CHAPTER VII

The old flute-player looked down upon his lovely daughter as, sobbing,

she clung to him, with bewildered, utterly dismayed amazement. What

could be the matter with the child? He glanced about him helplessly.

It dazed him. Everything, a moment since, had been so bright and gay!

There had been a smile upon her lips, a soft glow of happiness alight

within her eyes. He could not understand this situation. He was

actually frightened.

So, also, was M'riar, who stood gaping at the spectacle of her Miss

Anna's grief with wide, fear-stricken eyes.

"Cawn't Hi do nothink for 'er, sir?" she said, approaching timidly.

For the first time in his life he spoke almost harshly to the child,

in his excitement. "No," he said emphatically. "You will only stand

and say 'My heye! Hi sye! Hi sye! My heye!' You can do nothing. It

would be well for you to step into the kitchen, possibly. I smell me

that there may be something burning, there. And do not come again

until I call to you. If nothing burns there, now, then something might

burn, later. It would be well for you to stay and watch." He had no

wish to hurt the poor child's feelings--but his Anna! Surely none but

he must witness this completely inexplicable, this mad outburst of

wild woe.

"What is this, my Anna?" he said softly to the weeping girl who clung

there in his arms when M'riar had left the room. "You are tear-ing,

Anna--you are tear-ing, child!" He was sure his English had escaped

him, but he could not stop to make correction.

She looked up at him, at last. "'Tear-ing? Tear-ing?' Oh, crying! Yes,

I'm crying--because I am so happy, and because--"

He was more puzzled by this extraordinary statement than he had been

by her tears. "Because you are so _happy_! Hein! A woman--she is

strange. So strange. She cries because she is so happy, then she cries

because she is so sorry. When she cries no one can tell which makes

her do it. You are sure it is the happiness, this time, that makes you

cry?"

"Quite sure," said Anna, trying hard to stifle the great sobs. "Yes; I

am certain. It is because I am so happy, and--because--I am a little

bit--af-fraid!"

"You are afraid, my child? What is it fears you?"

She slipped out of his arms. There was no going back, she now must

tell him all. She knew that he would not be harshly angry, though she

greatly feared he would be sorely grieved.

She held him, with a gentle hand, back in his chair as he would have

arisen, and sank down at his feet, her arm upon his knee, her face

upturned. "Come, father," she said simply. "I want to sit here at

your feet. I want to sit here at your feet just as I did when I was,

oh, a very little girl!"

The old man was sorely puzzled, but he sank back in his chair and let

her take his hands--both of them. One of them she placed upon her

beautiful, dark hair; the other she held close clasped against her

bosom in her own. "Father, I have something to confess."

He was amazed, but less distressed than he had been. His Anna, his

own, liebling Anna, could not have anything to confess which was so

very terrible. He looked down at her and smiled in reassurance. Her

wonderful, dark eyes were upturned, as he gazed, and, for an instant,

looked straight at his; but then the delicately veined lids drooped.

"You have something to confess? What is it, Anna?"

"I shall not go back again to Mrs. Vanderlyn's," she slowly answered.

"I have come home, my father; have come home to you--to stay."

He was worried. Could she be satisfied, after what she had been having

there at Mrs. Vanderlyn's, with what his small purse had to offer her

in this unpleasant tenement? His heart leaped at the thought of having

her with him again; none but himself could know how greatly he had

missed her, and he could give her food and shelter. But would she,

now, be happy there with him, in all his poverty?

"Ah; you have quarreled?" he ventured, hesitantly.

"No," she faltered.

His wrath rose. Ah, that was it! The woman had been unkind to her, had

asked of her some menial service, had presumed upon the fact that she

was but an employee! "She has mistreated you," he cried, in

indignation. "She has mistreated you! Well, here is--"

Anna interrupted him by laying a soft hand upon his lips. She had to

stretch and strain a little to reach up so far, crouched low there, as

she was, quite at his feet. Her heart was beating very fast as came

the time for her confession. She hoped that he would not be very

angry, very greatly horrified.

"No," she said slowly; "no, we have not quarreled, she has not

mistreated me; but--she will be very angry--she will not forgive me,

when she knows--"

Kreutzer was affrighted. There seemed to him to be a hint of dreadful

revelations to be made in the soft droop of Anna's head, the trembling

of her little hand in his, the swift ebb and flow of the rich color in

the pink satin of her cheeks.

"Anna," he said, aghast, "what is there for her to know? Oh, my

Anna--what is there for her to know? Fear not. Your old father--he

will understand and will forgive--will forgive anything in all this

world--no matter what. Remember that. Remember that, and tell me,

Anna, what is there for Mrs. Vanderlyn to pardon?"

She did not lift her head. Her eyes flashed up at him in one quick

look of terror, but never by an inch did she raise toward her

father's, now, her pale, affrighted face. "It was a great temptation,

father," she said slowly. "A very great temptation."

Now he was alarmed, indeed. "Anna," he demanded, in a voice that was

not like his own, "what have you done? What have you done?"

Every horrid thought--but one--which could flash into being in the

human mind at such a time, rushed into his, in a terrific jumble of

mad speculations.

For a moment Anna cowered, alarmed by what a quick glimpse of his face

had shown her. She had never seen a human face so--not whitened by his

fear, but greyed--greyed as if seared with fire and turned to carven

ashes. She could tell, by that, that he would never, really, forgive

her. Too firmly had his hopes been fixed upon the plans which he had

built in many long hours of reflections going back along the years, no

doubt, to that far time when she was lying, a mere babe, in her dear

mother's arms. How ardently she wished, now, at this crisis, that that

mother might be there to soften things for her; to turn his wrath,

explain, make clear to him the fact that there are impulses too strong

for women's hearts to put aside!

She did not look at him again--she could not bear to see that face

again--but slowly rose and slowly crossed the little room to the crude

table and took from it her handbag, which, when M'riar had cleared off

the dinner things, she had replaced where it had been when she had

started, first, to lay the table. As she raised the bag her father's

eyes were fixed upon her in an agony of dread.

Trembling with apprehension, her fingers shaking so that it was with

great difficulty that she managed the bag's clasp, she opened the

receptacle, and, with accelerating nervousness which made her feel and

fumble, took from it a small box--a jeweler's box. Slowly she returned

to him, her feet dragging as if weighted; slowly, as she stood before

him, drooping, frightened, she took off the cover of the little box,

her heart hammering till it seemed as if it must burst from her

breast; slowly, then, with trembling fingers, while her eyes remained

steadfastly downcast and the quick rising, falling, of her delicately

rounded, girlish bosom showed how keen her agitation was, she took

from the opened box a sparkling trinket.

"You will understand me, father, when I show you--"

She held the brilliant bauble towards him, and, as she stretched out

her hand a hundred little facets on the glittering thing caught light,

there in the gloomy tenement house room, and blazed and sparkled as

with inner fires.

"Look, father."

The old flute-player stretched a wondering hand to take the trinket.

He could not understand, at all, what all this meant. What had the

thing to do with her great agitation? How came she with so valuable a

jewel? What did it mean--all of it? What under heaven could it mean?

"A ring? Ah," said he, "it is a beautiful ring set with a diamond.

Where did you get it, Anna?" He laid it upon the table quickly. He did

not seem to wish to hold it in his hand.

This was the crucial moment and she looked at him with dumb appeal in

her fine eyes. Then, seeing nothing in his face to reassure her, she

dropped her gaze. Her chest heaved with a quick sob.

"My dear, my dear," she now began, "I have a great confession. Do not,

please, be angry with me, father! I must tell you--"

She was interrupted by a quick, sharp rap upon the door. There was in

it the abrupt demand of an official visitation, and it startled both

of them.

Hastily she rose and stood gazing at the closed door; wonderingly he

rose, also, and, poised, ready to go and open it, waiting a second, to

see if there would be a repetition of the knock.

"Who is there?" he called, at length.

"I, Mrs. Vanderlyn," came the reply, in high-pitched, angry tones.

"M'riar," the flute-player called loudly, "go to the door."

Anna, now very plainly much alarmed, cowered back against the table,

her face turned toward the door, her two hands back of her, caught

desperately on the table and supporting her. Kreutzer looked at her

with new alarm--a dreadful apprehension. What could the girl have done

to be thus frightened by the coming of the woman whose employment she

had left?

"Mrs. Vanderlyn!" the girl gasped, weakly.

Then Kreutzer saw her do a thing which added to his great amazement,

his great worry. With a quick stride she crossed the little space

between her and the table, quickly snatched from it the box and ring,

put the cover on the box, and, hurriedly, with almost furtive gesture,

thrust the box into her handbag, being careful, he observed, to see to

it that in the bag it was well covered by a handkerchief and veil.

"Why do you look so frightened?" he demanded, in a voice now hoarse

and painful.

Anna was as pale as death as she replied: "I am afraid she has

discovered--"

"Discovered?" said her father, a grim light breaking on his confused

faculties. Ah, this was terrible, but must be faced! Ah, God! His

little Anna! She had taken it--had stolen it--from Mrs. Vanderlyn! But

he would stand by her. Nothing should induce him to abandon her, no

matter what mad thing she had been tempted into doing. Doubtless it

had been his poverty (and was his poverty not direct result of his

incompetence?) which had led her into doing the dread thing which he

began to understand that she had done.

Now, surely, was not the time for him to offer her reproaches. Now was

the time, when he, the best friend she had, could ever have, must

comfort her and shelter her. Later, if there were reproaches to be

offered, would be time enough to offer them.

"Hush!" he said cautiously. "How you tremble! Anna--my little Anna!

She shall not see you like this. Go, liebling. I will first speak to

her. And ... whatever it may be ... fear not. Fear not."

M'riar had come in, and, fascinated by the scene, began to dimly see

its awful import, also. Her training in the slums of London where a

knock like that upon the door meant but one thing--the law--made the

situation clear to her, at once, and, bewildered as she was by the

amazing fact that it was Anna--her Frow-line--who was involved, she

did not lose her head.

"This w'y," she whispered, hoarsely. "This w'y, Frow-line! This w'y!"

She hurried Anna out into the kitchen and the flute-player could hear

the key turn in the lock behind them. Sure that, for the moment, his

dear child was safe, he now went to the door, with measured, steady

tread, and opened it.

"Come, Madame, come," he said to Mrs. Vanderlyn, who, flushed and

angry, waited with small patience at the threshold.

The old flute-player caught the glint of polished buttons and a

polished shield upon the breast of a man's coat beyond her, and he

recognized the face above them as that of his old shipboard enemy,

Moresco, now policeman on this beat.

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