II

He woke with a headache at the top of his spine, which ran around inside

his head to the place over his eyes; nose feeling as though driven with

a wooden plug. Mathurin’s decent black clothes were horribly stained and

scratched. Down the way he had come—not at all far from where he had

crossed the wall, now that one could see by the light of morning—the

footprints lay, a fingerlength deep into the soft ground. At once he was

oppressed by the thought that only too easily could his path from the

villa be traced, there was Tuolén’s witch behind as well, and fear

mounting over the illness, he climbed to the wall itself and tried to

walk along its top to hide his marks. After the rain, sky and air had

become clear, and there were violets visible on the grove-side of the

wall, not that they did him any joy in his misery. The stones quickly

tore a hole in shoes made for indoor walking, so he had to jump down

again and consider.

Right across his direction, at a little distance, there jutted out from

the stone wall a hedge which lack of care had let grow into a screen of

low, sprawling trees. It slanted down leftward to where a gap would mark

a field entrance; beyond, a slow trickle of smoke ran up the blue to

signal breakfast. Rodvard, deciding what he would do if he were hunter

instead of hunted, found more than good the argument against harborage

so near the villa. He climbed over the wall again to wipe his streaming

nose with a burdock leaf, whose bitter juice stung his lips, and

perceiving that he left less marked traces in the ground on that side,

stayed. The overgrown hedge proved to line a deep-cut track that in one

direction wound down toward the main road past the villa. Beyond that

track was true forest of old trunks and heavy underbrush. It was surely

a good place to seek concealment, but Rodvard was ignorant of how far it

might run or what it led to, and with illness galloping through his

veins, felt he must have shelter early, so murmuring half aloud to

himself that he might as well die in hot blood as in cold rheum, he

turned up the track toward the cottage-smoke.

The building was more prosperous than most in the country, with a barn

outside, and two complete windows under the thatch-edge. No one answered

his knock; as he pushed open the door, a child’s squall was sounding

with irritable monotony from a trundle-bed on the right, and a woman who

had been doing something at a table before the fireplace on the left

turned to face him. She was bent and dirty; her face was older than her

figure. “What do you want?” she demanded.

“A place to rest, if I can,” said Rodvard, “and perhaps something to

eat.” He crossed the room and came down weak-kneed on a stool by the

fireplace corner.

The lined face held no sympathy as her eyes swept down the detail of his

torn, mudstained clothes and lingered for a tick at the servant’s badge

on his breast. “This is not an inn,” she said sourly.

“Madame, I am unwell. I can pay.” He fumbled at the waist-pouch.

“This is not an inn,” she repeated, then spun on her heel, took rapid

steps to where the child in its bed still bawled, and administered it a

severe clout on the side of the head. “Will you be quiet?” The cries

sank to whimpers. She came to stand looking down at Rodvard.

“I know about your kind,” she said. “You’re too lazy to work, so you run

away from a good master down there at the villa and probably rob him,

too, on festival day when he’s drunk, and then expect honest

country-people like us, who have to labor for everything we get, to hide

you from the provosts. My husband and me, we have to get up at dawn and

work all day as hard as we can, and we’re never through till the sun

goes down, winter or summer, while you servant-people are drinking and

stealing behind your master’s back.” All this was delivered in a torrent

as though it were a single sentence, ending as she uplifted one arm to

brandish an imaginary weapon. “Now you leave here.”

Too weary and ill for a reply, a trickle he did not try to disguise

running from his nostril, Rodvard did so, out into the bright spring day

and along the track. Where it turned round a boss of hill that thrust in

from the westward, a sense of being watched made him look back. The

farm-wife had come out to the end of the house to look after him, and

the sound of the child’s petulant wail was on the air. (Rodvard felt a

surge of bitter anger; there was an unfairness in life, every

pennyweight of pleasure is paid with double its measure in pain, and

only those who grubbed at the ground were entitled to call themselves

honest. Why, if this be so, then joy must be wrong, and God himself must

be evil, in spite of what the priests say.) But his head was too muzzy

to follow any rabbit of reasoning to its hole, so he trudged along for a

while without thinking anything at all, until he heard the creak of a

cart, and here was a mule coming out from the Sedad Vix direction. The

driver somewhat surlily gave him the time of the day.

Rodvard asked to go with him, and when the man said he was bound for

Kazmerga, declared that was his destination, though he had never heard

of the place and possessed not the least idea in what direction it lay.

The fellow grunted and let him climb in; sat silent for a while as

Rodvard sneezed and drizzled, then was moved to remark that this was a

heavy case of the phlegm, but it could be cured by an infusion of

dandelion root with certain drugs, such as his old woman made, and so

well that they often accused her of being a witch. “—But the drugs are

costly now.” He evidently wanted conversation in payment for his favor,

and when this beginning failed on Rodvard’s merely remarking that he

would pay for any quantity of drugs to get rid of this rheum, fell

silent for a couple of minutes; then leaned over, touched the servant’s

badge, and struck out again with:

“Running away, ey? What happened, ey? Lying with wrong woman on festival

night, perhaps? Ah, there’s many and many a high family has daughters

born nine months from festival night that shouldn’t rightly inherit, but

lord, young man, don’t you run away because of that. I say to you that

ladies can forgive and be forgive for everything they do that night,

when all’s free, and I say to you, you ought to go back to your master.”

He chuckled and waved his mule-goad. “I do recall, I do, when I was a

sprout no older than yourself how one night I went all the way to Masjon

for spring festival and at the dancing in the square there, I found a

little cat as hot as ever could be, so we slipped away for some

conversation, ey? And when I got back to where I was staying with a

friend, what do you think I found? Why, in my bed there was his

sister—Phidera, that was her name—and she was saying she had thought the

bed her own, and no more clothes on her than a fish. So there were two

of them in one night, all I could do, he, he, he, and that’s the way it

always is at spring festival, and maybe it would be with you.”

He looked at Rodvard, and the latter was glad for once that the Blue

Star had gone dumb over his heart, for there was a drop of moisture on

the lip above the ill-shaven chin, which the gaffer did not bother to

suck in or to wipe away.

“It was nothing like that,” said he (and to keep from being drawn deeper

into the morass of the old fellow’s thinking); “Have you heard that

Baron Brunivar is like to be decreed in accusation?”

“Ey, ey. Those westerners, half Mayerns they are. It will be a sad day

when the snow melts from Her Majesty’s head, with only the regents

between that crazy Pavinius and the throne, and no female heirs. Ey, ey.

Here we are in the Marquis of Deschera’s seignory. For you servant-class

it is no matter; you lay out the plates on the table and you have a

scuderius in your hand, but for us farm-people with all the taxes . . .”

(“I am not a servant,” Rodvard wanted to cry, “but a clerk who makes his

gain as hard as you; and it is you we most wish to help.” But he

forebore), saying only; “Is there an inn at Kazmerga? I need something

to eat, being without breakfast, and a place to lie down for the cure of

my fluxions.”

“No tavern—” the man stopped, and the expression above the uncut whisker

became crafty (so that now Rodvard longed for the Blue Star); “Would you

pay an innkeeper?”

“Why, yes. I have a little money.”

“You be letting me take you to my home. The old woman will arrange your

fluxions in less than a minute with her specific if you pay for it, and

give all else you need for less than half what an innkeeper would ask,

and no questions if the provosts come nosing, ey. Go, Mironelle.” He

leaned forward and rammed the goad into the mule’s rump, which shook its

ears, danced a little with the hind feet, and began to trot, so that

Rodvard’s aching head jounced agonizingly. There was a turn, the track

was broadening, fields showed, pigs rooted contentedly in a ditch, and

the trees gave back to show a church with its half-moon symbol at the

peak, and around it, like the spoke of a wheel, houses.

“Kazmerga,” said the mule-man. “I live on the other side.”

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