CHAPTER XVIII

"Il y a des hommes qu'on trompe, et d'autres qu'on trahit, en

accomplissant le même acte."

Richard Maule heard the door of his bedroom close behind Jane Oglander.

He had been so ailing the last day or two that he had been obliged to

stay upstairs with Dick's companionship as his only solace, and his

cousin had persuaded him to say good-bye to Jane there.

She was only going as far as the Small Farm, to look after Mabel Digby

who was ill. She would still be at Rede Place every day, but she was

old-fashioned and punctilious; she did not wish to leave Mr. Maule's

house without thanking him for his hospitality, not only to herself but

to General Lingard, who had been asked there for her sake.

She had come upstairs about six, already dressed in her outdoor things,

and Dick had left her for a few moments with Richard in order that she

might say good-bye.

The few moments had prolonged themselves into half an hour, only half an

hour, though the time had seemed a great deal longer to them both, and

then she had left him with a gentle "Good-bye, Richard."

As he stared at the door which she had closed quietly behind her,

Richard Maule wondered whether he would ever see her again. Indeed, he

was not sure that he wished ever to see Jane Oglander again.

He had stood up to bid his guest good-bye, but, though he felt weak and

a little dazed, he did not sit down again in his padded armchair near

the fire. Instead, he went over to a glass case where were kept a number

of fine old snuff-boxes collected by Theophilus Joy before there was a

craze for such things.

Opening the case, he brought out from the back a snuff-box which had an

interesting history. It was believed to have been a gift from Madame du

Barri to Louis the Fifteenth. It was of dull gold, embossed with

fleurs-de-lys.

Richard Maule's faithful valet thought he knew everything about his

master that there was to know, but there was one thing, a trifling

thing, that Mr. Maule had managed to keep entirely secret over many

years. It was an innocent, in fact a womanish secret; it was simply that

sometimes, not very often, he used a little rouge.

He kept the small supply he required, which lasted him a long time, in

the snuff-box he now held in his hand. This box possessed the rare

peculiarity of a false bottom.

What the careful valet never suspected, had naturally never entered into

Dick Wantele's mind. All he noted was that on certain occasions his

cousin was more flushed, and so looked in better health than usual.

Richard Maule's usual colouring was a curious chalky white, and those of

his visitors whose breeding was perhaps not quite so perfect as it might

have been, almost always commented, either to Mrs. Maule or to Dick

Wantele, on Mr. Maule's peculiar complexion.

He closed the glass case, and went over to a narrow mirror near the

fireplace. There, in a few moments, he achieved his very rudimentary

"make up" with the aid of a small piece of cotton-wool.

Yes--now he looked better; placing the snuff-box on the table which was

drawn up close to his chair, he rang, and then sat down.

He wished his man would come. He felt physically very uncomfortable and

oppressed. The talk with Jane Oglander had shaken him almost as much--he

was quite honest about the matter--as it had shaken her.

Poor Jane! Dick's pretty Jane! How strange that a woman like Athena

should possess the power of putting such a creature as was Jane Oglander

to torture.

Modern medical science has standardised the body much as mechanical

science has standardised the most intricate machinery. Richard Maule,

fortunate in a physician who kept in touch with every new discovery and

palliative, had it in his power to fit his physical self for any special

effort, especially if that effort were mental rather than physical.

The valet received careful instructions. Mr. Maule would rest both

before and after his light dinner, till ten o'clock. Then, and not

before, he would be glad to see Mr. Wantele. He felt, however, too far

from well to receive General Lingard, as he so often did for a few

moments in the evening.

Everything fell out as the master of Rede Place had ordained it should

do. With the help of certain colourless and odourless drops, he relieved

the oppression which was troubling him. He forced himself to eat more

than usual. He read with what seemed to him fresh zest an idyll of

Theocritus, and then he waited, doing nothing, his eyes on the door,

till he heard his kinsman's light, familiar step on the bare floor

outside.

* * * * *

Dick Wantele came into his cousin's bedroom very unwillingly. He

wondered why Jane had stayed so long with Richard. He feared she had

told him of her intention of breaking her engagement.

Wantele felt convinced that Richard Maule had seen nothing of the drama

which had been going on round him--though never actually in his

presence--during Lingard's long sojourn at Rede Place.

Every day Lingard spent about an hour with his invalid host, and Wantele

was aware that those hours had been very pleasant to Richard Maule. The

Greek Room had become a place where they all, with the exception of

Athena, had fled now and again as if into sanctuary. There Jane, so

Wantele had soon divined, spent her only peaceful moments, for her host

was very dependent on her; when with him, she played chess or read

aloud, always doing, in a word, something which perforce distracted her

mind from everything but the matter in hand.

But Richard Maule had been very unwell during the last few days;

compelled to take each night the opiate which was the one habit--the bad

habit--he and his wife had in common. Conversation after half-past nine

or ten o'clock, even of the mildest type, excited him, and gave him,

even with the aid of a powerful opiate, a restless, bad night. Why then

had he put off seeing Dick till ten o'clock?

The young man was in no mood to control himself, to assume the quiet,

equable manner he always assumed. The hour just spent with those

two,--with Athena and Lingard alone,--had tried his nerves.

Mr. Maule was dressed in the evening clothes he had put on early before

saying good-bye to Jane Oglander. It was a little matter, but it

surprised Wantele; his cousin, as a rule, was always eager to get into

the dressing-gown in which he lived when upstairs.

"I had an odd conversation with Jane this evening----"

Wantele nodded his head. Then it was as he had feared,--she had told

Richard.

"----and I wish to talk the matter over with you, Dick." He motioned

the younger man to sit down, and there was a long moment of silence

between them before he spoke again.

"Jane Oglander has got a very strange notion into her head; and I should

like to know if she said anything of it to you. Perhaps"--a slight smile

came over his unsmiling lips--"perhaps I ought not to call it Jane

Oglander's notion, it is evidently the notion--plot would be the better

name--of another person. Do you know anything of it, Dick?" He looked

fixedly at Wantele.

"No, Jane said nothing to me--nothing that could be described in the

terms you have used, Richard."

Wantele's face was overcast with an expression of anxiety and unease.

"Are you quite sure of that, Dick? I beg of you not to spare me."

"Quite sure, Richard."

"Jane seems to think----" Richard Maule was still looking at his cousin

intently, and Dick Wantele moved under that look uncomfortably in his

chair. "Jane seems to think," Mr. Maule repeated deliberately, "that it

would be possible for my marriage with Athena to be annulled. From what

I could make out, but Jane was--well, I'm afraid she was very much

distressed at proposing such a thing to me,--she evidently thinks I

ought to free my wife, that is my duty to make it possible, in fact, for

Athena to start afresh--to marry again."

"Good God!"

"Yes, it's an odd notion--a very odd suggestion to come from a nice

young woman. And it gratifies me to see that you too are surprised,

Dick." There was an edge of irony in his low, tired voice. "I was very

much surprised myself--surprised, first, that the notion had never

before presented itself to Athena's active brain; and even more

surprised," he spoke more slowly and all the irony was gone, "that the

suggestion should have come in any way through Jane Oglander."

Dick Wantele turned deliberately away and stared into the fire.

"I did not explain to her that what she was good enough to suggest was

quite--well, impossible. That she had been, to put it crudely,

misinformed."

Dick Wantele stared at his cousin. "You did _not_ explain that to her,

Richard?"

"No, I wished to consult you about the matter, and hear what you had to

say. The scheme of course originated with Athena. Our English marriage

laws make life very difficult to the sort of woman I have the honour to

have for my wife."

The other made no answer.

"You never even suspected that such a plot was in the hatching?"

insisted Richard Maule. "I want a true answer, mind!"

Dick Wantele got up from his chair. He put his hand on the back of it

and stared down into his cousin's face.

"Once, many years ago, Athena spoke to me as if such a thing would be

possible," he said.

He never lied, he never had lied--in words--to Richard Maule, and he was

not going to begin now.

"You mean in Italy, when I was ill?"

Wantele nodded his head, and then he felt gripped--in the throes of a

horrible fear. It was as if a pit had suddenly opened between his cousin

and himself, between the man whom he loved,--whose affection and respect

he wished above all things to retain, for they were all that remained to

him,--and his miserable self. He wondered whether the secret thing he

feared showed itself in his face.

Richard Maule slowly got up. Wantele made an instinctive movement to

help him, but the other waved him off, not unkindly, but a little

impatiently.

"Dick?" he said. "My boy, I want to ask you a question--an indiscreet

question. You need not answer it, but if you answer it, please answer it

truly."

Wantele opened his mouth and then closed it again. He could not think of

the words with which to entreat the other man to desist----

Richard Maule, looking at him, knew the answer to his question before he

had uttered it, but even so he spoke, obsessed by the cruel wish _to

know_.

"In Italy----?" His voice sank to a muffled whisper, but he did not

take his eyes, his suffering, sunken eyes, from Wantele's tortured face.

Still the other did not--could not--speak.

"I knew it. At least I felt sure of it." He sighed a quick convulsive

sigh, and then in mercy averted his eyes.

"But never here?" he muttered questioningly. "Everything was over by the

time we came back here?"

"Yes, Richard. I swear it."

"I knew that too--at least I felt sure of it. I'm afraid you must have

suffered a good bit, Dick?"

The younger man nodded his head. "I have loathed and I have despised

myself ever since."

"I'm sorry you did that. I'm sorry I waited till now to tell you that I

knew, that I understood."

"How you must have hated me!" said Wantele sombrely.

"Never, Dick. I--I knew her by then. If you had been the first"--he

quickly amended his phrase--"if I had been fool enough to believe you

were the first, I think it would have killed me. As it was," his voice

hardened, "it only made me curse myself for my blind folly--folly which

brought wretchedness and shame on you, Dick, and--and now, I fear, on

Jane Oglander"--he saw the confirmation he sought on the other's face.

"It's about Jane I wish to speak to you to-night. For a moment I ask of

you to think of me as God----"

Wantele stared at Richard Maule; it was the first time his cousin had

ever uttered the word in his presence.

"If I were God--Providence--Fate--and gave you your choice, would you

choose that Lingard should marry Jane or that you should marry her?"

And as Wantele still stared at him in amazement: "Take it from me--I

have never deceived you--that the choice is open to you. I don't wish to

hurry you. Take a few moments to think it over."

"I--I don't understand," stammered Wantele.

"There is no necessity for you to understand. In fact I hope that, after

to-night, you will dismiss the whole of this conversation from your

mind. But I repeat--the choice is open to you."

And he added, musingly, "I think, Dick, that with the others out of the

way you could make Jane happy--in time." But there was doubt--painful,

deliberating doubt, in his tone.

Wantele shook his head.

"I don't agree," he said shortly. "You see, Richard, Jane"--he moistened

his lips--"Jane's never loved me. She loves Lingard. And so, if God gave

me the choice, I would give her to Lingard."

"You think well of the man?" Maule spoke lightly, and as if he himself

had no reason to dissent from any word commending the soldier.

"You mustn't ask me to judge Lingard"--the words were difficult to

utter, and he brought them out with difficulty. "I've been there, you

see. I know what the poor devil's going through. I loved you,

Richard--but that didn't save me. Lingard loved Jane, I believe he still

loves her, and--and I should take him to be a man jealous of his

honour--but neither his love nor his honour has saved him."

Wantele began walking up and down the room with long nervous strides.

Then he stopped short--"What is it you mean to do, Richard?" he asked.

Richard Maule hesitated. He knew very well what he now meant to do, but

he did not intend that his cousin should have any inkling, either now or

hereafter, of his decision. And Dick, as he knew well, was not easily

deceived. Still, he put his mind, the mind which was in some ways

clearer, harder, than it had been before his illness, to the task.

"There are three courses open to me," he said slowly. "The one is to

allow matters to remain as they are, _in statu quo_; the second is to do

what Jane Oglander suggests--allow my wife to bring a suit for the

dissolution of our marriage, and to allow it to go undefended--it is

that which I should have done, Dick, had your answer been other than it

was."

"And the third course?" Wantele was looking at his cousin fixedly.

"The third course, which I may probably adopt, will be for me to begin

proceedings for divorce. I take it that Lingard knows nothing of the

real woman? I mean, he looks at Athena as she looks at herself?"

Wantele nodded. That was certainly a good way in which to describe

Lingard's mental attitude.

"But I have not quite made up my mind as to the best course," said

Richard Maule. "I shall think the matter over for a day or two. But I

fear--and I don't mind telling you, Dick, that the thought isn't exactly

a pleasant one to me--that it must be what I said just now."

He beckoned to the other to come nearer, and Wantele did so, his pale

face full of pain and anger.

"I want you to understand," his cousin added, in a low voice, "that when

I've said that I've said all. The business won't affect me as it would

most men. I never gave a thought to the world's opinion in old days, and

why should I do so now?"

He spoke hesitatingly, awkwardly. It was disagreeable to him to be thus

lying to his cousin--to be filling the heart of the man who loved him

with a flood of indignant pity and pain. But the tragi-comedy had to be

played out.

"I shall really feel very much more comfortable when it's all over," he

said. "I don't fancy even lawyers waste as much time as they used to do

over this kind of thing. And this case is so simple, so straightforward.

I shall be sorry for the Kayes. But they must have known it. I fancy

everybody in this neighbourhood knew it. People will pity Athena; they

will agree that she had every excuse----"

He leant back in his chair. There was nothing more to say.

"Shall I call Carver?" asked Wantele solicitously.

"No. Not now. But I should be obliged if you will tell him that I shall

want him in an hour. I shall try and read for a while by the fire."

* * * * *

Richard Maule waited till he heard the sounds of his cousin's quick

footsteps die away. Then he rose feebly and walked over to the recess

which had been fitted up as a medicine cupboard in the days of his

childhood, when drugs were more the fashion than they are now.

In a wide-necked, glass-stoppered bottle were the crystals of chloral

which he had long used in preference to the more usual liquid form. He

knew to a nicety the dose which he himself could take with safety, the

dose which sometimes failed to induce sleep.

He now measured out in his hand some three times his usual dose.

Had Dick Wantele's answer been different, Richard Maule would have

administered to himself the crystals he now held in his hand. But Dick's

decision--what the man of average morality would have regarded as his

noble and unselfish decision--had signed another human being's

death-warrant.

The thought that this was so suddenly struck Richard Maule as the most

ironic of the many avenging things he had known to happen in our strange

world. And, almost for the first time since he had formed his awful

conception of the meaning of life, he knew the cruel joy of laughing

with the gods, instead of writhing under their lash.

As he shook the crystals into an envelope and slipped it into his

waistcoat pocket, he told himself that revenge was at last to be his.

The gods were yielding him one of their most cherished attributes.

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