CHAPTER XIV.

NEWS FROM GRABMAN.

That day, opening thus auspiciously to Beck, was memorable also to other

and more prominent persons in this history.

Early in the forenoon a parcel was brought to Madame Dalibard which

contained Ardworth's already famous book, a goodly assortment of extracts

from the newspapers thereon, and the following letter from the young

author:--

You will see, by the accompanying packet, that your counsels have had

weight with me. I have turned aside in my slow, legitimate career. I

have, as you desired, made "men talk of me." What solid benefit I may

reap from this I know not. I shall not openly avow the book. Such

notoriety cannot help meat the Bar. But liberavi animam meam,--excuse my

pedantry,--I have let my soul free for a moment; I am now catching it

back to put bit and saddle on again. I will not tell you how you have

disturbed me, how you have stung me into this premature rush amidst the

crowd, how, after robbing me of name and father, you have driven me to

this experiment with my own mind, to see if I was deceived when I groaned

to myself, "The Public shall give you a name, and Fame shall be your

mother." I am satisfied with the experiment. I know better now what is

in me, and I have regained my peace of mind. If in the success of this

hasty work there be that which will gratify the interest you so kindly

take in me, deem that success your own; I owe it to you,--to your

revelations, to your admonitions. I wait patiently your own time for

further disclosures; till then, the wheel must work on, and the grist be

ground. Kind and generous friend, till now I would not wound you by

returning the sum you sent me,--nay, more, I knew I should please you by

devoting part of it to the risk of giving this essay to the world, and so

making its good fortune doubly your own work. Now, when the publisher

smiles, and the shopmen bow, and I am acknowledged to have a bank in my

brains,--now, you cannot be offended to receive it back. Adieu. When my

mind is in train again, and I feel my step firm on the old dull road, I

will come to see you. Till then, yours--by what name? Open the

Biographical Dictionary at hazard, and send me one. GRAY'S INN.

Not at the noble thoughts and the deep sympathy with mankind that glowed

through that work, over which Lucretia now tremulously hurried, did she

feel delight. All that she recognized, or desired to recognize, were

those evidences of that kind of intellect which wins its way through the

world, and which, strong and unmistakable, rose up in every page of that

vigorous logic and commanding style. The book was soon dropped, thus

read; the newspaper extracts pleased even more.

"This," she said audibly, in the freedom of her solitude, "this is the

son I asked for,--a son in whom I can rise; in whom I can exchange the

sense of crushing infamy for the old delicious ecstasy of pride! For

this son can I do too much? No; in what I may do for him methinks there

will be no remorse. And he calls his success mine,--mine!" Her nostrils

dilated, and her front rose erect.

In the midst of this exultation Varney found her; and before he could

communicate the business which had brought him, he had to listen, which

he did with the secret, gnawing envy that every other man's success

occasioned him, to her haughty self-felicitations.

He could not resist saying, with a sneer, when she paused, as if to ask

his sympathy,--

"All this is very fine, belle-mere; and yet I should hardly have thought

that coarse-featured, uncouth limb of the law, who seldom moves without

upsetting a chair, never laughs but the panes rattle in the window,--I

should hardly have thought him the precise person to gratify your pride,

or answer the family ideal of a gentleman and a St. John."

"Gabriel," said Lucretia, sternly, "you have a biting tongue, and it is

folly in me to resent those privileges which our fearful connection gives

you. But this raillery--"

"Come, come, I was wrong; forgive it!" interrupted Varney, who,

dreading nothing else, dreaded much the rebuke of his grim stepmother.

"It is forgiven," said Lucretia, coldly, and with a slight wave of her

hand; then she added, with composure,--

"Long since--even while heiress of Laughton--I parted with mere pride in

the hollow seemings of distinction. Had I not, should I have stooped to

William Mainwaring? What I then respected, amidst all the degradations I

have known, I respect still,--talent, ambition, intellect, and will. Do

you think I would exchange these in a son of mine for the mere graces

which a dancing-master can sell him? Fear not. Let us give but wealth

to that intellect, and the world will see no clumsiness in the movements

that march to its high places, and hear no discord in the laugh that

triumphs over fools. But you have some news to communicate, or some

proposal to suggest."

"I have both," said Varney. "In the first place, I have a letter from

Grabman!"

Lucretia's eyes sparkled, and she snatched eagerly at the letter her son-

in-law drew forth.

LIVERPOOL, October, 1831.

JASON,--I think I am on the road to success. Having first possessed

myself of the fact, commemorated in the parish register, of the birth and

baptism of Alfred Braddell's son,--for we must proceed regularly in these

matters,--I next set my wits to work to trace that son's exodus from the

paternal mansion. I have hunted up an old woman-servant, Jane Prior, who

lived with the Braddells. She now thrives as a laundress; she is a rank

Puritan, and starches for the godly. She was at first very wary and

reserved in her communications; but by siding with her prejudices and

humours, and by the intercession of the Rev. Mr. Graves (of her own

persuasion), I have got her to open her lips. It seems that these

Braddells lived very unhappily; the husband, a pious dissenter, had

married a lady who turned out of a very different practice and belief.

Jane Prior pitied her master, and detested her mistress. Some

circumstances in the conduct of Mrs. Braddell made the husband, who was

then in his last illness, resolve, from a point of conscience, to save

his child from what he deemed the contamination of her precepts and

example. Mrs. Braddell was absent from Liverpool on a visit, which was

thought very unfeeling by the husband's friends; during this time

Braddell was visited constantly by a gentleman (Mr. Ardworth), who

differed from him greatly in some things, and seemed one of the carnal,

but with whom agreement in politics (for they were both great politicians

and republicans) seems to have established a link. One evening, when Mr.

Ardworth was in the house, Jane Prior, who was the only maidservant (for

they kept but two, and one had been just discharged), had been sent out

to the apothecary's. On her return, Jane Prior, going into the nursery,

missed the infant: she thought it was with her master; but coming into

his room, Mr. Braddell told her to shut the door, informed her that he

had intrusted the boy to Mr. Ardworth, to be brought up in a righteous

and pious manner, and implored and commanded her to keep this a secret

from his wife, whom he was resolved, indeed, if he lived, not to receive

back into his house. Braddell, however, did not survive more than two

days this event. On his death, Mrs. Braddell returned; but circumstances

connected with the symptoms of his malady, and a strong impression which

haunted himself, and with which he had infected Jane Prior, that he had

been poisoned, led to a posthumous examination of his remains. No trace

of poison was, however, discovered, and suspicions that had been directed

against his wife could not be substantiated by law; still, she was

regarded in so unfavourable a light by all who had known them both, she

met with such little kindness or sympathy in her widowhood, and had been

so openly denounced by Jane Prior, that it is not to be wondered at that

she left the place as soon as possible. The house, indeed, was taken

from her; for Braddell's affairs were found in such confusion, and his

embarrassments so great, that everything was seized and sold off,--

nothing left for the widow nor for the child (if the last were ever

discovered.)

As may be supposed, Mrs. Braddell was at first very clamorous for the

lost child; but Jane Prior kept her promise and withheld all clew to it,

and Mrs. Braddell was forced to quit the place, in ignorance of what had

become of it. Since then no one had heard of her; but Jane Prior says

that she is sure she has come to no good. Now, though much of this may

be, no doubt, familiar to you, dear Jason, it is right, when I put the

evidence before you, that you should know and guard against what to

expect; and in any trial at law to prove the identity of Vincent

Braddell, Jane Prior must be a principal witness, and will certainly not

spare poor Mrs. Braddell. For the main point, however,--namely, the

suspicion of poisoning her husband,--the inquest and verdict may set

aside all alarm.

My next researches have been directed on the track of Walter Ardworth,

after leaving Liverpool, which (I find by the books at the inn where he

lodged and was known) he did in debt to the innkeeper, the very night he

received the charge of the child. Here, as yet, I am in fault; but I

have ascertained that a woman, one of the sect, of the name of Joplin,

living in a village fifteen miles from the town, had the care of some

infant, to replace her own, which she had lost. I am going to this

village to-morrow. But I cannot expect much in that quarter, since it

would seem at variance with your more probable belief that Walter

Ardworth took the child at once to Mr. Fielden's. However, you see I

have already gone very far in the evidence,--the birth of the child, the

delivery of the child to Ardworth. I see a very pretty case already

before us, and I do not now doubt for a moment of ultimate success.

Yours, N. GRABMAN.

Lucretia read steadily, and with no change of countenance, to the last

line of the letter. Then, as she put it down on the table before her,

she repeated, with a tone of deep exultation: "No doubt of ultimate

success!"

"You do not fear to brave all which the spite of this woman, Jane Prior,

may prompt her to say against you?" asked Varney.

Lucretia's brow fell. "It is another torture," she said, "even to own my

marriage with a low-born hypocrite. But I can endure it for the cause,"

she added, more haughtily. "Nothing can really hurt me in these obsolete

aspersions and this vague scandal. The inquest acquitted me, and the

world will be charitable to the mother of him who has wealth and rank and

that vigorous genius which, if proved in obscurity, shall command opinion

in renown."

"You are now, then, disposed at once to proceed to action. For Helen all

is prepared,--the insurances are settled, the trust for which I hold them

on your behalf is signed and completed. But for Percival St. John I

await your directions. Will it be best first to prove your son's

identity, or when morally satisfied that that proof is forthcoming, to

remove betimes both the barriers to his inheritance? If we tarry for the

last, the removal of St. John becomes more suspicious than it does at a

time when you have no visible interest in his death. Besides, now we

have the occasion, or can make it, can we tell how long it will last?

Again, it will seem more natural that the lover should break his heart in

the first shock of--"

"Ay," interrupted Lucretia, "I would have all thought and contemplation

of crime at an end when, clasping my boy to my heart, I can say, 'Your

mother's inheritance is yours.' I would not have a murder before my eyes

when they should look only on the fair prospects beyond. I would cast

back all the hideous images of horror into the rear of memory, so that

hope may for once visit me again undisturbed. No, Gabriel, were I to

speak forever, you would comprehend not what I grasp at in a son. It is

at a future! Rolling a stone over the sepulchre of the past, it is a

resurrection into a fresh world; it is to know again one emotion not

impure, one scheme not criminal,--it is, in a word, to cease to be as

myself, to think in another soul, to hear my heart beat in another form.

All this I covet in a son. And when all this should smile before me in

his image, shall I be plucked back again into my hell by the

consciousness that a new crime is to be done? No; wade quickly through

the passage of blood, that we may dry our garments and breathe the air

upon the bank where sun shines and flowers bloom!"

"So be it, then," said Varney. "Before the week is out, I must be under

the same roof as St. John. Before the week is out, why not all meet in

the old halls of Laughton?"

"Ay, in the halls of Laughton. On the hearth of our ancestors the deeds

done for our descendants look less dark."

"And first, to prepare the way, Helen should sicken in these fogs of

London, and want change of air."

"Place before me that desk. I will read William Mainwaring's letters

again and again, till from every shadow in the past a voice comes forth,

'The child of your rival, your betrayer, your undoer, stands between the

daylight and your son!'"

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