CHAPTER XIX

"The fact that the world contains an appreciable number of wretches

who ought to be exterminated without mercy when an opportunity

occurs, is not quite so generally understood as it ought to be, and

many common ways of thinking and feeling virtually deny it."

Richard Maule turned the handle of his wife's bedroom door. A glance

assured him that the beautiful room was empty. So far the gods whose

sport he believed himself to be had been kind, for he had met no one

during his slow, painful progress through the house, and Athena, as he

knew well, would not be up for another hour.

Standing just within the door, he looked round the room with a terrible,

almost a malignant, curiosity. The fire had evidently just been built

up; it threw dancing shafts of light over the rose-red curtains of the

low First Empire bed, at once vivifying and softening the brilliant

colouring of the room.

Till to-night, the owner of Rede Place had never seen this oval

bedchamber since it had been transformed nearly nine years before in

view of the home-coming of his wife--the home-coming which had been

delayed for two years after their marriage.

He had planned out with infinite care and lingering delight every detail

of the decoration, taking as his model the bedchamber of the Empress

Josephine at Malmaison. He and the expert who had helped him in his

labour of love had journeyed out--even now he remembered the journey

vividly--to the country house near Paris where Napoleon spent his

happiest hours.

As for the room next door, the room which was to have been his, it had

long ago been dismantled, and was now the sewing-room of his wife's

maid.

Athena had arranged her life in a way that exactly suited her. She had

lived on unruffled by the thunder-bolt, hurled unwittingly by herself,

which had destroyed him. But a tree blasted by lightning outstands the

most radiant of living blossoms....

He felt a wave of hatred heat his blood. Stepping slowly over the

garlanded Aubusson carpet, he moved across the room till he stood by the

side of the low, wide bed.

On a gilt-rimmed table was placed a crystal tray he well remembered, and

on the tray were a decanter of water, a medicine glass, and a bottle of

chloral. Above the wick of a spirit-lamp stood a tiny gold kettle filled

with the chocolate which Mrs. Maule always heated and drank after she

was in bed.

Her intimate ways of life were very present to her husband's memory. It

was not likely that time had modified any habit governing Athena's

appearance and general well-being.

He remembered the day they had first seen the gold kettle. It had been

at a sale held in the house of one of those frail Parisian beauties who,

following a fashion of the moment, had put up her goods to auction. The

notion that his wife should possess anything that had once belonged to

such a woman had offended Richard Maule's taste, and he had resisted

longer than he generally did any wish of hers. But she had cajoled him,

as she always in those days could cajole him into anything.

He put out his thin hand and noted with satisfaction that it was shaking

less than usual. Slowly he lifted back the lid of the gold kettle.

Yes--there was the chocolate still warm, still in entire solution.

Straightening himself, Richard Maule stood for a moment listening....

Silence reigned within and without Rede Place. Steadying his right hand

with his left, he shook the crystals of chloral he had brought with him

into the dark liquid. Then he turned, and walked languidly towards the

fire. The emotion caused by his short conversation with Dick Wantele had

wearied him.

* * * * *

Suddenly there fell on his listening ears the sound of footsteps in the

corridor. He knew them for those of his wife. But it was hate, not

fear, that heralded Athena.

He turned round slowly, uncertain for a moment how to explain his

presence there.

She swept in--God! how superb, how radiantly alive--and then gave a

swift cry. "Richard! You have frightened me!" But she faced him proudly.

"I've come up to find something I wish to show General Lingard----"

She turned on the lights, and Richard Maule, looking at her fixedly,

found his first quick impression modified. Her lovely face was thin and

strained. There were shadows under her dark, violet eyes. But even so,

how strong she was, how full of vibrating vitality! By her side Richard

Maule felt that he must appear dead, or worse, ill to death.

Athena was dressed in the purple gown she had worn the night Lingard had

first come to Rede Place. So had she looked when she had opened the door

of the Greek Room and led in their--hers and Richard's--illustrious

guest.

There was something desperate, defiant in the look she now cast on him.

She was telling herself how awful it was to know that this wreck of a

man standing before her could hold the whole of her future in his weak

and yet tenacious grasp! How cruel that this--this cripple should

possess the right to grant or to deny what had become the crowning wish

of her heart!

Perhaps something of what was in her mind penetrated to Richard Maule's

quick brain.

"The ailing and the infirm," he said, staring at her fixedly, "are

treated by the kind folk about them like children. They are never left

alone. I do not choose that our household should know that I desire to

have a private interview with you, and so I thought the simplest thing

would be to come here and wait for you----"

"What is it you wish to say to me?" Her voice shook with suspense. She

clasped her hands together with an unconscious gesture of supplication.

"I have brought you--I have brought us all--the order of release."

A feeling of exultant joy--of relief which pierced so keenly that it was

akin to pain, filled Athena Maule's soul. She had indeed been well

inspired to tell Jane all that was in her heart--and Hew's. And here was

Richard actually saying so! For, "You chose a most excellent Mercury,"

he observed dryly.

"You mean Jane Oglander?" her voice again shook a little. "She was not

my messenger. She asked my permission to speak to you----"

"Yes, I mean Jane Oglander. She showed me where my duty lay. For a while

I hesitated between two courses--for you know, Athena, there were two

courses open to me."

She looked at him without speaking. How cruel, how--how unmanly, of

Richard to say this! And how futile. There was only one moment when he

could have divorced her. Providence had stood her friend by choosing

just that moment to make him ill. Since then--she thought she had learnt

enough English law to know that--he would be held to have condoned.

But her look made him feel ashamed. The javelin does not thus play with

its victim.

"I beg your pardon," he muttered almost inaudibly.

"I know you have always hated me," she said passionately.

"You have not known that always," he answered sombrely--and for a moment

she hung her head.

"Perhaps now, Richard, we may be better friends."

She reminded herself that in old days--in the days when she had been his

idol, his goddess--she had had a certain contemptuous fondness for her

husband. She would be generous--now. Jane had taught her that it was

good to be generous.

How true a friend had Jane Oglander been to her! Athena felt a rush of

warm gratitude to the woman who still--how strange, how absurd it

seemed--was engaged to Lingard. Jane, like the angel she was, would help

them--Athena and Hew Lingard--over what must be for some time to come

very delicate ground. Their progress, albeit that of happy and, what was

so satisfactory, of innocent lovers, would be hampered with small

difficulties. How fortunate it was, how more than fortunate, that

Lingard's engagement to Jane had not yet been publicly announced....

"Have you told Dick?" she asked nervously. Her husband--he was still her

husband--had smiled strangely as only reply to her kindly words. "Was it

about that you wished to see him to-night?"

"No, I have not yet told Dick of my decision."

"I suppose it can all be managed very quietly?" she said plaintively. "I

hope I shan't have to go and appear before a judge--or shall I?"

Richard Maule looked at her thoughtfully. "That is a thing I cannot tell

you," he said slowly. "Many would say to you most confidently--yes, that

you will have to appear before the Judge."

"I thought there was a thing in England called taking evidence on

commission. You yourself, Richard, could not possibly appear in person.

And then--I want to know, it is rather important that I should

know"--her husband bent his head gravely--"if there will be any delay?"

"You mean any lapse of time before the decree can be obtained?"

Her eyes dropped. "Yes, that is what I do mean." In old days it had

always been better to be quite frank with Richard.

"I think not. In this kind of case I think there is no delay. The legal

procedure is quite simple."

He waited a moment. "You of course will bring the suit, and I shall not

oppose it. You see, Athena,--no doubt you have been at the pains to

inform yourself of the fact, for to my surprise Jane Oglander was aware

of it,--the dissolution of a marriage carries with it no stain--no

stain, that is, on the wife who has been so poorly used."

There came a look of raillery on his white face, and Athena again told

herself that he was very cruel--cruel and heartless.

"The wife, I repeat, goes out into the world unsullied, ready, if so the

fancy takes her, to become another man's bride--his wife in reality as

well as in name."

He looked at her significantly, and added, more lightly, "The world has

become more liberal since the days of my youth. I am sure there will be

great sympathy felt for you, Athena. Such a marriage as ours is in truth

a monstrous thing. I did not need Jane to tell me that, though it was

odd of Jane to have thought of it."

There came over him a terrible feeling of lassitude. "And now I'm afraid

I must ask you to help me to get back to my room."

This punishment he put on himself. He must not be met coming out of his

wife's room alone.

"Of course!" she cried eagerly. "You know I would have done much more

for you--I mean since you became ill--if you had only allowed it! But

Dick was always jealous--Dick has always hated me!"

"Surely not always?" he said mildly.

"Yes, always!"

He would not take her arm, or lean on her. She simply walked by his

side, her mind in a whirl of amazement, of gratitude, of almost

hysterical excitement, till he dismissed her, curtly, at his door.

* * * * *

The hour that followed was perhaps the happiest hour of Athena Maule's

not unhappy life. It bore a curious resemblance to that which had

immediately followed Richard Maule's proposal of marriage, the proposal

for which her father and mother, as well as herself, had watched and

waited so anxiously. But now there was added what had been quite lacking

before--a sufficiently strong feeling of attraction to the man who would

place her in the position she longed feverishly to enjoy and adorn.

That Lingard, in the throes of his passion for her, should go through

moments of acute self-depreciation and remorse, only made her feel her

power, her triumph, the more.

She now came down to him gentle, subdued, as he had never yet seen

her,--Nature provides such women with a wonderfully complex and full

armoury--and Lingard, alas! once more under the spell, sprang towards

her. The unexpected departure of Jane to the Small Farm had angered

him.

"I have seen Richard." The pregnant words were uttered solemnly. "I

found him, for the first time in my life, in--in my room. Jane spoke to

him to-day, and he is going to release me, to let me out of prison--at

last!" and then, not till then, Athena allowed herself to fall on

Lingard's breast, and feel the clasp of his strong arms about her.

It mattered naught to her that the man who was now murmuring wild,

broken words of love and passionate joy at her release from intolerable

bonds, felt what the traitor feels--that his intoxication was even now

seared with livid streaks of self-loathing and self-contempt.

She knew well that he would not trouble her overmuch with his remorse.

She could almost hear him, in his heart, say the words he had said the

night before Jane Oglander had come to disturb and trouble the sunlit

waters into which they two had already glided. "It is not your

fault,--any fault there may be is mine."

But just before they said good-night Lingard frightened Athena Maule,

and sent her away from him cold, almost angry.

"If I were the brave man men take me to be," he said suddenly,

unclasping the hands which lay in his, "I should go out into the night

and shoot myself."

She had made him beg, entreat, her forgiveness for his wild, wicked

words. But they frightened her--dashed her deep content.

Athena Maule did not know Hew Lingard with the intimate knowledge she

had known other men who had loved her. But there was this comfort--about

this man she would be able to consult Jane--Jane who was so kind, so

reasonable, and who only wished to do the best for them both.

She reminded herself that men are always blind where women are

concerned. If nothing else would convince Hew Lingard that Jane, after

all, did not care so very much, then Jane must be persuaded, after a

decent interval, to marry Dick Wantele. After what had happened to-day,

everything was possible....

Athena, to-night, was "fey." She felt as if she held the keys of fate in

her hands. But even so, she went on thinking of Lingard's bitter words

long after they had parted, and when, having dismissed her maid, she was

heating the cup of chocolate which sometimes sent her to sleep without

an opiate.

And then, as she lay down among her pillows, there came over Athena

Maule the curious sensation that she was not alone. Bayworth Kaye--poor

Bayworth, of whom she had thought so kindly, so regretfully, only two

nights ago--seemed to be there, close to her, watching, waiting....

Athena did not believe in ghosts, and so she did not feel frightened,

only surprised--very much surprised.

She turned on the light and sat up in bed.

This feeling of another presence close to her--how strong it still

was!--must be a result of the emotion she had just gone through, of her

exciting little scene with Hew Lingard.

It was strange that she should think of Bayworth Kaye here, in this room

where he had never been but once, and then only for a moment on a June

night when they had both been more reckless than usual. It would have

been so much more natural to have felt a survival of Bayworth's presence

downstairs--when she had been in Lingard's arms....

Suddenly she was overwhelmed with an intense, an overmastering

drowsiness, and, quite unconscious of what was happening to her, she

fell back, asleep.

The light above the low rose-red bed was still burning when they found

her in the morning.

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