CHAPTER XXXVII.

At these words she rose from her knees and stood upright. Making an

effort to fasten her cloak with her trembling hands, she moved

hesitatingly toward the brigand’s coffin and leaned over it, looking in

with a faint light of hope as well as curiosity in her haggard face. I

watched her in vague wonderment—she had grown old so suddenly. The

peach-like bloom and delicacy of her flesh had altogether

disappeared—her skin appeared drawn and dry as though parched in

tropical heat. Her hair was disordered, and fell about her in

clustering showers of gold—that, and her eyes, were the only signs of

youth about her. A sudden wave of compassion swept over my soul.

“Oh wife!” I exclaimed—“wife that I so ardently loved—wife that I would

have died for indeed, had you bade me!—why did you betray me? I thought

you truth itself—ay! and if you had but waited for one day after you

thought me dead, and _then_ chosen Guido for your lover, I tell you, so

large was my tenderness, I would have pardoned you! Though risen from

the grave, I would have gone away and made no sign—yes if you had

waited—if you had wept for me ever so little! But when your own lips

confessed your crime—when I knew that within three months of our

marriage-day you had fooled me—when I learned that my love, my name, my

position, my honor, were used as mere screens to shelter your intrigue

with the man I called friend!—God! what creature of mortal flesh and

blood could forgive such treachery? I am no more than others—but I

loved you—and in proportion to my love, so is the greatness of my

wrongs!”

She listened—she advanced a little toward me—a faint smile dawned on

her pallid lips—she whispered:

“Fabio! Fabio!”

I looked at her—unconsciously my voice dropped into a cadence of

intense melancholy softened by tenderness.

“Ay—Fabio! What wouldst thou with a ghost of him? Does it not seem

strange to thee—that hated name?—thou, Nina, whom I loved as few men

love women—thou who gavest me no love at all—thou, who hast broken my

heart and made me what I am!”

A hard, heavy sob rose in my throat and choked my utterance. I was

young; and the cruel waste and destruction of my life seemed at that

moment more than I could bear. She heard me, and the smile brightened

more warmly on her countenance. She came close to me—half timidly yet

coaxingly she threw one arm about my neck—her bosom heaved quickly.

“Fabio,” she murmured—“Fabio, forgive me! I spoke in haste—I do not

hate thee! Come! I will make amends for all thy suffering—I will love

thee—I will be true to thee, I will be all thine! See! thou knowest I

have not lost my beauty!”

And she clung to me with passion, raising her lips to mine, while with

her large inquiring eyes she searched my face for the reply to her

words. I gazed down upon her with sorrowful sternness.

“Beauty? Mere food for worms—I care not for it! Of what avail is a fair

body tenanted by a fiendish soul? Forgiveness?—you ask too late! A

wrong like mine can never be forgiven.”

There ensued a silence. She still embraced me, but her eyes roved over

me as though she searched for some lost thing. The wind tore furiously

among the branches of the cypresses outside, and screamed through the

small holes and crannies of the stone-work, rattling the iron gate at

the summit of the stairway with a clanking sound, as though the famous

brigand chief had escaped with all his chains upon him, and were

clamoring for admittance to recover his buried property. Suddenly her

face lightened with an expression of cunning intensity—and before I

could perceive her intent—with swift agility she snatched from my vest

the dagger I carried!

“Too late!” she cried, with a wild laugh. “No; not too late!

Die—wretch!”

For one second the bright steel flashed in the wavering light as she

poised it in act to strike—the next, I had caught her murderous hand

and forced it down, and was struggling with her for the mastery of the

weapon. She held it with a desperate grip—she fought with me

breathlessly, clinging to me with all her force—she reminded me of that

ravenous unclean bird with which I had had so fierce a combat on the

night of my living burial. For some brief moments she was possessed of

supernatural strength—she sprung and tore at my clothes, keeping the

poniard fast in her clutch. At last I thrust her down, panting and

exhausted, with fury flashing in her eyes—I wrenched the steel from her

hand and brandished it above her.

“Who talks of murder _now_?” I cried, in bitter derision. “Oh, what a

joy you have lost! What triumph for you, could you have stabbed me to

the heart and left me here dead indeed! What a new career of lies would

have been yours! How sweetly you would have said your prayers with the

stain of my blood upon your soul! Ay! you would have fooled the world

to the end, and died in the odor of sanctity. And you dared to ask my

forgiveness—”

I stopped short—a strange, bewildered expression suddenly passed over

her face—she looked about her in a dazed, vague way—then her gaze

became suddenly fixed, and she pointed toward a dark corner and

shuddered.

“Hush—hush!” she said, in a low, terrified whisper. “Look! how still he

stands! how pale he seems! Do not speak—do not move—hush! he must not

hear your voice—I will go to him and tell him all—all—” She rose and

stretched out her arms with a gesture of entreaty:

“Guido! Guido!”

With a sudden chilled awe at my heart I looked toward the spot that

thus riveted her attention—all was shrouded in deep gloom. She caught

my arm.

“Kill him!” she whispered, fiercely—“kill him, and then I will love

you! Ah!” and with an exclamation of fear she began to retire swiftly

backward as though confronted by some threatening figure. “He is

coming—nearer! No, no, Guido! You shall not touch me—you dare not—Fabio

is dead and I am free—free!” She paused—her wild eyes gazed upward—did

she see some horror there? She put up both hands as though to shield

herself from some impending blow, and uttering a loud cry she fell

prone on the stone floor insensible. Or dead? I balanced this question

indifferently, as I looked down upon her inanimate form. The flavor of

vengeance was hot in my mouth, and filled me with delirious

satisfaction. True, I had been glad, when my bullet whizzing sharply

through the air had carried death to Guido, but my gladness had been

mingled with ruthfulness and regret. _Now_, not one throb of pity

stirred me—not the faintest emotion of tenderness, Ferrari’s sin was

great, but _she_ tempted him—her crime outweighed his. And now—there

she lay white and silent—in a swoon that was like death—that might be

death for aught I knew—or cared! Had her lover’s ghost indeed appeared

before the eyes of her guilty conscience? I did not doubt it—I should

scarcely have been startled had I seen the poor pale shadow of him by

my side, as I musingly gazed upon the fair fallen body of the traitress

who had wantonly wrecked both our lives.

“Ay, Guido,” I muttered, half aloud—“dost see the work? Thou art

avenged, frail spirit—avenged as well as I—part thou in peace from

earth and its inhabitants!—haply thou shalt cleanse in pure fire the

sins of thy lower nature, and win a final pardon; but for her—is hell

itself black enough to match _her_ soul?”

And I slowly moved toward the stairway; it was time, I thought, with a

grim resolve—_to leave her_! Possibly she was dead—if not—why then she

soon would be! I paused irresolute—the wild wind battered ceaselessly

at the iron gateway, and wailed as though with a hundred voices of

aerial creatures, lamenting. The torches were burning low, the darkness

of the vault deepened. Its gloom concerned me little—I had grown

familiar with its unsightly things, its crawling spiders, its strange

uncouth beetles, the clusters of blue fungi on its damp walls. The

scurrying noises made by bats and owls, who, scared by the lighted

candles, were hiding themselves in holes and corners of refuge,

startled me not at all—I was well accustomed to such sounds. In my then

state of mind, an emperor’s palace were less fair to me than this brave

charnel house—this stone-mouthed witness of my struggle back to life

and all life’s misery. The deep-toned bell outside the cemetery struck

_one_! We had been absent nearly two hours from the brilliant

assemblage left at the hotel. No doubt we were being searched for

everywhere—it mattered not! they would not come to seek us _here_. I

went on resolutely toward the stair—as I placed my foot on the firm

step of the ascent, my wife stirred from her recumbent position—her

swoon had passed. She did not perceive me where I stood, ready to

depart—she murmured something to herself in a low voice, and taking in

her hand the falling tresses of her own hair she seemed to admire its

color and texture, for she stroked it and restroked it and finally

broke into a gay laugh—a laugh so out of all keeping with her

surroundings, that it startled me more than her attempt to murder me.

She presently stood up with all her own lily-like grace and fairy

majesty; and smiling as though she were a pleased child, she began to

arrange her disordered dress with elaborate care. I paused wonderingly

and watched her. She went to the brigand’s chest of treasure and

proceeded to examine its contents—laces, silver and gold embroideries,

antique ornaments, she took carefully in her hands, seeming mentally to

calculate their cost and value. Jewels that were set as necklaces,

bracelets and other trinkets of feminine wear she put on, one after the

other, till her neck and arms were loaded—and literally blazed with the

myriad scintillations of different-colored gems. I marveled at her

strange conduct, but did not as yet guess its meaning. I moved away

from the staircase and drew imperceptibly nearer to her—Hark! what was

that? A strange, low rumbling like a distant earthquake, followed by a

sharp cracking sound; I stopped to listen attentively. A furious gust

of wind rushed round the mausoleum shrieking wildly like some devil in

anger, and the strong draught flying through the gateway extinguished

two of the flaring candles. My wife, entirely absorbed in counting over

Carmelo Neri’s treasures, apparently saw and heard nothing. Suddenly

she broke into another laugh—a chuckling, mirthless laugh such as might

come from the lips of the aged and senile. The sound curdled the blood

in my veins—it was the laugh of a mad-woman! With an earnest, distinct

voice I called to her:

“Nina! Nina!”

She turned toward me still smiling—her eyes were bright, her face had

regained its habitual color, and as she stood in the dim light, with

her rich tresses falling about her, and the clustering gems massed

together in a glittering fire against her white skin, she looked

unnaturally, wildly beautiful. She nodded to me, half graciously, half

haughtily, but gave me no answer. Moved with quick pity I called again:

“Nina!”

She laughed again—the same terrible laugh.

“_Si, si_! _Son’ bella, son’ bellissima_!” she murmured. “_E tu, Guido

mio_? _Tu m’ami_?”

Then raising one hand as though commanding attention she cried:

“Ascolta!” and began to sing clearly though feebly:

“Ti saluto, Rosignuolo!

Nel tuo duolo—ti saluto!

Sei l’amante della rosa

Che morendo si fa sposa!”

As the old familiar melody echoed through the dreary vault, my bitter

wrath against her partially lessened; with the swiftness of my southern

temperament a certain compassion stirred my soul. She was no longer

quite the same woman who had wronged and betrayed me—she had the

helplessness and fearful innocence of madness—in that condition I could

not have hurt a hair of her head. I stepped hastily forward—I resolved

to take her out of the vault—after all I would not leave her thus—but

as I approached, she withdrew from me, and with an angry stamp of her

foot motioned me backward, while a dark frown knitted her fair brows.

“Who are you?” she cried, imperiously. “You are dead, quite dead! How

dare you come out of your grave!”

And she stared at me defiantly—then suddenly clasping her hands as

though in ecstasy, and seeming to address some invisible being at her

side, she said, in low, delighted tones:

“He is dead, Guido! Are you not glad?” She paused, apparently expecting

some reply, for she looked about her wonderingly, and continued—“You

did not answer me—are you afraid? Why are you so pale and stern? Have

you just come back from Rome? What have you heard? That I am false?—oh,

no! I will love you still—Ah! I forgot! you also are dead, Guido! I

remember now—you cannot hurt me any more—I am free—and quite happy!”

Smiling, she continued her song:

“Ti saluto, Sol di Maggio

Col two raggio ti saluto!

Sei l’Apollo del passato

Sei l’amore incoronato!”

Again—again!—that hollow rumbling and crackling sound overhead. What

could it be?

“_L’amore incoronato_!” hummed Nina fitfully, as she plunged her round,

jeweled arm down again into the chest of treasure. “_Sì, sì_! _Che

morendo si fa sposa—che morendo si fa sposa—ah_!”

This last was an exclamation of pleasure; she had found some toy that

charmed her—it was the old mirror set in its frame of pearls. The

possession of this object seemed to fill her with extraordinary joy,

and she evidently retained no consciousness of where she was, for she

sat down on the upturned coffin, which had held my living body, with

absolute indifference. Still singing softly to herself, she gazed

lovingly at her own reflection, and fingered the jewels she wore,

arranging and rearranging them in various patterns with one hand, while

in the other she raised the looking-glass in the flare of the candles

which lighted up its quaint setting. A strange and awful picture she

made there—gazing with such lingering tenderness on the portrait of her

own beauty—while surrounded by the moldering coffins that silently

announced how little such beauty was worth—playing with jewels, the

foolish trinkets of life, in the abode of skeletons, where the password

is death! Thinking thus, I gazed at her, as one might gaze at a dead

body—not loathingly any more, but only mournfully. My vengeance was

satiated. I could not wage war against this vacantly smiling mad

creature, out of whom the spirit of a devilish intelligence and cunning

had been torn, and who therefore was no longer the same woman. Her loss

of wit should compensate for my loss of love. I determined to try and

attract her attention again. I opened my lips to speak—but before the

words could form themselves, that odd rumbling noise again broke on my

ears—this time with a loud reverberation that rolled overhead like the

thunder of artillery. Before I could imagine the reason of it—before I

could advance one step toward my wife, who still sat on the upturned

coffin, smiling at herself in the mirror—before I could utter a word or

move an inch, a tremendous crash resounded through the vault, followed

by a stinging shower of stones, dust, and pulverized mortar! I stepped

backward amazed, bewildered—speechless—instinctively shutting my

eyes—when I opened them again all was darkness—all was silence! Only

the wind howled outside more frantically than ever—a sweeping gust

whirled through the vault, blowing some dead leaves against my face,

and I heard the boughs of trees creaking noisily in the fury of the

storm. Hush!—was that a faint moan? Quivering in every limb, and sick

with a nameless dread, I sought in my pocket for matches—I found them.

Then with an effort, mastering the shuddering revulsion of my nerves, I

struck a light. The flame was so dim that for an instant I could see

nothing. I called loudly:

“Nina!” There was no answer.

One of the extinguished candles was near me; I lighted it with

trembling hands and held it aloft—then I uttered a wild shriek of

horror! Oh, God of inexorable justice, surely Thy vengeance was greater

than mine! An enormous block of stone, dislodged by the violence of the

storm, had fallen from the roof of the vault; fallen sheer down over

the very place where _she_ had sat a minute or two before,

fantastically smiling! Crushed under the huge mass—crushed into the

very splinters of my own empty coffin, she lay—and yet—and yet—I could

see nothing, save one white hand protruding—the hand on which the

marriage-ring glittered mockingly! Even as I looked, that hand quivered

violently—beat the ground—and then—was still! It was horrible. In

dreams I see that quivering white hand now, the jewels on it sparkling

with derisive luster. It appeals, it calls, it threatens, it prays! and

when my time comes to die, it will beckon me to my grave! A portion of

her costly dress was visible—my eyes lighted on this—and I saw a slow

stream of blood oozing thickly from beneath the stone—the ponderous

stone that no man could have moved an inch—the stone that sealed her

awful sepulcher! Great Heaven! how fast the crimson stream of life

trickled!—staining the snowy lace of her garment with a dark and

dreadful hue! Staggering feebly like a drunken man—half delirious with

anguish—I approached and touched that small white hand that lay stiffly

on the ground—I bent my head—I almost kissed it, but some strange

revulsion rose in my soul and forbade the act!

In a stupor of dull agony I sought and found the crucifix of the monk

Cipriano that had fallen to the floor—I closed the yet warm finger-tips

around it and left it thus; an unnatural, terrible calmness froze the

excitement of my strained nerves.

“’Tis all I can do for thee!” I muttered, incoherently. “May Christ

forgive thee, though I cannot!”

And covering my eyes to shut out the sight before me I turned away. I

hurried in a sort of frenzy toward the stairway—on reaching the lowest

step I extinguished the torch I carried. Some impulse made me glance

back—and I saw what I see now—what I shall always see till I die! An

aperture had been made through the roof of the vault by the fall of the

great stone, and through this the fitful moon poured down a long

ghostly ray. The green glimmer, like a spectral lamp, deepened the

surrounding darkness, only showing up with fell distinctness one

object—that slender protruding wrist and hand, whiter than Alpine snow!

I gazed at it wildly—the gleam of the jewels down there hurt my

eyes—the shine of the silver crucifix clasped in those little waxen

fingers dazzled my brain—and with a frantic cry of unreasoning terror,

I rushed up the steps with a maniac speed—opened the iron gate through

which _she_ would pass no more, and stood at liberty in the free air,

face to face with a wind as tempestuous as my own passions. With what

furious haste I shut the entrance to the vault! with what fierce

precaution I locked and doubled-locked it! Nay, so little did I realize

that she was actually dead, that I caught myself saying

aloud—“Safe—safe at last! She cannot escape—I have closed the secret

passage—no one will hear her cries—she will struggle a little, but it

will soon be over—she will never laugh any more—never kiss—never

love—never tell lies for the fooling of men!—she is buried as I

was—buried alive!”

Muttering thus to myself with a sort of sobbing incoherence, I turned

to meet the snarl of the savage blast of the night, with my brain

reeling, my limbs weak and trembling—with the heavens and earth rocking

before me like a wild sea—with the flying moon staring aghast through

the driving clouds—with all the universe, as it were, in a broken and

shapeless chaos about me; even so I went forth to meet my fate—and left

her!

Unrecognized, untracked, I departed from Naples. Wrapped in my cloak,

and stretched in a sort of heavy stupor on the deck of the

“_Rondinella_,” my appearance apparently excited no suspicion in the

mind of the skipper, old Antonio Bardi, with whom my friend Andrea had

made terms for my voyage, little aware of the real identity of the

passenger he recommended.

The morning was radiantly beautiful—the sparkling waves rose high on

tiptoe to kiss the still boisterous wind—the sunlight broke in a wide

smile of springtide glory over the world! With the burden of my agony

upon me—with the utter exhaustion of my overwrought nerves, I beheld

all things as in a feverish dream—the laughing light, the azure ripple

of waters—the receding line of my native shores—everything was blurred,

indistinct, and unreal to me, though my soul, Argus-eyed, incessantly

peered down, down into those darksome depths where _she_ lay, silent

forever. For now I knew she was dead. Fate had killed her—not I. All

unrepentant as she was, triumphing in her treachery to the last, even

in her madness, still I would have saved her, though she strove to

murder me.

Yet it was well the stone had fallen—who knows!—if she had lived—I

strove not to think of her, and drawing the key of the vault from my

pocket, I let it drop with a sudden splash into the waves. All was

over—no one pursued me—no one inquired whither I went. I arrived at

Civita Vecchia unquestioned; from thence I travelled to Leghorn, where

I embarked on board a merchant trading vessel bound for South America.

Thus I lost myself to the world; thus I became, as it were, buried

alive for the second time. I am safely sepulchered in these wild woods,

and I seek no escape.

Wearing the guise of a rough settler, one who works in common with

others, hewing down tough parasites and poisonous undergrowths in order

to effect a clearing through these pathless solitudes, none can trace

in the strong stern man, with the care-worn face and white hair, any

resemblance to the once popular and wealthy Count Oliva, whose

disappearance, so strange and sudden, was for a time the talk of all

Italy. For, on one occasion when visiting the nearest town, I saw an

article in a newspaper, headed “Mysterious Occurrence in Naples,” and I

read every word of it with a sensation of dull amusement.

From it I learned that the Count Oliva was advertised for. His abrupt

departure, together with that of his newly married wife, formerly

_Contessa_ Romani, on the very night of their wedding, had created the

utmost excitement in the city. The landlord of the hotel where he

stayed was prosecuting inquiries—so was the count’s former valet, one

Vincenzo Flamma. Any information would be gratefully received by the

police authorities. If within twelve months no news were obtained, the

immense properties of the Romani family, in default of existing

kindred, would be handed over to the crown.

There was much more to the same effect, and I read it with the utmost

indifference. Why do they not search the Romani vault?—I thought

gloomily—they would find some authentic information there! But I know

the Neapolitans well; they are timorous and superstitious; they would

as soon hug a pestilence as explore a charnel house. One thing

gladdened me; it was the projected disposal of my fortune. The crown,

the Kingdom of Italy, was surely as noble an heir as a man could have!

I returned to my woodland hut with a strange peace on my soul.

As I told you at first, I am a dead man—the world, with its busy life

and aims, has naught to do with me. The tall trees, the birds, the

whispering grasses are my friends and my companions—they, and they

only, are sometimes the silent witnesses of the torturing fits of agony

that every now and then overwhelm me with bitterness. For I suffer

always. That is natural. Revenge is sweet!—but who shall paint the

horrors of memory? My vengeance now recoils upon my own head. I do not

complain of this—it is the law of compensation—it is just. I blame no

one—save Her, the woman who wrought my wrong. Dead as she is I do not

forgive her; I have tried to, but I cannot! Do men ever truly forgive

the women who ruin their lives? I doubt it. As for me, I feel that the

end is not yet—that when my soul is released from its earthly prison, I

shall still be doomed in some drear dim way to pursue her treacherous

flitting spirit over the black chasms of a hell darker than Dante’s—she

in the likeness of a wandering flame—I as her haunting shadow; she,

flying before me in coward fear—I, hasting after her in relentless

wrath—and this forever and ever!

But I ask no pity—I need none. I punished the guilty, and in doing so

suffered more than they—that is as it must always be. I have no regret

and no remorse; only one thing troubles me—one little thing—a mere

foolish fancy! It comes upon me in the night, when the large-faced moon

looks at me from heaven. For the moon is grand in this climate; she is

like a golden-robed empress of all the worlds as she sweeps in lustrous

magnificence through the dense violet skies. I shut out her radiance as

much as I can; I close the blind at the narrow window of my solitary

forest cabin; and yet do what I will, one wide ray creeps in always—one

ray that eludes all my efforts to expel it. Under the door it comes, or

through some unguessed cranny in the wood-work. I have in vain tried to

find the place of its entrance.

The color of the moonlight in this climate is of a mellow amber—so I

cannot understand why that pallid ray that visits me so often, should

be green—a livid, cold, watery green; and in it, like a lily in an

emerald pool, I see a little white hand on which the jewels cluster

thick like drops of dew! The hand moves—it lifts itself—the small

fingers point at me threateningly—they quiver—and then—they beckon me

slowly, solemnly, commandingly onward!—onward!—to some infinite land of

awful mysteries where Light and Love shall dawn for me no more.

The End

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