upon his zeal and earnestness. But Margaret's letter from Arthur was
eagerly seized, almost too eagerly, for when she had opened it the
words swam before her eyes; she found it impossible to decipher it.
"Read it, Adèle," she said; "my eyes are dim this evening."
It was the letter that had been written in Moscow--the letter that had
begun so joyfully, that had ended in a cloud. Arthur had not let them
know in his letter the reason for the sudden discouragement, but the
two women read it and their hearts sank.
They had received one letter before this. It had told of the meeting
with Laura in Paris. In it, too, Arthur had announced, with all the
sanguine assurance of youth, that the next letter, to be written in
Moscow, would certainly bring positive news. He could see no reason
for doubting this. The second letter had met with certain delays _en
route_, and the very length of the interval had in her most courageous
moods filled Margaret with hope.
When, therefore, the long looked-for letter came, and heralded nothing
but another endless journey, another weary search, her heart sank, her
courage failed suddenly.
She turned her face to the wall and wept. "I shall never live to see
it," she moaned.
Adèle was bewildered; she scarcely knew how to comfort her friend, for
her own heart was sad. This unfolding of another weary age of suspense
and delay had disappointed her bitterly. In her despair she turned to
the lawyer's letter. It might possibly promise hope from another source.
She read it hastily, then, stooping over her friend, "Listen, Margaret
dear; you must be brave and not give way. Mr. Robinson is to be here
to-morrow; perhaps he may bring news about Laura."
But the mother shook her head: "No, no; my little one is lost--lost!
Child, I tell you, God is punishing me. I have sinned."
"Margaret, be calm. How have you sinned?"
But the young girl trembled as she spoke, there was so intense a
sadness in Margaret's face.
She raised her head from the pillow, and throwing back the long waves
of yellow hair from her face and eyes looked wildly at her companion.
And then she laughed--a low hollow laugh that made Adèle shiver.
"In bartering love, God's love, for man's!" she cried, and leaped from
the bed, for the madness of fever was on her. "And what is worse,
I do it still," she cried. "Yes, I would barter my soul--my soul,
do you hear?--only to see him once"--from a shriek her voice sank
into plaintive wailing--"to feel his hand upon my hair as in the old
days--to hear him call me love, wife. Oh, Maurice, Maurice!"
Adèle was frightened, but she would not call for assistance. Her tears
falling fast, she threw her arms round her friend and tried by gentle
force to make her lie down again.
But at first Margaret resisted. "Let me alone," she cried; "none of
them understand, for men cannot love like women. I must go myself and
tell him or he will never know. _He_ might have done wrong--_I_ should
have loved him still. Dear, I could never have left _you_ for these
long years without a word, a sign; and what had I done?" Her voice
sank, she fell back on the bed. "It was God's will. I loved him more
than Heaven--more than goodness."
The paroxysm had exhausted her. Adèle covered her feet with a shawl.
Margaret closed her eyes and fell into a troubled sleep, which lasted
about half an hour. When she awoke the room was in darkness, only the
white moonlight streamed in under the raised blind, and there was the
sound of bitter weeping by her bed. She put out her hand: "Adèle, are
you there? What is it, dear?"
"I thought you were fast asleep;" and the young girl choked back her
sobs courageously.
"But what has happened, Adèle? what makes you cry like this?"
"Don't ask me, please, but try to sleep again."
"Child, you must think me very selfish. Was it on my account you were
crying? I think I must have said some strange things before I went to
sleep, but I forget what they were--indeed, I sometimes fear my brain
is giving way. But, Adèle dear, I can't allow you to grieve for me in
this way. Perhaps it was something else. Tell me. Come, I intend to
know."
She drew one of Adèle's cold little hands from her face and held it
lovingly, then the young girl told out her trouble in a few simple
words.
Her religion was the growth of her loving heart; she had no particular
doctrines, for so-called theology always seemed to her too hard to be
understood, but she believed, in the full simplicity and truth of her
young soul, what many religionists by their harsh doctrine practically
deny--that God, the Father of spirits, is a merciful God, "tender,
compassionate, boundless in loving-kindness and truth." She wept that
night because the friend whom she loved so deeply would not take to her
soul the comfort of the truth that God loved her.
It had come over Adèle's sympathetic heart that evening like a kind
of agony that the loving God is for ever, through the long ages,
misunderstood and denied--that while He is calling in His tenderest
tones to the stricken, they will look to any comfort rather than His
for help in their trouble. "God is angry with them--God is punishing
them," when in reality "God is with them--God is loving them." She told
it all to Margaret in a voice often broken with tears, and her earnest
conviction gave a certain reality to her words.
Margaret's sore heart was soothed. "It may be," she said. "God grant
it! Dear, I was beginning to feel Him near, but now the earthly things,
the longings of youth, have come back with this delayed hope. They
stand between my soul and God; I must long for them more than I long
for Him."
"And who told you He would be angry, Margaret? Could He wish you to do
what is contrary to nature? He gave you these earthly desires, this
longing, this love. I sometimes think"--the young girl's voice sank,
she bowed her head reverently--"that Christ became a man for this,
not only that _He_ might understand us, but that we might know He
understands. It is such a good thing; it helps us to bear."
Margaret smiled: "I think it will come. I am better already; but, dear,
where did you learn all this wisdom?"
There was a knock at the door which prevented an answer. The landlady's
little nephew was standing in the passage, a few choice flowers in his
small hands. He wanted to say good-night to Mrs. Grey, and his auntie
had sent her some flowers.
It was the best possible diversion. The child's blue eyes smiled up
into those of the weary woman, and they brought her pleasant memories.
She took the child up on the bed kissed him tenderly and listened to
his infant prattle.
Then when the landlady appeared, quiet and respectful, but allowing
her honest sympathy to be seen, to ask whether the little boy were
troublesome and to say that it was his bed-time, Margaret turned to her
comforter with something like hope in her face. "Child," she said, "you
are right; God is merciful. I will trust Him."
They slept together that night, for Margaret's nerves were unstrung,
she could not bear to be left alone; but both of them slept calmly, and
a peace, verily Heaven-born, brooded over the small company of women in
their temporary home within the circle of the sea-sounds.
CHAPTER II.
_THE LAWYER GAINS HIS POINT._
With lips depressed as he were meek,
Himself unto himself he sold:
Upon himself himself did feed--
Quiet, dispassionate and cold.
Mr. Robinson in the mean time had not been idle. He could certainly
never have presented so unsullied a front before the world if he had
ever been idle where his own interests were concerned. During those
weeks, while L'Estrange and Margaret's child had been wandering--while
Arthur had been throwing himself into the task of unravelling the
mystery that surrounded Maurice Grey and his desertion--while Margaret,
sick at heart, had been waiting and watching--he had been putting all
his energy into the task of winding up her affairs in such a way as to
make it appear that in their management he had been guilty of nothing
but a little pardonable imprudence. He had been obliged to sacrifice
some of his own interests in the process, but this was a matter of very
small moment.
Mr. Robinson was careful, even as regarded trivial sums, but he was too
clever a man of the world not to know the impolicy of the "penny-wise,
pound-foolish system." A small sacrifice that would have the effect of
impressing the world with his upright character would, he knew, bring
in returns fully commensurate to the outlay. He did not, therefore,
hesitate to pay up, out of his own pocket, as he magnanimously put
it to some highly-impressionable lady clients, that amount of Mrs.
Grey's capital which had been lent on insufficient security to the
bankrupt trader; but (and this he did not tell the ladies) for the
whole transaction he made both sides pay heavily. The man of business
was kept under the lawyer's thumb for further use, and Mrs. Grey, out
of the capital sum, had to pay not only the expenses, which were heavy,
but also certain sundries, including various advances of twenty pounds
at a time for maintenance, setting on foot of a search for Mr. Grey and
his daughter, letters innumerable, railway journeys and interviews.
Mrs. Grey had even the pleasure of defraying the expenses of a trip
to Paris taken by her lawyer at the moderate charge of five guineas a
day, for the purpose of personally investigating the city with a view
to the recovery of Mrs. Grey's daughter. That she had not been met
with, either in the Bois de Boulogne or on the Boulevards, was not Mr.
Robinson's fault. He carefully frequented both. "Honesty is the best
policy." One of the ladies to whom Mr. Robinson mentioned this matter
quite incidentally (it illustrated aptly some of her own affairs) put
his name down instantly in her will for one thousand pounds; another
reported the story to a lately-widowed friend, who at once appointed
this upright man her solicitor and confidential adviser. Mr. Robinson
held his head higher, and at the next cottage-meeting he attended gave
out for the text, "Godliness hath the promise of this life and of that
which is to come"--a fact, he proceeded to say, which was strangely
borne out by his own late experiences. But this was incidental, a
providential side-wind. The real object of his attention at this time
was to get rid altogether of Mrs. Grey's affairs, which, as she had
the power in her hands of appointing another trustee, he knew it was
possible to do. He was anxious, therefore, to press the matter forward,
that he might gain her signature acknowledging full satisfaction with
his proceedings before any sharper eyes than hers could look into the
business and so a contrary advice be given.
It was to accomplish this purpose that Mr. Robinson had planned an
interview for the day succeeding that on which Arthur's letter had
been received. That morning Margaret was better. The first paroxysm
of disappointment had passed. Adèle's words of gentle wisdom had made
her almost ashamed of her own impatience. Better than all, perhaps, it
was a fine, clear October day. The sun was shining; the bare trees,
waving gracefully in the breeze, wrote their delicate tracery against
the clear blue sky, the sea had fallen to partial rest. Margaret's
excitement had exhausted her. She slept late. When she awoke the sun
was high in the heavens. Adèle had long left her side, but before she
could look round inquiringly the young girl had opened the door gently
and was creeping in to see if her friend were awake.
"Come in, Adèle," said Margaret. "Why, it must be late. How is it that
you allowed me to sleep so long?"
"I knew it would do you good, and I was right; you look better already.
Now, what do you intend to do? Mr. Robinson, you know, is to be here.
Do you feel able to see him, or shall I do it for you?"
"No, no, Adèle. You are spoiling me. I must exert myself."
But in spite of her brave words Margaret felt very weak. It was only
with old Martha's assistance that she could manage to make herself at
all presentable.
The old woman shook her head once or twice as the task of dressing
proceeded. "It was pitiable," as she afterward remarked to Jane, "to
see a body fallen away like that. Bless the poor soul!" she continued,
wiping her eyes, "if they don't find and bring back her folks pretty
soon, it's precious little of her'll be left, what with fretting and
one thing and another."
In these days Margaret would always be dressed with care. She had
a kind of feeling that her husband might return suddenly, and she
wished him to see her at her best. She had left off the black which
she had worn during her widowhood, and had returned to the pretty
morning-dresses, the soft flowing draperies that in the old days
Maurice had loved.
On this morning Adèle thought she had never seen her friend look so
fair. Her dress was of gray cashmere. It fitted closely to her slight
form and flowed round her in ample folds. Her hair, gathered up at the
back into thick coils, rippled off in waves of shimmering gold from
her brow, so that the pure outlines of her face were clearly marked.
It was held back by a broad band of blue ribbon, over which fell
lappets of choice lace. Her face seemed perfectly transparent, it was
so delicately fair; and the absence of color, the brightness fever had
given to her eyes, the general fragility of her appearance, made her
look many years younger than she really was.
When the tedious business of dressing was over she went into the little
sitting-room, and standing with her hands resting on the back of a
chair for support, looked earnestly into the mirror that hung over the
fireplace.
"Adèle," she said, "I am changed. There are lines in my face, there are
dark shadows under my eyes. I am a poor, pale, colorless thing. If he
were to come back now, what would he say?"
"That you are more beautiful than ever," replied the young girl
impulsively, looking at her friend with the enthusiastic admiration
that belonged to her susceptible nature and her eighteen years.
"Margaret, how can you say such things?"
But Margaret did not answer. She still looked meditatively at the
mirror: "_If_ he cannot love me, _if_ he have not loved me for these
long years, I would almost rather he did not come at all. It would be
dreadful to meet his indifference. Adèle, duty might bring him."
"And if it did, Margaret, something else would keep him."
"But it is such a long time! He may have forgotten. He may have--"
"formed other ties," she was about to add, but she checked herself
suddenly. "I am talking nonsense," she said hastily, "I must find
something to do."
She got her work. It was a child's frock, of the same delicate material
and color as that she wore.
"Maurice's favorite color," she said. "I want to have it ready for
Laura when she comes back. It will go well with her golden curls, and
she wants something new. Dear little one! I wonder has she forgotten
me? I scarcely think so."
Adèle walked to the window to hide her tears. In the vague uncertainty,
in the view of possible disappointment, there was something more
pathetic in this mood of Margaret's than in that of the preceding
night. She was just in time to meet Mr. Robinson's cold eyes. He
had found the garden-gate open, and was walking up the narrow
grass-bordered path.
One of the windows of the parlor where they were sitting opened on to
the garden; the lawyer bowed politely when he saw the young lady, and
with his usual obtuseness cut short the ceremony of ringing and gaining
admittance in the usual way, by crossing the greensward and tapping in
his peculiarly lively manner at the window.
Adèle turned round suddenly to prepare her friend for this summary
entrance and to recover her own inclination for tears. Margaret's
face reassured her. For the first time since Arthur had gone and the
fever of hope-deferred had taken possession of her, Margaret looked
really happy; her fingers, almost transparent, were flying backward and
forward with the busy needle; she was looking down upon her work, which
began to assume the appearance of a child's frock, with a smile. In her
whole attitude there was rest.
The woman's work had taken its effect upon her mind. To be working for
her lost darling made her recovery and return seem real and near to
her. It brought back the quiet days when the child had been her one
comfort and joy.
"Mr. Robinson is here," said Adèle, crossing the room. Margaret looked
up, and met a frank smile from the outside of the still closed window.
She rose, threw up the sash, and the lawyer entered, hat in hand.
"Good-morning, ladies," he said cordially. "I was beginning to fear,
from the stern appearance of our young friend here, that I was to be
left out in the cold. Ha! ha! not a pleasant position on a frosty
day. Mrs. Grey, you look thin; not fretting, I hope, though indeed I
can scarcely wonder. The absurd way in which your affairs are being
conducted is really enough to worry you."
At this point Adèle looked indignant and Margaret tried to protest.
But the lawyer waved his hand: "One moment, Mrs. Grey; I wish to make
no reflections. As I stated before, in my interview with Mr. Forrest
(he took up no less than two hours of my time on a very busy day; this
is the sole grudge I bear him);" the lawyer showed his teeth--"as I
stated before, Mrs. Grey, I wash my hands altogether of this part of
the business. I did my best; my poor services were rejected wholesale,
I may say. As a Christian I forgive; yes indeed, what I have come to
tell you of my after-conduct will prove that I bear no malice. But it
hit me hard--hit me hard."
He touched the region of the body where the centre of feeling is always
supposed to reside, and looked sentimental.
"Pray sit down, Mr. Robinson. I am sorry your feelings were hurt in
any way," said Margaret with gentle dignity; "and I know quite well
that my kind friend, Mr. Forrest, is apt to be a little impulsive. Let
me assure you that I am not ungrateful for the various services you
have rendered me." Poor Margaret! she was thinking, with a kind of
compunction, about that interview in London and the sundry advances for
maintenance which had been a great boon to her at the time. "His heart
is kind," she said to herself; "we may have judged him harshly." Then
to him: "I must honestly confess that I was inclined to blame you for
lukewarmness in the last matter I confided to you: I mean the search
for my husband and child."
"Lukewarmness, Mrs. Grey!" Mr. Robinson lifted his hands in a kind
of holy horror; and surely it was a superabundance of honesty that
shone out from his eyes. "You really astonish me. In fact I am at a
loss to understand you at all. Let me pass the facts of the case in
review"--his voice grew stern--"perhaps then the blame will rest upon
the right shoulders. If I remember rightly--Be so good as to correct
any misstatements; I like to be accurate, but naturally my mind is so
full of other matters. Well, as I was saying, you consulted me--in this
very room, I think. I promised to do my best, letting you know results.
Thereupon you placed in my care certain trinkets. I took them simply
because I thought them safer in my strong box than here with you in
this lonely place. As to making any use of them, why, Mrs. Grey, facts
prove the contrary. Mr. Forrest had only to demand them on your part.
Without hesitation I restored them intact. To proceed: as soon as I
return (remember, I have not the faintest clue), I consult a detective,
put him, as far as possible, on the track, and, further, demand
an interview with Mr. Grey's solicitor--perfectly unsatisfactory,
professes to know nothing. I take various other measures--needless
to enter into detail. The principles of what one may call the
private-inquiry business are not easy to explain, especially to ladies.
I think I obtain a clue, but is it for me to torture you with half
revelations? I wait for a little more certainty, and in the interval
in dashes Mr. Forrest, states that you have given over these matters
into his hands, that your confidence is shaken, that affairs would be
strictly looked into."
Here Mr. Robinson made a dramatic pause and looked sternly at his
repentant client. "Mrs. Grey," he continued, "do you know what was my
impulse at that moment? Your affairs, as you are well aware, are--or
I should say _were_--in a complicated condition. I felt inclined
to take no more trouble, to let your new friends have the burden
and responsibility; but"--he lifted his eyes sanctimoniously to the
ceiling--"I do nothing upon impulse. Further consideration showed
me that to act in so hasty a manner would be unworthy of myself,
inconsistent with my character as a Christian man. I _wish_ to 'adorn
my profession in all things.' Whether in this I am successful or no is
not for me to say."
Through all her penitence Margaret was growing impatient of this long
harangue, and Adèle's face showed that she, at least, would not hear it
much longer.
Mrs. Grey broke the little interlude short: "And pray, Mr. Robinson,
what did you do?"
"Set to work immediately to disentangle your affairs. But, mind you,
a man may go to a _certain_ length; self-respect forbids him to go
further. What I said to myself was this: I am distrusted, I must resign
my position."
Margaret was about to interrupt him.
"Allow me. Before you answer, I must give my reasons, both from my side
of the question and from yours, for the advisability of the step which
I may say is irrevocably determined in my own mind. We shall take
the reasons from your point of view first. Mr. Forrest has your full
confidence. You acknowledge so far as this?" Margaret bowed. "You took
measures with him totally unknown to me--a breach of confidence--but
this I should have been content to waive. Ladies are naturally
impulsive. To proceed with our reasons. Mr. Forrest distrusts and
dislikes me--impossible to say why. He is a worldling. It may be that a
few words of warning and exhortation which I felt it my bounden duty to
give him on the occasion of our last meeting have something to do with
it. It is a matter of small import, except in so far as it concerns
you. Mr. Forrest has inspired you with distrust; he will do so further;
possibly your husband also, for I hear he has succeeded in finding out
something through Mr. Edwards. But of this you doubtless know more
than I. Under such circumstances it will be far wiser for you to allow
me at once to give up the management of your affairs. My reasons for
desiring it are many of them personal. I will not enter into them, as
I fear I have tired you already. If you like I can proceed to open out
my accounts and give a rapid sketch of my proceedings, that you may
sign this document with your eyes open. Your friend looks dissatisfied;
I know ladies often object to signing. Let me reassure her: this is
nothing but a deed of release, to pave the way for transfer papers
which are now being prepared."
"You are quite right to withdraw, Mr. Robinson," replied Margaret
with dignity, "if you feel as you do, but in the mean time, until my
husband's return--"
The lawyer looked at her curiously. Then he was only just in time.
Certain news had arrived.
Margaret's face expressed nothing. "--Who," she continued, "will manage
my affairs?"
"It is on this very matter that I desired to consult you."
"Would it not be better to wait?"
"For the actual conclusion of the business?--yes, if you see fit. We
could even have the papers ready, leaving the names a blank, until such
time as you can consult your friends. Still, I must beg you to conclude
the business that has brought me here to-day. I am anxious, without
delay, to pay into your account at the bank the sum which has been
matter of question between us--deducting from it, of course, as was
previously arranged, the few trivial sums forwarded, the expenses of
search and the inevitable legal charges. Of these I have brought you a
full account, and shall be much obliged by your looking over it."
Margaret sighed: "I make no doubt it is all as it should be, Mr.
Robinson."
She opened it listlessly, and the long rows of figures swam before her
eyes.
"I should not have ventured to bring it had it not been so, Mrs.
Grey. Still, it would be satisfactory. You will observe that I have
myself paid up the sum so unfortunately invested. It may be I shall
be reimbursed out of the debtor's property--it may be not; this I am
content to leave. You will also observe that out of the capital sum I
have deducted the total of this account. All is clearly stated in this
document, which I am anxious for you to sign."
Adèle, while the lawyer was stating his views, had been listening and
observing. At the moment when he brought his last harangue to a climax,
Margaret was sitting at her writing-table. The account lay open at her
side. The deed of release, fairly copied on parchment, was under her
hand. She felt too utterly indifferent to all these business-matters to
be able to question anything that was told her. All she desired was the
cessation of this wearisome importunity. She dipped her pen in the ink.
Adèle saw how it was with her. Her younger, stronger spirit recoiled
from the oppression. She leaned forward suddenly and drew the pen from
her friend's hand:
"Margaret, take my advice--sign nothing."
Margaret smiled, and then she sighed wearily. In this matter she would
have preferred taking her own way, but she gave in.
"Impulsive child!" she said, a slight tone of irritation in her voice;
then, turning to the lawyer, "Perhaps, Mr. Robinson, even for form's
sake it will be wiser for me to try and make out what all this means.
But for the moment I feel slightly bewildered. You must allow me to
think over it. You are staying at the hotel, I suppose? If you will
give us the pleasure of your company to lunch we can further discuss
this in the afternoon."
The lawyer rose. Margaret's invitation was a dismissal. He was obliged
to submit to the delay, although it was a matter of great importance
to him that the business which had brought him to Middlethorpe should
be settled at once; but Adèle's sharp eyes, rendered far-seeing by
love and anxiety, were watching him narrowly, and he would show no
sign of anxiety. "Take your own time, my dear Mrs. Grey," he replied
benignantly. "You must have seen and understood all along that my
special object in my business dealings with ladies is to persuade them
to do everything intelligently--comprehending, that is to say, the
why and the wherefore of the step they are advised to take. I find
some _too_ ready. They throw themselves entirely on their lawyer's
superior knowledge, increasing, of course, our responsibility, and this
I deprecate. Others"--he looked across at Margaret with his charming
smile--"are inclined to be too timorous. They take fright at the sight
of parchment, and when asked to sign imagine they are being defrauded
of some right. Your position, Mrs. Grey, is the wisest--indeed I
may say the most satisfactory to one's self, for when, by repeated
explanations, I have made all this perfectly clear to your mind, my
position will be the more tenable. Then if in the future subject of
discussion should arise--which, understand me, I do not apprehend--I
shall be able to call upon you and our young friend here as witnesses
to the truth of what I assert--namely, that you did everything with
your eyes open."
The lawyer bowed himself out of the room. This time he had struck the
right chord. To Margaret, in her state of bewilderment, the "repeated
explanations" sounded like a kind of threat. Her thoughts and hopes
were all engrossed, given to the one absorbing subject, and this forced
attention to foreign matters was very irksome.
"If Maurice come back," she said to herself, "he will manage everything
for me. If not"--and at the bare supposition all her life and energy
seemed to pass, leaving her cold and spiritless--"if not, what does
anything matter?"
She turned to the table. Mr. Robinson, it should be observed, had
pocketed the papers. He had not thought it well, probably, that the
ladies should examine them without the commentary of his instructive
explanations. Mr. Robinson professed to think little of the female
intellect, probably because, as a general rule, he found ladies
gullible.
Not finding the papers, Margaret arose and walked to the window.
"Adèle, my dear," she said after a few moments' pause, "I _must_ sign
this." In her voice were the querulous tones of weakness. "That man's
explanations will send me wild. Can you give me any solid reason for
objecting?"
"Only, that he has no right, in the present state of affairs, to ask
you to sign anything. It all sounds plausible enough, but _I_ think
that if the man were really honest he would wait for this 'winding up,'
as he calls it, until your husband's return."
"You see he wishes to pay over this sum, whatever it may be, at once,"
returned Margaret. She was inclined to take the lawyer's part. "I
really think the man is honest, and certainly until just lately he has
been a very kind friend to me--a friend in need."
"But why does he come in this sneaking way," persisted the young girl,
"to make you write that you are satisfied with him? I may be wrong,
but it seems to me that he only wants to stop your mouth and prevent
accounts from being looked into by your friends."
"My dear child, are you not a _little_ unjust? Confess, now, that
Arthur prejudiced you. Mr. Robinson's vulgarity is, I know, quite
enough to account for your cousin's dislike, and some of the things he
did had a bad appearance; still, that need not make us all put him down
as dishonest."
"But, Margaret, what can be his motive?"
"How can I tell?" Again Margaret's voice sounded querulous. She said
nothing more for some time, and Adèle forbore to press the subject; she
feared that already she had gone too far. It was Margaret who opened
it again, for her mind had been working. "Allowing," she said, almost
apologetically, "that this signature is unnecessary, I think I may
as well oblige Mr. Robinson, if only in acknowledgment of his former
kindness."
"Kindness!" The young girl shrugged her shoulders ever so slightly,
but all further discussion was stopped by the return of Mr. Robinson
and the appearance of lunch. During the meal the lawyer made himself,
as he thought, perfectly charming, but after it was over he returned to
the attack.
Margaret, as it will be seen, was predisposed in favor of what he
desired; Adèle had done her best to prevent it, but in vain. The wily
man gained his point. Margaret signed the deed with full knowledge of
its contents. Mr. Robinson was protected, and his mind was once more at
rest.
It was thus with him always. His escapes were wonderful. As at this
point his connection with Margaret's history ended altogether,
for that cooked-up account and the transactions which led to its
concoction continued to be a sealed book, it may be as well, perhaps,
to let him once for all disappear from our pages. He is practicing
still, and it is more than probable that the Robinson name, on whose
lustre he prides himself, has never been dimmed by action of his,
although among solicitors of a higher class he has the name of being
a sharp practitioner. He may be known by his frank address, his manly
appearance, his deep and outspoken conviction of the necessity of not
living for this world alone. He has been an actor in the play so long
that at last he has almost come to believe he is what he makes so loud
a profession of being.
Let him go on his way rejoicing. If other and more really honest people
understood, as he does, the grand art of taking care of themselves,
there would be less misery in the world. It may be, however, that it
would be a doubtful advantage.
The poetry of chivalry and romance has died out in a great measure
from our "Merrie Land," but woe worth the day when selfishness becomes
the rule, and what Mr. Robinson would term "stupid Quixoterie" the
exception!
CHAPTER III.
_THREATENED SEPARATION._
The rainbow dies in heaven, and not on earth;
But love can never die: from world to world,
Up the high wheel of heaven, it lives for aye.
Adèle was in despair. By that evening's post a letter had arrived from
her mother. Mrs. Churchill was on her way to Scarborough, and her niece
was travelling with her. They were sleeping at York that night. On the
following day they would call for Adèle at Middlethorpe, and take her
on with them. Again and again the date of her return to her mother's
care had been deferred, in obedience to her wishes repeatedly and
earnestly expressed.
Mrs. Churchill, always indulgent to what she looked upon as Adèle's
whims, had in consequence spent the month of September in Brighton, but
her forbearance would extend no further. It was high time, she thought,
that her daughter's absurd seclusion should come to an end. Her letter
was written in a very decided manner. She wished to leave no loophole
for excuse or further delay.
It seemed to Adèle that the announcement had come just at the wrong
time. In the long, heart-sickening anxiety of suspense, Margaret's
strength was failing, and the young girl knew she was her chief comfort
and help. She trembled to think how the much-tried endurance of her
friend might fail if she were thrown suddenly on her own resources.
And Margaret had been given into her care by Arthur. The patient
fulfilling of her task was a pledge of her love. It was not a hard
task, for Adèle's affection, which had partaken of the fervid nature
of passion in the admiration of her young heart for Margaret's beauty,
in the pity which had arisen on that first day of their meeting at the
sight of her distress, had taken perhaps a calmer tone during these
weeks of close intimacy, but withal a much deeper and firmer root.
Adèle loved her friend so truly that she would willingly have
sacrificed any happiness of her own for her good, and the idea of
leaving her, of returning to the old rounds of tedious gayety, of
knowing that in her absence the strong, brave heart was failing, the
weakened spirit was giving way, even when the end might be very near,
made her heart ache and throb.
She would not tell Margaret that night, for the business and discussion
of the day had wearied her, but there was an almost unusual tenderness
in her manner, which Margaret attributed to her fear of having unduly
urged the non-signature of Mr. Robinson's papers.
Old Martha was ready at her post to help Margaret to bed. Adèle sent
her away peremptorily. "No one shall touch you to-night but me," she
said, stooping over the arm-chair in which Margaret was sitting, and
loosening her hair with gentle fingers; then, as Margaret smilingly
protested, "Just for this once," she pleaded; and her friend did not
see, for the long, blinding tresses, that slow tears were falling one
by one from the young girl's eyes.
There was exceeding comfort in the passing to and fro of those busy
fingers, for their every touch spoke eloquently of love. This it was
that Margaret felt. Once she caught one of the busy hands and pressed
it to her lips.
"What should I do without you, Adèle?" she said softly. "Little one,
I begin to fear I am loving you too much. My loves are unfortunate.
It is the old story of the fair gazelle. Scold me well; I deserve it
for my sentimental folly; still, the feeling is here--I can't get rid
of it."
Adèle had to choke back her tears before she could answer. When she
did her voice was slightly husky: "I don't think loves can ever be
unfortunate--quite altogether, I mean--for you know to lose for a time
is not to lose for always, and where there is love, real true love,
there must be lasting." She paused for a moment, as if in earnest
struggle to express herself worthily, and then her voice grew more
earnest and her eyes seemed to deepen: "It is charity--love--that
abideth--the only earthly feeling we can never do without."
She had finished brushing and combing Margaret's long hair; she was
sitting on a stool at her feet gazing into the fire.
"Adèle," said Margaret, "you are wiser than I, or perhaps there's
something altogether wrong about me. I cannot take the comfort you do
out of these generalities. Child, child," her voice grew intensely
earnest, "it is not this beautiful something, this 'charity which
abideth,' that I want; it is my personal loves--my husband, my child."
The young girl looked up into her eyes; she answered with the calm
assurance of faith: "Margaret, be calm: you shall have them. But do you
know I never look upon all these things as generalities; if love is to
last, our personal loves are to last too." She sighed. "I know I express
myself badly. I wish I could make you understand what I mean."
"I think I _do_ understand," said Margaret thoughtfully. "Adèle," she
said after a pause, during which perhaps almost the very same thought
had been passing through their minds, "our love, yours and mine and
your cousin's, the strange tangle which your straightforwardness and
self-forgetfulness unravelled, is certainly of the lasting kind. The
future may throw us widely apart, but I think that neither here nor
hereafter can it ever be the same as if we had not loved."
This time Adèle did not answer, because she could not. The shadow
of that dreadful separation was on her spirit. After a few moments'
silence she said lightly that Margaret had talked quite enough--that
it was time for her to rest; which dictum Margaret obeyed with great
willingness.
The next day was that fixed upon by Mrs. Churchill for her visit.
Adèle could no longer delay letting Margaret know that a summons from
her mother had come; but the morning is generally more favorable to
hopefulness than the evening. Adèle had begun to think matters were not
so desperate as they looked. Possibly she might obtain further respite.
She took in the unwelcome letter with Margaret's breakfast-tray, which
had been delicately arranged by her own hands.
"Adèle, you must go," was Margaret's comment on the letter. And she
tried not to show how sorely she would miss her comforter.
Adèle was slightly wounded: "Do you really mean it, Margaret?"
"I do indeed, dear. Your mother is quite right; you have sacrificed
yourself too long."
"And _you_ can think I have been sacrificing myself!" said the young
girl. "But no, you only mean to tease me."
There was something of the disquieting jealousy of that feeling which
is always supposed to be more engrossing than mere friendship in her
further words: "Perhaps you would not even miss me, Margaret?"
But the tears Margaret could not restrain, the sudden weariness in her
pale face, spoke more eloquently than words. Adèle threw herself down
on her knees by her friend's side: "Forgive me, darling, but if you
only knew--"
"--All the tenderness of this warm young heart," and Margaret smiled
faintly, resting her hand, as if in silent blessing, on the bowed head.
"But look, dear," she continued after a pause, "your mother is coming,
and I am anxious to see her, so she must not find me in bed. Will _you_
help me to dress this morning?"
Adèle rose and brushed away her tears. "How stupid I am!" she cried,
"and really I didn't intend to be so silly to-day, for, Margaret, I
was just thinking--Mamma is so good and kind, she generally lets me do
as I like; then, you see, she has never met you. I mean to dress you
as you were dressed yesterday, and I want you to put forth all your
fascinations. The result will be that mamma won't have the heart to
carry me off."
"But, Adèle--"
"But, Margaret. Put yourself in my hands, madam. Remember I am
responsible for your safe-keeping to somebody--my somebody, not yours,
Margaret. By the bye, I will urge Arthur's wishes. Mamma never likes to
offend _him_."
And so Adèle rattled on to hide her true, deep feelings, while once
more she ministered tenderly to the friend she loved.
Mrs. Churchill, impatient as the time drew nearer to see her daughter
again, had left York by an early train, and Margaret and Adèle had
not been long seated over their work in the little parlor before a
travelling carriage, heavily laden with luggage, drove up to the door.
She had brought her carriage and horses so far by rail, her intention
being to post for the remainder of the way.
It was long since Margaret had met any stranger, and she felt a little
nervous when the rattle of wheels came to her ears; but as from her
station by the parlor-window she caught a sight of Mrs. Churchill's
pleasant, kindly face, some of her painful anticipations fled.
Adèle had run down the garden-path. She brought her mother in to
introduce her to her friend.
The good Mrs. Churchill had been rather curious to see Margaret.
Adèle's enthusiasm and Arthur's boyish admiration had made her look
for something remarkable, but she was scarcely prepared for the
refinement, the style, the exquisite grace of her daughter's friend.
It was a rare combination, even in those circles in which the rich and
highly-connected widow moved.
Mrs. Churchill knew enough of the world to be quite sure at once that
she was in the house of a lady--not only highly born and bred, but
accustomed to the usages of society. Her good sense and kindly feeling
led her to treat her hostess with all due deference.
"I have long wished to have the pleasure of making your acquaintance,
Mrs. Grey," she said when Margaret had persuaded her to divest
herself of bonnet and shawl, "I have heard so much about you from
these enthusiastic children of mine. I call them my children, because
Arthur has been almost like my own son, and I presume you are in the
confidence of this little girl, and that she has let out her secret."
Mrs. Churchill looked at Margaret rather curiously.
"Yes," replied Mrs. Grey quietly, drawing down Adèle, who had been
hovering about her nervously, to a seat by her side. "I heard long ago,
both from your daughter and nephew, of this engagement; and much as I
admire Mr. Forrest, I cannot but think, knowing your daughter as I do,
that he is a very fortunate man."
Adèle blushed: "Margaret, be quiet; you shouldn't say such things." But
her smile belied her words; it was so radiant that it transfigured her
face.
Her mother turned to her: "Adèle, my dear, do you know that you ought
to be very much obliged to Mrs. Grey for her long hospitality? Now I
look at you I am surprised; I never saw such a change. When you left
London you were colorless and sickly."
"Mamma, mamma!" protested Adèle, "how very uninteresting!"
But Mrs Churchill persisted: "Yes, my dear, I speak the bare truth; now
your animation has come back, you have gained flesh and color, you are
_absolutely_ a different being. Mrs. Grey, what have you been doing
with her?"
Margaret smiled: "I am so glad you think her looking well, and that
her visit here has done her good, for I was beginning to think myself
selfish for keeping her so long in this lonely place. I suppose the
fresh sea-air has worked the miracle."
"The cure is not quite accomplished, mamma," said Adèle coaxingly; but
Margaret interrupted her:
"We can talk about that presently, dear; just now your mother wants
rest and refreshment. Would you mind hurrying Jane on with lunch for
me?"
She turned to Mrs. Churchill: "Our establishment is small, and I have
been delicate lately, so your daughter kindly helps me in many little
ways."
"Small indeed!" thought Mrs. Churchill, but she would not have said so
for the world. She was far too much of the real lady to be able to take
upon herself any fine-lady airs of superiority, and then she began to
interest herself strangely in her daughter's friend. Mrs. Churchill
would have been very much displeased could she have heard herself
called impulsive; indeed, it was only in a certain way that she was so.
Her impulses were generally inspired by some tolerably solid reasons.
In this case her keen eye had instantly detected the lady, also the
absence of all those qualities which go to make up the _intriguante_.
This set her at ease at once, while the gentleness, the evident
weakness, the traces of profound suffering, moved her kind heart as it
had not been moved for long. She had not been in the cottage half an
hour before, with true motherliness of intent, she made up her mind to
take Mrs. Grey in hand.
"I am glad to hear Adèle has been of any service to you," was her
answer to Margaret, cordially spoken, and then she looked at Mrs.
Grey as she had looked at her daughter. "I am sorry to hear of this
delicacy, Mrs. Grey; you certainly look far from well, but I think so
lonely a place as this would kill me in a few months. Why not try
a change--a little gayety, for instance? Now, if you would allow me
to return your hospitality to my daughter by taking you with us to
Scarborough, I really think you would find the change would do you
good. Then a little cod-liver-oil, quinine and port-wine, steel--But
perhaps you are taking some of these?"
Margaret smiled: "Thank you very much for your kind interest in my
health. No, I take none of these things, and I scarcely think they
could do me good. As to a change, you are very good to propose it; I
fear at present I could enjoy nothing. I could not enter into general
society; I should only be a burden on your hands."
Mrs. Churchill looked across at Margaret's pale face and warmed into
sympathy and interest: "But this is a dreadful state of things, Mrs.
Grey. Nothing so insidious, I can assure you, as the creeping on of
general ill-health; you ought to do something. Have you consulted a
doctor?"
"A doctor could do me no good. My dear Mrs. Churchill, pray don't
distress yourself on my account; I think you know enough of my history
to understand me when I say that my illness is far more mental than
physical. These weeks, which are bringing me hope, have been almost
more trying to me than the years that went before."
"And how long is this state of thing to be supposed to last?" cried the
impulsive and warm-hearted lady. "Now, Mrs. Grey, _will_ you take my
advice? I am many years older than you--old enough, I imagine, to be
your mother. You look incredulous. Well, have it your own way. They say
I bear my years well, and I believe that in this case the _on dits_ are
more correct than usual. You will allow, at least, that I have larger
experience of the world than you. Shall I give you my secret--the true
elixir of life, my dear? Never allow yourself to feel too deeply.
Feelings have been the ruin of some of the finest constitutions."
"But what if they cannot be helped?" said Margaret, who was smiling
through a half inclination to tears.
"My dear (_child_ I was about to say, but I don't wish to offend you),
an effort should be made, for what does all the crying over spilt milk
mean?" This was a favorite theme with Mrs. Churchill. "Why, as I have
told Adèle a thousand times, to fret one's self into a premature death
because things don't go altogether as one could wish is clearly nothing
more nor less than flying in the face of Providence; for how did we get
our health and strength, and all the rest of it? and if we acknowledge
that these are gifts of Providence, ought we to trifle with them? Come
now, Mrs. Grey, what have you to say?" Her voice softened as she looked
at the pale face and fragile form. "You must excuse me, my dear. You
see I am given to speaking my mind, and I am interested in you; so
it comes naturally somehow to speak to you as I might to this wilful
little girl of mine." For Adèle had come in during the latter part of
Mrs. Churchill's harangue. She was listening with real pleasure to the
energetic words, for she knew her mother well enough to be aware that
she never took the trouble of lecturing in this manner any one who had
not first made great way in her affections.
"This is mamma's pet subject, Margaret," she said; "what have _you_
to say? I always find her arguments unanswerable, but then they never
converted me."
Margaret smiled: "I have to say, Adèle, that your mother is perfectly
right, that I deserve every word of her lecture, and that I intend to
make an effort in the way of getting rid of these tiresome feelings and
becoming strong again."
"Only if you have me to help you, Margaret," pleaded Adèle.
But Margaret shook her head: "No, no; I have no right to keep you
longer from your mother."
Adèle turned pleadingly to Mrs. Churchill: "Mamma, mamma, leave me here
a _little_ longer."
"Your 'littles' are elastic, Adèle. For how many weeks have you been
saying this?"
"And I suppose I shall say the same"--the young girl looked up saucily
at her mother, blushing ever so slightly--"until Arthur comes back,
mamma. _He_ wishes me to stay and take care of Margaret."
Mrs. Churchill was in a very good humor; she laughed outright: "You are
certainly a pretty pair, and very well adapted to the task of taking
care of yourselves. When that event, which you are always thrusting in
my face, really happens, I shall have to engage an elderly female of
strong common sense to look after you both and keep you in order--a
pair of babies!"
"But, mamma, you haven't answered me."
"Mrs. Grey says nothing, Adèle; perhaps she is tired of you, or
perhaps--which to my mind would be the best of all--you could persuade
her to change her mind and become our guest at Scarborough."
Adèle's eyes glistened. Certainly her mother must have taken a strong
as well as sudden fancy to her friend: "Oh, mamma, you have asked
Margaret to stay with us? How good of you!"
Mrs. Churchill turned to her hostess in mock despair: "I believe this
foolish child thinks I had nothing but her fancies in view. You must
excuse her, Mrs. Grey; the excitement seems to have put her slightly
off her head. Let me assure you once more that, purely for your own
sake, I shall be most delighted if you will become our guest until your
future is a little more decided."
Margaret put out her hand; she was touched by Mrs. Churchill's delicate
kindness. "Thank you a thousand times," she said gently; "if I were
even in a fit state for travelling I should not hesitate to take
advantage of your kind offer, so attractive in every way. But Adèle
will tell you how it is with me at times; I cannot even dress myself.
No; I must say good-bye to Adèle, with many thanks both to her and to
you, and return to my lonely life. I hope it may soon be over."
"_What_ may soon be over?" Mrs. Churchill turned round sharply, for
there was a sad ring in the voice, which Margaret had striven to render
absolutely calm. She met Mrs. Grey's quiet smile. "I see you mean
that you believe your husband will soon return, but I do wish people
would say what they mean." There was something of fretfulness in Mrs.
Churchill's voice; she did not like to be puzzled, and her daughter's
friend was puzzling her.
"I really think," she continued meditatively, "that my best plan would
be to put up here at the hotel for a few days. By the bye, Adèle,
I left Mary there; I would not bring her on here until I knew more
certainly about your arrangements. Yes, I think that will do. You and
she could amuse yourselves together, and I should like very much to try
the effect of quinine and port wine on Mrs. Grey. I brought a hamper of
our own wine with me--exceedingly fortunate, as it turns out."
Margaret was weak. Do what she would she could not prevent the tears
from filling her eyes. "You are too good to me," she said; "how shall I
thank you?"
"By trying to get strong, my dear, and remembering first of all (you
see you begin by breaking my rules) to take things quietly is the best
policy. Now, Adèle, put on your hat and drive to the hotel. Make them
unload the carriage and bring Mary back in it. Are we trespassing too
much, Mrs. Grey? You young people will have plenty to talk about, so
you need not hurry back. Mrs. Grey in the mean time must give me some
account of her symptoms. It may be that the worldly wisdom of a worldly
old woman will do as much to help her as the romantic enthusiasm of the
young folk who in the present day rule the roast."
Adèle obeyed her mother to the letter. She left her and Margaret alone
together for a good hour. She returned to find them fast friends.
The cheerful optimism of the elder lady had strengthened the younger
considerably, for Margaret wanted bracing, and Mrs. Churchill's sound
common-sense was like a blast of north wind: it swept away sundry
vapors, it invigorated the heart that a succession of evils had
rendered distrustful of good. And Margaret's pathetic story, her truth,
her goodness, her life of devotion--for all these had, insensibly to
herself, shone out in her simple narrative--filled her hearer with
admiration, elevated her conception of human nature, made her believe
(a humanizing belief to many natures), in looking back upon her own
mistrust, that her judgment was not always infallible.
For a whole week--and it was a real act of self-sacrificing
friendship--Mrs. Churchill remained in the quiet village by the sea.
The season was late, so she made up her mind to give up Scarborough and
return from Middlethorpe to London. She dosed Margaret abundantly with
quinine and port wine, she braced her mind by vigorous common sense,
well-grounded cheerfulness and antipathetic banishment of any thing
approaching morbidness or so-called sentiment. When she left she had
the satisfaction of seeing her patient better. It is almost needless to
add that the kind-hearted lady had not the heart to deprive Margaret of
her friend. Adèle remained at the cottage till the chill winds of early
winter swept the waters, while still no certain tidings came to them of
their wanderers.
CHAPTER IV.
_A DREAM INTERRUPTED AND A STRANGE REVELATION MADE._
Just as I thought I had caught sight of heaven,
It came to naught, as dreams of heaven on earth
Do always.
The Alpine mountains again--"silences of everlasting hills"--Nature and
man face to face in the quiet, stealthy creeping on of night!
Maurice Grey sat in his little chalet alone; no friend was near to
catch the outflowings of his heart--no watcher, not even a faithful
servant, to note the changes that followed one another over his face.
The untouched meal, prepared by old Marie, was on the table; he sat
before his desk facing the little window, and looked out with sad,
weary eyes.
For more than an hour he had been thinking, reviewing the tale Arthur
had told him, trying frantically to rend the net of mystery that
surrounded him, but trying in vain. A letter was under his hand. He had
read it over by the failing light, and then crushed it together in his
strong grasp. It was an old, faded, yellow paper which had evidently
lain for years in his desk, but the sting of that it contained was
still as fresh as on the first day when it had been read. The letter
was one of those anonymous productions which perhaps show up in more
lurid light than anything else the depths of cowardly spite that lie
hidden in the hearts of men. This particular one, to give it its due,
was well put together and plausible.
The writer began by acknowledging cordially the apparent cowardice of
the step he had taken. Necessity and strong feeling were urged as the
excuse. He represented himself as one who owed a debt of gratitude to
Mr. Grey; it was therefore peculiarly painful to see him imposed upon.
For in purport it was an accusation, cleverly drawn up, implying more
than it revealed against Maurice Grey's wife. The history of stolen
meetings between her and her former lover, of whose residence in
England Mr. Grey was aware, was circumstantially given. They coincided
strangely, as Maurice remembered with a pang almost as bitter as that
first one had been, with Margaret's comings and goings; but further,
a certain test was offered. It was proposed that on that very evening
the husband should profess to leave his wife, that instead of returning
to London he should remain in Ramsgate, and that if, at a specified
time, he should not find her and the foreigner together, he might throw
aside all that the letter contained as unworthy of belief. Maurice was
naturally jealous. His wife's unusual beauty, the difficulty of winning
her, the knowledge that he had not been the first to possess her heart,
combined to make him distrustful. Instead of showing her the letter or
treating it with merited contempt, he was weak enough to fall into the
snare.
The event had been planned with a fatal accuracy. He found L'Estrange
at Margaret's feet, and in the agony of wounded love, of despairing
rage, left her altogether. For four long years he had wandered
hopelessly and aimlessly, not daring, in case his worst fears should
receive terrible confirmation, to find out anything about the woman
whom through it all he loved so madly. And now, when, as he believed,
his heart had grown callous, when he thought his retreat was surely
hidden from all his former friends, this earnest champion came
forward, sent evidently by her to plead her cause, to assure him of
her continued love and unwearied faithfulness, to recall him to her
side. But the mystery was unexplained. All she offered was a simple
declaration of the falsehood of that of which Maurice believed he held
incontrovertible proof.
What could it all mean? Was it, he asked himself--and his brows were
fiercely knit--a plot to betray him? Did she wish to regain her
position, only that she might the more surely carry on her intrigues?
Had her paramour wearied her, and in his turn been cast off? He
thought, but suddenly, as on the preceding evening, there came, like a
gleam of light through his dark thoughts, the memory of that pale, pure
face.
The strong man bowed his head, and tears such as only men can weep
found their way to his burning eyelids. He covered his face with his
hands. "It is possible," he cried--"possible! O my God, I may have been
wrong." As he spoke he trembled like a child, this man who knew the
world, whose wide experience had made him a cynic.
But if the thought held pain, it had also infinite sweetness. That
first spasm past, Maurice gave way to it. He looked up again and
the pale snows met his gaze. There was a soft, tender light in his
dark eyes. Between them and those pale snows that fair, sad face was
shining. "Margaret!" he whispered.
The man was weary with his mental struggles, overwrought by the
physical exertions of the day. He allowed hope in its soft, tremulous
beauty to take possession of his soul, old memories to steal over
his heart. He leaned back in his arm-chair, folded his arms over his
breast and fell into a kind of trance. Gradually, as his senses lost
their hold upon the visible, the snow-laden pines, the white peaks, the
swollen torrents passed away from his gaze, till at last it seemed that
the sternness of winter had passed away--spring, life, green beauty
took its place.
The four walls of his chalet fell; he was sitting on the green sward,
innumerable delicious odors filled the air with fragrance, bright-eyed
flowers were about him, the birds twittered gayly, everywhere was life
and gladness; but in the midst of all was a something incongruous, like
a minor chord in a fair melody--a sound of low, sad singing, the voice
as of one in pain. Maurice thought he knew the voice; turning suddenly,
he saw his wife. She was walking steadily forward with a gliding step;
a black robe covered her from head to foot; her eyes were fixed on the
distant horizon. He thought that he called her "Margaret!" but her eyes
did not move, only her lips stirred as if in prayer. She glided past
him, but before she had quite gone out of his reach he caught the hem
of her dress. Then, while her heaven-turned face was slowly moving,
while he was yearning to catch the gleam of her eyes, the vision
passed, as visions will.
The whole had only lasted a few minutes, though it seemed to Maurice as
if he had been long insensible. When reality and consciousness began
slowly to assert their cold superiority it was absolute pain. At first
he tried to deny them, in the vain hope that closed eyes and utter
stillness would bring back the fair vision; then suddenly the vague
uneasiness a watchful presence brings awoke him fully.
He started up, and saw by the failing light that he was not alone--he
was being watched. Between him and the window a dark form was standing;
keen, searching eyes scanned his face; they were those of his enemy.
L'Estrange had found his way to the chalet. At last these two were face
to face.
It was a rude awakening from a pleasant dream, and the very contrast
between the fairness of the vision and the blackness of that reality
which to Maurice's inflamed heart this man personified made his hatred
more intense. It took him but a moment to start to his feet. His first
impulse was to seize the intruder by the throat and cast him out; his
very presence seemed a wanton insult. But L'Estrange met his gaze
calmly, and Maurice checked himself: "Before I touch him I will get to
the bottom of the mystery, and if he have betrayed her as well as me--"
He clenched his teeth and involuntarily smote his knotted fists
together. For a few moments the men looked at one another in silence.
Maurice spoke first, and his voice was like the growl of an angry lion:
"What has brought you here?"
A sneer curled the Frenchman's lips: "No love to you, Mr. Grey,
but--listen to me patiently, or I vow I will be silent for ever--a late
repentance for an old wrong."
"_Then_--" There was a whole torrent of wrath pent up in the opening
syllable.
"I tell you not to speak," cried his visitor, "or what I have come to
say shall never be told. Maurice Grey, you are my enemy. You married
the only woman I ever loved. This I could have forgiven; it was my
fault, it was in the course of Nature; but you won her heart, the
heart that once was mine. Yes, short-sighted Englishman, of this I
can speak, for you knew it; she told you, and this it was that filled
you with proud jealousy, that made you torment yourself. Yet it is
true your wife loved you as she never loved me. I did not believe it
then: now I know it. You gasp: well you may. That was my snare, and
you fell into it. I see the letter; give it to me. Is it true, then,
that with all your boasted knowledge of the world you could not read
jealousy and spite under these fine phrases, made for me by a lying
English servant? But yours is a strange nation. Clever and far-seeing
where your money is in question, you are in knowledge of character, in
all that touches your affections, easy to take in as little children.
You frown impatiently. I shall soon have done. I tell you, Monsieur
Grey, the meeting you interrupted that day was the first and only one
that had taken place between your wife and me since your marriage. And
the attitude in which you found me? Mon Dieu! nothing simpler--got up
for you--_un tableau vivant motivé_. She was more surprised than you,
la pauvrette!" His voice sank. "Since that day four long years have
passed by. I have spent them in seeking her--persecuting her, if you
like; so it was, so it must be. Her hatred is strong and bitter. I
deserve it for misunderstanding her. But women have been my study all
my life, and I never met _her_ like before. _You_ had less cause. What
do you deserve? But do not answer me yet. Never fear, proud Englishman;
your reckoning shall come by and by; my task must first be finished.
She hid herself from me for a long time, but at last I came upon her
in a miserable London lodging. The sight of me shocked and terrified
her. She left London at once, and returned to the lonely place where
she had lived in the closest retirement since your desertion. But,
woman-like, she had left her address behind her. I found it out,
followed her, forced myself upon her; and then at last, then first, I
understood her. It was in the midst of deep loneliness--a loneliness
which I saw by her face was killing her--that I found her out. She had
one joy and consolation, a little daughter whom she had trained to love
_you_, to wait and watch for your return. I spoke to her that day, but
she repelled me with scorn and abhorrence. Maurice Grey, I offer for
myself no excuse. I was mad with rage and pain. I determined to punish
her. I stole her little one, and in such a way that she might think it
had been done by you."
The Englishman could bear it no longer. He sprang forward, and seizing
his enemy by the collar shook him vigorously:
"Villain! do you know what you deserve?"
"Patience!" replied the man when he had wrenched himself free from that
strong grasp. "You shall have my life. Mon Dieu! it is worth little.
But first you must listen to me."
He retreated to the side of the little window, the evening light shone
full on his face. He fixed his enemy with his piercing eyes, to which
the fever of his brain had given strange brilliancy. "You want to know
what brought me here," he continued. "I have told you--no love to you,
albeit my hand and voice may restore you to life and happiness--to
all life holds most precious and dear. And yet it is love as well as
penitence that has brought me to this. Love--a truer love than I have
ever known--to the woman and child whom you have forsaken; for your
little daughter changed my mood. I dare not speak of _her_. It would
make me soft when I should be stern. She has been with me ever since;
she is with me now. See her for yourself. She is a living proof of
what I tell." The man bowed his head. "I give her up to you. I have
found you for this, that you may take my treasure. And now--for I
read the fierce hunger of your eyes; you Englishmen are all alike,
insatiate, uncontrolled--_la revanche_. Well! it is well. Monsieur
Grey, I understand your nature, and my hand shall supply you with an
instrument. I went into your room to-day. I found these; I have brought
them with me."
He took from a chair on which he had laid them the pair of pistols, one
of which Maurice had loaded and prepared for action only a few days
before.
The sight inflamed him. It recalled to his mind what this man had
done--how for these long years his life had been a blank of good--a
burden from which he had even sought to free himself. He seized the
offered case. "Yes," he said sternly, "it is well. Villain, it were a
good deed to rid the world of such as you."
The Frenchman shrugged his shoulders. "Soit donc," he said calmly; then
folded his arms with the equanimity of a red Indian, who looks death
and all its horrors in the face without shrinking.
It was too much for Maurice Grey's patience. He drew near to his
enemy and shook him roughly: "Do you take me for an assassin? Come
out, if you have any of the feelings of a man left in you, and defend
yourself," he said hoarsely, and led the way to the door.
L'Estrange followed with a calmness that was no longer real, for his
nervous system had given way suddenly. The tension that had supported
him through these long weeks of wandering, the iron purpose, the
self-constraining force, had given way suddenly when the necessity had
gone by, when his tale had been told, when he had read in his enemy's
face that it was counted true.
For this time Maurice could not help himself. Perhaps even in his
passionate longing for this, a restored belief in the truth and purity
of her who had once been to him the embodiment of all that was best and
fairest in womanhood, had kept him incredulous through Arthur's tale.
This strange confirmation of its every detail, wrung out from the very
torture of his enemy's heart, commended itself to him as true.
He disbelieved her no longer. Rather, his soul was overflowing with
passionate repentance and pity--repentance for the cruel blow he had
dealt her, pity for those years of loneliness, anguish for his own
mistakes, for a past that would ever remain the past, that no future,
however blessed, could recall. All this was surging in his brain as he
listened to those few but fate-laden words, and the first impulse was
indignation against her betrayer. He could not detach his past from his
present; out of his own mouth he was condemned. Persecutor, villain,
torturer of weak women and helpless children (for Maurice had not seen
his child; how could he tell that _she_ had not suffered ill-treatment
at his hands?), he should die the death of a dog, be cast out into the
frozen valleys to sleep the sleep of bitter ignominy.
It may be that in the glance cast at him by his enemy when he had
seized him, when his pale face was close to his own, L'Estrange had
read this wild determination, for as he followed his guide his knees
trembled. He was no more the accuser, but the accused, the condemned.
Margaret was avenged. With head cast down and failing heart he followed
his stern guide, while still the fitful twilight, reflected from the
dazzling snow, shone cold and calm over the hills. The stricken man
groaned in spirit. "It is the bitterness of death," he said to himself.
"Mon Dieu! I am punished. I would have seen la petite. She will grieve
for me."
His thoughts were broken in upon suddenly; they had reached the border
of a deep ravine, and Maurice stopped. He looked round: "The light is
uncertain, but we shall have the same chance. Whoever falls, falls
there."
He pointed down to the abyss, fathomless in the dim evening light.
"We have no seconds--allow me to arrange everything."
He took out the pistols, examined their priming with minute care, and
handed one to L'Estrange.
"I will give the word," he said; "we fire together."
With steady, measured tread he paced the distance that was to divide
them, then took his place by the ravine, pale, calm, determined--the
avenger.
Maurice Grey did not suppose for a moment that _he_ would fall, though,
a true Englishman, he would give his enemy a fair chance for life.
Evil as he believed this man to be, deserving death for the traitorous
wrong he had consummated, he would yet give him the power of defending
himself. But as this man of iron nerve counted out unfalteringly the
seconds that divided one of them from death, he showed his belief in
the issue by the defiance he shouted out across the shadows: "But
yesterday I would have taken my own life, and with this very weapon;
now I take yours. Traitor, coward, slanderer of the innocent, prepare
for death!"
Was it the knell of fate? No answer came from the condemned man, but
before the fatal ball could cleave the air, before the word that
might have meant death to one of them had been spoken, he staggered
strangely, gave utterance to a gurgling cry and fell forward to the
ground.
CHAPTER V.
_ES IST NUR EIN KINDLEIN--ONLY A CHILD._
What wert thou then? A child most infantine,
Yet wandering far beyond that innocent age
In all but its sweet looks and mien divine?
Lights were glittering in the hotel at Grindelwald--something more than
the paltry allowance of which Arthur had feelingly complained was being
displayed, for, late as it was in the season, there had been arrivals,
and the landlord's heart was light.
He could not understand this fancy of people for keen winds, frost and
snow, but it suited his purpose and he rejoiced. The dull season would
be rendered shorter, and his winter expenses proportionately lightened.
In the fulness of his heart he made a great display in the way of
illumination, lighted the large stove in the small saloon, and did all
he could to make his friends forget the dreariness and desolation that
reigned outside.
For the evening that had fallen with a certain calm, autumnal beauty
had deepened into a blustering, stormy night. The wind whistled among
the hills, the loose snow-drifts were driven blindingly hither and
thither; it would not have been a pleasant night to face. Decidedly,
the fireside, or, as at Grindelwald, the stove-corner, was the
most comfortable resting-place. And so the new arrivals, two young
Englishmen and a German (the very same, by the bye, who had annoyed
Arthur by his vigorous "wunderschöns" and his dutiful "enthousiasmus"
in the course of their journey across the St. Gothard), appeared to
think.
As the household was principally composed of men, sundry indulgences
were permitted, and unchecked they discussed their cigars and drank
their "lager bier" in the saloon, gathered together in a close circle
by the stove, their feet filling up by turns its narrow opening. But
apparently every one in the hotel was not of the same mind. Several
times in the course of one short hour the Englishmen were driven to
indulge in strong language, and the German to splutter and fume, by
the inroad of a blast of chill air.
The hotel had not been constructed in such a way as to exclude
draughts, and whenever the outer door was opened the cold air sweeping
up the passages made itself felt in the saloon.
"Donner wetter!" said the German at last as the blast of cold air came
in a continued stream, "I must find out all about zis. What can, zen,
be ze meaning of it?"
"Some one out in the snow," suggested a mild young man with auburn hair
and pale whiskers.
"But, my good friend, why not bring him in?" asked the puzzled German.
"Lost, pewhaps," replied the young man, puffing calmly.
"Lost, lost! but what may zat have to do wid ze door?"
"Anxious fwiends," replied the Englishman calmly--"excitable
foweigners, I should say."
The German looked at him in a helpless way, scarcely certain whether,
as a unit in that generic body known by the English under the name
of foreigners, he ought to take notice of the implied slight. His
indecision ended in a walk to the door of the room. It was clearly
useless to regard the eccentricities of those proud islanders, he
said to himself. If they _would_ persist in looking down on other and
worthier nationalities, why so they might; they would find out their
mistake some day. So absorbed was the German in his mental soliloquy
that in passing out from the room he left the unhappy door open, and
curses not loud but deep followed him from the proud islander he had
left behind. The German found out in the mean time that his sensitive
nature had not betrayed him. That the outer door was open became
evident to him at once by the blast of keen air which swept up the
dimly-lit passage.
Two figures were standing in the doorway, faintly shown by the light of
the little oil-lamp that hung over the entrance. One was a fair-haired
child, wrapped from head to foot in a scarlet cloak, the other was the
landlord of the hotel.
He was stooping over the child, his face very red in the extremity of
his effort to make her understand that it was impossible for her to go
out in the snow.
"Mademoiselle--not go--snow cold--mademoiselle be wander--lose--nicht
finden--" he was saying spasmodically, holding the door shut, while
she, with her small strength, was struggling to open it.
"But--we can no permit--" he began more fluently.
The child interrupted him with tears and sobs: "Please let me only see
if they are coming. Mon père said he would come back to-night. He is
lost. I thought yesterday he was going to die. Oh, please, I know the
way he went. It's not very dark. I can always make him better."
The landlord was in despair. He wanted the assistance of some
interpreter, and yet he was afraid to leave the child, lest she should
give him the slip and run out into the snow.
The appearance of the German was a great relief, for this young man
had not been accustomed to hide his light under a bushel. Wherever
he went he exhibited his knowledge of English. Already that day the
landlord had been astonished by his fluency in this most intricate and
embarrassing tongue.
In a few words he described the situation to the new-comer. The German
immediately addressed himself to the weeping child: "Your _papa_ is out
in ze snow, my leetle maid."
The child's tears stopped; she raised her dark eyes pleadingly to his
face: "Not my papa--mon père. Oh, please take me to find him."
This was rather embarrassing. The compassionate German looked out into
the snowy night: "Wid all my heart I would help you, liebe fräulein,
but you will no doubt perceive I know none of ze paths, and you--" He
looked down at the tiny figure.
Almost unconsciously these two men had been answering that strange
womanliness in the little face by treating this child as if she had
been three times her age.
The German smiled and looked at the landlord: "Es ist nur ein
kindlein." Then to Laura, with an assumption of sternness, "Leetle
maids are sometimes weelful. Zey should understand zat ze elders know
best. Come now wid me to ze fire."
He put out his hand to lead her, but Laura shrank back, her eyes
growing large with fear. She did not understand being so treated by a
stranger. It made her long all the more for her friend's protecting
tenderness. She rejected the hand held out to her with all the dignity
of one double her age: then suddenly her child-heart failed. She threw
herself on her knees on the cold stones, pressed her forehead against
the door and wailed out her childish plaint: "Mon père! mon père! come
back to Laura."
The landlord shook his head helplessly, but the young German, who had
always prided himself on a certain determination of character, looked
stern. "Dis ees all folly," he said; "as I said just now, leetle maids
must not be weelful. Komme mit, mademoiselle; or, as I should say, come
wid me, mees."
He stooped to the little figure, all huddled together on the stones,
and tried to raise it in his arms, but with sudden agility the child
escaped him. She stopped crying and stood upright against the wall of
the passage, facing her tormentor, her eyes and cheeks on flame.
"Go!" she cried, stamping her little foot. "Why do you speak to me? why
do you touch me?"
And in spite of his boasted determination the German stood back abashed.
Proceedings were at this stage--the landlord helpless, the German
doubtful about the next step that ought to be taken in the task of
subduing this child, who partook so early of that proud island-nature
which had already called for his reprobation, and Laura looking up
at them both with more than a child's determination in her small
face--when another actor appeared upon the scene.
Arthur had been sitting during all that afternoon alone in his room,
thinking over the occurrences of the past days--now hoping, now
despairing, as he reviewed in all its minutest details the interview of
that day. He was torturing himself by recalling the eloquent words he
had intended to use, but had not--the conclusive reasons he might have
brought forward had he only remembered them at the right time--when
there came to his ears the sound of a child's cry.
The voice was strangely familiar; at first he could not recall why it
was so, for the memory of his humiliating defeat at Moscow had been
swamped by the succession of exciting events that had followed it.
Curiosity led him to investigate the matter. He went down stairs, and
the first sight of the little flushed face told its tale. This was
Margaret's child. The second prize he had been seeking was actually
within his grasp, and in his first excitement Arthur felt inclined
to seize the child and carry her off whether she would or not. But
experience, the two failures that preceded this most unlooked-for
meeting, had taught him caution. This time he would not attempt to
coerce the strange little being whom Fate had thrown in his way, but it
was quite possible that he might win her over to confidence. Acting on
this determination, he stood back in the shadow and bided his time.
The German was half ashamed of his irresolution. "Leetle maids must be
sensible," Arthur heard him say, and as he spoke he tried once more to
raise the child in his arms.
Laura gave a little frightened cry and turned hastily to run up the
staircase, but only to find her way blocked by one she looked upon
as another enemy. For even by that uncertain light she recognized in
Arthur the man who had made an attempt upon her liberty at Moscow. But
this time the child was desperate. She stood and faced him like a wild
animal at bay.
"Let me pass, let me pass!" she cried.
He did not attempt to touch her, but, standing aside on the staircase,
looked at her with kind, gentle eyes. "What is it, dear? is any one
hurting you?" he asked.
The child looked up into the frank, boyish face and trusted him.
"Perhaps you can help Laura," she said; "but--"
"I was foolish the other day," he said quietly; "I did not quite
understand; you must forgive me."
"You wanted to take me away from mon père, and now"--the child burst
into tears--"mon père is lost. Please, please take me to find him!"
"Come up stairs and tell me all about it, Laura. I will help you if I
possibly can."
Then to the German, who was gazing at him open-mouthed, "Sir, this is
the child of one of my dearest friends; I take her under my protection."
"As you like," replied he, and shrugged his shoulders. "Ze young man is
offended," he muttered, "because I did not treat ze bébé like one great
princess."
He returned to the stove, while Arthur drew from Laura all he desired
to know. She had come there with "mon père," as she always called
L'Estrange. They were looking for papa. Early that day he had told her
that he knew where her father was--that he would go away alone, and
return in the evening to let her know if her father had been found.
He was not very far away, he had said, and the little Laura had been
waiting and watching all the evening. The evening had deepened into
night, and still her friend had not come back. He must be lost.
This was the burden of her simple tale. It made Arthur think. What
could be the meaning of this? Had a sudden repentance seized this man?
Had he really determined to find Maurice Grey and tell him the actual
truth about his deserted wife? Or could any other motive have moved him
to seek his enemy? No, no; human wickedness could not surely go so far.
With this man's child in his grasp, this child, whose pure affection he
had undoubtedly won, it was not possible; and yet if the enemies had
met alone, face to face, in the great solitude--The young man shuddered.
"Laura," he said, turning to the little one, "I must find them at once."
The child clung about his knees: "Oh, take me with you! Please, please
take me! I can make mon père well when no one else can--he says so."
Arthur did not answer at first. He was thinking. He rang the bell and
made inquiries about a guide, for it would have been dangerous on such
a night to have made the attempt alone. He ascertained that it would be
possible to obtain one with very little delay.
The distance which separated them from the chalet was not great. They
would be two men. The child might easily be carried between them, and
it was more than probable that her presence would do more than anything
else to allay the fever-heat of the two men, one of whom must love her
instinctively, while the other evidently loved her deeply already.
The only fear--and it shot through Arthur's heart like a pain--was
that they might be too late--that already in the fierce anger of that
moment, in the awful solitude one of these two might have taken the
life of the other.
"If I had only known, if I could only have guessed, I should never have
left him," he said to himself.
But Laura was still looking up at him anxiously. He answered her with a
smile: "If you will wrap yourself up well, little one, and submit to be
carried."
"Yes, yes," answered the child joyfully; "mon père carries me
sometimes; but"--she stopped, and there came a cloud over her face--"I
will tire you; I am heavy."
She was answered by a knock at the door. There appeared on the
threshold the burly figure of one of the true sons of the soil. He
was accustomed to much heavier burdens than the little Laura, wraps
and all. The honest Swiss was at a loss to understand why this little
maiden should go with them on such a search, but he did not express
his feelings in any way. He lifted her as lightly as if she had been a
bird, placed her on his shoulder, and in a few moments the hotel, the
astonished landlord, the hurt German and the glimmering village-lights
were left in the distance.
The little party--the two men and the child--were threading the dark,
lonely mountain-path that led to the chalet.
It was a strange experience for a child like Laura, but happily for
herself she did not understand its strangeness. All she knew was that
her wish was being accomplished--that, guided and befriended, she was
hastening through the night to find her two fathers.
Blessed is the faith of earth's little ones!
I wonder if the reason for it is that "in heaven their angels do always
behold the face of the Father"?
CHAPTER VI.
_HADST THOU THE SECOND SIGHT?_
Digging thine heart and throwing
Away its childhood's gold,
That so its woman-depth might hold
His spirit's overflowing?
(For surging souls no worlds can bound
Their channel in the heart have found.)
Arthur would not allow his guide to do all the work. He wanted to know
this strange child--Margaret's child; he wanted to try and understand
what was this power, savoring to his mind of dark magic, that her
mother's enemy had gained over her. After they had walked in total
silence for about half an hour he insisted on a change.
Laura wished to walk, but upon Arthur pointing out to her that her
small feet would be swamped in the snow, she submitted again. She
was very grateful to this new ally for his prompt carrying out of
her wishes, and with that strange woman-insight which belonged so
peculiarly to this child she read in the face of her new guide that in
submitting to his wishes she could best show her gratitude.
In Arthur's manner to her there was something of the reverent devotion
that had been one means of drawing her heart so completely to the
friend she was seeking in the desolate Alpine solitudes. The German
had insulted Laura by treating her like a little child, for her
late experiences had drawn her on, not from the sweet simplicity of
childhood--for in this had consisted her power over the wild heart of
L'Estrange--but from many of its feelings; Laura had become sensitive
beyond her years, and this under the circumstances was scarcely
wonderful. She had shared, and probably understood, her mother's
sorrows; she had lived for her sake a life too intense for one of her
tender years; she had taken a part in struggles of whose existence she
ought to have known nothing; she had thought and dreamed and reasoned
till the woman-nature that lies hidden in the heart of every girl-child
had become unhealthily developed. Her childhood, in this sense, had
passed by; Laura would never return to the gay carelessness of early
youth.
Gravely she allowed Arthur to gather her up into his arms, and as, in
their momentary stoppage, the light of the guide's lantern shone upon
her pale fair face and deep earnest eyes, the young man wondered. He
wondered at her unchildlike beauty--he wondered at his own instinctive
reverence.
"Are you quite comfortable, Laura?" he inquired as he drew her cloak
over her tiny feet.
"Quite, thank you," replied the child; "and you are very kind. Mon père
will thank you; but oh, I wonder shall we find him soon?"
"Do you know that we are going to find some one else, Laura?" asked
Arthur, rather shocked to find her head so full of her false father
that she had no thoughts to spare for her true one.
"Yes, I know," she answered gravely; "and sometimes I'm sorry that I
can't love my own papa so much as mon père; but, you see, I've never
seen him: at least, mamma says I have; I don't remember at all." She
paused a moment, then added in a grieved, puzzled tone, "Oh, _please_
tell me--for I want so much to know--_ought_ I to love my own papa as
well as mamma and mon père?" The question had evidently been tormenting
her.
"You _ought_ to put such ideas out of your little head," said Arthur
lightly.
"But I _can't_," replied the child in a grieved tone; and Arthur, quite
perplexed, tried a new set of tactics:
"What makes you love this person so much whom you call mon père?"
"What _makes_ me?" Unconsciously Arthur had started another
bewildering question. She raised her head and knit her small brows:
"It's not because he's good to me, for other people have been good to
me, and I didn't love them. You know loving and liking are different.
Mamma told me I ought to love my papa, but you see there isn't any
_ought_ in love, and I must love mon père best. Oh, I wonder why!"
This was certainly a strange child. Arthur had not laid his hand upon
the magic; her answer only made it appear the more mysterious. He put
another leading question: "Is he very good to you, Laura?"
"Mon père, do you mean? Oh, he is so good! I want him to come back with
me to mamma, but when I talk about it he looks at me in that sad way,
like people do when they are going to say good-bye. Do you _think_ I
shall be able to get him to say he will come? Oh"--the child's face
brightened, a happy thought seemed to have struck her--"will _you_
ask him to come? Perhaps he will do it for you." She went on rapidly,
for the child-nature was beginning to assert itself: "He left a great
big dog in the village--big enough to carry me on its back, mon père
says. And just fancy! it's to be all mine. I wonder how long we shall
be getting back to mamma, and _won't_ she be pleased?" For at the
thought of the great dog, the sea, the village and mamma the painful
questioning had passed away from Laura's mind. She was the child
again--her mother's darling--the tender little one whom Margaret loved.
Arthur's throat contracted strangely as he listened. It was such a
contrast. The night, the darkness, the desolation around them, the
horror that might only too possibly be before them, and the child's
innocent dreams, her unconsciousness of evil, her calm certainty
of hope. The idea made him press forward almost fiercely for a
few moments, but his stolid guide called him back to reason. The
torch-bearer would not hasten; he went forward with quiet, plodding
step, and to distance him would have been in the highest degree
dangerous.
Laura's question remained unanswered, for Arthur had not L'Estrange's
strength of muscle or iron nerve, and he was passing through a mental
experience intense enough to draw away some of his physical force. His
arms began to ache and his knees to tremble. He was obliged to give up
Laura to the guide, and to stop one moment to gather up his strength
for a new effort.
Laura was concerned. "I knew I was too heavy," she said.
But the young man answered with a smile, and again they plodded on
in silence. Their task was not an easy one. In some places the ice
had gathered in a thin frost-work over the snow, so that where they
thought to find sure footing they sank to their knees in the soft,
white mass; in others, the path intersecting a meadow was almost
undiscoverable by reason of the white unity that did away with all
known landmarks. But happily, their guide was a good one and the path
was well trodden. He knew it thoroughly; then, before midnight had
chimed from the village-clock the mists had partially risen, the wind
had fallen, and the glamour of moonlight shone cold over the snow. By
its light Arthur saw a thin wreath of blue smoke rising from beyond
the pine wood they were nearing. He pointed it out to Laura, his heart
almost standing still with the conflict of fear and hope that possessed
him.
The child smiled up into his face. "Mon père is there," she said.
"Your _father_ is there," was the answer sternly spoken, and the little
one was checked. She said no more, but watched till the dark pines,
looking weird and gaunt in the moonshine, rose high above their heads,
shutting out that first glimpse of Maurice Grey's dwelling.
"I will go first," said Arthur; "I know the way."
He began to think he had been wrong in bringing the tender child. He
feared the effect upon her mind of some terrible discovery, she was so
utterly unprepared for the horror that had been in his mind during the
latter part of that weary journey.
The chalet was on the outskirts of the wood, just where an Alpine
meadow opened out. As Arthur drew near he looked up earnestly. No light
shone from the little window. He trembled, but there was no time for
delay; he knocked long and desperately, as one might do who had come on
an errand of life and death.
Marie in her night-cap appeared at the window. Her face had a scared
look; she shook her head and refused to let him in.
Arthur had forgotten, in his impatience to press on, that if those
he sought should not be within, the old woman, obtuse at the best of
times, might fail to recognize and refuse to admit him.
He was obliged to wait until his guide, a person well known to Marie,
could come up with Laura. His decided summons brought out the old
woman again; she obeyed her countryman, and opened the door after very
little further delay.
They entered, and Arthur found that his fears had been only too well
grounded. The chalet was empty. It was clear, further, from the excited
signs made by the old woman as she told her story to the guide, that
there had been some kind of quarrel, and that the enemies had gone out
together.
Arthur wrung his hands. For the first time his heart failed him. Had
Maurice been found only for this--either that his own life should fall
a prey to his enemy, or that the stain of blood-guiltiness should rest
for ever on his head?--for their departure, their long absence, the
scared looks of the old woman, all pointed to one suspicion; the two
men had left the solitary dwelling with no friendly motive actuating
them. It was more than probable that a fierce conflict had taken
place--that the meeting in the snows had been fatal to one, perhaps to
both of them. And then--what then? He scarcely dared to think.
The old woman had lit Maurice's lamp in the interval. Its light shone
upon the face of his child. She was gazing with lips parted, and eyes
in which a certain instinct of some unknown horror was gleaming, into
Arthur's face. She went up to him and touched his arm with her small
hand. "Why does the old woman look at me like that?" she whispered,
lifting up a pale, scared face. "And what have they done with mon père?
He's not here." And she looked round inquiringly.
"I am afraid they have lost themselves in the snow," replied Arthur as
calmly as he could. "Laura, we must leave you here and go out again to
look for them."
"_Them?_" repeated she in a low tone. "Then my own papa is with him.
But what's the matter? why do you all look so frightened? Is mon père
dead? Oh, please, please, let me go to him!"
"Laura, you must be sensible. We cannot take you, my poor child! Stay
here with Marie! Listen, dear! We may go into dangerous places; we may
be lost."
But the child did not seem to hear him. There had come a strange,
sudden look into her face, as though she could see more than others
saw. She held up her hand. "Hush!" she said in a tone that made Arthur
shiver, it was so unchildlike in its earnestness; and even as she spoke
that dawning consciousness of a certain mysterious horror paled her
cheek and made her dark eyes large and deep. "Mon père is calling me,"
she said. "They are hurting him. Come, come!"
She rushed to the door, and opening it stood for a moment on the
threshold, mute, in the attitude of deep attention, her hands plunged
forward into the darkness, as though she were appealing to some unseen
power, her golden hair thrown back from her uncovered head, her face
peering out into the night.
Within, no one stirred. It almost seemed as if they were waiting for
the development of a mysterious power in this strange child. And as
they stood, silent, motionless, watchful, there came to their ears a
sound. It was distinct from the moaning of the wind among the trees,
distinct from the rush of the torrents, distinct from the rattle of the
leafless pine-branches. The sound was a groan. It spoke as plainly as
words of human anguish.
For a moment none of them stirred, and yet the sound had fallen on the
ears of all, but this certainty of an unseen, nameless horror acted on
them like a spell. It was only when the child started forward into the
night that Arthur was aroused from the momentary inaction to a sense of
the necessity for immediate exertion.
He rushed after Laura, caught hold of her, and for the second time
gathered her up into his arms. "My child," he said hoarsely, "you
_must_ come back. God only knows what we may find out there! Be calm.
We shall do our best to bring them to you." The child looked up at him;
she never struggled when she knew all struggling would be useless, and
there was wonder as well as a certain awe in her gaze.
"What do you mean?" she asked; "none of you understand. Mon père is
ill, and papa is taking care of him; and it's cold out there in the
snow, but he won't leave him. He wants us to help him."
"_Us!_" Involuntarily Arthur smiled as he held the tiny figure in his
grasp.
"We can find them without you, Laura," he said. The guide had joined
them with the lantern. "Go in, like a good child."