I.--HOW SHE WENT OUT

Mary Robertson's brave fight to bring up her orphaned grandchildren had

won her the silent respect of the Glen, and when it was reported that

Lily had obtained a place in London, and would leave in three weeks, the

fathers gave themselves to the incident on all its sides.

“Nae wumman in the pairish hes dune her duty better than Mary,” said

Drumsheugh, with authority. “She's been an example tae every man o's.

It's auchteen year laist Martinmas sin' her dochter's man ran aff and

his puir wife came hame tae dee, leavin' her mother wi' the chairge o'

sax young bairns. Ye canna dae't withoot help, Mary,' says I tae her:

'ye 'ill need a bit allooance frae the pairish, an' a 'll get it for ye

next Boord. A shilling a week ilka bairn 'ill gang a lang wy in yir

hands.'

“'Thank ye, Drumsheugh.' She wes standing at her gate, and drew herself

up straicht. 'An' a' the neeburs hev been freendly; but? there's never

been ane o' ma bluid on the pairish, an' there never wull be sae lang as

the Almichty leaves me ma reason and twa airms.

“'Mary had a puir life o't, an' she deed o' the disgrace her man pit

on her. “A'm gaein' awa,” she said tae me, “an' a've juist ae thing tae

ask, mither; dinna lat the bairns gae on the pairish; bring them up tae

wark and tae respeck themsels.” A' gied her ma word, an' a 'll keep it.'

She lookit graund, fouks,” wound up Drumsheugh.

“She's rael Drumtochty, is Mary,” remarked Jamie Soutar; “for doonricht

pride an' thraun-ness ye 'ill no get their marra in Scotland. What for

did she no tak the allooance? She wud hae been a gude few notes the

better a' thae years: mony an 'oor's wark she micht hae spared hersel'.

“Noo gin Mary hed been a wumman wi' a proper speerit o' humility and

kent her place, she wud hae gruppit a' she cud get, and beggit frae

the neeburs, an' gotten on better than ever. But if she didna sit up

at nicht makin' the bairns' claithes, and wark in the fields a' day tae

earn their schuling, an' a' tae keep her independence, as they ca't.

A 've seen Mary come intae kirk wi' the sax bairns afore her, an'

she cudna hae cairried her head higher hed she been the Coontess o'

Kilspindie.

“A'm judgin' this kind o' speerit's in the verra air o' the Glen, for

there's juist twa auld weemen on the pairish; ane o' them's blind, the

ither's had a stroke; naither o' them hes a freend, an' baith o' them

murn every day they canna wark.”

“Mary's an able wumman,” broke in Hillocks, who was much given to

practical detail; “a've seen her hens layin' in the dead o' winter, and

she hed a coo, a' mind, 'at gied half as muckle milk again as ony coo

in oor toon. As for plannin' she got ma Sunday blacks when they were gey

far through wi't, an' gin she didna juist mak a jacket for Chairlie 'at

did him for ten year; a'm dootin' she hes tae pay for him yet: he's no

the help he micht hae been as far as a' can mak oot; eh, Drumsheugh?”

“Gin it wesna for him daein' naethin' and livin' on his faimily,

Hillocks, Lily micht stay wi' her grannie, an' keep Mary comfortable in

her auld age. But they aye cover him, baith his grannie and his sister,

till ye wud think there wes never a better-daein' lad gied oot o'

the Glen. Whatever they say among themsels, they 'ill no say a word

ootside.”

What they did say in Mary Robertson's cottage that evening was sad

enough.

“Weel, weel, lassie, there wes sax tae begin wi', an' twa died o' the

dipthery--eh, but Doctor Maclure wes kind that time--and twa mairried

and gied awa, an' Chairlie... in Ameriky, an' there's juist yersel left,

and I wes trustin' ye wud stay wi' yir auld grannie an' close her een.”

“Dinna speak that foolish wy, grannie,” but Lily's voice had a break in

it. “Ye 're lookin' fresher than mony a young wumman, an' ye ken a'm tae

get hame at a time, maybe ilka three year.”

“It's a lang road, Lily, tae Lunnon, an' ill tae traivel; a' may be dead

and buried afore ye come back, an' a 'll be terrible lonely, juist like

a bird when the young anes are ta'en awa.”

“Gin ye say anither word a 'll fling up ma place, an' never gang in tae

service ava; it's no ma wush tae leave the Glen an' gang sae far frae

hame. But we maun py the man in Muirtown what Chairlie borrowed, else

oor name 'ill be disgraced.”

“It's disgraced eneuch already with sic a useless fellow; he's his

faither ower again--a fair face, a weel-dressed back, a cunning tongue,

an' a fause heart. There's no a drop o' Robertson bluid in him, lassie;

there's times a' wish he was dead,” and Mary's voice trembled with

passion.

“Wisht, wisht, grannie; he's mither's only son, an' she wes prood o'

him, a've heard ye say, an' he 'ill maybe mend; div ye ken a' wes juist

imaginin' that he set tae work and githered a lot o' siller, an' paid

back a' ye hae dune for him.

“Ye 'ill no be angry, but a' telt Marget Hoo ae day aboot oor tribble

an' ma houp o' Chairlie--for ye canna look at Marget an' no want tae

unburden yersel--an' she said, 'Dinna be ashamed o' yir dreams, Lily;

they 'ill a' come true some day, for we canna think better than God wull

dae.'”

“Marget Hoo is nearer the heart o' things than onybody in the Glen, an'

a'm prayin' she may be richt. Get the bukes; it's time for oor readin'.”

And Mary asked that “the heart o' him that wes far awa micht be turned

tae gudeness, an' that he micht be a kind brother to his sister.”

No girl had gone to service in London before, and the Glen took a

general interest in Lily's outfit. The wricht made her kist of sound,

well-seasoned wood, and the Glen, looking in from time to time, highly

approved of its strength and security. Sandie was particularly proud

of an inner compartment which he had contrived with much ingenuity, and

which was secured by a padlock whose key defied imitation.

“Noo, you see, if ony ill-conditioned wratch got intae the kist, he

micht get a goon or a jaicket, but he wudna be able tae titch her

siller. Na, na, what she wins she keeps; ma certes, that boxie 'ill beat

them.”

“Ye ken what ye're aboot, wricht,” said Hillocks, who felt that one

going to distant parts could hardly take too many precautions, “an'

ye've turned oot a wise-like kist; sall, Lily, 'ill dae weel gin she

fill it.”

Concerning the filling long and anxious consultations were held in

Mary's kitchen, and Elspeth Macfadyen was called in as a specialist,

because she had been once in service herself, and because her sister was

cook in the house of the Provost of Muirtown.

“We maunna gang a saxpence intae debt,” and Mary laid down preliminary

conditions, “an' a'thing sud be genuine, in an' oot--nae show on the

back and poverty ablow; that's puir cleidin' (clothing) for Christian

fouk.”

“Lily 's savit aucht pund at the Lodge, an' a' can spare twa or three.

How mony dresses an' sic-like 'ill she need tae begin respectable, for

the hoose an' the kirk?”

“Lily 'ill need twa prints for certain, an' ae black dress for the

house, an' anither dress for gaein' oot tae kirk or tae see her freends.

She wud be better o' a third print an' a second oot-side goon--for a bit

change, ye ken. Then she maun hae a bonnet for Sabbath an' a hat tae

gae oot a message in forby. The ither things she 'ill hae already,” for

Elspeth had been going over the matter carefully for weeks; “ye 'ill be

getting her things at Muirtown, an' a 'll be gied to gie ye ony help in

ma poor.”

Three hours did they spend next Friday in the Muirtown shop, examining,

selecting, calculating, till Lily's humble outfit was complete and

Elspeth's full list overtaken, save the third print and a merino gown on

which Mary had set her heart.

“We haena the means,” and Mary went over the figures again on her

fingers, “an' sae ye maun juist wait. Gin the price o' butter keeps up,

ye 'ill hae them afore the New Year, an' a 'll send them up in a bit

parcel.... Havers, what sud a' stairve masel for? nae fear o' that; but

keep's a' what's Drumsheugh aifter here?”

“Hoo are ye a' the day?” said the great man, fresh from a victory over

a horse-dealer, in which he had wrested a price beyond the highest

expectation of Drumtochty; “can ye gie me a hand wi' twa or three bit

trokes, Elspeth?” and the two disappeared into the recesses of the shop.

“A' heard ye were here, an' a' wes wonderin' hoo the siller wes haudin'

oot; naebody daur offer half-a-croon tae Mary; but she michtna mind Lily

gettin' a bit present frae a neebur, juist tae hansel her new kist, ye

ken,” and Drumsheugh pressed two notes into Elspeth's hands, and escaped

from the strange place by a side door. When the parcel was opened that

evening, for the joy of going over its contents, Mary turned on Elspeth

in fierce wrath.

“What did ye dae this for, Elspeth Macfadyen? an' behind ma back. Ye

ken a' didna pay for thae twa, and that a 'll no tak an ounce o' tea let

alane twa goons withoot payment. Pit the goons up, Lily, an' a 'll gie

them back the mornin', though a' hae tae walk the hale twal mile tae

Muirtown.”

“Dinna be sae hysty, Mary.” Elspeth was provokingly calm. “Ye needna be

feared that Drumsheugh didna pay for his order, and if he wanted tae gie

the lassie a fairin', a' see nae use in flinging it back in his face;

but ye maunna lat on tae himsel for the warld, or tell a livin' soul.”

When Lily's box was packed on Thursday evening, her grandmother would

have slipped in all the household treasures that could be introduced

between layers of soft goods, and sent the eight-day clock had it been a

suitable equipment for a young woman entering service in London. The

box was taken down to Kildrummie station in one of Drumsheugh's carts,

padded round with straw lest the paint be scratched, but Hillocks came

with his dog-cart and drove Lily down in state, carrying in her right

hand a bunch of flowers from Jamie Sou-tar's garden, and in the other a

basket containing a comb of honey left by Posty, without remark, a dozen

eggs from Burnbrae, and two pounds of perfect butter from Mary's hand.

These were intended as a friendly offering from the Glen to Lily's new

household that she might not appear empty-handed, but the peppermints

that filled her pocket were for herself, and the white milk scones on

the top of the bag, with a bottle of milk, were to sustain Lily on the

long journey. Mary shook hands with Lily twice, once at the cottage door

and again after she had taken her place beside Hillocks, but Mary did

not kiss Lily, for whom she would have died, and whom she did not expect

to see again in this life; nor were their farewell words affecting.

“See that ye hae yir box richt libelled, Lily, an' ye 'ill need tae

watch it at the junctions; keep the basket wi' the eggs in yir hands,

for fear somebody sits on't; an', Lily, wumman, for ony sake haud yir

goon aff the wheel when ye 're gettin' doon at Kildrummie. Is't comin'

tae a shoor, Hillocks?”

“A' wudna say but there micht be a scowie afore nicht; it 'ill freshen

the neeps fine.” And so Lily departed.

“But Mary went to a knowe that commanded the road, and watched

Hillocks's dogcart cross Tochty bridge and go up the other side till it

disappeared into the dark fir woods on the ridge. Then she went back

to the kitchen, where everything spoke of her girl, and sat down by the

lonely fireside and wept.

“It was a curious coincidence that Jamie Soutar had some “troke” in

Muirtown that day, and travelled in the same carriage with Lily,

beguiling her from sorrow with quaint stories and indirect shrewd

advice. As he was rather early for his business, he had nothing

better to do than see Lily off by the London express, adding to her

commissariat a package of sweets from the refreshment room, and an

illustrated paper from the bookstall. He shambled along beside her

carriage to the extreme edge of the platform, and the last thing Lily

Grant saw as she went forth into a strange land was Jamie waving his

hand. It showed that the old man's memory was beginning to fail that,

instead of going down to the town, he went back by the midday train to

Kildrummie, giving Mary a cry in the evening, and assuring her that Lily

was so far on her journey in “graund heart.”

It was covenanted between them that Lily should send Mary a “scrape

o' the pen” on arrival--as an assurance that she was safe, and the

eggs--and should write in a while at full length, when she had settled

down to her work and found a kirk. The Glen waited for this letter with

expectation, and regarded it as common property, so that when Posty

delivered it to Mary he sat down without invitation, and indicated that

he was ready to receive any titbits she might offer for his use.

“Lily's keepin' her health, but she's no awfu' ta'en up wi' the climate

o' London; wud ye believe it, they hae the gas lichtit by two o'clock

in the aifternoon, an' the fog's eneuch tae smoor ye; it's no veecious

cauld though.”

“There's waur things than cauld,” said Posty, who had started that

morning in twenty degrees of frost; “is she wearyin'?”

“Whiles a'm dootin', puir lassie; when she hes half an 'oor tae hersel,

she gaes up tae her room and taks oot a pokie (bag) o' rose leaves we

dried in the simmer. The smell o' them brings up oor bit gairden and me

stannin', as plain as day, at the door. Fouk tak notions, a 've heard,

when they 're far frae hame,” added Mary, by way of apology.

“Ay, ay,” and Posty looked steadily from him.

“It's eatin' an' drinkin' frae mornin' till nicht, Lily says; an' the

verra servants hae meat three times a day, wi' beer tae their dinner.

An' the wyste cowes a'; she says Elspeth Macfadyen wud get her livin'

frae amang their feet.”

“A' dinna think muckle o' beer,” observed Posty; “there 's nae fusion

in't; naither heat for the stamach nor shairpness for the intel-leck.”

“A set o' extravagant hizzies,” continued Mary; “fur on their jaickets,

like leddies, an' no a penny in the bank. The meenut they get their

wages, aff tae spend them on finery. Ane o' them borrowed five shillings

frae Lily tae get her boots soled.”

“Lord's sake, that's no cannie,” and Posty awoke to the dangers that

beset a young girl's path in the great Babylon; “tell Lily, whatever she

dis, tae keep her haud o' her siller.”

“Ye 're richt there, Posty. Lily's juist ower saft-hearted, and she hes

a gey lot o' trimmies tae deal wi'. Wud ye credit it, ilka ane o' them

hes 'Miss' on her letters, an' gin freends come tae see them they

maun ask for Miss this an' that; a' pit 'Lily Grant, Hoosemaid,' on ma

letters.”

“Ye're wrang there, Mary,” interrupted Posty; “what for sud ye ca' doon

yir ain, an' her sic a fine lassie? Ma opeenion is that a Drumtochty

wumman hes as gude a richt tae Miss as her neeburs. Sall, gin a' catch

ye sendin' aff anither 'Lily,' a'll whup in the Miss masel; but is there

nae word aboot the kirks?” for Posty felt that these trifling details

were keeping them from the heart of the matter.

“A'm comin' tae that, an' it's worth hear-in', for the ignorance o' thae

London fouk is by ordinar. When she askit the near road tae the kirk,

naebody in the hoose cud tell her whether it wes east or wast.”

Posty wagged his head in pity.

“So she gied oot and fell in wi' a polisman, an' as luck wud hae it, he

wes a Scotchman. 'Come awa, lassie,' he said; 'a' see whar ye 've frae;

it 's a mercy ye didna fa' intae the hands o' some of ma neeburs; they

micht hae sent ye aff tae the Methodies, an' they wud hae gien ye a

fricht wi' cryin' Hallelujah.'”

“A graund body for a' that,” interpolated Posty, “but clean astray on

the decrees.”

“'Yonder 's the place,' says he, 'an' ye pit yir collection in a plate

at the door--there 's nae ladles--but there 's a couthie wumman keeps

the door in the gallery, an' she 'ill gie ye a seat.'

“She kent it wes her ain place when she saw a properly ordained minister

in the pulpit, wi' his black goon and bonnie white bands; and when they

started the Hundredth Psalm, her heart cam intae her mooth, an' she

cudna sing a word.”

“Wes there an organ?” demanded Posty, with the manner of one who has a

duty to perform, and must be on his guard against sentiment.

“A 'll no tell ye a lee, Posty, there wes, an' of coorse Lily didna like

it, but she wes terrible pleased wi' the sermon. As for the organ, it

juist boomilled awa, an' she never lat on she heard it.”

“Dis she gie the texts an' diveesions?” and Posty smacked his lips.

“It's no likely she wud forget that, aifter gaein' ower them ilka

Sabbath nicht here sin she wes a wee bairnie. 'Faith without works is

dead.' James, ye ken.”

“Ay, ay,” cried Posty, impatiently; “a testin' text; ye cudna hae a

better tae jidge a a man by; hoo wes 't handled?”

“Three heads. First, 'True religion is a principle in the soul'--Posty

nodded, 'that's faith.' Second, 'It is a practice in the life'--'warks.'

murmured Posty. Third, 'Without a principle in the soul, there can't be

a practice in the life.'”

“A' see naethin' wrang there, Mary; it's maybe no verra oreeginal, but

that's naither here nor there; gin ye stand on yir head ye can aye see a

new glen; it wis soond an' instructive. Did he titch on Paul and James?

he wud be sure tae be reconcilin' them, gin he be ablow forty.”

“That's a' she writes on the sermon, but she gied intae the vestry wi'

her lines, an' the minister wes rael kind tae her when he heard her

tongue.

“His English slippit aff in a meenut, an' oot cam the auld tongue;

he's a Perthshire man himsel, though frae the sooth end, an' his wife's

second cousin is merried tae the minister o' Kildrummie's brother, so ye

micht say he wes conneckit wi' Drumtochty.

“He telt her tae coont him a freend noo that she wes amang strangers,

an' tae send for him in tribble, an' Lily declares that she gaed back

that mornin' wi' her heart fu' of comfort an' gledness. So ye may tell

the neeburs that Lily's daein' weel in London. She sends her respects

tae Drumsheugh, and ye'ill say tae Jamie Soutar that Lily wes askin' for

him.”

When Posty departed, Mary read the last part of Lily's letter slowly to

herself.

“The minister's prayer took in a' kinds o' fouk, an' ae peteetion, a'

thocht, wes for us, grannie: 'Remember any one about whom his friends

are anxious '--and he stopped for half a meenut. Ye cud hae heard a

preen (pin) fall, an' a' said tae masel, 'Chairlie.'

“Dinna be ower cast doon aboot him, nor gie up houp; he's young an'

thochtless, an' he 'ill maybe tak a turn sune.

“A've savit five pund aff ma wages, an' a'm sendin't in a note, for a'

didna want the fouk at the post-office tae ken oor affairs.

“Noo, gin ye be writin' Chairlie, will ye slip in a pund juist as a

bit reminder o' his sister, an' the ither fower 'ill help tae py the

Muirtown debt.

“Dinna think a'm scrimpin' masel or daein' onything mean. Aifter a've

spent sax pund a year on claithes and little trokes, and three on ma

kirk, a 'll hae aucht ower for the debt.

“When the laist penny's paid o' Chairlie's debt a 'll buy the best black

silk in London for ye; an' gin a'm spared tae come hame tae the summer

Sacrament, we 'ill gang thegither tae the table.”

“Twa silly weemen,” said Mary to herself, “for he's juist a

ne'er-dae-weel... an' yet, gin he cam in noo, a' wud gie him the

claithes aff ma back, an' sae wud Lily. For the look in his een an' the

soon' o' his voice.”

The Days of Auld Lang Syne · 第 18 / 22 题