CHAPTER XV.

VARIETIES.

Leaving the guilty pair to concert their schemes and indulge their

atrocious hopes, we accompany Percival to the hovel occupied by Becky

Carruthers.

On following Beck into the room she rented, Percival was greatly

surprised to find, seated comfortably on the only chair to be seen, no

less a person than the worthy Mrs. Mivers. This good lady in her

spinster days had earned her own bread by hard work. She had captivated

Mr. Mivers when but a simple housemaid in the service of one of his

relations. And while this humble condition in her earlier life may

account for much in her language and manners which is nowadays

inconsonant with the breeding and education that characterize the wives

of opulent tradesmen, so perhaps the remembrance of it made her unusually

susceptible to the duties of charity. For there is no class of society

more prone to pity and relieve the poor than females in domestic service;

and this virtue Mrs. Mivers had not laid aside, as many do, as soon as

she was in a condition to practise it with effect. Mrs. Mivers blushed

scarlet on being detected in her visit of kindness, and hastened to

excuse herself by the information that she belonged to a society of

ladies for "The Bettering the Condition of the Poor," and that having

just been informed of Mrs. Becky's destitute state, she had looked in to

recommend her--a ventilator!

"It is quite shocking to see how little the poor attends to the proper

wentilating their houses. No wonder there's so much typus about!" said

Mrs. Mivers. "And for one-and-sixpence we can introduce a stream of h-

air that goes up the chimbly, and carries away all that it finds!".

"I 'umbly thank you, marm," said the poor bundle of rags that went by the

name of "Becky," as with some difficulty she contrived to stand in the

presence of the benevolent visitor; "but I am much afeard that the h-air

will make the rheumatiz very rumpatious!"

"On the contrary, on the contrary," said Mrs. Mivers, triumphantly; and

she proceeded philosophically to explain that all the fevers, aches,

pains, and physical ills that harass the poor arise from the want of an

air-trap in the chimney and a perforated network in the window-pane.

Becky listened patiently; for Mrs. Mivers was only a philosopher in her

talk, and she had proved herself anything but a philosopher in her

actions, by the spontaneous present of five shillings, and the promise of

a basket of victuals and some good wine to keep the cold wind she invited

to the apartment out of the stomach.

Percival imitated the silence of Becky, whose spirit was so bowed down by

an existence of drudgery that not even the sight of her foster-son could

draw her attention from the respect due to a superior.

"And is this poor cranky-looking cretur your son, Mrs. Becky?" said the

visitor, struck at last by the appearance of the ex-sweeper as he stood

at the threshold, hat in hand.

"No, indeed, marm," answered Becky; "I often says, says I: 'Child, you be

the son of Sint Poll's.'"

Beck smiled proudly.

"It was agin the grit church, marm ---- But it's a long story. My poor

good man had not a long been dead,--as good a man as hever lived, marm,"

and Becky dropped a courtesy; "he fell off a scaffold, and pitched right

on his 'ead, or I should not have come on the parish, marm,--and that's

the truth on it!"

"Very well, I shall call and hear all about it; a sad case, I dare say.

You see, your husband should have subscribed to our Loan Society, and

then they'd have found him a 'andsome coffin, and given three pounds to

his widder. But the poor are so benighted in these parts. I'm sure,

sir, I can't guess what brought you here; but that's no business of mine.

And how are all at Old Brompton?" Here Mrs. Mivers bridled indignantly.

"There was a time when Miss Mainwaring was very glad to come and chat

with Mr. M. and myself; but now 'rum has riz,' as the saying is,--not but

what I dare say it's not her fault, poor thing! That stiff aunt of

hers,--she need not look so high; pride and poverty, forsooth!"

While delivering these conciliatory sentences, Mrs. Mivers had gathered

up her gown, and was evidently in the bustle of departure. As she now

nodded to Becky, Percival stepped up, and, with his irresistible smile,

offered her his arm. Much surprised and much flattered, Mrs. Mivers

accepted it. As she did so, he gently detained her while he said to

Becky,--"My good friend, I have brought you the poor lad to whom you have

been a mother, to tell you that good deeds find their reward sooner or

later. As for him, make yourself easy; he will inform you of the new

step he has taken, and for you, good, kind-hearted creature, thank the

boy you brought up if your old age shall be made easy and cheerful. Now,

Beck, silly lad, go and tell all to your nurse! Take care of this step,

Mrs. Mivers."

As soon as he was in the street, Percival, who, if amused at the

ventilator, had seen the five shillings gleam on Becky's palm, and felt

that he had found under the puce-coloured gown a good woman's heart to

understand him, gave Mrs. Mivers a short sketch of poor Becky's history

and misfortunes, and so contrived to interest her in behalf of the nurse

that she willingly promised to become Percival's almoner, to execute his

commission, to improve the interior of Becky's abode, and distribute

weekly the liberal stipend he proposed to settle on the old widow. They

had grown, indeed, quite friendly and intimate by the time he reached the

smart plate-glazed mahogany-coloured facade within which the flourishing

business of Mr. Mivers was carried on; and when, knocking at the private

door, promptly opened by a lemon-coloured page, she invited him upstairs,

it so chanced that the conversation had slid off to Helen, and Percival

was sufficiently interested to bow assent and to enter.

Though all the way up the stairs Mrs. Mivers, turning back at every other

step, did her best to impress upon her young visitor's mind the important

fact that they kept their household establishment at their "willer," and

that their apartments in Fleet Street were only a "conwenience," the

store set by the worthy housewife upon her goods and chattels was

sufficiently visible in the drugget that threaded its narrow way up the

gay Brussels stair-carpet, and in certain layers of paper which protected

from the profanation of immediate touch the mahogany hand-rail. And

nothing could exceed the fostering care exhibited in the drawing-room,

when the door thrown open admitted a view of its damask moreen curtains,

pinned back from such impertinent sunbeams as could force their way

through the foggy air of the east into the windows, and the ells of

yellow muslin that guarded the frames, at least, of a collection of

coloured prints and two kit-kat portraitures of Mr. Mivers and his lady

from the perambulations of the flies.

But Percival's view of this interior was somewhat impeded by his portly

guide, who, uttering a little exclamation of surprise, stood motionless

on the threshold as she perceived Mr. Mivers seated by the hearth in

close conference with a gentleman whom she had never seen before. At

that hour it was so rare an event in the life of Mr. Mivers to be found

in the drawing-room, and that he should have an acquaintance unknown to

his helpmate was a circumstance so much rarer still, that Mrs. Mivers may

well be forgiven for keeping St. John standing at the door till she had

recovered her amaze.

Meanwhile Mr. Mivers rose in some confusion, and was apparently about to

introduce his guest, when that gentleman coughed, and pinched the host's

arm significantly. Mr. Mivers coughed also, and stammered out: "A

gentleman, Mrs. M.,--a friend; stay with us a day or two. Much honoured,

hum!"

Mrs. Mivers stared and courtesied, and stared again. But there was an

open, good-humoured smile in the face of the visitor, as he advanced and

took her hand, that attracted a heart very easily conciliated. Seeing

that that was no moment for further explanation, she plumped herself into

a seat and said,--

"But bless us and save us, I am keeping you standing, Mr. St. John!"

"St. John!" repeated the visitor, with a vehemence that startled Mrs.

Mivers. "Your name is St. John, sir,--related to the St. Johns of

Laughton?"

"Yes, indeed," answered Percival, with his shy, arch smile. "Laughton at

present has no worthier owner than myself."

The gentleman made two strides to Percival and shook him heartily by the

hand.

"This is pleasant indeed!" he exclaimed. "You must excuse my freedom;

but I knew well poor old Sir Miles, and my heart warms at the sight of

his representative."

Percival glanced at his new acquaintance, and on the whole was

prepossessed in his favour. He seemed somewhere on the sunnier side of

fifty, with that superb yellow bronze of complexion which betokens long

residence under Eastern skies. Deep wrinkles near the eyes, and a dark

circle round them, spoke of cares and fatigue, and perhaps dissipation.

But he had evidently a vigour of constitution that had borne him passably

through all; his frame was wiry and nervous; his eye bright and full of

life; and there was that abrupt, unsteady, mercurial restlessness in his

movements and manner which usually accompanies the man whose sanguine

temperament prompts him to concede to the impulse, and who is blessed or

cursed with a superabundance of energy, according as circumstance may

favour or judgment correct that equivocal gift of constitution.

Percival said something appropriate in reply to so much cordiality paid

to the account of the Sir Miles whom he had never seen, and seated

himself, colouring slightly under the influence of the fixed, pleased,

and earnest look still bent upon him.

Searching for something else to say, Percival asked Mrs. Mivers if she

had lately seen John Ardworth.

The guest, who had just reseated himself, turned his chair round at that

question with such vivacity that Mrs. Mivers heard it crack. Her chairs

were not meant for such usage. A shade fell over her rosy countenance as

she replied,--

"No, indeed (please, sir, them chairs is brittle)! No, he is like Madame

at Brompton, and seldom condescends to favour us now. It was but last

Sunday we asked him to dinner. I am sure he need not turn up his nose at

our roast beef and pudding!"

Here Mr. Mivers was taken with a violent fit of coughing, which drew off

his wife's attention. She was afraid he had taken cold.

The stranger took out a large snuff-box, inhaled a long pinch of snuff,

and said to St. John,--

"This Mr. John Ardworth, a pert enough jackanapes, I suppose,--a limb of

the law, eh?"

"Sir," said Percival, gravely, "John Ardworth is my particular friend.

It is clear that you know very little of him."

"That's true," said the stranger,--"'pon my life, that's very true. But

I suppose he's like all lawyers,--cunning and tricky, conceited and

supercilious, full of prejudice and cant, and a red-hot Tory into the

bargain. I know them, sir; I know them!"

"Well," answered St. John, half gayly, half angrily, "your general

experience serves you very little here; for Ardworth is exactly the

opposite of all you have described."

"Even in politics?"

"Why, I fear he is half a Radical,--certainly more than a Whig," answered

St. John, rather mournfully; for his own theories were all the other way,

notwithstanding his unpatriotic forgetfulness of them in his offer to

assist Ardworth's entrance into parliament.

"I am very glad to hear it," cried the stranger, again taking snuff.

"And this Madame at Brompton--perhaps I know her a little better than I

do young Mr. Ardworth--Mrs. Brad--I mean Madame Dalibard!" and the

stranger glanced at Mr. Mivers, who was slowly recovering from some

vigorous slaps on the back administered to him by his wife as a counter-

irritant to the cough. "Is it true that she has lost the use of her

limbs?"

Percival shook his head.

"And takes care of poor Helen Mainwaring the orphan? Well, well, that

looks amiable enough. I must see; I must see!"

"Who shall I say inquired after her, when I see Madame Dalibard?" asked

Percival, with some curiosity.

"Who? Oh, Mr. Tomkins. She will not recollect him, though,"--and the

stranger laughed, and Mr. Mivers laughed too; and Mrs. Mivers, who,

indeed, always laughed when other people laughed, laughed also. So

Percival thought he ought to laugh for the sake of good company, and all

laughed together as he arose and took leave.

He had not, however, got far from the house, on his way to his cabriolet,

which he had left by Temple Bar, when, somewhat to his surprise, he found

Mr. Tomkins at his elbow.

"I beg your pardon, Mr. St. John, but I have only just returned to

England, and on such occasions a man is apt to seem curious. This young

lawyer ---- You see the elder Ardworth, a good-for-nothing scamp, was a

sort of friend of mine,--not exactly friend, indeed, for, by Jove, I

think he was a worse friend to me than he was to anybody else; still I

had a foolish interest for him, and should be glad to hear something more

about any one bearing his name than I can coax out of that droll little

linen draper. You are really intimate with young Ardworth, eh?"

"Intimate! poor fellow, he will not let any one be that; he works too

hard to be social. But I love him sincerely, and I admire him beyond

measure."

"The dog has industry, then;--that's good. And does he make debts, like

that rascal, Ardworth senior?"

"Really, sir, I must say this tone with respect to Mr. Ardworth's father-

-"

"What the devil, sir! Do you take the father's part as well as the

son's?"

"I don't know anything about Mr. Ardworth senior," said Percival,

pouting; "but I do know that my friend would not allow any one to speak

ill of his father in his presence; and I beg you, sir, to consider that

whatever would offend him must offend me."

"Gad's my life! He's the luckiest young rogue to have such a friend.

Sir, I wish you a very good-day."

Mr. Tomkins took off his hat, bowed, and passing St. John with a rapid

step, was soon lost to his eye amongst the crowd hurrying westward.

But our business being now rather with him than Percival, we leave the

latter to mount his cabriolet, and we proceed with Mr. Mivers's mercurial

guest on his eccentric way through the throng. There was an odd mixture

of thoughtful abstraction and quick observation in the soliloquy in which

this gentleman indulged, as he walked briskly on.

"A pretty young spark that St. John! A look of his father, but

handsomer, and less affected. I like him. Fine shop that, very! London

wonderfully improved. A hookah in that window,--God bless me!--a real

hookah! This is all very good news about that poor boy, very. After

all, he is not to blame if his mother was such a damnable--I must

contrive to see and judge of him myself as soon as possible. Can't trust

to others; too sharp for that. What an ugly dog that is, looking after

me! It is certainly a bailiff. Hang it, what do I care for bailiffs?

Hem, hem!" And the gentleman thrust his hands into his pockets, and

laughed, as the jingle of coin reached his ear through the din without.

"Well, I must make haste to decide; for really there is a very

troublesome piece of business before me. Plague take her, what can have

become of the woman? I shall have to hunt out a sharp lawyer. But

John's a lawyer himself. No, attorneys, I suppose, are the men. Gad!

they were sharp enough when they had to hunt me. What's that great bill

on the wall about? 'Down with the Lords!' Pooh, pooh! Master John Bull,

you love lords a great deal too much for that. A prettyish girl!

English women are very good-looking, certainly. That Lucretia, what

shall I do, if ---- Ah, time enough to think of her when I have got over

that mighty stiff if!"

In such cogitations and mental remarks our traveller whiled away the time

till he found himself in Piccadilly. There, a publisher's shop (and he

had that keen eye for shops which betrays the stranger in London), with

its new publications exposed at the window, attracted his notice.

Conspicuous amongst the rest was the open title-page of a book, at the

foot of which was placed a placard with the enticing words, "FOURTH

EDITION; JUST OUT," in red capitals. The title of the work struck his

irritable, curious fancy; he walked into the shop, asked for the volume,

and while looking over the contents with muttered ejaculations, "Good!

capital! Why, this reminds one of Horne Tooke! What's the price? Very

dear; must have it though,--must. Ha, ha! home-thrust there!"--while

thus turning over the leaves, and rending them asunder with his

forefinger, regardless of the paper cutter extended to him by the

shopman, a gentleman, pushing by him, asked if the publisher was at home;

and as the shopman, bowing very low, answered "Yes," the new-comer darted

into a little recess behind the shop. Mr. Tomkins, who had looked up

very angrily on being jostled so unceremoniously, started and changed

colour when he saw the face of the offender. "Saints in heaven!" he

murmured almost audibly, "what a look of that woman; and yet--no--it is

gone!"

"Who is that gentleman?" he asked abruptly, as he paid for his book.

The shopman smiled, but answered, "I don't know, sir."

"That's a lie! You would never bow so low to a man you did not know!"

The shopman smiled again. "Why, sir, there are many who come to this

house who don't wish us to know them."

"Ah, I understand; you are political publishers,--afraid of libels, I

dare say. Always the same thing in this cursed country; and then they

tell us we are 'free!' So I suppose that gentleman has written something

William Pitt does not like. But William Pitt--ha--he's dead! Very true,

so he is! Sir, this little book seems most excellent; but in my time, a

man would have been sent to Newgate for printing it." While thus running

on, Mr. Tomkins had edged himself pretty close to the recess within which

the last-comer had disappeared; and there, seated on a high stool, he

contrived to read and to talk at the same time, but his eye and his ear

were both turned every instant towards the recess.

The shopman, little suspecting that in so very eccentric, garrulous a

person he was permitting a spy to encroach upon the secrets of the house,

continued to make up sundry parcels of the new publication which had so

enchanted his customer, while he expatiated on the prodigious sensation

the book had created, and while the customer himself had already caught

enough of the low conversation within the recess to be aware that the

author of the book was the very person who had so roused his curiosity.

Not till that gentleman, followed to the door by the polite publisher,

had quitted the shop, did Mr. Tomkins put this volume in his pocket, and,

with a familiar nod at the shopman, take himself off.

He was scarcely in the street when he saw Percival St. John leaning out

of his cabriolet and conversing with the author he had discovered. He

halted a moment irresolute; but the young man, in whom our reader

recognizes John Ardworth, declining St. John's invitation to accompany

him to Brompton, resumed his way through the throng; the cabriolet drove

on; and Mr. Tomkins, though with a graver mien and a steadier step,

continued his desultory rambles. Meanwhile, John Ardworth strode

gloomily back to his lonely chamber.

There, throwing himself on the well-worn chair before the crowded desk,

he buried his face in his hands, and for some minutes he felt all that

profound despondency peculiar to those who have won fame, to add to the

dark volume of experience the conviction of fame's nothingness. For some

minutes he felt an illiberal and ungrateful envy of St. John, so fair, so

light-hearted, so favoured by fortune, so rich in friends,--in a mother's

love, and in Helen's half-plighted troth. And he, from his very birth,

cut off from the social ties of blood; no mother's kiss to reward the

toils or gladden the sports of childhood; no father's cheering word up

the steep hill of man! And Helen, for whose sake he had so often, when

his heart grew weary, nerved himself again to labour, saying, "Let me be

rich, let me be great, and then I will dare to tell Helen that I love

her!"--Helen smiling upon another, unconscious of his pangs! What could

fame bestow in compensation? What matter that strangers praised, and the

babble of the world's running stream lingered its brief moment round the

pebble in its way. In the bitterness of his mood, he was unjust to his

rival. All that exquisite but half-concealed treasure of imagination and

thought which lay beneath the surface of Helen's childlike smile he

believed that he alone--he, soul of power and son of genius--was worthy

to discover and to prize. In the pride not unfrequent with that

kingliest of all aristocracies, the Chiefs of Intellect, he forgot the

grandeur which invests the attributes of the heart; forgot that, in the

lists of love, the heart is at least the equal of the mind. In the

reaction that follows great excitement, Ardworth had morbidly felt, that

day, his utter solitude,--felt it in the streets through which he had

passed; in the home to which he had returned; the burning tears, shed for

the first time since childhood, forced themselves through his clasped

fingers. At length he rose, with a strong effort at self-mastery, some

contempt of his weakness, and much remorse at his ungrateful envy. He

gathered together the soiled manuscript and dingy proofs of his book, and

thrust them through the grimy bars of his grate; then, opening his desk,

he drew out a small packet, with tremulous fingers unfolding paper after

paper, and gazed, with eyes still moistened, on the relics kept till then

in the devotion of the only sentiment inspired by Eros that had ever,

perhaps, softened his iron nature. These were two notes from Helen, some

violets she had once given him, and a little purse she had knitted for

him (with a playful prophecy of future fortunes) when he had last left

the vicarage. Nor blame him, ye who, with more habitual romance of

temper, and richer fertility of imagination, can reconcile the tenderest

memories with the sternest duties, if he, with all his strength, felt

that the associations connected with those tokens would but enervate his

resolves and embitter his resignation. You can guess not the extent of

the sacrifice, the bitterness of the pang, when, averting his head, he

dropped those relics on the hearth. The evidence of the desultory

ambition, the tokens of the visionary love,--the same flame leaped up to

devour both! It was as the funeral pyre of his youth!

"So," he said to himself, "let all that can divert me from the true ends

of my life consume! Labour, take back your son."

An hour afterwards, and his clerk, returning home, found Ardworth

employed as calmly as usual on his Law Reports.

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