CHAPTER XXXVI

THE GOD OF ROME EATEN BY A RAT.

Has God given us ears to hear, eyes to see, and intelligence to

understand? The Pope says, no! But the Son of God says, yes. One of the

most severe rebukes of our Saviour to His disciples, was for their not

paying sufficient attention to what their eyes had seen, their ears

heard, and their intelligence perceived. “Perceive ye not yet, neither

understand? Have ye your heart yet hardened? Having eyes, see ye not,

having ears, hear ye not? and do not ye remember?”—(Mark viii: 17, 18.)

This solemn appeal of our Saviour to our common sense, is the most

complete demolition of the whole fabric of Rome. The day that a man

ceases to believe that God would give us our senses and our intelligence

to ruin and deceive us, but that they were given to guide us, he is lost

to the Church of Rome. The Pope knows it; hence the innumerable

encyclicals, laws, and regulations by which the Roman Catholics are

warned not to trust the testimony of their ears, eyes, or intelligence.

“Shut your eyes,” says the Pope to his priests and people; “I will keep

mine opened, and I will see for you. Shut your ears, for it is most

dangerous for you to hear what is said in the world. I will keep my ears

opened, and will tell you what you must know. Remember that to trust

your own intelligence, in the research of truth, and the knowledge of

the Word of God, is sure perdition. If you want to know anything, come

to me: I am the only sure infallible fountain of truth,” saith the pope.

And this stupendous imposture is accepted by the people and the priests

of Rome with a mysterious facility, and retained with a most desolating

tenacity.

It is to them what the iron ring is to the nose of the ox, when a rope

is once tied to it. The poor animal loses its self-control. Its natural

strength and energies will avail it nothing; it must go left or right,

at the will of the one who holds the end of the rope.

Reader, please have no contempt for the unfortunate priests and people

of Rome, but pity them, when you see them walking in the ways into which

intelligent beings ought not to take a step. They cannot help it. The

ring of the ox is at their nose, and the Pope holds the end of the rope.

Had it not been for that ring, I would not have been long at the feet of

the wafer god of the Pope. Let me tell you of one of the shining rays of

truth, which were evidently sent by our merciful God, with a mighty

power, to open my eyes. But I could not follow it; the iron ring was at

my nose; and the Pope was holding the end of the rope.

This was after I had been put at the head of the magnificent parish of

Beauport, in the spring of 1840. There was living at “La jeune Lorette,”

an old retired priest, who was blind. He was born in France, where he

had been condemned to death, under the Reign of Terror. Escaped from the

guillotine, he had fled to Canada, where the bishop of Quebec had put

him in the elevated post of Chaplain of the Ursuline Nunnery. He had a

fine voice, was a good musician, and had some pretensions to the title

of poet. Having composed a good number of church hymns, he had been

called “Pere Cantique,” but his real name was “Pere Daule.” His faith

and piety were of the most exalted character among the Roman Catholics;

though these did not prevent him from being one of the most amiable and

jovial men I ever saw. But his blue eyes, sweet as the eyes of the dove;

his fine yellow hair, falling on his shoulders as a golden fleece; his

white, rosy cheeks, and his constantly smiling lips, had been too much

for the tender hearts of the good nuns. It was not a secret that “Pere

Cantique,” when young, had made several interesting conquests in the

monastery. There was no wonder at that. Indeed, how could that young and

inexperienced butterfly escape damaging his golden wings, at the

numberless burning lamps of the fair virgins? But the mantle of charity

had been put on the wounds which the old warrior had received on that

formidable battlefield, from which even the Davids, Samsons, Solomons,

and many others, had escaped only after being mortally wounded.

To help the poor, blind priest, the curates around Quebec used to keep

him by turn in their parsonages, and give him the care and marks of

respect due to his old age. After the Rev. Mr. Roy, curate of

Charlesbourg, had kept him five or six weeks, I had taken him to my

parsonage. It was in the month of May—a month entirely consecrated to

the worship of the Virgin Mary, to whom Father Daule was a most devoted

priest. His zeal was really inexhaustible, when trying to prove to us

how Mary was the surest foundation of the hope and salvation of sinners;

how she was constantly appeasing the just wrath of her son Jesus, who,

were it not for his love and respect to her would have, long since,

crushed us down.

The Councils of Rome have forbidden their blind priests to say their

mass; but on account of high piety, he had got from the Pope the

privilege of celebrating the short mass of the Virgin, which he knew

perfectly by heart. One morning, when the old priest was at the altar,

saying his mass, and I was in the vestry, hearing the confessions of the

people, the young servant boy came to me in haste, and said, “Father

Daule calls you; please come quick.”

Fearing something wrong had happened to my old friend, I lost no time,

and ran to him. I found him nervously tapping the altar with his two

hands, as in an anxious search for some very precious thing. When very

near to him, I said: “What do you want?” He answered with a shriek of

distress: “The good god has disappeared from the altar. He is lost!

(J’ai perdu le Bon Dieu. Il est disparu de dessus l’autel!”) Hoping that

he was mistaken, and that he had only thrown away the good god, “Le Bon

Dieu,” on the floor, by some accident, I looked on the altar, at his

feet, everywhere I could suspect that the _good god_ might have been

moved away by some mistake of the hand. But the most minute search was

of no avail; the good god could not be found. I really felt stunned. At

first, remembering the thousand miracles I had read of the disappearance

and marvellous changes of form of the wafer god, it came to my mind that

we were in the presence of some great miracle; and that my eyes were to

see some of these great marvels of which the books of the Church of Rome

are filled. But I had soon to change my mind, when a thought flashed

through my memory, which chilled the blood in my veins. The church of

Beauport was inhabited by a multitude of the boldest and most insolent

rats I have ever seen. Many times, when saying my mass, I had seen the

ugly nose of several of them, who, undoubtedly attracted by the smell of

the fresh wafer, wanted to make their breakfast with the body, blood,

soul and divinity of my Christ. But, as I was constantly in motion, or

praying with a loud voice, the rats had invariably been frightened and

fled away into their secret quarters. I felt terror-stricken at the

thought that the good god (Le Bon Dieu) had been taken away and eaten by

the rats.

Father Daule so sincerely believed what all the priests of Rome are

bound to believe, that he had the power to turn the wafer into God,

that, after he had pronounced the words by which the great marvel was

wrought, he used to pass from five to fifteen minutes in silent

adoration. He was then as motionless as a marble statue, and his

feelings were so strong that often torrents of tears used to flow from

his eyes on his cheeks. Leaning my head toward the distressed old

priest, I asked him: “Have you not remained, as you are used, a long

time motionless, in adoring the good god, after the consecration?”

He quickly answered, “Yes, but what has this to do with the loss of the

good god?”

I replied in a low voice, but with a real accent of distress and awe,

“Some rats have dragged and eaten the good god!”

“What do you say?” replied Father Daule. “The good god carried away and

eaten by rats?”

“Yes,” I replied, “I have not the least doubt about it.”

“My God! my God! what a dreadful calamity upon me!” rejoined the old

man; and raising his hands and his eyes to heaven, he cried out again,

“My God! my God! Why have you not taken away my life before such a

misfortune could fall upon me!” He could not speak any longer; his voice

was choked by his sobs.

At first, I did not know what to say; a thousand thoughts some very

grave, some exceedingly ludicrous, crossed my mind more rapidly than I

can say them. I stood there, as nailed to the floor, by the old priest,

who was weeping as a child, till he asked me, with a voice broken by his

sobs, “What must I do now?” I answered him: “The Church has foreseen

occurrences of that kind, and provided for them the remedy. The only

thing you have to do is to get a new wafer, consecrate it, and continue

your mass as if nothing strange had occurred. I will go and get you,

just now, new bread.” I went, without losing a moment, to the vestry,

got and brought a new wafer, which he consecrated and turned into a new

god, and finished his mass, as I had told him. After it was over, I took

the disconsolate old priest by the hand to my parsonage for breakfast.

But all along the way he rent the air with his cries of distress. He

would hardly taste anything, for his soul was drowned in a sea of

trouble. I vainly tried to calm his feelings, by telling him that it was

no fault of his; that this strange and sad occurrence was not the first

of that kind; that it had been calmly foreseen by the Church, which had

told us what to do in these circumstances; that there was no neglect, no

fault, no offence against God or man on his part.

But as he would not pay the least attention to what I said, I felt the

only thing I had to do was to remain silent and respect his grief, by

letting him unburden his heart by his lamentations and tears.

I had hoped that his good common sense would help him to overcome his

feelings, but I was mistaken; his lamentations were as long as those of

Jeremiah, and the expressions of his grief as bitter.

At last, I lost patience and said: “My dear Father Daule, allow me to

tell you respectfully that it is quite time to stop these lamentations

and tears. Our great and just God cannot like such an excess of sorrow

and regret about a thing which was only, and entirely, under the control

of His power and eternal wisdom.”

“What do you say there?” replied the old priest, with a vivacity which

resembled anger.

“I say that, as it was not in your power to foresee or to avoid that

occurrence, you have not the least reason to act and speak as you do.

Let us keep our regrets and our tears for our sins; we cannot shed too

many tears on them. But there is no sin here, and there must be some

reasonable limit to our sorrow. If anybody had to weep and regret

without measure what has happened, it would be Christ. For He alone

could foresee that event, and he alone could prevent it. Had it been His

will to oppose this sad and mysterious act, it was in His, not in our

power to prevent it. He alone has suffered from it, because it was His

will to suffer it.”

“Mr. Chiniquy,” he replied, “you are quite a young man, and I see you

have the want of attention and experience which are often seen among

young priests. You do not pay a sufficient attention to the awful

calamity which has just occurred in your church. If you had more faith

and piety you would weep with me instead of laughing at my grief. How

can you speak so lightly of a thing which makes the angels of God weep?

Our dear Saviour dragged and eaten by rats! Oh! great God! does not this

surpass the humiliation and horrors of Calvary?”

“My dear Father Daule,” I replied, “allow me respectfully to tell you

that I understand, as well as you do, the nature of the deplorable event

of this morning. I would have given my blood to prevent it. But let us

look at that fact in its proper light. It is not a moral action for us;

it did not depend on our will more than the spots of the sun. The only

one who is accountable for that fact is our God! For, again, I say, that

He was the only one who could foresee and prevent it. And, to give you

plainly my own mind, I tell you here that if I were God Almighty, and a

miserable rat would come to eat me, I would strike him dead before he

could touch me.”

There is no need of confessing it here; every one who reads these pages,

and pays attention to this conversation, will understand that my former

so robust faith in my priestly power of changing the wafer into my God

had melted away and evaporated from my mind, if not entirely, at least

to a great extent.

Great and new lights had flashed through my soul in that hour;

evidently my God wanted to open my eyes to the awful absurdities and

impieties of a religion whose God could be dragged and eaten by rats.

Had I been faithful to the saving lights which were in me then, I was

saved in that very hour; and before the end of that day I would have

broken the shameful chains by which the Pope had tied my neck to his

idol of bread. In that hour it seemed to me evident that the dogma of

transubstantiation was a sic monstrous imposture, and my priesthood an

insult to God and man.

My intelligence said to me with a thundering voice: “Do not remain any

longer the priest of a God whom you make every day, and whom the rats

can eat.”

Though blind, Father Daule understood very well by the stern accents of

my voice, that my faith in the god whom he had created that morning, and

whom the rats had eaten, had been seriously modified, if not entirely

crumbled down. He remained silent for some time, after which he invited

me to sit by him; and he spoke to me with a pathos and an authority

which my youth and his old age alone could justify. He gave me the most

awful rebuke I ever had; he opened on my poor wavering intelligence,

soul and heart, all the cataracts of heaven. He overwhelmed me with a

deluge of Holy Fathers, Councils and infallible Popes, who had believed

and preached before the whole world, in all ages, the dogma of

transubstantiation.

If I had paid attention to the voice of my intelligence, and accepted

the lights which my merciful God was giving me, I could easily have

smashed the arguments of the old priest of Rome. But what has the

intelligence to do in the Church of Rome? What could my intelligence

say? I was forbidden to hear it. What was the weight of my poor,

isolated intelligence, when put in the balance against so many learned,

holy infallible intelligences?

Alas! I was not aware, then, that the weight of the intelligence of God,

the Father, Son and Holy Ghost was on my side; and that, weighted

against the intelligence of the Popes, they were greater than all the

words against a grain of sand.

One hour after, shedding tears of regret, I was at the feet of Father

Daule, in the confessional box, confessing the great sin I had committed

by doubting, for a moment, of the power of the priests to change a wafer

into God.

The old priest, whose voice had been like a lion’s voice, when speaking

to the unbelieving curate of Beauport, had become sweet as the voice of

a lamb when he had me at his feet, confessing my unbelief. He gave me my

pardon. For my penance, he forbade me ever to say a word on the sad end

of the god he had created that morning; for, said he: “This would

destroy the faith of the most sincere Roman Catholics.” For the other

part of the penance, I had to go on my knees every day, during nine

days, before the fourteen images of the way of the cross, and say a

penitential psalm before every picture, which I did. But the sixth day

the skin of my knees was pierced, and the blood was flowing freely. I

suffered real torture every time I kneeled down, and at every step I

made. But it seemed to me that these terrible tortures were nothing

compared to my great iniquity!

I had refused, for a moment, to believe that a man can create his God

with a wafer! and I had thought that a church which adores a god eaten

by rats must be an idolatrous church!

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