I saw that I had possession of her so far as she had control of herself.

"Keep about your work as though nothing had happened!"

"Yes, ma'am."

I went to the door, blew my whistle, and sent for the Deputy. I waited

in the entry for him, and stated the case before he went in to punish

the women.

"McMullins gave the first blow; you know she is a poor, foolish thing;

she has fits. You won't punish her this time, will you? She slapped

O'Brien in the face, and she struck back. Won't you let them off this

time?"

"I can't. It won't do."

"Wouldn't it make you angry, and wouldn't you strike back if any one

struck you in the face?"

"Probably I should."

"You won't punish her for doing what you would do yourself?"

"I must."

"If one is punished both must be. The trouble began in Annie's not

having her own things to use. I will see that each has her own things in

future, and avoid cause of contention in that way as much as possible.

If McMullins should have a fit in her cell, we should both feel bad.

Can't you let them off with a reproof this time?"

"I can't. McMullins must not count on the fool's pardon when she fights.

If I let her go now she might fly in any woman's face at any time. They

never would be safe from her slappings. Don't you think they ought to be

punished?"

"Yes, sir; with some kind of punishment."

"If I were to let them off, it would be known all through the prison in

two hours, and there would be rebellion in all quarters."

"Subordination must be maintained. I wish there were a different way. I

am so sorry to have the poor things locked up."

"I am sorry; but I have no other way."

When he went into the kitchen, Annie O'Brien took off her apron, and

delivered herself up to him without a word; but McMullins cried, and

begged him not to lock her in a black cell.

He made no reply, but pointed them to the prison. As he went, he asked

me to bring No. 1 key.

The black cells are of the same size, and made like the others. The only

difference between them is, that the doors of the black cells are closed

from the entrance of all light by a black board placed against the bars.

They have no beds in them, not a blanket to lie upon. Nothing but the

cold stones to sit, to stand upon, or to lean against. The only article

of furniture allowed in them is the night bucket, which may be converted

into a seat. The rations, when in that "durance vile," is one quart of

water, and one thin slice of bread during the twenty-four hours.

With a heavy heart I saw my poor women locked up. I turned the key upon

them with my own hand.

O this continual turning of keys! The bunch in my hand all day, under my

pillow at night.

Click, click, when I go out of the room; click, click, when I come in.

Will my ears ever harden to the sound so that I shall not notice it!

It is a constant drill, drill to labor under the ever impending

punishment, which hangs over the prisoner, suspended by a breath of

complaint by an officer. Is one kind of punishment the only cure for

disobedience? Should it not be mitigated by mercy, or changed in

character according to the circumstances, or the peculiar disposition

of the offender? How does the Great Lawgiver treat His convicts? Does He

punish all offenders with the same unmitigated rigor? His sun shines

alike on the evil and the good. He reproves often, and teaches, and

suffers long, and is kind, and adapts His punishment to the character of

the crime committed.

Some crime is committed in willful disobedience of known law; but much

more of it in ignorance of the way to control bad tempers--in ignorance

of the way to resist temptation.

Teaching is what these poor creatures want, and the time in which to

learn.

Many a time I went to the key-holes of those black cells to listen that

day. Many a time I called,--

"McMullins, are you well?"

She invariably begged me to let her out.

"I cannot. You did wrong and must be punished."

"She threw the dish-cloth at me."

"You struck her."

"I'll never do it again, I am so tired. Please will you get the Deputy

to let me out."

"Just as soon as I can."

That night I went to him, and begged to have my women let out.

"You know McMullins has fits, and to lie there on the cold stones all

night might bring them on."

"You may put her in her own room to sleep."

"Thank you! It is a favor done to me as well as her. I don't think I

could sleep at all if she were left lying there. You will let O'Brien go

to hers--it would be hardly right to let one sleep in her bed, and not

the other."

He shook his head.

"O'Brien has been here before. I know more about her than you do."

"Let me try her my way, Mr. Deputy?"

"Not to-night."

"In the morning?"

"I will see."

O'Brien was obliged to make the cold stones her couch that night, and

little sleep did I get thinking of her. Many a time did I say to myself

in its silent hours, I will have her out in the morning if it is in the

power of persuasion to effect it.

After the women were locked up, Annie called to me. Her quick ears had

learned, or some other prisoner had told her, that McMullins was in her

own cell.

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