"Great Heracles!" he thought within himself, "to run shoulder to

shoulder with her for a moment, even in a race for death, might be

worth the while after all. I will make myself known at the palace, and

see what the gods will give me."

For some days he lay hid in the city, till he thought the time was

ripe for him to go up to the palace of the king. Then he went for a

walk along the highway, and when he was covered with dust and grime,

he returned to the city and made his way at once to the palace. At the

door of the gateway he knocked, and the old porter came out to ask his

will.

"I am come from a distant land," he said, "and to-morrow I would

journey yet further on my way. I pray thee to crave hospitality for

one night for me from the steward of this house, whoe'er he be. I am a

king's son, and worthy to sit at any man's table."

The porter cast a doubtful eye on the travel-worn clothes of the

stranger. It seemed unlikely that a king's son would go on a distant

journey with no body-servant and no horse or baggage. Then he looked

in his clear blue eyes, which gazed back at him as innocent as a

child's, and he saw that for all his sorry raiment he was by no means

ill-favoured, but held himself well and proudly. So he opened the door

and led him across the court.

"Well, well," he muttered in his beard, "great folk have strange whims

in these days. Our king must needs slay his daughter, because she is a

maid, and she must needs slay her suitors, because they are men. After

that this fellow may well be, as he says, a king's son, who, because

he has a palace and plenty, must needs tramp over the face of the

earth and beg his bread. Praise be to the gods who put lowly blood in

my veins and sense in my head, else had it been better for the gate to

keep itself than to have me for a guardian."

Then he cast another look over his shoulder at the young man behind.

"At any rate, for one night he can do no harm," he muttered.

"What didst thou say, father?" asked the stranger.

"I said that for one night thou couldst do no harm," replied the old

man.

"On the contrary," said the stranger with a laugh, "in one night I

hope to do more good to this house than thou hast done in all thy

life."

"The young have ever a good conceit of themselves," said the porter.

"Thou art not like to keep this gate, winter and summer, day and

night, for close on three-score years, as I have done, young man."

"On the other hand," said the stranger, "thou art not like to marry

the king's daughter within the year, and have the city hung with red

instead of black in thine honour, as I am like to do."

"Sir," said the old man, "I know my place too well----"

"--and love thy life too much to aspire to the hand of the princess.

Is that not so?"

"Mayhap," said the old man, and shut his mouth with a snap. To all

further remarks which the stranger made he answered with a grunt. He

took him into the palace and delivered him into the hands of the

steward. As he turned to go back to his post, the young man clapped

his hand upon his shoulder.

"Good luck to thee and thy gate," he said. "When I come through with

the hand of the princess in mine, perchance thou wilt look upon me

with greater favour than now."

"Be warned in time, young man," said the porter, "and tarry not over

long in this palace, but go forth on thy journey in the morning, as

thou hadst a mind to do in the beginning. Those who tarry too long are

apt to go through the gate with nought but a cake in their hand."

This he said, meaning the cake which was put in the hands of the dead

for them to give to Cerberus, the watch-dog of Hades.

"Fear not for that," said the stranger: "I had as lief go

empty-handed."

Thereupon he turned to the steward, who welcomed him sadly to the

halls of King Schoenus. All strangers were looked upon askance in

those days, lest they came as suitors for the hand of Atalanta, and

wished to add to those who had run in the fatal race. When he heard

that the young man would depart on the morrow on his journey he was

glad, and gave him water to wash with and a change of raiment, and

showed him his place at the board, without so much as asking his name.

When Atalanta saw a stranger at the board her heart sank within her,

and she kept her eyes turned away, as though she had not seen him, for

she made sure that he too had come to run in the race with her. It

chanced that night that the company was scanty, and no man talked in

private to his neighbour, but the conversation leapt from one end of

the board to the other, as each one took his share in it and said his

say. The stranger, too, took his part with the rest of them, in nowise

abashed; and so shrewd were his words, and so full of wit, that soon

he had a smile upon the face of each one at the table. For many a long

day the talk had not been so merry nor the laughter so loud at the

table of King Schoenus. Atalanta, too, forgot her constraint, and

talked and laughed freely with the stranger; and he answered her back,

as though it had been man to man, and showed no more deference to her

than to the others of the company.

When the meal was over, the king approached the stranger, and Atalanta

stood beside him.

"Sir," said the king, "thy name and country are still hid from us, but

we are grateful for thy coming, and would be fain for thee to stay as

long as it shall please thee."

"I thank thee, sire," said the stranger, "but I am bound by a strange

vow. I may not reveal my name, nor accept hospitality for more than

one night from any man, till I come to a house where none other than

the king's daughter shall promise me her hand in marriage. From the

tales I have heard in the neighbouring country, I have learnt that I

may not hope to end my vow beneath this roof--though indeed," he said,

turning to Atalanta, "I would fain press my suit if there were any

chance of success."

But Atalanta threw back her head at his words.

"Thou hast doubtless heard the condition," she said, "by the

fulfilment of which alone a man may win my hand."

"Alas, sir!" said the king, "I would press no man to try his luck in

that venture."

"Since that is so," said the stranger, "I will go forth once more upon

my journey at break of day, and see what luck the gods will give me. I

thank thee for thy kindly hospitality this night, and beg thee to

excuse me. I have travelled far, and would fain rest now, as I must go

a long distance ere I can rest again."

Thereupon he took his leave of King Schoenus and his daughter. But

she, for all her pride, could not forget the man who seemed to bid her

farewell with so light a heart. He was well favoured, but it was not

because he was well favoured, or because he had a ready tongue, that

she thought on him. Indeed, when she asked herself why she should

remember one who by now had doubtless lost all memory of her, she

could find no answer. As she tossed on her couch with a troubled mind,

she determined that before he left the palace on the morrow she would

have some speech with him.

"He thinks no more of me than of a stone upon the wayside," she said

within herself, "wherefore I can do him no wrong by letting him speak

with me again before he goes."

It was her custom to rise early in the morning, before the rest of the

household was stirring, and to go forth alone into the woods; and it

was the lot of one of the slaves to rouse himself betimes to give her

food ere she went, so that when she appeared, as was her wont, he

thought nothing of it. The stranger had risen even earlier than she,

and the slave was waiting upon him. When Atalanta saw him, her heart

gave a sudden thrill, for she had not looked to see him so soon.

"Good-morrow, sir," she said. "It is not often I have a companion when

I break my fast."

Then she turned to the slave.

"Thou mayest get thee back to thy bed," she said, "and sleep out thy

sleep in peace. I will see to the wants of our guest and speed him on

his way."

The slave, nothing loth, departed. He was well used to strange

commands from his mistress; and, moreover, there was no need to invite

him twice to return to his couch.

Thereupon Atalanta sat down at the board beside the stranger, and they

fell to with all the appetite of youth and health; and as they ate

they laughed and joked, and talked of strange lands they both had seen

and adventures that had befallen them. In the space of one half-hour

they were as good friends as though they had known each other all

their lives, and suitors who had sat at her father's board day after

day were much more strangers to Atalanta than this man, who had craved

but one night's hospitality.

When they had finished their meal the stranger rose.

"I must bid thee farewell, lady," he said.

"Nay, not yet," she replied; "I will set thee on thy way, and show

thee a road through the forest that will bring thee to the city thou

seekest. I know every track and path as well as the wild deer know

them."

He tried to dissuade her, but she would not listen, and led him out

from the palace by a side-gate, which she unbarred with her own hands.

Down through the sleeping streets they went, where the shadows of the

houses lay long upon the ground, and out across the open downs into

the shade of the forest. The dew gleamed like jewels on the leaves, as

here and there the slanting rays of the sun shone through the trees,

and above their heads the lark sang gaily in the bright summer sky.

Yet they walked silently side by side, as though, in spite of the

brightness of the day, sorrow and not joy were sitting in their

hearts; and all their gay talk and laughter of the early morning was

dead. At length they came to a broad track that crossed the path they

were in, and Atalanta stopped short and pointed to the right.

"From here," she said, "thou canst not miss thy way. Follow the track

till it lead thee to the high-road, and when thou strikest the

high-road, turn to the left, and thou wilt come to the city thou

seekest."

Then she held out her hand to him.

"I must bid thee farewell," she said, "and good luck to the ending of

thy vow."

"Lady," he said, and took her hand in his, "if thou wilt, thou canst

release me now from my vow."

But she drew her hand away sharply and tossed back her head.

"Many kings have daughters besides King Schoenus," she said, "and

any one of them could release thee from thy vow as well as I."

"Atalanta," he said, "no king's daughter save thee shall ever release

me from my vow. That which all our laughter and our converse last

night and this morning strove to hide, our silence, as we walked side

by side, has revealed far better than I can tell thee. Thou knowest

that I love thee. From the first moment that I saw thee I have loved

thee."

His words made her heart thrill with a strange joy. But she showed no

sign of it, and answered him coldly. She was proud and wished to test

him.

"Doubtless the flood-gates of love are easily thrown open where a man

would be released from a vow. Thou knowest how thou mayest win me. Art

thou willing to run in the race?"

At this all his mirth returned to him, and his eyes shone with

merriment as he answered:

"Much good would my love do me if I had to drink the poison cup

perforce. Nay, nay," he said; "I love thee too well to put my death at

thy door. When I have some chance of winning the race, I will come

back and claim thee. In the meantime, lady, farewell."

And, bowing to her, he turned and went his way, without so much as

looking back at her, as she stood trembling with astonishment and

anger. It was not thus her other lovers had spoken. When he had gone

from sight, she turned suddenly and went back by the path they had

come. Her hands were clenched, and the tears sprang unbidden to her

eyes, as she strode forward with long, angry strides that took no heed

of where they went.

"He has made a mock of me!" she cried to herself--"he has made a mock

of me! He is a base adventurer who seeks release from his vow. He has

no heart and no honour. Fool that I was to treat him as a friend!"

Thus did she stride along in her wrath, till it had cooled somewhat,

and she was able to think more calmly of the stranger. Then his form

came back to her mind, as he had looked when they stood face to face

at the parting of the ways, when the sun had glinted down upon them

through the trees, and he had looked her straight in the face with his

clear blue eyes, and said: "Thou knowest that I love thee. From the

first moment I saw thee I have loved thee."

A great sob rose in her throat as she remembered.

"Ah, he spoke the truth!" she said; "I know that he spoke the truth."

Moreover, her heart told her that long before he had spoken the words

she had known that he loved her. Yet strange is the bond of love. Its

strands are certainty and doubt interwoven. Wherefore Atalanta, though

she had heard the words which were but the echo of the silent speech

of their hearts, had put him yet further to the test, and had driven

him from her side by asking of him a sacrifice she had no wish for him

to make.

"If he would come back and run with me," she sighed, "my feet would be

as heavy as lead against him."

But she sighed in vain. Day after day passed by, and he came not.

"He is a man of his word," she thought at last. "Till he has some

chance of winning he will not come back. And he is no fool. He knows

he can never run as I can run. He will never come back."

Yet for all this she watched for him night and day. When she went

forth into the road, or into the forest, she looked for his form at

every turn of the way. When she entered the great hall of the palace,

she looked to see his face at the board. But always she looked in

vain, and sometimes her heart grew bitter against him.

"If he were to come now," she would say to herself, "I would show him

no mercy. He who takes so much thought before he will risk his life

for my sake is not worthy to win me."

Then again she would grow tender, and stand looking down the path by

which he had gone, and sigh for him.

"Oh, my love, come back, come back! My pride is melted away like the

snow, and without any race I will give myself to thee."

Thus would she long for him, and grow near to hating him, because she

knew that she loved him. The weeks and months passed by, and still he

returned not; winter came and went, and once again the dewdrops shone

in the summer sunlight as Atalanta walked in the forest at break of

day. She walked with her eyes upon the ground, thinking of the summer

morning a long year ago when he had walked by her side in silence

along that very path. When by chance she raised her eyes, there, at

the parting of the ways, he stood, as though in answer to her

thoughts. With a cry she stopped short and gazed at him, and he came

forward and bowed to her.

"I have come back, lady," he said.

"Oh!" she cried from her heart, "I am glad thou hast come back."

Then he bent and kissed her hand. So once more they walked in silence

side by side along the path they had walked before; and once again the

bond of love was knit strong between them, with its strands of

certainty and doubt. As they drew near to the edge of the forest,

Atalanta was the first to speak.

"And thy vow," she asked--"hast thou found release from it?"

"Not yet," he answered. "I am come back to run the race, that I may

win release."

Once again the spirit of perversity came upon her.

"Where hast thou learnt to run like the wind?" she asked.

"I have not learnt to run like the wind," he replied. "I have learnt

something better than that."

"Few things are better in a race than swiftness," she said.

"True," he answered; "yet I have found the one thing better."

"What is this strange thing?" she asked.

"When we have run the race, thou wilt know," he said.

"I have grown no sluggard," she said, with a toss of her head, as

though to warn him that her speed was not a thing to be despised.

"That I can see," he said, as he cast a glance at her straight white

limbs and the easy grace of her bearing as she walked beside him. Then

they talked of indifferent matters, and each one knew that what they

had nearest their hearts they were hiding from each other.

So they came to the palace, and from the lowest to the highest the

inmates greeted the stranger with joy. For he had won the hearts of

them all by his wit and his genial smile. But they sighed when they

heard that he too had come to run in the fatal race.

"Alas!" said the old king, shaking his head, "I had rather not have

looked upon thy face again than see thee back on such an errand."

The young man laughed. "He who runs with a fair hope of winning runs

swiftly," he said. "The others were dragged down by the shackels of

their own despair."

"Thou dost not know my daughter," said the king.

"Mayhap I know her better than thou thinkest, and better than thou

knowest her thyself," said the stranger.

No arguments or entreaties would turn him from his purpose.

"I must win release from my vow," he said. "I cannot live all my life

a nameless wanderer. Yet will I not wed any woman I love not, for the

sake of my release. Atalanta alone can save me, for I love none

other."

So the lists once again were prepared, and the course made smooth for

the race. With trembling fingers Atalanta tied her girdle about her,

and bound her sandals to her feet. Though her heart was crying out for

the stranger to win, and praying that her feet might fail her at the

last, yet her pride, too, lifted up its head.

"He makes so sure of winning," she thought, "he despises my swiftness.

He shall see that nothing he has learnt can teach him to run as I can

run. And yet--oh, cursed be the condition I thought so cunning in mine

ignorance! Oh, would that he could win me without first outspeeding

me!"

Thus did her pride and her desire pull two ways at once.

And now the folk were gathered together round the course, and Atalanta

and the stranger stood ready and waiting for the word to be given. She

had made it a condition of the race that her rivals should have a good

start of her, and she stood with her eyes upon the stranger's back, as

he waited many paces before her. All too soon the word was given, and

he sprang forward from his place, like a dog which has been straining

at his leash springs forward when the hook is unloosed. And Atlanta,

too, sprang forward; but whereas the man ran like a hunted thing that

strains every muscle to save its life, she ran with the swinging

grace of the wild deer that, far away from the hunters and hounds,

crosses the springing turf of the lonely moor, fearless and proud, as

he throws back his antlers in the breeze. Thus did Atalanta run, as

though she had no thought of the race, or of the man who ran for his

life. Yet, though she seemed to make no effort, she gained upon her

rival at every step, and now she was running close behind him, and now

she was almost shoulder to shoulder, and out of the corner of his eye

he could see the gleam of her tunic. Then for a moment he slackened

his pace, and it seemed that she would pass him, and on every side the

people shouted out to him, "Run, run! Faster, faster! She will pass

thee."

[Illustration: Out of the corner of his eye he could see the gleam of

her tunic.]

But he put his hand into the opening of his tunic, and drew forth

something from his breast. Then his hand swung up above his head, and

from it there flashed a dazzling fiery apple. Up and down through the

air it flashed like a meteor, and rolled along the grass, till it

stopped far away in the centre of the course, and lay shining like a

jewel in the rays of the sun. Every eye was turned from the race to

watch its gleaming flight, and Atalanta stopped short and watched it

too. When she saw it stop still in the middle of the course, flashing

and sparkling in the grass, a great desire sprang up in her heart to

have it--a mad, unreasoning desire that she could not resist. And she

darted aside out of the path of the race, and went and picked up the

shining golden apple and put it in the bosom of her tunic. Meanwhile

the stranger had lost no time, and when Atalanta came back to the spot

she had left, he was far ahead upon the course, and she had to run

with a will if she wished to overtake him. But once again she gained

upon him, and the space between them grew less and less, till they

were running wellnigh shoulder to shoulder. And once again he saw the

gleam of her tunic beside him; and again he slackened his speed for a

moment, and sent a second gleaming apple into the air. Once more the

mad, unreasoning desire sprang up in Atalanta's heart, and, leaving

the course, she picked up the second apple and put it in the bosom of

her tunic beside the first. By the time she had returned to the path

the stranger had rounded the turning-point, and was well on his way

towards the goal, and she put forth all her strength to overtake him.

But the ease of her running was gone. She ran as one who runs bearing

a burden, yet she would not cast away the golden apples in her bosom;

for though they hampered her, she gained upon her rival, and for the

third time they were running almost shoulder to shoulder. And again,

the third time, the same thing happened, and Atalanta left the course

to pick up the shining fruit. This time when she returned to her place

the stranger was close upon the goal, and all around the people were

shouting and waving their hands. Blindly she pulled herself together,

and with all the strength that was left in her she made a great spurt

to overtake him. If she would cast away the golden apples, she might

yet win the race; but the same mad desire which had spurred her to

pick them up forbad her now to let them go. As she ran they seemed to

grow heavier and heavier in her bosom; yet she struggled and panted

on, and step by step did she gain upon him, though her eyes were

darkened to all but his form and the goal ahead. On every side the

people shouted louder than before, for they knew not now which of them

would win. As they drew near to the goal they were again almost

shoulder to shoulder, and the stranger saw once more the flash of

Atalanta's tunic beside him, while there were yet some paces to run.

Then he gave a great spurt forward, and leapt away from her side. She

tried to do likewise, but her strength was gone. She had made her last

effort before. Thus did it come to pass that the stranger ran in first

to the goal, and, running close upon his heels, Atalanta fell

breathless into his arms as he turned to catch her. She had run twice

as far as he, but what matter if he had not outsped her? He had won

the race, and held the woman he loved in his arms. The tears shone in

her eyes, but he knew they were not tears of grief; and in the face of

all the people he kissed her.

Thus was Atalanta, the swiftest of all mortals, beaten in the race by

the stranger, and learnt from his lips what it was that he had found

on his travels that had made speed of no avail in the race.

For after they had come back to the city, surrounded by the joyous

folk, and had passed hand in hand beneath the gateway, and the

stranger had nodded with a smile at the old porter, who stood bowing

before them; after he had revealed to them all that he was Meilanion,

the son of Amphidamas, and the old king had fallen on his neck and

given him his blessing, because he proved to be the son of his own

boyhood's friend, and the man of all others he would have chosen for

his son-in-law--after all this, when the speeches and the merrymaking

were over, they two walked alone in the moonlit court of the palace.

At last Atalanta had decked herself in the long saffron robes of a

bride, and in her hands she bore the three shining apples. Meilanion's

arm was about her, as they walked for a while in silence, but at

length she spoke and held out the fruit in her hands.

"Tell me their secret," she said.

"Their secret lies in thy heart, Atalanta," he answered.

"What meanest thou?" she asked.

"I mean that if thou hadst not loved me, they would never have filled

thy soul with longing to have them, and thou wouldst never have turned

aside from the race."

"And, knowing this, thou didst stake thy life on my love?" she said.

"Knowing that, I staked my life on thy love," he answered.

"Then that was the one thing better than speed in the race?"

"Yes," he answered, "I learnt to trust in thy love."

There was silence for a moment between them, and then again Atalanta

spoke.

"And whence came the apples?" she asked him.

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