THE VISION OF A PROMISED LAND
As Mrs. Madden had said, "The kids that grow up better than their
folks go to the devil." Cecilia felt this at eleven, for she was all
of Johnny's mother, and the role was a difficult one. She had
learned to spat him and kiss him judiciously, and at the proper
times. She had learned to understand his marble games and to coax
him into attendance at Catechism.
Cecilia had begun to understand a great many things at eleven that
some of us never understand. One thing made learning easy for
her,--she loved so greatly that she was often submerged into the
loved, and so saw their viewpoint.
"Paw," said Cecilia. She had turned about on the piano stool, and
Jeremiah looked up from his paper. "Well?" he questioned.
"I been thinking," she said, "that it would be genteel to ask the
priest to supper. It ain't as though we hadn't a hired girl to do
fer us, an' it would be polite."
"That's so, that's so," said Jeremiah. He laid aside his paper.
"You're like your maw," he added. Cecilia knew he was pleased. She
smiled happily.
"An' have ice-cream?" suggested the interested Jeremiah.
"Yes," said Cecilia, "an' chicken, an' fried potatoes, an' waffles,
an' of course pie, an' biscuits, an' suchlike. I'd like to entertain
Father McGowan, he's been good to us."
"Yes," answered Jeremiah. They were both silent. The vision of an
overcrowded and smelling flat had come to sober them. Also the
memory that always went with it.... "Play me 'The Shepherd Boy,'"
said Jeremiah. He closed his eyes while Cecilia banged it out in
very uneven tempo, owing to difficulties in the bass.
Johnny came in. He sat down on a lounge covered with a green and red
striped cloth. He looked at Jeremiah with a supercilious expression.
"The other fellahs' fathers wears their shoes in the house," he
stated coldly. "The Shepherd Boy" stopped suddenly. Cecilia went
toward the "parlor." "Johnny!" she called on reaching it. Johnny
followed meekly. The parlor was the torture chamber. When he went
in Cecilia put her hands on his shoulders.
"Johnny," she said in her gentle little way. "Um?" he answered,
wriggling beneath her hands.
"Johnny," she repeated, "it ain't polite to call down your paw."
"But Celie," objected John, "he ain't like the other fellahs'
fathers. They wears collars an' shoes, _all_ the time."
"I know, dear," said Cecilia. "I know, but it ain't polite to call
down your paw, an' nothing can make it so."
"Aw right," answered John sullenly. Cecilia leaned over and kissed
him. John didn't mind, "none of the fellahs being around." He went
back to the living room. Jeremiah had put on his shoes. He looked
at Johnny, awaiting his approval.
"An' Norah," said Cecilia, excited to the point of hysteria, "you see
that I get the plate with the crack in it, an' the glass with the
piece outa it."
"Sure, I will," answered Norah. "Now go 'long."
Cecilia went to the dining room. They were going to eat there,
because they were going to have company. Norah was not going to sit
down with them either. It was to be most formal and "elegant."
And now for the decorations. Cecilia put on two candlesticks, each
at a corner of the table. They did not match, but why be particular?
Then she took a bunch of peonies, and, removing all foliage, jammed
them tightly in a vase that had the shape of a petrified fibroid
growth, and had accumulated gilt, and a seascape for decoration.
"It looks bare," said Cecilia. She went to her room and brought out
a new hair-ribbon, worn only twice. She unearthed this from below a
hat trimmed with pink roses. The hat was gorgeous and beautiful, but
she could not wear it.... Looking on "bunnits with pink roses on
'em" always made her a little sick. The hair-ribbon was tied around
the vase in a huge bow. Cecilia stood off to admire.
"Norah!" she called.
Norah appeared. "Ain't that grand?" she commented. "Now ain't it?"
"Well," answered Cecilia, "I don't care if I do say it, I think it's
pretty swell! Norah, you use the blue glass butter dish, won't you?"
"Sure," answered Norah, and then with mutters of waffle batter, she
disappeared. Cecilia stood a moment longer looking at the table in
all its beauty. The plates were upside down. Napkins (that all
matched) stood upright in tumblers. The knives and forks were
crossed in what was to Cecilia the most artistic angle.
"It's grand!" she said with a little catch in her breath. "Just
_swell_!" Then with a backward glance, she vanished. "I hope paw'll
like it," she muttered as she went upstairs.
Father McGowan was a charming guest. He looked at the decorations
and then on the small Cecilia with softened eyes: "Now I'll bet you
fixed this beautiful table!" he said. Cecilia nodded, speechless.
She drew a long, shaky breath. Life was so beautiful.... Father
McGowan put his hand on her curls. (She sat next to him at the
table.) His touch was very gentle.
"Good little woman?" inquired the priest of Jeremiah.
"She's maw and all to all of us," answered Jeremiah. There was a
silence while they ate.
"This chicken," said Father McGowan, "is fine!"
"It's too brown, I'm afraid," answered Cecilia with the deprecatory
attitude proper while speaking of one's own food. Her father looked
at her with pride. The priest's eyes twinkled.
"Paw," said Cecilia, leaning across the table and putting her hand on
her father's, "tell Father McGowan how yuh hit the boss on the ear
with the brick." Jeremiah sat back in his chair, first laying his
knife and fork with the eating ends on the plate and the others on
the cloth. He drew a long breath and told a long tale, at which the
priest laughed heartily. He ended it thus: "An' I sez, 'I ain't
_dee_pendent on no man. Yuh can do yer own brick layin' an' here's
one to start with!'" With that Jerry had hit him on the ear. It was
a dramatic tale, and one which made Cecilia swell with pride over a
wonderful paw!
The priest leaned across the table. "Have you a patent protection on
those bricks?" he asked.
"Why, no," answered Jeremiah. The priest talked long and fast.
Cecilia could not understand all of what he said, but he mentioned
unusual qualities of Jeremiah's product. His own knowledge of such
things came through a brother in the same business. The necessity of
a little risk and a big push. He talked loudly, and excitedly. He
mentioned Cecilia and John as the incentive to gain.... He spoke of
what he knew to be true of Jeremiah's product. Jeremiah sat very
silent. If what the priest said were true! They went to the living
room, where, over a pitcher of beer, there was more talk,
incomprehensible to Cecilia.
Then the priest smiled, and said: "All right, Jerry. In five years
you'll be a millionaire. Now, Cecilia, I want to hear a piece."
Cecilia sat down to play "The Shepherd Boy." Her fingers trembled so
that it wasn't as good as usual, but the priest was pleased. Then
she left, and wiped the rest of the dishes for Norah. Norah said
that the priest was a "swell talker" and that she hadn't minded the
extra work.
Cecilia went up to bed very happy. She slipped out of her pink silk
dress and hung it in the closet. As she reached up, a hat, all over
bobbing roses, slid from the closet shelf to the floor. Cecilia's
smile faded. She put it back, and shut the door.