpson the shoemaker, who happened to be present.

“I don’t know what right you have to refuse,” answered Simpson, who was

a man of wisdom, and read all the newspapers.

Pollard hesitated. He had not long been established in a concern of his

own, he was new in office, and he looked up to Simpson for advice and

guidance: after having scratched his head, brushed his hat with his

sleeve, and pruned a thriving young shrub considerably more than it

required, he said,

“Maybe if ’tis to be done, I may be able to speak kinder to her than

another, and she always was partial to me from a child.” So he took the

paper and held it doubtingly and distrustfully in his hand. “No,” he

said, again scratching his head, “I don’t half like the job; you had

better get Mr. Clarke the carpenter, on the left-hand side, to do it

for you, sir. He is a constable as well as me.”

“Mr. Pollard, the law must have its course. You know that, as well as I

do. You had better take the warrant I have now given you, and bring the

person therein mentioned before the magistrate, as the law directs.”

“Well,” said Pollard, “what must be, must be, and it don’t signify

argufying. And when is it to be served?”

“To-day, sir! Now!” answered Cresford in a stentorian voice. “I expect

to meet you at Mr. Turnbull’s with—with the person specified in that

warrant, in your custody. In three hours I shall be there.”

Cresford departed, leaving poor Pollard perplexed and confounded. It

went against him sadly to do what was required of him. He turned in

his head how he might open the business to Miss Ellen “just easy like,

without putting her in a fluster;” and in the first place he resolved

to change his dress. “He wasn’t no ways tidy to appear before Captain

Wareham and his family. He would look clean and decent at least. He

would do nothing as was not respectful by the family.” So Pollard

retired to repair his toilette, feeling that he thereby softened the

blow which was hanging over poor Ellen.

His wife was surprised to see him all in his Sunday’s best.

“Why, what merry-making are you ever going to, Will?” said she: “is it

your club day?”

“No, ’tan’t my club day, woman; you know well enough that a’n’t till

next week?”

“Why, in the name of fortune, where are you going to, then? You are not

going to Tharford fair, sure!”

“No! I a’n’t going to no fair, nor no merry-making,” and he stood

brushing his hat round and round with the sleeve of his coat; “I am

going where I have no mind to go.”

“Why, Will, you quite fright me! You can’t have done any thing wrong?”

“No! But I’ve got a warrant to sarve.”

“Why, Lord bless us, this is not the first warrant you have had to

sarve! But I never knew you dress yourself out so fine to sarve a

warrant before,” and Peggy smiled.

“You would not laugh, if you knew who that warrant was made out

for—It’s for my Miss Ellen as you have heard me talk of, many and

many’s the time. She’s the one, as I’ve often told you, was as quick

up the ladder as I was myself—and such a one as she was to sow seeds!

and she could make cuttings almost as well as I could myself! Miss

Caroline, she was always for walking in the streets, and looking out

for the beaux, but Miss Ellen, she would hoe and rake for me all her

play-time, if they would let her.”

“A warrant for her, Will? You are dreaming.”

“No, I a’n’t; But hold you tongue, and mind your business. There’s no

good in prating—we must all do what is appointed us.”

Will marched out at the door with a tear called up by his own eloquence

gathering in his eye.

He proceeded to Captain Wareham’s. He knocked at the door.

“If you please, James,” said he, “if you please, I want to have a word

with Mrs. Hamilton—that is—Mrs. Cres—Miss Ellen that was—my Miss

Ellen.”

“Step in, Master Pollard, I’ll tell her directly.”

Pollard stood twirling his hat, and debating within himself how he was

to open his business, when James came back, and bade him walk up.

“Mrs. Cresford is alone—she bids us all say Mrs. Cresford now,” he

whispered; “she says there’s no use in standing out about a name,—and

yet she takes her letters every morning as if she did not half like to

touch them.”

Pollard entered the room where Ellen sat, meek and dejected, with

little Agnes in her lap playing at the table—she looked up with a

faint smile.

“I have not seen you a long time, Pollard; I hear you are become a

married man since you left my father.”

“Yes, ma’am, so I am, an’t please you.”

“I hope you are quite comfortable; I should have been to call on you,

but I have not been out lately.”

“Thank you, ma’am, all the same for thinking of me. ’Twould be a pride

and a pleasure to me, to show you how nice and comfortable I’ve got

every thing about me—but——”

“Speak out, Pollard; you are a very old friend: you were a great

play-mate of mine in my childhood. If you have any little favour to ask

of me, I shall be glad to do my best, though I am not quite so rich now

as I once was.” Her eyes dropped, and a paler hue stole over her cheek.

“No, ’tisn’t that, bless your kind heart, ’tisn’t that. I had rather by

half ask a favour of you, for I know ’twould be a pleasure to you to

grant it. But I’ve got a bit of paper here, ma’am. You see, ma’am, I’m

a constable, and they have put this upon me. They say as I must give

you this here bit of paper, and I scarce know what will come of it.”

Ellen received the paper from Pollard’s trembling hand, while with

the back of the other he brushed off a tear. She still thought some

misfortune had befallen his family,—that most likely it was a

petition,—and it took her some moments to collect her thoughts so as

to comprehend the full purport of the warrant.

The idea that she could be prosecuted for bigamy had never before

crossed her imagination. The misfortune of no longer being the wife

of Algernon, and the disgrace and shame of having lived with him for

two years, had completely occupied her whole soul. She had not been

able to imagine any misery beyond this. No one had ever hinted at

such a possibility, nor indeed had any one believed that Cresford,

however keenly he might himself suffer from the consequences of his

own imprudence, would have wreaked his useless vengeance upon his

unfortunate wife.

Ellen was thunder-struck! The poor constable begged her pardon,

entreated her to believe it was no fault of his; that he was bound to

obey the law. “We can’t help ourselves, ma’am; we must do what the law

directs,—them as have to execute the laws, and them as have to obey

them,—’tis all one for us both.”

Poor Ellen begged him to find her father, and to bid him come to her.

She was scared, frightened. She could not be more completely separated

from Algernon,—her children were already torn from her. She was,

therefore, simply, vaguely frightened.

Captain Wareham came. She gave him the paper. He guessed the purport

but too well, and turned deadly pale: “When is this summons to be

attended, Pollard?”

“Why, sir, Mr. Cresford said we must meet him at Squire Turnbull’s

in three hours from the time he was at my house, and that was at two

o’clock, just as I had done dinner.”

“Meet him! Am I to meet Mr. Cresford? Oh, father! any thing but that!”

“Dearest child, there is no avoiding it. You must exert all your

strength of mind: you must not give way. Mr. Turnbull is a good sort

of man, and there will be no one else present. Cresford is a brute, an

unmanly brute! If you could feel half as angry with him as I do, your

anger would give you strength to go through the interview.”

“I am too miserable to feel angry, father. Besides, I am sorry for

him:—I have made him very unhappy. I know what pain it is to be

separated from what one loves, even when one knows one is loved in

return. What am I to do, father?” she meekly added.

“The sooner we get this unpleasant business over, the better, my

dearest child. Go and put on your things; I will order a chaise

immediately.” He hurried Ellen out of the room; he longed to be for

a moment freed from her presence; he knew that this summons was the

prelude to a prosecution; he knew that the punishment of bigamy might

be transportation. Though he had no idea matters would ever be brought

to such an extremity, he felt awed and nervous in the extreme, and he

paced the apartment in the greatest agitation. Pollard stood still,

perplexed and grieved. “Get along, Pollard,” exclaimed Captain Wareham,

angrily; “can’t you wait down-stairs? Why do you stand here watching

me?” He rang the bell violently, and ordered the hack chaise to be

instantly procured.

Captain Wareham kept no carriage. Ellen had strictly conformed to her

father’s mode of life: she would not consent to live in splendour upon

the money Mr. Hamilton would fain have forced upon her.

The hack chaise came to the door. The lovely, the graceful Ellen, who,

as the wife of Mr. Cresford, had been used to all the luxuries of life,

and, as the wife of Algernon Hamilton, to all its refinements, ascended

the jingling steps, and, rustling through the straw, seated herself

at the farther corner of the narrow seat, while the constable of the

parish, mounted on the bar before, conveyed her like a common culprit

before the magistrate.

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