III

She was fat and one eye looked off at the wrong angle, but Rodvard was

in a state not to care if she had worn on her brow the mark of evil. He

flopped on the straw-bed. There was only one window, at the other end;

the couple whispered under it, after which the housewife set a pot on

the fire. Rodvard saw a big striped cat that marched back and forth,

back and forth, beside the straw-bed, and it gave him a sense of

nameless unease. The woman paid no attention, only stirring the pot as

she cast in an herb or two, and muttering to herself.

Curtains came down his eyes, though not that precisely, neither; he lay

in a kind of suspension of life, while the steam of the pot seemed to

spread toward filling the room. Time hung; then the potion must be

ready, for through half-closed lids Rodvard could see her lurch toward

him in a manner somewhat odd. Yet it was not till she reached the very

side of the bed and lifted his head in the crook of one arm, while

pressing toward his lips the small earthen bowl, that a tired mind

realized he should not from his position have been able to see her at

all. A mystery; the pendulous face opened on gapped teeth; “Take it now

my prettyboy, take it.”

The liquid was hot and very bitter on the lips, but as the first drops

touched Rodvard’s tongue, the cat in the background emitted a scream

that cut like a rusty saw. The woman jerked violently, spilling the

stuff so it scalded him all down chin and chest as she let go. She swung

round, squawking something that sounded like “Pozekshus!” at the animal.

Rodvard struggled desperately as in a nightmare, unable to move a muscle

no more than if he had been carved out of stone, realizing horribly that

he had been bewitched. He wanted to vomit and could not; the

cottage-wife turned back toward him with an expression little beautiful.

Her grubby hands were shaking a little. She grumbled under her breath as

he felt her detach the belt-pouch with all his money and then slip off

his shoes. The jacket came next; but as she undid the laces at the top,

grunting and puffing, her hand touched the chain that held the Blue

Star, and she jerked out the jewel. In all his immobility Rodvard’s

every perception had become as painfully sharp as an edge of broken ice.

He thought she was going to have a fit, her features seemed to twist and

melt into each other, her hand came away from the stone as though it had

been a red coal. “Oh, nonononono,” she squealed, backing away. “No. No.

No. Ah, you were right, Tigrette; you were right to stop me.”

The cat arched against her. As though the small act had released some

spring in herself, the woman bustled to the invisible end of the room,

where Rodvard could hear wood click on earthenware, then some kind of a

dumb low-toned chant she raised, then became aware of a different and

aromatic odor. He was wide awake now and hardly sick at all any more;

could see how the mist in the room was clearing a little, then heard the

door creak open and the mule-driver’s voice, saying:

“Did you get it done, ey?”

“Not I, you old fool, you rat-pudding, you dog-bait.”

“Old fool yourself.” Rodvard heard the sound of a slap. “Call me old

fool. You weren’t so dainty with the last one. Taken with the pretty

lad, are you? Now go do it, or I’ll slice his throat myself and never

mind mess. What’s one runaway servant more or less, ey? This is real

money, hard money, more nor you ever seen.”

Now she was whimpering. “I tell you you’re a fool. He has a Blue Star, a

Blue Star, and his witch will know what’s put on him and recoil it back

to us, double, triple. Worms that never die crawling under your skin

till you perish of it. All the hard money there is is not worth it.”

A sound of steps. The scratchy face looked down at Rodvard, he felt the

man palm the jewel. “Blue Star, ey? Ah, fritzess, this is some piece of

glass.” But the tone was little sure.

“It is a Blue Star and nothing else, the second one I see. They are

wedded with the great wedding.”

The man turned, and though his own head did not, Rodvard could see how

the expression of craftiness had come on back to him. “Blue Star? Now

you witch it for him, wife, witch it for him, so it will be no longer

good. You can witch anything. Then I’ll take him away from here.”

The whimper became a sniffle. “I’ll witch, ah, I’ll witch, mumble,

mumble, mumble.” Rodvard heard her tottering shuffle go and come, the

fat face was over his again, all filled now with oily kinks that held

little beads of sweat. She looked at him closely and then flung over her

shoulder; “Go out, old man, and leave us. There’s something not healthy

for you to see,” and began plucking at her garments to undo them, at the

last moment pausing to throw an edge of stinking blanket over Rodvard’s

face. His heightened senses caught the stiff rustle of clothes sinking

to the floor; the aromatic smell declared itself over all others, her

fingers sought his burned chin beneath the blanket and applied a

relieving unguent.

“Mumble, mumble,” came her voice, and he understanding not a word.

“Meowrrr-row!” shouted the cat, as it raced through the narrow cot from

end to end. He could have melted with relief as the fingers soothed his

chest, but then his mind went off on a picture of Lalette become old in

the manner of this one and he would have shuddered if he could have

stirred. The crooning mumble ended, the witch-wife’s ministrations at

the same time. There was a silence set with small sounds, over which the

continued mewling of the cat. He heard the woman at the door summon her

husband, then the two of them speaking in voiceless sibilants, a

contention going on, which terminated with the man’s strong arms around

Rodvard, heaving him up like a sack of meal.

Exterior air came through the edge of the blanket; step, step, he was

borne, and with a grunt, dumped in what must be the mule-cart. A pause;

the blanket was twitched from his face and he was looking up into the

disparate eyes of the woman.

“Nice boy, nice boy,” said her voice. “You tell your witch now how I do

good. You tell her I respect the great wedding. Not him; he keeps your

hard money.”

She patted his still unmoving cheek, a touch that made his senses creep;

and the Blue Star was suddenly, shockingly cold over his heart, (he

could see beyond any question that there was in the woman’s mind a great

fear, but also the great longing kindness of two joined against an armèd

world).

From where he was leading the mule to hitching, the man’s voice came;

“Wife, get that badge we took from the last one, the mechanician. I say

to you, you hurry now.”

12

NETZNEGON CITY; A ZIGRANER FESTIVAL

After he had gone, Lalette cried a little, but the widow pretended not

to notice, busying herself with sewing on one of the festival masks, a

task at which the girl was presently helping, so far as she could, for

she was no great artist with the needle, nor wished to be. When they

began talking again it was about the robe they were working on, grey

silk velvet which had been artfully torn here and there to a pretense of

raggedness, through which the slashes were being backed with

flame-color. Lalette passed her hands across the lovely fabric (longing

to be gay and courted in such a gown, though it left so much of the leg

bare that she would have felt a little shame to wear it). Who was it

made for?

“The Countess Aiella of Arjen, for the festival ball at Sedad Vix. The

younger Countess, that is, the unmarried one. I designed it especially

for her. The mask is there.” She nodded.

It hung on one of the standards, empty of eye and mouth, but no one

could mistake the provenance of the high-bridged nose and the cheekbones

from which the full rumpled beard flowed down. “Why,” said Lalette, “it

is Prince Pavinius when he was Prophet of Mancherei; I thought you

were—” and stopped.

“Amorosians?” The widow Domijaiek smiled. “I am a follower of that

doctrine, though not yet perfected in it. But in spite of what you have

been told, it is not one of gloomy reverence. It does not prohibit joy,

nor even keep us away from the world, only declares that the joys of the

world are false beside those that come to us when we learn how we have

been deceived by the flesh. You, who are newly married, have the other

kind of love now, and will not know what I mean, but in the end you will

come to see that kind of love as sin.”

“I am not married,” said Lalette, letting her needle fall (but doubting

that her feeling toward Rodvard were indeed the love the poets carolled,

and of which Dame Domijaiek spoke), “except in what we who have the Art

call the great marriage.”

“I would as soon not speak as to that,” said the widow, “but in our

church we are taught that to love a person is to love the world, which

is a deception due to the God of evil.”

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