CHAPTER XXXVI.

The moon had retreated behind a dense wall of cloud, and the landscape

was enveloped in semi-darkness. Reaching the door of the vault, I

unlocked it; it opened instantly, and fell back with a sudden clang.

She whom I held fast with my iron grip shrunk back, and strove to

release herself from my grasp.

“Where are you going?” she demanded, in a faint tone. “I—I am afraid!”

“Of what?”—I asked, endeavoring to control the passionate vibrations of

my voice and to speak unconcernedly. “Because it is dark? We shall have

a light directly—you will see—you—you,” and to my own surprise I broke

into a loud and violent laugh. “You have no cause to be frightened!

Come!”

And I lifted her swiftly and easily over the stone step of the entrance

and set her safely inside. _Inside_ at last, thank Heaven! I shut the

great gate upon us both and locked it! Again that strange undesired

laugh broke from my lips involuntarily, and the echoes of the charnel

house responded to it with unearthly and ghastly distinctness. Nina

clung to me in the dense gloom.

“Why do you laugh like that?” she cried, loudly and impatiently. “It

sounds horrible.”

I checked myself by a strong effort.

“Does it? I am sorry—very sorry! I laugh because—because, _cara mia_,

our moonlight ramble is so pleasant—and amusing—is it not?”

And I caught her to my heart and kissed her roughly. “Now,” I

whispered, “I will carry you—the steps are too rough for your little

feet—dear, dainty, white little feet! I will carry you, you armful of

sweetness!—yes, carry you safely down into the fairy grotto where the

jewels are—_such_ jewels, and all for you—my love, my wife!”

And I raised her from the ground as though she were a young, frail

child. Whether she tried to resist me or not I cannot now remember. I

bore her down the moldering stairway, setting my foot on each crooked

step with the firmness of one long familiar with the place. But my

brain reeled—rings of red fire circled in the darkness before my eyes;

every artery in my body seemed strained to bursting; the pent-up agony

and fury of my soul were such that I thought I should go mad or drop

down dead ere I gained the end of my long desire. As I descended I felt

her clinging to me; her hands were cold and clammy on my neck, as

though she were chilled to the blood with terror. At last I reached the

lowest step—I touched the floor of the vault. I set my precious burden

down. Releasing my clasp of her, I remained for a moment inactive,

breathing heavily. She caught my arm—she spoke in a hoarse whisper.

“What place is this? Where is the light you spoke of?”

I made no answer. I moved from her side, and taking matches from my

pocket, I lighted up six large candles which I had fixed in various

corners of the vault the night previously. Dazzled by the glare after

the intense darkness, she did not at once perceive the nature of the

place in which she stood. I watched her, myself still wrapped in the

heavy cloak and hat that so effectually disguised my features. What a

sight she was in that abode of corruption! Lovely, delicate, and full

of life, with the shine of her diamonds gleaming from under the folds

of rich fur that shrouded her, and the dark hood falling back as though

to display the sparkling wonder of her gold hair.

Suddenly, and with a violent shock, she realized the gloom of her

surroundings—the yellow flare of the waxen torches showed her the stone

niches, the tattered palls, the decaying trophies of armor, the drear

shapes of worm-eaten coffins, and with a shriek of horror she rushed to

me where I stood, as immovable as a statue clad in coat of mail, and

throwing her arms about me clung to me in a frenzy of fear.

“Take me away, take me away!” she moaned, hiding her face against my

breast. “’Tis a vault—oh, _Santissima Madonna_!—a place for the dead!

Quick—quick! take me out to the air—let us go home—home—”

She broke off abruptly, her alarm increasing at my utter silence. She

gazed up at me with wild wet eyes.

“Cesare! Cesare! speak! What ails you? Why have you brought me here?

Touch me—kiss me! say something—anything—only speak!”

And her bosom heaved convulsively; she sobbed with terror.

I put her from me with a firm hand. I spoke in measured accents, tinged

with some contempt.

“Hush, I pray you! This is no place for an hysterical _scena_. Consider

where you are! You have guessed aright—this is a vault—your own

mausoleum, fair lady!—if I mistake not—the burial-place of the Romani

family.”

At these words her sobs ceased, as though they had been frozen in her

throat; she stared at me in speechless fear and wonder.

“Here,” I went on with methodical deliberation, “here lie all the great

ancestors of your husband’s family, heroes and martyrs in their day.

Here will your own fair flesh molder. Here,” and my voice grew deeper

and more resolute, “here, six months ago, your husband himself, Fabio

Romani, was buried.”

She uttered no sound, but gazed at me like some beautiful pagan goddess

turned to stone by the Furies. Having spoken thus far I was silent,

watching the effect of what I had said, for I sought to torture the

very nerves of her base soul. At last her dry lips parted—her voice was

hoarse and indistinct.

“You must be mad!” she said, with smothered anger and horror in her

tone.

Then seeing me still immovable, she advanced and caught my hand half

commandingly, half coaxingly. I did not resist her.

“Come,” she implored, “come away at once!” and she glanced about her

with a shudder. “Let us leave this horrible place; as for the jewels,

if you keep them here, they may stay here; I would not wear them for

the world! Come.”

I interrupted her, holding her hand in a fierce grasp; I turned her

abruptly toward a dark object lying on the ground near us—my own coffin

broken asunder. I drew her close to it.

“Look!” I said in a thrilling whisper, “what is this? Examine it well:

it is a coffin of flimsiest wood, a cholera coffin! What says this

painted inscription? Nay, do not start! It bears your husband’s name;

he was buried in it. Then how comes it to be open? _Where is he_?”

I felt her sway under me; a new and overwhelming terror had taken

instant possession of her, her limbs refused to support her, she sunk

on her knees. Mechanically and feebly she repeated the words after me—

_Where is he_? _Where is he_?”

“Ay!” and my voice rang out through the hollow vault, its passion

restrained no more. “_Where is he_?—the poor fool, the miserable,

credulous dupe, whose treacherous wife played the courtesan under his

very roof, while he loved and blindly trusted her? _Where is he_? Here,

here!” and I seized her hands and forced her up from her kneeling

posture. “I promised you should see me as I am! I swore to grow young

to-night for your sake!—Now I keep my word! Look at me, Nina!—look at

me, my twice-wedded wife!—Look at me!—do you not know your _husband_?”

And throwing my dark habiliments from me, I stood before her

undisguised! As though some defacing disease had swept over her at my

words and look, so her beauty suddenly vanished. Her face became drawn

and pinched and almost old—her lips turned blue, her eyes grew glazed,

and strained themselves from their sockets to stare at me; her very

hands looked thin and ghost-like as she raised them upward with a

frantic appealing gesture; there was a sort of gasping rattle in her

throat as she drew herself away from me with a convulsive gesture of

aversion, and crouched on the floor as though she sought to sink

through it and thus avoid my gaze.

“Oh, no, no, no!” she moaned, wildly, “not Fabio!—no, it cannot

be—Fabio is dead—dead! And you!—you are mad!—this is some cruel jest of

yours—some trick to frighten me!”

She broke off breathlessly, and her large, terrified eyes wandered to

mine again with a reluctant and awful wonder. She attempted to arise

from her crouching position; I approached, and assisted her to do so

with ceremonious politeness. She trembled violently at my touch, and

slowly staggering to her feet, she pushed back her hair from her

forehead and regarded me fixedly with a searching, anguished look,

first of doubt, then of dread, and lastly of convinced and hopeless

certainty, for she suddenly covered her eyes with her hands as though

to shut out some repulsive object and broke into a low wailing sound

like that of one in bitter physical pain. I laughed scornfully.

“Well, do you know me at last?” I cried. “’Tis true I have somewhat

altered. This hair of mine was black, if you remember—it is white

enough now, blanched by the horrors of a living death such as you

cannot imagine, but which,” and I spoke more slowly and impressively,

“you may possibly experience ere long. Yet in spite of this change I

think you know me! That is well. I am glad your memory serves you thus

far!”

A low sound that was half a sob and half a cry broke from her.

“Oh, no, no!” she muttered, again, incoherently—“it cannot be! It must

be false—it is some vile plot—it cannot be true! True! Oh, Heaven! it

would be too cruel, too horrible!”

I strode up to her. I drew her hands away from her eyes and grasped

them tightly in my own.

“Hear me!” I said, in clear, decisive tones. “I have kept silence, God

knows, with a long patience, but now—now I can speak. Yes! you thought

me dead—you had every reason to think so, you had every proof to

believe so. How happy my supposed death made you! What a relief it was

to you!—what an obstruction removed from your path! But—I was buried

alive!” She uttered a faint shriek of terror, and looking wildly about

her, strove to wrench her hands from my clasp. I held them more

closely. “Ay, think of it, wife of mine!—you to whom luxury has been

second nature, think of this poor body straightened in a helpless

swoon, packed and pressed into yonder coffin and nailed up fast, shut

out from the blessed light and air, as one would have thought, forever!

Who could have dreamed that life still lingered in me—life still strong

enough to split asunder the boards that inclosed me, and leave them

shattered, as you see them now!”

She shuddered and glanced with aversion toward the broken coffin, and

again tried to loosen her hands from mine. She looked at me with a

burning anger in her face.

“Let me go!” she panted. “Madman! liar!—let me go!”

I released her instantly and stood erect, regarding her fixedly.

“I am no madman,” I said, composedly; “and you know as well as I do

that I speak the truth. When I escaped from that coffin I found myself

a prisoner in this very vault—this house of my perished ancestry,

where, if old legends could be believed, the very bones that are stored

up here would start and recoil from _your_ presence as pollution to the

dead, whose creed was _honor_.”

The sound of her sobbing breath ceased suddenly; she fixed her eyes on

mine; they glittered defiantly.

“For one long awful night,” I resumed, “I suffered here. I might have

starved—or perished of thirst. I thought no agony could surpass what I

endured! But I was mistaken: there was a sharper torment in store for

me. I discovered a way of escape; with grateful tears I thanked God for

my rescue, for liberty, for life! Oh, what a fool was I! How could I

dream that my death was so desired!—how could I know that I had better

far have died than have returned to _such_ a home!”

Her lips moved, but she uttered no word; she shivered as though with

intense cold. I drew nearer to her.

“Perhaps you doubt my story?”

She made no answer. A rapid impulse of fury possessed me.

“Speak!” I cried, fiercely, “or by the God above us I will _make_ you!

Speak!” and I drew the dagger I carried from my vest. “Speak the truth

for once—’twill be difficult to you who love lies—but this time I must

be answered! Tell me, do you know me! _Do_ you or do you _not_ believe

that I am indeed your husband—your living husband, Fabio Romani?”

She gasped for breath. The sight of my infuriated figure—the glitter of

the naked steel before her eyes—the suddenness of my action, the horror

of her position, all terrified her into speech. She flung herself down

before me in an attitude of abject entreaty. She found her voice at

last.

“Mercy! mercy!” she cried. “Oh, God! you will not kill me?

Anything—anything but death; I am too young to die! Yes, yes; I know

you are Fabio—Fabio, my husband, Fabio, whom I thought dead—Fabio—oh!”

and she sobbed convulsively. “You said you loved me to-day—when you

married me! Why did you marry me? I was your wife already—why—why? Oh,

horrible, horrible! I see—I understand it all now! But do not, do not

kill me, Fabio—I am afraid to die!”

And she hid her face at my feet and groveled there. As quickly calmed

as I had been suddenly furious, I put back the dagger. I smoothed my

voice and spoke with mocking courtesy.

“Pray do not alarm yourself,” I said, coolly. “I have not the slightest

intention of killing you! I am no vulgar murderer, yielding to mere

brute instincts. You forget: a Neapolitan has hot passions, but he also

has finesse, especially in matters of vengeance. I brought you here to

tell you of my existence, and to confront you with the proofs of it.

Rise, I beg of you, we have plenty of time to talk; with a little

patience I shall make things clear to you—rise!”

She obeyed me, lifting herself up reluctantly with a long, shuddering

sigh. As she stood upright I laughed contemptuously.

“What! no love words for me?” I cried, “not one kiss, not one smile,

not one word of welcome? You say you know me—well!—are you not glad to

see your husband?—you, who were such an inconsolable widow?”

A strange quiver passed over her face—she wrung her hands together

hard, but she said no word.

“Listen!” I said, “there is more to tell. When I broke loose from the

grasp of death, when I came _home_—I found my vacant post already

occupied. I arrived in time to witness a very pretty pastoral play. The

scene was the ilex avenue—the actors, you, my wife, and Guido, my

friend!”

She raised her head and uttered a low exclamation of fear. I advanced a

step or two and spoke more rapidly.

“You hear? There was moonlight, and the song of nightingales—yes; the

stage effects were perfect! _I_ watched the progress of the comedy—with

what emotions you may imagine. I learned much that was news to me. I

became aware that for a lady of your large heart and sensitive feelings

_one_ husband was not sufficient”—here I laid my hand on her shoulder

and gazed into her face, while her eyes, dilated with terror, stared

hopelessly up to mine—“and that within three little months of your

marriage to me you provided yourself with another. Nay, no denial can

serve you! Guido Ferrari was husband to you in all things but the name.

I mastered the situation—I rose to the emergency. Trick for trick,

comedy for comedy! You know the rest. As the Count Oliva you can not

deny that I acted well! For the second time I courted you, but not half

so eagerly as _you_ courted _me_! For the second time I have married

you! Who shall deny that you are most thoroughly mine—mine, body and

soul, till death do us part!”

And I loosened my grasp of her: she writhed from me like some

glittering wounded serpent. The tears had dried on her cheeks, her

features were rigid and wax-like as the features of a corpse; only her

dark eyes shone, and these seemed preternaturally large, and gleamed

with an evil luster. I moved a little away, and turning my own coffin

on its side, I sat down upon it as indifferently as though it were an

easy-chair in a drawing-room. Glancing at her then, I saw a wavering

light upon her face. Some idea had entered into her mind. She moved

gradually from the wall where she leaned, watching me fearfully as she

did so. I made no attempt to stir from the seat I occupied.

Slowly, slowly, still keeping her eyes on me, she glided step by step

onward and passed me—then with a sudden rush she reached the stairway

and bounded up it with the startled haste of a hunted deer. I smiled to

myself. I heard her shaking the iron gateway to and fro with all her

feeble strength; she called aloud for help several times. Only the

sullen echoes of the vault answered her, and the wild whistle of the

wind as it surged through the trees of the cemetery. At last she

screamed furiously, as a savage cat might scream—the rustle of her

silken robes came swiftly sweeping down the steps, and with a spring

like that of a young tigress she confronted me, the blood now burning

wrathfully in her face, and transforming it back to something of its

old beauty.

“Unlock that door!” she cried, with a furious stamp of her foot.

“Assassin! traitor! I hate you! I always hated you! Unlock the door, I

tell you! You dare not disobey me; you have no right to murder me!”

I looked at her coldly; the torrent of her words was suddenly checked,

something in my expression daunted her; she trembled and shrunk back.

“No right!” I said, mockingly. “I differ from you! A man _once_ married

has _some_ right over his wife, but a man _twice_ married to the same

woman has surely gained a double authority! And as for ‘_dare not_!’

there is nothing I ‘dare not’ do to-night.”

And with that I rose and approached her. A torrent of passionate

indignation boiled in my veins; I seized her two white arms and held

her fast.

“You talk of murder!” I muttered, fiercely. “_You_—you who have

remorselessly murdered two men! Their blood be on your head! For though

I live, I am but the moving corpse of the man I was—hope, faith,

happiness, peace—all things good and great in me have been slain by

YOU. And as for Guido—”

She interrupted me with a wild sobbing cry.

“He loved me! Guido loved me!”

“Ay, he loved you, oh, devil in the shape of a woman! he loved you!

Come here, here!” and in a fury I could not restrain I dragged her,

almost lifted her along to one corner of the vault, where the light of

the torches scarcely illumined the darkness, and there I pointed

upward. “Above our very heads—to the left of where we stand—the brave

strong body of your lover lies, festering slowly in the wet mould,

thanks to you!—the fair, gallant beauty of it all marred by the

red-mouthed worms—the thick curls of hair combed through by the

crawling feet of vile insects—the poor frail heart pierced by a gaping

wound—”

“You killed him; you—you are to blame,” she moaned, restlessly,

striving to turn her face away from me.

“_I_ killed him? No, no, not I, but _you_! He died when he learned your

treachery—when he knew you were false to him for the sake of wedding a

supposed wealthy stranger—my pistol-shot but put him out of torment.

You! you were glad of his death—as glad as when you thought of mine!

YOU talk of murder! Oh, vilest among women! if I could murder you

twenty times over, what then? Your sins outweigh all punishment!”

And I flung her from me with a gesture of contempt and loathing. This

time my words had struck home. She cowered before me in horror—her

sables were loosened and scarcely protected her, the richness of her

ball costume was fully displayed, and the diamonds on her bosom heaved

restlessly up and down as she panted with excitement, rage and fear.

“I do not see,” she muttered, sullenly, “why you should blame _me_! I

am no worse than other women!”

“No worse! no worse!” I cried. “Shame, shame upon you that thus outrage

your sex! Learn for once what _men_ think of unfaithful wives—for may

be you are ignorant. The novels you have read in your luxurious, idle

hours have perhaps told you that infidelity is no sin—merely a little

social error easily condoned, or set right by the divorce court. Yes!

modern books and modern plays teach you so: in them the world swerves

upside down, and vice looks like virtue. But _I_ will tell you what may

seem to you a strange and wonderful thing! There is no mean animal, no

loathsome object, no horrible deformity of nature so utterly repulsive

to a true man as a faithless wife! The cowardly murderer who lies in

wait for his victim behind some dark door, and stabs him in the back as

he passes by unarmed—he, I say, is more to be pardoned than the woman

who takes a husband’s name, honor, position, and reputation among his

fellows, and sheltering herself with these, passes her beauty

promiscuously about like some coarse article of commerce, that goes to

the highest bidder! Ay, let your French novels and books of their type

say what they will—infidelity is a crime, a low, brutal crime, as bad

if not worse than murder, and deserves as stern a sentence!”

A sudden spirit of defiant insolence possessed her. She drew herself

erect, and her level brows knitted in a dark frown.

“Sentence!” she exclaimed, imperiously. “How dare you judge me! What

harm have I done? If I am beautiful, is that my fault? If men are

fools, can _I_ help it? You loved me—Guido loved me—could _I_ prevent

it? I cared nothing for him, and less for you!”

“I know it,” I said, bitterly. “Love was never part of _your_ nature!

Our lives were but cups of wine for your false lips to drain; once the

flavor pleased you, but now—now, think you not the dregs taste somewhat

cold?”

She shrunk at my glance—her head drooped, and drawing near a projecting

stone in the wall, she sat down upon it, pressing one hand to her

heart.

“No heart, no conscience, no memory!” I cried. “Great Heaven! that such

a thing should live and call itself woman! The lowest beast of the

field has more compassion for its kind! Listen: before Guido died he

knew me, even as my child, neglected by you, in her last agony knew her

father. She being innocent, passed in peace; but he!—imagine if you

can, the wrenching torture in which he perished, knowing all! How his

parted spirit must curse you!”

She raised her hands to her head and pushed away the light curls from

her brow. There was a starving, hunted, almost furious look in her

eyes, but she fixed them steadily on me.

“See,” I went on—“here are more proofs of the truth of my story. These

things were buried with me,” and I threw into her lap as she sat before

me the locket and chain, the card-case and purse she herself had given

me. “You will no doubt recognize them. This—” and I showed her the

monk’s crucifix—“this was laid on my breast in the coffin. It may be

useful to you—you can pray to it presently!”

She interrupted me with a gesture of her hand; she spoke as though in a

dream.

“You escaped from this vault?” she said, in a low tone, looking from

right to left with searching eagerness. “Tell me how—and—where?”

I laughed scornfully, guessing her thoughts.

“It matters little,” I replied. “The passage I discovered is now closed

and fast cemented. I have seen to that myself! No other living creature

left here can escape as I did. Escape is impossible.”

A stifled cry broke from her; she threw herself at my feet, letting the

things I had given her as proofs of my existence fall heedlessly on the

floor.

“Fabio! Fabio!” she cried, “save me, pity me! Take me out to the

light—the air—let me live! Drag me through Naples—let all the crowd see

me dishonored, brand me with the worst of names, make of me a common

outcast—only let me feel the warm life throbbing in my veins! I will do

anything, say anything, be anything—only let me live! I loath the cold

and darkness—the horrible—horrible ways of death!” She shuddered

violently and clung to me afresh. “I am so young! and after all, am I

so vile? There are women who count their lovers by the score, and yet

they are not blamed; why should I suffer more than they?”

“Why, why?” I echoed, fiercely. “Because for once a husband takes the

law into his own hands—for once a wronged man insists on justice—for

once he dares to punish the treachery that blackens his honor! Were

there more like me there would be fewer like you! A score of lovers!

’Tis not your fault that you had but one! I have something else to say

which concerns you. Not content with fooling two men, you tried the

same amusement on a supposed third. Ay, you wince at that! While you

thought me to be the Count Oliva—while you were betrothed to me in that

character, you wrote to Guido Ferrari in Rome. Very charming letters!

here they are,” and I flung them down to her. “I have no further use

for them—I have read them all!”

She let them lie where they fell; she still crouched at my feet, and

her restless movements loosened her cloak so far that it hung back from

her shoulders, showing the jewels that flashed on her white neck and

arms like points of living light. I touched the circlet of diamonds in

her hair—I snatched it from her.

“These are mine!” I cried, “as much as this signet I wear, which was

your love-gift to Guido Ferrari, and which you afterward returned to

me, its rightful owner. These are my mother’s gems—how dared you wear

them? The stones _I_ gave you are your only fitting ornaments—they are

stolen goods, filched by the blood-stained hands of the blackest

brigand in Sicily! I promised you more like them; behold them!”—and I

threw open the coffin-shaped chest containing the remainder of Carmelo

Neri’s spoils. It occupied a conspicuous position near where I stood,

and I had myself arranged its interior so that the gold ornaments and

precious stones should be the first things to meet her eyes. “You see

now,” I went on, “where the wealth of the supposed Count Oliva came

from. I found this treasure hidden here on the night of my

burial—little did I think then what dire need I should have for its

usage! It has served me well; it is not yet exhausted; the remainder is

at your service!”

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