THE GOLD FISH

OUTSIDE the little straw-thatched _café_ in a small courtyard trellised

with vines, before a miniature table painted in red and blue, and upon

which stood a dome-shaped pewter teapot and a painted glass half filled

with mint, sat Amarabat, resting and smoking hemp. He was of those whom

Allah in his mercy (or because man in the Blad-Allah has made no

railways) has ordained to run. Set upon the road, his shoes pulled up,

his waistband tightened, in his hand a staff, a palm-leaf wallet at his

back, and in it bread, some hemp, a match or two (known to him as el

spiritus), and a letter to take anywhere, crossing the plains, fording

the streams, struggling along the mountain-paths, sleeping but fitfully,

a burning rope steeped in saltpetre fastened to his foot, he trotted day

and night—untiring as a camel, faithful as a dog. In Rabat as he sat

dozing, watching the greenish smoke curl upwards from his hemp pipe, word

came to him from the Khalifa of the town. So Amarabat rose, paid for his

tea with half a handful of defaced and greasy copper coins, and took his

way towards the white palace with the crenelated walls, which on the

cliff, hanging above the roaring tide-rip, just inside the bar of the

great river, looks at Salee. Around the horseshoe archway of the gate

stood soldiers, wild, fierce-eyed, armed to the teeth, descendants, most

of them, of the famed warriors whom Sultan Muley Ismail (may God have

pardoned him!) bred for his service, after the fashion of the Carlylean

hero Frederic; and Amarabat walked through them, not aggressively, but

with the staring eyes of a confirmed hemp-smoker, with the long stride of

one who knows that he is born to run, and the assurance of a man who

waits upon his lord. Some time he waited whilst the Khalifa dispensed

what he thought justice, chaffered with Jewish pedlars for cheap European

goods, gossiped with friends, looked at the antics of a dwarf, or priced

a Georgian or Circassian girl brought with more care than glass by some

rich merchant from the East. At last Amarabat stood in the presence, and

the Khalifa, sitting upon a pile of cushions playing with a Waterbury

watch, a pistol and a Koran by his side, addressed him thus:—

“Amarabat, son of Bjorma, my purpose is to send thee to Tafilet, where

our liege lord the Sultan lies with his camp. Look upon this glass bowl

made by the Kaffir, but clear as is the crystal of the rock; see how the

light falls on the water, and the shifting colours that it makes, as when

the Bride of the Rain stands in the heavens, after a shower in spring.

Inside are seven gold fish, each scale as bright as letters in an Indian

book. The Christian from whom I bought them said originally they came

from the Far East where the Djin-descended Jawi live, the little yellow

people of the faith. That may be, but such as they are, they are a gift

for kings. Therefore, take thou the bowl. Take it with care, and bear

it as it were thy life. Stay not, but in an hour start from the town.

Delay not on the road, be careful of the fish, change not their water at

the muddy pool where tortoises bask in the sunshine, but at running

brooks; talk not to friends, look not upon the face of woman by the way,

although she were as a gazelle, or as the maiden who when she walked

through the fields the sheep stopped feeding to admire. Stop not, but

run through day and night, pass through the Atlas at the Glaui; beware of

frost, cover the bowl with thine own haik; upon the other side shield me

the bowl from the Saharan sun, and drink not of the water if thou pass a

day athirst when toiling through the sand. Break not the bowl, and see

the fish arrive in Tafilet, and then present them, with this letter, to

our lord. Allah be with you, and his Prophet; go, and above all things

see thou breakest not the bowl.” And Amarabat, after the manner of his

kind, taking the bowl of gold fish, placed one hand upon his heart and

said: “Inshallah, it shall be as thou hast said. God gives the feet and

lungs. He also gives the luck upon the road.”

So he passed out under the horseshoe arch, holding the bowl almost at

arm’s length so as not to touch his legs, and with the palmetto string by

which he carried it, bound round with rags. The soldiers looked at him,

but spoke not, and their eyes seemed to see far away, and to pass over

all in the middle distance, though no doubt they marked the smallest

detail of his gait and dress. He passed between the horses of the guard

all standing nodding under the fierce sun, the reins tied to the cantles

of their high red saddles, a boy in charge of every two or three: he

passed beside the camels resting by the well, the donkeys standing

dejected by the firewood they had brought: passed women, veiled white

figures going to the baths; and passing underneath the lofty gateway of

the town, exchanged a greeting with the half-mad, half-religious beggar

just outside the walls, and then emerged upon the sandy road, between the

aloe hedges, which skirts along the sea. So as he walked, little by

little he fell into his stride; then got his second wind, and smoking now

and then a pipe of hemp, began, as Arabs say, to cat the miles, his eyes

fixed on the horizon, his stick stuck down between his shirt and back,

the knob protruding over the left shoulder like the hilt of a two-handed

sword. And still he held the precious bowl from Franquestan in which the

golden fish swam to and fro, diving and circling in the sunlight, or

flapped their tails to steady themselves as the water danced with the

motion of his steps. Never before in his experience had he been charged

with such a mission, never before been sent to stand before Allah’s

vicegerent upon earth. But still the strangeness of his business was

what preoccupied him most. The fish like molten gold, the water to be

changed only at running streams, the fish to be preserved from frost and

sun; and then the bowl: had not the Khalifa said at the last, “Beware,

break not the bowl”? So it appeared to him that most undoubtedly a charm

was in the fish and in the bowl, for who sends common fish on such a

journey through the land? Then he resolved at any hazard to bring them

safe and keep the bowl intact, and trotting onward, smoked his hemp, and

wondered why he of all men should have had the luck to bear the precious

gift. He knew he kept his law, at least as far as a poor man can keep

it, prayed when he thought of prayer, or was assailed by terror in the

night alone upon the plains; fasted in Ramadan, although most of his life

was one continual fast; drank of the shameful but seldom, and on the sly,

so as to give offence to no believer, and seldom looked upon the face of

the strange women, Daughters of the Illegitimate, whom Sidna Mohammed

himself has said, avoid. But all these things he knew were done by many

of the faithful, and so he did not set himself up as of exceeding virtue,

but rather left the praise to God, who helped his slave with strength to

keep his law. Then left off thinking, judging the matter was ordained,

and trotted, trotted over the burning plains, the gold fish dancing in

the water as the miles melted and passed away.

Duar and Kasbah, castles of the Caids, Arabs’ black tents, suddra

zaribas, camels grazing—antediluvian in appearance—on the little hills,

the muddy streams edged all along the banks with oleanders, the solitary

horsemen holding their long and brass-hooped guns like spears, the

white-robed noiseless-footed travellers on the roads, the chattering

storks upon the village mosques, the cow-birds sitting on the cattle in

the fields—he saw, but marked not, as he trotted on. Day faded into

night, no twilight intervening, and the stars shone out, Soheil and Rigel

with Betelgeuse and Aldebaran, and the three bright lamps which the

cursed Christians know as the Three Maries—called, he supposed, after the

mother of their Prophet; and still he trotted on. Then by the side of a

lone palm-tree springing up from a cleft in a tall rock, an island on the

plain, he stopped to pray; and sleeping, slept but fitfully, the

strangeness of the business making him wonder; and he who cavils over

matters in the night can never rest, for thus the jackal and the hyena

pass their nights talking and reasoning about the thoughts which fill

their minds when men lie with their faces covered in their haiks, and

after prayer sleep. Rising after an hour or two and going to the nearest

stream, he changed the water of his fish, leaving a little in the bottom

of the bowl, and dipping with his brass drinking-cup into the stream for

fear of accidents. He passed the Kasbah of el Daudi, passed the land of

the Rahamna, accursed folk always in “siba,” saw the great snowy wall of

Atlas rise, skirted Marakesh, the Kutubieh, rising first from the plain

and sinking last from sight as he approached the mountains and left the

great white city sleeping in the plain.

Little by little the country altered as he ran: cool streams for muddy

rivers, groves of almond-trees, ashes and elms, with grape-vines binding

them together as the liana binds the canela and the urunday in the dark

forests of Brazil and Paraguay. At mid-day, when the sun was at its

height, when locusts, whirring through the air, sank in the dust as

flying-fish sink in the waves, when palm-trees seem to nod their heads,

and lizards are abroad drinking the heat and basking in the rays, when

the dry air shimmers, and sparks appear to dance before the traveller’s

eye, and a thin, reddish dust lies on the leaves, on clothes of men, and

upon every hair of horses’ coats, he reached a spring. A river springing

from a rock, or issuing after running underground, had formed a little

pond. Around the edge grew bulrushes, great catmace, water-soldiers,

tall arums and metallic-looking sedge-grass, which gave an air as of an

outpost of the tropics lost in the desert sand. Fish played beneath the

rock where the stream issued, flitting to and fro, or hanging suspended

for an instant in the clear stream, darted into the dark recesses of the

sides; and in the middle of the pond enormous tortoises, horrid and

antediluvian-looking, basked with their backs awash or raised their heads

to snap at flies, and all about them hung a dark and fetid slime.

A troop of thin brown Arab girls filled their tall amphora whilst washing

in the pond. Placing his bowl of fish upon a jutting rock, the messenger

drew near. “Gazelles,” he said, “will one of you give me fresh water for

the Sultan’s golden fish?” Laughing and giggling, the girls drew near,

looked at the bowl, had never seen such fish. “Allah is great; why do

you not let them go in the pond and play a little with their brothers?”

And Amarabat with a shiver answered, “Play, let them play! and if they

come not back my life will answer for it.” Fear fell upon the girls, and

one advancing, holding the skirt of her long shift between her teeth to

veil her face, poured water from her amphora upon the fish.

Then Amarabat, setting down his precious bowl, drew from his wallet a

pomegranate and began to eat, and for a farthing buying a piece of bread

from the women, was satisfied, and after smoking, slept, and dreamed he

was approaching Tafilet; he saw the palm-trees rising from the sand; the

gardens; all the oasis stretching beyond his sight; at the edge the

Sultan’s camp, a town of canvas, with the horses, camels, and the mules

picketed, all in rows, and in the midst of the great “duar” the Sultan’s

tent, like a great palace all of canvas, shining in the sun. All this he

saw, and saw himself entering the camp, delivering up his fish, perhaps

admitted to the sacred tent, or at least paid by a vizier, as one who has

performed his duty well. The slow match blistering his foot, he woke to

find himself alone, the “gazelles” departed, and the sun shining on the

bowl, making the fish appear more magical, more wondrous, brighter, and

more golden than before.

And so he took his way along the winding Atlas paths, and slept at

Demnats, then, entering the mountains, met long trains of travellers

going to the south. Passing through groves of chestnuts, walnut-trees,

and hedges thick with blackberries and travellers’ joy, he climbed

through vineyards rich with black Atlas grapes, and passed the flat

mud-built Berber villages nestling against the rocks. Eagles flew by and

moufflons gazed at him from the peaks, and from the thickets of lentiscus

and dwarf arbutus wild boars appeared, grunted, and slowly walked across

the path, and still he climbed, the icy wind from off the snow chilling

him in his cotton shirt, for his warm Tadla haik was long ago wrapped

round the bowl to shield the precious fish. Crossing the Wad Ghadat, the

current to his chin, his bowl of fish held in one hand, he struggled on.

The Berber tribesmen at Tetsula and Zarkten, hard-featured, shaved but

for a chin-tuft, and robed in their “achnifs” with the curious eye woven

in the skirt, saw he was a “rekass,” or thought the fish not worth their

notice, so gave him a free road. Night caught him at the stone-built,

antediluvian-looking Kasbah of the Glaui, perched in the eye of the pass,

with the small plain of Teluet two thousand feet below. Off the high

snow-peaks came a whistling wind, water froze solid in all the pots and

pans, earthenware jars and bottles throughout the castle, save in the

bowl which Amarabat, shivering and miserable, wrapped in his haik and

held close to the embers, hearing the muezzin at each call to prayers;

praying himself to keep awake so that his fish might live. Dawn saw him

on the trail, the bowl wrapped in a woollen rag, and the fish fed with

bread-crumbs, but himself hungry and his head swimming with want of

sleep, with smoking “kief,” and with the bitter wind which from El Tisi

N’Glaui flagellates the road. Right through the valley of Teluet he

still kept on, and day and night still trotting, trotting on, changing

his bowl almost instinctively from hand to hand, a broad leaf floating on

the top to keep the water still, he left Agurzga, with its twin castles,

Ghresat and Dads, behind. Then rapidly descending, in a day reached an

oasis between Todghra and Ferkla, and rested at a village for the night.

Sheltered by palm-trees and hedged round with cactuses and aloes, either

to keep out thieves or as a symbol of the thorniness of life, the village

lay, looking back on the white Atlas gaunt and mysterious, and on the

other side towards the brown Sahara, land of the palm-tree

(Belad-el-Jerid), the refuge of the true Ishmaelite; for in the desert,

learning, good faith, and hospitality can still be found—at least, so

Arabs say.

Orange and azofaifa trees, with almonds, sweet limes and walnuts, stood

up against the waning light, outlined in the clear atmosphere almost so

sharply as to wound the eye. Around the well goats and sheep lay, whilst

a girl led a camel round the Noria track; women sat here and there and

gossiped, with their tall earthenware jars stuck by the point into the

ground, and waited for their turn, just as they did in the old times, so

far removed from us, but which in Arab life is but as yesterday, when

Jacob cheated Esau, and the whole scheme of Arab life was photographed

for us by the writers of the Pentateuch. In fact, the self-same scene

which has been acted every evening for two thousand years throughout

North Africa, since the adventurous ancestors of the tribesmen of to-day

left Hadrumut or Yemen, and upon which Allah looks down approvingly, as

recognizing that the traditions of his first recorded life have been well

kept. Next day he trotted through the barren plain of Seddat, the Jibel

Saghra making a black line on the horizon to the south. Here Berber

tribes sweep in their razzias like hawks; but who would plunder a rekass

carrying a bowl of fish? Crossing the dreary plain and dreaming of his

entry into Tafilet, which now was almost in his reach not two days

distant, the sun beating on his head, the water almost boiling in the

bowl, hungry and footsore, and in the state betwixt waking and sleep into

which those who smoke hemp on journeys often get, he branched away upon a

trail leading towards the south. Between the oases of Todghra and

Ferkla, nothing but stone and sand, black stones on yellow sand; sand,

and yet more sand, and then again stretches of blackish rocks with a

suddra bush or two, and here and there a colocynth, bitter and beautiful

as love or life, smiling up at the traveller from amongst the stones.

Towards midday the path led towards a sandy tract all overgrown with

sandrac bushes and crossed by trails of jackals and hyenas, then it quite

disappeared, and Amarabat waking from his dream saw he was lost. Like a

good shepherd, his first thought was for his fish; for he imagined the

last few hours of sun had made them faint, and one of them looked heavy

and swam sideways, and the rest kept rising to the surface in an uneasy

way. Not for a moment was Amarabat frightened, but looked about for some

known landmark, and finding none started to go back on his trail. But to

his horror the wind which always sweeps across the Sahara had covered up

his tracks, and on the stony paths which he had passed his feet had left

no prints. Then Amarabat, the first moments of despair passed by, took a

long look at the horizon, tightened his belt, pulled up his slipper

heels, covered his precious bowl with a corner of his robe, and started

doggedly back upon the road he thought he traversed on the deceitful

path. How long he trotted, what he endured, whether the fish died first,

or if he drank, or, faithful to the last, thirsting met death, no one can

say. Most likely wandering in the waste of sandhills and of suddra

bushes he stumbled on, smoking his hashish while it lasted, turning to

Mecca at the time of prayer, and trotting on more feebly (for he was born

to run), till he sat down beneath the sun-dried bushes where the

Shinghiti on his Mehari found him dead beside the trail. Under a stunted

sandarac tree, the head turned to the east, his body lay, swollen and

distorted by the pangs of thirst, the tongue protruding rough as a

parrot’s, and beside him lay the seven golden fish, once bright and

shining as the pure gold when the goldsmith pours it molten from his pot,

but now turned black and bloated, stiff, dry, and dead. Life the

mysterious, the mocking, the inscrutable, unseizable, the uncomprehended

essence of nothing and of everything, had fled, both from the faithful

messenger and from his fish. But the Khalifa’s parting caution had been

well obeyed, for by the tree, unbroken, the crystal bowl still glistened

beautiful as gold, in the fierce rays of the Saharan sun.

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