CHAPTER XVIII.

Captain Gaunt called next day to bring, he said, a message from his

mother. She sent Mr Waring a newspaper which she thought he might like

to see, an English weekly newspaper, which some of her correspondents

had sent her, in which there was an article---- He did not give a very

clear account of this, nor make it distinctly apparent why Waring should

be specially interested; and as a matter of fact, the newspaper found

its way to the waste-paper basket, and interested nobody. But, no doubt,

Mrs Gaunt’s intentions had been excellent. When the young soldier

arrived, there was a carriage at the door, and Constance had her hat on.

“We are going,” she said, “to San Remo, to see about a piano. Do you

know San Remo? Oh, I forgot you are as much a stranger as I am; you

don’t know anything. What a good thing that there are two ignorant

persons! We will keep each other in countenance, and they will be

compelled to make all kinds of expeditions to show us everything.”

“That will be a wonderful chance for me,” said the young man, “for

nobody would take so much trouble for me alone.”

“How can you tell that? Miss Tasie, I should think, would be an

excellent cicerone,” said Constance. She said it with a light laugh of

suggestion, meaning to imply, though, of course, she had _said_ nothing,

that Tasie would be too happy to put herself at Captain Gaunt’s

disposition; a suggestion which he, too, received with a laugh--for this

is one of the points upon which both boys and girls are always

ungenerous.

“And failing Miss Tasie,” said Constance, “suppose you come with papa

and me? They say it is a pretty drive. They say, of course, that

everything here is lovely, and that the Riviera is paradise. Do you find

it so?”

“I can fancy circumstances in which I should find it so,” said the young

soldier.

“Ah, yes; every one can do that. I can fancy circumstances in which Bond

Street would be paradise--oh, very easily! It is not far from paradise

at any time.”

“That is a heaven of which I know very little, Miss Waring.”

“Ah, then, you must learn. The true Elysian fields are in London in May.

If you don’t know that, you can form no idea of happiness. An exile from

all delights gives you the information, and you may be sure it is true.”

“Why, then, Miss Waring, if you think so----”

“Am I here? Oh, that is easily explained. I have a sister.”

“Yes, I know.”

“Ah, I understand you have heard a great deal about my sister. I suffer

here from being compared with her. I am not nearly so good, so wise, as

Frances. But is that my fault, Captain Gaunt? You are impartial; you are

a new-comer. If I could, I would, be as nice as Frances, don’t you

believe?”

The young man gave Constance a look, which, indeed, she expected, and

said with confusion, “I don’t see--any need for improvement,” and

blushed as near crimson as was possible over the greenish brown of his

Indian colour.

Constance for her part did not blush. She laughed, and made him an

almost imperceptible curtsey. The ways of flirtation are not original,

and all the parallels of the early encounters might be stereotyped, as

everybody knows.

“You are very amiable,” she said; “but then you don’t know Frances, and

your opinion, accordingly, is less valuable. I did not ask you, however,

to believe me to be equal to my sister, but only to believe that I would

be as nice if I could. However, all that is no explanation. We have a

mother, you know, in England. We are, unfortunately, that sad thing, a

household divided against itself.”

Captain Gaunt was not prepared for such confidences. He grew still a

little browner with embarrassment, and muttered something about being

very sorry, not knowing what to say.

“Oh, there is not very much to be sorry about. Papa enjoys himself in

his way here, and mamma is very happy at home. The only thing is that we

must each have our turn, you know--that is only fair. So Frances has

gone to mamma, and here am I in Bordighera. We are each dreadfully out

of our element. Her friends condemn me, to begin with, as if it were my

fault that I am not like her; and my friends, perhaps---- But no; I

don’t think so. Frances is so good, so nice, so everything a girl ought

to be.”

At this she laughed softly again; and young Gaunt’s consciousness that

his mother’s much vaunted Frances was the sort of girl to please old

ladies rather than young men, a prim, little, smooth, correct maiden,

with not the least “go” in her, took additional force and certainty.

Whereas---- But he had no words in which to express his sense of the

advantages on the other side.

“You must find it,” he said, knowing nothing more original to say,

“dreadfully dull living here.”

“I have not found anything as yet; I have only just come. I am no more

than a few days older than you are. We can compare notes as time goes

on. But perhaps you don’t mean to stay very long in these abodes of the

blest?”

“I don’t know that I did intend it. But I shall stay now as long as ever

I can,” said the young man. Then--for he was shy--he added hastily, “It

is a long time since I have seen my people, and they like to have me.”

“Naturally. But you need not have spoiled what looked like a very pretty

compliment by adding that. Perhaps you didn’t mean it for a compliment?

Oh, I don’t mind at all. It is much more original, if you didn’t mean

it. Compliments are such common coin. But I don’t pretend to despise

them, as some girls do; and I don’t like to see them spoiled,” Constance

said seriously.

The young man looked at her with consternation. After a while, his

moustache expanded into a laugh, but it was a confused laugh, and he did

not understand. Still less did he know how to reply. Constance had been

used to sharper wits, who took her at half a word; and she was half

angry to be thus obliged to explain.

“We are going to San Remo, as I told you,” she said. “I am waiting for

my father. We are going to look for a piano. Frances is not musical, so

there is no piano in the house. You must come too, and give your advice.

Oh, are you ready, papa? Captain Gaunt, who does not know San Remo, and

who does know music, is coming with us to give us his advice.”

The young soldier stammered forth that to go to San Remo was the thing

he most desired in the world. “But I don’t think my advice will be good

for much,” he said, conscientiously. “I do a little on the violin; but

as for pretending to be a judge of a piano----”

“Come; we are all ready,” said Constance, leading the way.

Waring had to let the young fellow precede him, to see him get into the

carriage without any articulate murmur. As a matter of fact, a sort of

stupor seized the father, altogether unaccustomed to be the victim of

accidents. Frances might have lived by his side till she was fifty

before she would have thought of inviting a stranger to be of their

party--a stranger, a young man, which was a class of being with which

Waring had little patience, a young soldier, proverbially frivolous, and

occupied with foolish matters. Young Gaunt respectfully left to his

senior the place beside Constance; but he placed himself opposite to

her, and kept his eyes upon her with a devout attention, which Waring

would have thought ridiculous had he not been irritated by it. The young

fellow was a great deal too much absorbed to contribute much to the

amusement of the party; and it irritated Waring beyond measure to see

his eyes gleam from under his eyebrows, opening wider with delight, half

closing with laughter, the ends of his moustache going up to his ears.

Waring, an impartial spectator, was not so much impressed by his

daughter’s wit. He thought he had heard a great deal of the same before,

or even better, surely better, for he could recollect that he had in his

day been charmed by a similar treatment, which must have been much

lighter in touch, much less commonplace in subject, because--he was

charmed. Thus we argue in our generations. In the meantime, young Gaunt,

though he had not been without some experience, looked at Constance

from under his brows, and listened as if to the utterances of the gods.

If only they could have had it all to themselves; if only the old father

had been out of the way!

The sunshine, the sea, the beautiful colour, the unexpected vision round

every corner of another and another picturesque cluster of towns and

roofs; all that charm and variety which give to Italy above every

country on earth the admixture of human interest, the endless chain of

association which adds a grace to natural beauty, made very little

impression upon this young pair. She would have been amused and

delighted by the exercise of her own power, and he would have been

enthralled by her beauty, and what he considered her wit and high

spirits, had their progress been along the dullest streets. It was only

Waring’s eyes, disgusted by the prospect before him of his daughter’s

little artifices, and young Gaunt’s imbecile subjection, which turned

with any special consciousness to the varying blues of the sea, to the

endless developments of the landscape. Flirtation is one of the last

things in the world to brook a spectator. Its little absurdities, which

are so delightful to the actors in the drama, and which at a distance

the severest critic may smile at and forgive, excite the wrath of a too

close looker-on, in a way quite disproportioned to their real

offensiveness. The interchange of chatter which prevents, as that

observer would say, all rational conversation, the attempts to charm,

which are so transparent, the response of silly admiration, which is

only another form of vanity--how profoundly sensible we all are of their

folly! Had Constance taken as much pains to please her father, he would,

in all probability, have yielded altogether to the spell; but he was

angry, ashamed, furious, that she should address those wiles to the

young stranger, and saw through him with a clearsightedness which was

exasperating. It was all the more exasperating that he could not tell

what she meant by it. Was it possible that she had already formed an

inclination towards this tawny young stranger? Had his bilious hues

affected her imagination? Love at first sight is a very respectable

emotion, and commands in many cases both sympathy and admiration. But no

man likes to see the working of this sentiment in a woman who belongs to

him. Had Constance fallen in love? He grew angry at the very suggestion,

though breathed only in the recesses of his own mind. A girl who had

been brought up in the world, who had seen all kinds of people, was it

possible that she should fall a victim in a moment to the attractions of

a young nobody--a young fellow who knew nothing but India? That he

should be subjected, was simple enough; but Constance! Waring’s brow

clouded more and more. He kept silent, taking no part in the talk, and

the young fools did not so much as remark it, but went on with their own

absurdity more and more.

The transformation of a series of little Italian municipalities,

although in their nature more towns than villages, rendered less rustic

by the traditions of an exposed coast, and many a crisis of

self-defence, into little modern towns full of hotels and tourists, is

neither a pleasant nor a lovely process. San Remo in the old days,

before Dr Antonio made it known to the world, lay among its

olive-gardens on the edge of the sea, which grew bluer and bluer as it

crept to the feet of the human master of the soil, a delight to behold,

a little picture which memory cherished. Wide promenades flanked with

big hotels, with conventional gardens full of green bushes, and a kiosk

for the band, make a very different prospect now. But then, in the old

days, there could have been no music-sellers with pianos to let or sell;

no famous English chemist with coloured bottles; no big shops in which

travellers could be tempted. Constance forgot Captain Gaunt when she

found herself in this atmosphere of the world. She began to remember

things she wanted. “Papa, if you don’t despise it too much, you must let

me do a little shopping,” she said. She wanted a hat for the sun. She

wanted some eau-de-Cologne. She wanted just to run into the jeweller’s

to see if the coral was good, to see if there were any peasant-ornaments

which would be characteristic. At all this her father smiled somewhat

grimly, taking it as a part of the campaign into which his daughter had

chosen to enter for the overthrow of the young soldier. But Constance

was perfectly sincere, and had forgotten her campaign in the new and

warmer interest.

“So long as you do not ask me to attend you from shop to shop,” he said.

“Oh no; Captain Gaunt will come,” said Constance.

Captain Gaunt was not a victim who required many wiles. He was less

amusing than she had hoped, in so far that he had given in, in an

incredibly short space of time. He was now in a condition to be trampled

on at her pleasure, and this was unexciting. A longer resistance would

have been much more to Constance’s mind. Captain Gaunt accompanied her

to all the shops. He helped her with his advice about the piano, bending

his head over her as she ran through a little air or two, and struck a

few chords on one after the other of the music-seller’s stock. They were

not very admirable instruments, but one was found that would do.

“You can bring your violin,” Constance said; “we must try to amuse

ourselves a little.” This was before her father left them, and he heard

it with a groan.

Waring took a silent walk round the bay while the purchases went on. He

thought of past experiences, of the attraction which a shop has for

women. Frances, no doubt, after a little of her mother’s training, would

be the same. She would find out the charms of shopping. He had not even

her return to look forward to, for she would not be the same Frances who

had left him, when she came back. _When_ she came back?--if she ever

came back. The same Frances, never; perhaps not even a changed Frances.

Her mother would quickly see what an advantage she had in getting the

daughter whom her husband had brought up. She would not give her back;

she would turn her into a second Constance. There had been a time when

Waring had concluded that Constance was amusing and Frances dull; but it

must be remembered that he was under provocation now. If she had been

amusing, it had not been for him. She had exerted herself to please a

commonplace, undistinguished boy, with an air of being indifferent to

everything else, which was beyond measure irritating to her father. And

now she had got scent of shops, and would never be happy save when she

was rushing from one place to another--to Mentone, to Nice perhaps,

wherever her fancied wants might lead her. Waring discussed all this

with himself as he rambled along, his nerves all set on edge, his taste

revolted. Flirtations and shops--was he to be brought to this? he who

had been free from domestic encumbrance, who had known nothing for so

many years but a little ministrant, who never troubled him, who was

ready when he wanted her, but never put forth herself as a restraint or

an annoyance. He had advised Constance to take what good she could find

in her life; but he had never imagined that this was the line she would

take.

The drive home was scarcely more satisfactory. Young Gaunt had got a

little courage by the episode of the shops. He ventured to tell her of

the trifles he had brought with him from India, and to ask if Miss

Waring would care to see them; and he described to her the progress he

had made with his violin, and what his attainments were in music.

Constance told him that the best thing he could do was to bring the said

violin and all his music, so that they might see what they could do

together. “If you are not too far advanced for me,” she said with a

laugh. “Come in the morning, when we shall not be interrupted.”

Her father listened, but said nothing. His imagination immediately set

before him the tuning and scraping, the clang of the piano, the shriek

of the fiddle, and he himself only two rooms off, endeavouring in vain

to collect his thoughts and do his work! Mr Waring’s work was not of the

first importance, but still it was his work, and momentous to him. He

bore, however, a countenance unmoved, if very grave, and even endured

without a word the young man’s entrance with them, the consultation

about where the piano was to stand, and tea afterwards in the loggia. He

did not himself want any tea; he left the young people to enjoy this

refreshment together while he retired to his bookroom. But with only

two rooms between, and with his senses quickened by displeasure, he

heard their voices, the laughter, the continual flow of talk, even the

little tinkle of the teacups--every sound. He had never been disturbed

by Frances’ tea; but then, except Tasie Durant, there had been nobody to

share it, no son from the bungalow, no privileged messenger sent by his

mother. Mrs Gaunt’s children, of whom she talked continually, had always

been a nuisance, except to the sympathetic soul of Frances. But who

could have imagined the prominence which they had assumed now?

Young Gaunt did not go away until shortly before dinner; and Constance,

after accompanying him to the anteroom, went along the corridor singing,

to her own room, to change her dress. Though her room (Frances’ room

that was) was at the extremity of the suite, her father heard her light

voice running on in a little operatic air all the time she made her

toilet. Had it been described in a book, he thought to himself it would

have had a pretty sound. The girl’s voice, sweet and gay, sounding

through the house, the voice of happy youth brightening the dull life

there, the voice of innocent content betraying its own satisfaction with

existence--satisfaction in having a young fool to flirt with, and some

trumpery shops to buy unnecessary appendages in! At dinner, however, she

made fun of young Gaunt, and the morose father was a little mollified.

“It is rather dreadful for other people when there is an adoring mother

in the background to think everything you do perfection,” Constance

said. “I don’t think we shall make much of the violin.”

“These are subjects on which you can speak with more authority than

I--both the violin and the mother,” said Waring.

“Oh,” she cried, “you don’t think mamma was one of the adoring kind, I

hope! There may be things in her which might be mended; but she is not

like that. She kept one in one’s proper place. And as for the violin, I

suspect he plays it like an old fiddler in the streets.”

“You have changed your mind about it very rapidly,” said Waring; but on

the whole he was pleased. “You seemed much interested both in the hero

and the music, a little while ago.”

“Yes; was I not?” said Constance with perfect candour. “And he took it

all in, as if it were likely. These young men from India, they are very

ingenuous. It seems wicked to take advantage of them, does it not?”

“More people are ingenuous than the young man from India. I intended to

speak to you very seriously as soon as he was gone--to ask you----”

“What were my intentions?” cried Constance, with an outburst of the

gayest laughter. “Oh, what a pity I began! How sorry I am to have missed

that! Do you think his mother will ask me, papa? It is generally the

man, isn’t it, who is questioned? and he says his intentions are

honourable. Mine, I frankly allow, are not honourable.”

“No; very much the reverse, I should think. But it had better be clearly

defined, for my satisfaction, Constance, which of you is true--the girl

who cried over her loneliness last night, or she who made love to

Captain Gaunt this morning----”

“No, papa; only was a little nice to him, because he is lonely too.”

“These delicacies of expression are too fine for me.---- Who made the

poor young fellow believe that she liked his society immensely, was much

interested, counted upon him and his violin as her greatest pleasures.”

“You are going too far,” she said. “I think the fiddle will be fun. When

you play very badly and are a little conceited about it, you are always

amusing. And as for Captain Gaunt--so long as he does not complain----”

“It is I who am complaining, Constance.”

“Well, papa--but why? You told me last night to take what I had, since I

could not have what I want.”

“And you have acted upon my advice? With great promptitude, I must

allow.”

“Yes,” she said with composure. “What is the use of losing time? It is

not my fault if there is somebody here quite ready. It amuses him too.

And what harm am I doing? A girl can’t be asked--except for fun--those

disagreeable questions.”

“And therefore you think a girl can do--what would be dishonourable in a

man.”

“Oh, you are so much too serious,” cried Constance. “Are you always as

serious as this? You laughed when I told you about Fanny Gervoise. Is it

only because it is me that you find fault? And don’t you think it is a

little too soon for parental interference? The Gaunts would be much

surprised. They would think you were afraid for my peace of mind,

papa--as her parents were afraid for Miss Tasie.”

This moved the stern father to a smile. He had thought that Constance

did not appreciate that joke; but the girl had more humour than he

supposed. “I see,” he said, “you will have your own way; but remember,

Constance, I cannot allow it to go too far.”

How could he prevent it going as far as she pleased? she said to herself

with a little scorn, when she was alone. Parents may be medieval if they

will; but the means have never yet been invented of preventing a woman,

when she is so minded and has the power in her hands, from achieving her

little triumph over a young man’s heart.

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