VIII

He came over to dinner that night, and Betty, who had walked about in a

vague dreamy state all day, dressed herself again in white. She woke up

suddenly as she came into his presence, and was the life of the dinner.

Harriet seemed absent of mind and nervous, but Emory's spirits were

normal, and he was more attentive to Sally Carter than she to him. But

Betty's interest in her friends' affairs had dropped to a very low ebb.

She was in a new mental world, stranger than that entered by most

women, for her hands were empty, but she was happy. She had reflected

again--in so far as she had been capable of reflection--that most

marriages were prosaic, and that her own high romance, her inestimable

happiness in loving and being loved by a man in whom her pride was so

great, was a lot to be envied of all women. It was not all the destiny

she herself would have chosen, but it compassed a great deal. She would

have made him wholly happy, been his whole happiness; marriage between

them never would have been prosaic, and she would not have cared if it

were; she would have made him forget the deep trials and sorrows of his

past and the worries and annoyances of the present. But this was not to

be, and there was much she could do for him and would.

They talked politics through dinner, and Mrs. Madison noted with a sigh

that Betty's interest in the undesirable institution was unabated. She

admired Senator North, however, and felt pride in his appreciation of

her brilliant daughter. She expressed her regret amiably at not being

able to meet again Mrs. North, who would see none but old friends in

these days, and Senator North assured her of his wife's agreeable

remembrance of her brief acquaintance with Mrs. Madison.

"How wonderfully well people behave whose common secret would set their

world by the ears," thought Betty. "Our worst enemies could detect

nothing; and on what there is heaven knows a huge scandal could be

built."

After dinner she played to him for an hour, while the others, with the

exception of Mrs. Madison, who went to sleep, became absorbed in whist.

But she did not see him for a moment alone, and Jack rowed him across

the lake.

She went to her bed, but not to sleep. She hardly cared if she never

slept again. Night in a measure gave him to her, and to sleep was to

forget the wonder that he loved her.

It was shortly after midnight that she heard a faint but unmistakable

creaking on the tin roof of the veranda. She sat up. Some one was about

to pass her window. She sprang out of bed, crossed the room softly, and

lifted the edge of the curtain. A figure was almost crawling past. It

was a woman's figure; the stars gave enough light to define its

outlines at close range. She had a shawl over her head, but her angular

body was unmistakable. She was Miss Trumbull.

Betty dropped the curtain and stared into the darkness. "Whom is she

watching?" she thought. "Whom is she watching?"

She went back to bed and listened intently. In half an hour she heard

the same sound again.

"She is going back to her room," thought Betty. "What has she seen?"

The next morning she sent for Miss Trumbull to come to her room. She

had no intention of asking her to sit down, but the woman did not wait

to be invited. She took a chair and fanned herself with a palm leaf

that she picked from the table.

"Lawsy, but it's hot," she said. "I had a long argument with Miss

Walker yesterday about New York State bein' hotter 'n down South, and

she wouldn't believe it. But I usually know what I'm talkin' about, and

hotter it is. I near lost my temper, for I guess I know when it's hot--"

"What were you doing on the roof of the veranda last night?" asked

Betty, abruptly.

Miss Trumbull turned the dark ugly red of her embarrassed condition.

"I--" she stammered.

"I saw you. Whom were you watching?"

"I warn't watchin' anybody. I was takin' a walk. I couldn't sleep."

"You know perfectly well that the roof of a veranda is not intended to

be walked on. Your curiosity is insufferable. I suppose it has become

professional. Or are you hoping for blackmail? If so, the hotel is the

place for you."

This time Miss Trumbull turned purple.

"I like money as well as anybody, I guess," she stuttered; 'but I'd

never sell a secret to get it. I ain't low down and despicable if I am

poor." "Then you admit it is mere curiosity? I would rather you stole."

"Well, I don't steal, thank heaven. And I don't see any harm in tryin'

to know what's goin' on in the world."

"Read the newspapers and let your neighbours alone, at all events the

people in this house. I have twice seen you reading over the addresses

of the letters of the outgoing mail. Don't you ever do it again. You

are a good housekeeper, but if I find you attending to anything but

your own business, once more, you go on the moment. That is all I have

to say."

The woman left the room hurriedly. An hour or two later Betty met

Harriet on the terrace.

"I am sorry to appear to be always admonishing you," she said, "but I

must ask you to have nothing more to do with Miss Trumbull."

"I don't want to have anything more to do with her, honey. She has

taken to arguing with me in that long self-satisfied drawl, and I have

'most got to hate her. I wouldn't mind so much if she was ever right,

but she is a downright fool, and I reckon all fools are pretty much

alike. And I have a horrible idea that she suspects something. I have

seen her staring at my finger-nails two or three times. And I am 'most

sure some one has gone through the little trunk I keep my letters in.

Of course the key is always in my purse, but she may have had one that

fits, and the things are not like I left them, I am 'most sure."

"She probably envies your finger-nails, and the trunk, doubtless, was

upset in travelling. Besides, I don't think she's malignant. Like most

underbred persons, she is curious, and she has cultivated the trait

until it has become a disease."

"But there's no knowing what she might do if she took a dislike to me.

She's not bad-hearted at all, but she could be spiteful, and I can't

and won't stand her any longer. I reckon I'd like to go to Europe,

anyhow. I feel as if every one was guessing my secret. Over there you

say they don't mind those things, and I'd enjoy being in that kind of a

place."

"Go, by all means. I'll write at once and inquire about a chaperon--"

"Oh, I don't want to go just yet. September will do. I reckon these

mountains are about as cool at this time of the year as anywhere, and

they make me feel strong." She added abruptly: "Does Sally suspect?"

Betty nodded. "Yes, she surprised the truth out of me. I am more

sorry--"

Harriet had gripped her arm with both hands. Her face was ghastly. "She

knows? She knows?" she gasped. "Then she will tell him. Oh! Why was I

ever born?"

Betty made her sit down and took her head in her arms. Harriet was

weeping with more passion than she ever had seen her display.

"You believe me always, don't you?" she said. "For Miss Trumbull I

cannot answer, but for Sally I can--positively. She never would do a

mean and ignoble thing."

"She loves him!"

That is the more reason for not telling him. Cannot you understand

high-mindedness?"

"Oh, yes. You are high-minded, and _he_--that is the reason I should

die if he found out; for he hates, he loathes deceit. Oh, I've grown to

hate this country. I love you, but I'd like to forget that it was ever

on the map. I wish I was coal black and had been born in Africa."

"Why don't you go there and live, set up a sort of court?" asked Betty,

seized with an inspiration.

"And live among niggers? I despise and abhor niggers! If one put his

dirty black paw on me, I'd 'most kill him!"

Betty turned away her head to conceal a smile; but Harriet, who was

wholly without humour, continued:

"Betty, honey, I want you to promise me that if I ever do anything to

disappoint you, you'll forgive me. I love you so I couldn't bear to

have you despise me."

"What have you been doing?" asked Betty, anxiously.

"Nothing, honey," replied Harriet, promptly. "I mean if I did."

"Don't do anything that requires forgiveness. It makes life so much

simpler not to. And remember the promise you made me."

"Oh, I don't reckon I'll ever forget that."

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