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The professor pushed aside the heavy curtain, and we entered a small

room, simply furnished with a couple of tables, a bookcase, one or two

easy-chairs, and a divan. The walls were dark, and the color of the

curtains and carpet was a dark green, but two large lamps illuminated

every corner of the apartment. At one of the tables a middle-aged woman

sat reading; as we entered she looked up at us, and I saw that she was

one of the nurses in charge of Madame Patoff. She wore a simple gown of

dark material, and upon her head a dainty cap of French appearance was

pinned, with a certain show of taste. The nurse had a kindly face and

quiet eyes, accustomed, one would think, to look calmly upon sights

which would astonish ordinary people. Her features were strongly marked,

but gentle in expression and somewhat pale, and as she sat facing us,

her large white hands were folded together on the foot of the open page,

with an air of resolution that seemed appropriate to her character. She

rose deliberately to her feet, as we came forward, and I saw that she

was short, though when seated I should have guessed her to be tall.

"Mrs. North," said the professor, "this is my friend Mr. Griggs, who

formerly knew Madame Patoff. I have hopes that she may recognize him.

Can we see her now?"

"If you will wait one moment," answered Mrs. North, "I will see whether

you may go in." Her voice was like herself, calm and gentle, but with a

ring of strength and determination in it that was very attractive. She

moved to the door opposite to the one by which we had entered, and

opened it cautiously; after looking in, she turned and beckoned to us

to advance. We went in, and she softly closed the door behind us.

I shall never forget the impression made upon me when I saw Madame

Patoff. She was tall, and, though she was much over fifty years of age,

her figure was erect and commanding, slight, but of good proportion;

whether by nature, or owing to her mental disease, it seemed as though

she had escaped the effects of time, and had she concealed her hair with

a veil she might easily have passed for a woman still young. Mary Carvel

had been beautiful, and was beautiful still in a matronly, old-fashioned

way; Hermione was beautiful after another and a smaller manner, slender

and delicate and lovely; but Madame Patoff belonged to a very different

category. She was on a grander scale, and in her dark eyes there was

room for deeper feeling than in the gentle looks of her sister and

niece. One could understand how in her youth she had braved the

opposition of father and mother and sisters, and had married the

brilliant Russian, and had followed him to the ends of the earth during

ten years, through peace and through war, till he died. One could

understand how some great trouble and despair, which would send a

duller, gentler soul to prayers and sad meditations, might have driven

this grand, passionate creature to the very defiance of all despair and

trouble, into the abyss of a self-sought death. I shuddered when I

remembered that I had seen this very woman suspended in mid-air, her

life depending on the slender strength of a wild cherry tree upon the

cliff side. I had seen her, and yet had not seen her; for the sudden

impression of that terrible moment bore little or no relation to the

calmer view of the present time.

Madame Patoff stood before us, dressed in a close-fitting gown of black

velvet, closed at the throat with a clasp of pearls; her thick hair,

just turning gray, was coiled in masses low behind her head, drawn back

in long broad waves on each side, in the manner of the Greeks. Her

features, slightly aquiline and strongly defined, wore an expression of

haughty indifference, not at all like the stolid stare which John Carvel

had described to me, and though her dark eyes gazed upon us without

apparent recognition, their look was not without intelligence. She had

been walking up and down in the long drawing-room where we found her,

and she had paused in her walk as we entered, standing beneath a

chandelier which carried five lamps; there were others upon the wall,

high up on brackets and beyond her reach. There was no fireplace, but

the air was very warm, heated, I suppose, by some concealed apparatus.

The furniture consisted of deep chairs, lounges and divans of every

description; three or four bookcases were filled with books, and there

were many volumes piled in a disorderly fashion upon the different

tables, and some lay upon the floor beside a cushioned lounge, which

looked as though it were the favorite resting-place of the inmate of the

apartment. At first sight it seemed to me that few precautions were

observed; the nurse was seated in an outer apartment, and Madame Patoff

was quite alone and free. But the room where she was left was so

constructed that she could do herself no harm. There was no fire; the

lamps were all out of reach; the windows were locked, and she could only

go out by passing through the antechamber where the nurse was watching.

There was a singular lack of all those little objects which encumbered

the drawing-room of Carvel Place; there was not a bit of porcelain or

glass, nor a paper-knife, nor any kind of metal object. There were a few

pictures upon the walls, and the walls themselves were hung with a light

gray material, that looked like silk and brilliantly reflected the

strong light, making an extraordinary background for Madame Patoff's

figure, clad as she was in black velvet and white lace.

We stood before her, Cutter and I, for several seconds, watching for

some change of expression in her face. He had hoped that my sudden

appearance would arouse a memory in her disordered mind. I understood

his anxiety, but it appeared to me very unlikely that when she failed to

recognize him she should remember me. For some moments she gazed upon

me, and then a slight flush rose to her pale cheeks, her fixed stare

wavered, and her eyes fell. I could hear Cutter's long-drawn breath of

excitement. She clasped her hands together and turned away, resuming her

walk. It was strange,--perhaps she really remembered.

"He saved your life in Weissenstein," said Cutter, in loud, clear tones.

"You ought to thank him for it,--you never did."

The unhappy woman paused in her walk, stood still, then came swiftly

towards us, and again paused. Her face had changed completely in its

expression. Her teeth were closely set together, and her lip curled in

scorn, while a dark flush overspread her pale face, and her hands

twisted each other convulsively.

"Do you remember Weissenstein?" asked the professor, in the same

incisive voice, and through his round glasses he fixed his commanding

glance upon her. But as he looked her eyes grew dull, and the blush

subsided from her cheek. With a low, short laugh she turned away.

I started. I had forgotten the laugh behind the latticed wall, and if I

had found time to reflect I should have known, from what John Carvel had

told me, that it could have come from no one but the mad lady, who had

been walking in the garden with her nurse, on that bright evening. It

was the same low, rippling sound, silvery and clear, and it came so

suddenly that I was startled. I thought that the professor sighed as he

heard it. It was, perhaps, a strong evidence of insanity. In all my life

of wandering and various experience I have chanced to be thrown into the

society of but one insane person besides Madame Patoff. That was a

curious case: a hardy old sea-captain, who chanced to make a fortune

upon the New York stock exchange, and went stark mad a few weeks later.

His madness seemed to come from elation at his success, and it was very

curious to watch its progress, and very sad. He was a strong man, and in

all his active life had never touched liquor nor tobacco. Nothing but

wealth could have driven him out of his mind; but within two months of

his acquiring a fortune he was confined in an asylum, and within the

year he died of softening of the brain. I only mention this to show you

that I had had no experience of insanity worth speaking of before I met

Madame Patoff. I knew next to nothing of the signs of the disease.

Madame Patoff turned away, and crossed the room; then she sank down upon

the lounge which I have described as surrounded with books, and, taking

a volume in her hand, she began to read, with the utmost unconcern.

"Come," said the professor, "we may as well go."

"Wait a minute," I suggested. "Stay where you are." Cutter looked at me,

and shrugged his shoulders.

"You can't do any harm," he replied, indifferently. "I think she has a

faint remembrance of you."

You know I can speak the Russian language fairly well, for I have lived

some time in the country. It had struck me, while I was waiting in the

study, that it would be worth while to try the effect of a remark in a

tongue with which Madame Patoff had been familiar for over thirty years.

I went quietly up to the couch where she was lying, and spoke to her.

"I am sorry I saved your life, since you wished to die," I said, in a

low voice, in Russian. "Forgive me."

Madame Patoff started violently, and her white hands closed upon her

book with such force that the strong binding bent and cracked. Cutter

could not have seen this, for I was between him and her. She looked up

at me, and fixed her dark eyes on mine. There was a great sadness in

them, and at the same time a certain terror, but she did not speak.

However, as I had made an impression, I addressed her again in the same

language.

"Do you remember seeing Paul to-day?" I asked.

"Paul?" she repeated, in a soft, sad voice, that seemed to stir the

heart into sympathy. "Paul is dead."

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