CHAPTER XXXII.

AT THE GEORGE AND DRAGON.

We had to wait for a long time at some station, I forget its name. The

sun set, and night overtook us before we reached the end of our journey

by rail. We had then to drive about twelve miles. The road, for many

miles, lay through a desolate black moss. I could not have believed

there was anything so savage in England. A thin mist was stretched like

a veil over the more distant level of the dark expanse, on which, here

and there, a wide pool gleamed faintly under the moonlight. To the right

there rose a grand mass of mountain. We were soon driving through a sort

of gorge, and found ourselves fenced in by the steep sides of gigantic

mountains, as we followed a road that wound and ascended among them. I

shall never forget the beautiful effect of the scene suddenly presented,

and for the first time, as the road reached its highest elevation, and I

saw, with the dark receding sides of the mountain we had been

penetrating for a proscenium, my first view of Golden Friars. Oh! how

beautiful!

Surrounded by an amphitheatre of Alpine fells, the broad mere of Golden

Friars glimmered cold under the moonlight, and the quaint little town of

steep gables, built of light grey stone, rose from its grassy margin

surrounded by elms, single or in clumps, that looked almost black in

contrast with the gleaming lake and the white masonry of the town. It

looked like enchanted ground. A silvery hoar-frost seemed to cover the

whole scene, giving it a filmy and half-visionary character that

enhanced its beauty. I was exclaiming in wonder and delight as every

minute some new beauty unfolded itself to view. Mamma was silent, as she

looked from the window; I saw that she cried gently, thinking herself

unobserved. A beautiful scene, where childish days were passed, awakes

so many sweet and bitter fancies! The yearnings for the irrevocable, the

heartache of the memory, opened the fountains of her tears; and I was

careful not to interrupt her lonely thoughts. I left her to the

enjoyment of that melancholy luxury, and gazed on in strange delight.

Here, then, was the dwelling-place of that redoubted enemy of our house

whom fate seemed to have ordained as our persecutor. Here lived the old

enchanter whose malign spells were woven about us, in busy London and

quiet Malory, or the distant scenes of France and Italy. Even this

thought added interest to the romantic scene.

We had now descended to the level of the shore of the lake, along whose

margin our road swept in a gentle curve. The fells from this level rose

stupendous, all around, striking their silvery peaks into the misty

moonlight, and looking so aerial that one might fancy a stone thrown

would pass through their sides as if they were vapour. Now we passed

under the shadow of the first clump of mighty elms; and now the white

fronts and chimneys of the village houses rose in the foreground. There

was no sign of life but the barking of the watch-dogs, and the cackling

of the vigilant geese, and the light that glanced from the hall of the

"George and Dragon," the substantial old inn that, looking across the

road, faces the lake and distant fells. At the door of this ancient and

comfortable inn drew up our chaise and four horses, no mere ostentation,

but a simple necessity, where carriage and luggage were pulled, towards

the close of so long a stage, over the steeps where the road pushes its

way high among the fells.

So our journey was over; and we stood in the hall. Before we went up to

our rooms mamma inquired whether Lady Lorrimer had arrived. Yes, her

ladyship had been there since the day before yesterday. Mamma seemed

nervous and uncomfortable. She sent down her maid to find out whether

Sir Harry Rokestone was in the country; and when the servant returned

and told her that he was not expected to arrive at Dorracleugh before a

fortnight, she sighed, and I heard her say faintly, "Thank God!"

I confess it was rather a disappointment than a relief to me. I rather

wished to see this truculent old wizard. After a sound sleep, which we

both needed, I got up and had a little peep at that beautiful place, in

the early sunlight, before breakfast. Lady Lorrimer's maid came with

inquiries from her mistress, for mamma and me. Her ladyship was not very

well, and could not see us till about twelve. She was so vexed at having

to put us off, and hoped we were not tired; and also that we would take

our dinner with her. To this mamma agreed.

I was curious to see Lady Lorrimer once more. My ideas had grown

obscure, and my theory of that kinswoman had been disagreeably

disturbed, ever since the evening on which she, or her double, had

passed by me so resolutely in the street.

Having heard that she was quite ready to see us, we paid our visit. I

wondered how she would receive me, and my suspense amounted almost to

excitement as I reached the door. A moment more, and I could not believe

that Lady Lorrimer and the woman who so resembled her were the same.

Nothing could be more affectionate than Lady Lorrimer. She received us

with a very real welcome, and so much pleasure in her looks, tones, and

words. She was not, indeed, looking well, but her spirits seemed

cheerful. She embraced mamma, and kissed her very fondly; then she

kissed me over and over again. I was utterly puzzled, and more than

doubted the identity of this warm-hearted, affectionate woman with the

person who had chosen to cut me with such offensive and sinister

persistence.

"See how this pretty creature looks at me!" she said to mamma, laughing,

as she detected my conscious scrutiny.

I blushed and looked down; I did not know what to say.

"I'm very much obliged to you, dear, for looking at me, so few people do

now-a-days; and I was just going to steal a good look at you, when I

found I was anticipated. I have just been saying to your mamma that I

have ordered a boat, and we must all have a sail together on the lake

after dinner; what do you say?"

Of course I was delighted; I thought the place perfectly charming.

"I lived the earlier part of my life here," she resumed, "and so did

your mamma, you know--when she was a little girl, and until she came to

be nineteen or twenty--I forget which you were, dear, when you were

married?" she said, turning to mamma.

"Twenty-two," said mamma, smiling.

"Twenty-two? Really! Well, we lived at Mardykes. I'll point out the

place on the water when we take our sail; you can't see it from these

windows."

"And where does Sir Harry Rokestone live?" I asked.

"You can't see that either from these windows. It is further than

Mardykes, at the same side. But we shall see it from the boat."

Then she and mamma began to talk, and I went to the window and looked

out.

Lady Lorrimer, with all her airs of conventual seclusion, hungered and

thirsted after gossip; and whenever they met, she learned all the

stories from mamma, and gave her, in return, old scandal and ridiculous

anecdotes about the predecessors of the people with whose sayings,

doings, and mishaps mamma amused her.

Two o'clock dinners, instead of luncheons, were the rule in this part of

the world. And people turned tea into a very substantial supper, and

were all in bed and asleep before the hour arrived at which the London

ladies and gentlemen are beginning to dress for a ball.

You are now to suppose us, on a sunny evening, on board the boat that

had been moored for some time at the jetty opposite the door of the

"George and Dragon." We were standing up the lake, and away from the

Golden Friars shore, towards a distant wood, which they told me was the

forest of Clusted.

"Look at that forest, Ethel," said Lady Lorrimer. "It is the haunted

forest of Clusted--the last resort of the fairies in England. It was

there, they say, that Sir Bale Mardykes, long ago, made a compact with

the Evil One."

Through the openings of its magnificent trees, as we nearer, from time

to time, the ivied ruins of an old manor-house were visible. In this

beautiful and, in spite of the monotony of the gigantic fells that

surround the lake, ever-varying scenery, my companions gradually grew

silent for a time; even I felt the dreamy influence of the scene, and

liked the listless silence, in which nothing was heard but the rush of

the waters, and the flap of the sail now and then. I was living in a

world of fancy: they in a sadder one of memory.

In a little while, in gentle tones, they were exchanging old

remembrances; a few words now and then sufficed; the affecting

associations of scenes of early life re-visited were crowding up

everywhere. As happens to some people when death is near, a change, that

seemed to be quite beautiful, came over mamma's mind in the air and

lights of this beautiful place! How I wished that she could remain

always as she was now!

With the old recollections seemed to return the simple rural spirit of

the early life. What is the town life, of which I had tasted, compared

with this? How much simpler, tenderer, sublimer, this is! How immensely

nearer heaven! The breeze was light, and the signs of the sky assured

the boatmen that we need fear none of those gusts and squalls that

sometimes burst so furiously down through the cloughs and hollows of the

surrounding mountains. I, with the nautical knowledge acquired at

Malory, took the tiller, under direction of the boatmen. We had a good

deal of tacking to get near enough to the shore at Clusted to command a

good view of that fine piece of forest. We then sailed northward, along

the margin of the "mere," as they call the lake; and, when we had gone

in that direction for a mile or more, turned the boat's head across the

water, and ran before the breeze towards the Mardykes side. There is a

small island near the other side, with a streak of grey rock and bushes

nearly surrounding what looked like a ruined chapel or hermitage, and

Lady Lorrimer told me to pass this as nearly as I could.

The glow of evening was by this time in the western sky. The sun was

hidden behind the fells that form a noble barrier between Golden Friars

and the distant moss of Dardale, where stands Haworth Hall. In deepest

purple shadow the mountains here closely overhang the lake. Under these,

along the margin, Lady Lorrimer told me to steer.

We were gliding slowly along, so that there was ample leisure to note

every tree and rock upon the shore as we passed. As we drifted, rather

than sailed, along the shore, there suddenly opened from the margin a

narrow valley, reaching about a quarter of a mile. It was a sudden dip

in the mountains that here rise nearly from the edge of the lake.

Steep-sided and wild was this hollow, and backed by a mountain that, to

me, looking up from the level of the lake, appeared stupendous.

The valley lay flat in one unbroken field of short grass. A

broad-fronted, feudal tower, with a few more modern buildings about it,

stood far back, fronting the river. A rude stone pier afforded shelter

to a couple of boats, and a double line of immense lime-trees receded

from that point about half-way up to the tower. Whether it was

altogether due to the peculiar conformation of the scene, or that it

owed its character in large measure to its being enveloped in the deep

purple shadow cast by the surrounding mountain, and the strange effect

of the glow reflected downward from the evening clouds, which touched

the summits of the trees, and the edges of the old tower, like the light

of a distant conflagration, I cannot say; but never did I see a spot

with so awful a character of solitude and melancholy.

In the gloom we could see a man standing alone on the extremity of the

stone pier, looking over the lake. This figure was the only living thing

we could discover there.

"Well, dear, now you see it. That's Dorracleugh--that's Harry

Rokestone's place," said Lady Lorrimer.

"What a spot! Fit only for a bear or an anchorite. Do you know," she

added, turning to mamma, "he is there a great deal more than he used to

be, they tell me. I know if I were to live in that place for six months

I should never come out of it a sane woman. To do him justice, he does

not stay very long here when he does come, and for years he never came

at all. He has other places, far away from this; and if a certain event

had happened about two-and-twenty years ago," she added, for my behalf,

"he intended building quite a regal house a little higher up, on a site

that is really enchanting, but your mamma would not allow him; and so,

and so----" Lady Lorrimer had turned her glasses during her sentence

upon the figure which stood motionless on the end of the pier; and she

said, forgetting what she had been telling me, "I really think--I'm

nearly certain--that man standing there is Harry Rokestone!"

Mamma started. I looked with all my eyes; little more than a hundred

yards interposed, but the shadow was so intense, and the effect of the

faint reflected light so odd and puzzling, that I could be certain of

nothing, but that the man stood very erect, and was tall and powerfully

built. Lady Lorrimer was too much absorbed in her inspection to offer me

her glasses, which I was longing to borrow, but for which I could not

well ask, and so we sailed slowly by, and the hill that flanked the

valley gradually glided between us and the pier, and the figure

disappeared from view. Lady Lorrimer, lowering her glasses, said:

"I can't say positively, but I'm very nearly certain it was he."

Mamma said nothing, but was looking pale, and during the rest of our

sail seemed absent and uncomfortable, if not unhappy.

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