FRANCIE was finding Laurence not so difficult after all, if one just
ran on quite naturally. They sat at the top of the steps together,
after everybody had gone. The fields looked wider, the sky more
gracious and distant seen through the clearing smoke of social
activity. The Trents left last but one, the Hartigans and their aunt
Mrs. Foxe-O’Connor had just gone jogging away up the avenue, knee to
knee in their little trap. The gravel at the foot of the steps was
all scored up and flung into spirals by the turning of wheels. Early
to-morrow, there would be a busy sound of gardeners raking it smooth
again. At present, there was the busy sound of rooks: it heightened
Mrs. Montmorency’s and Laurence’s peaceful lassitude to reflect that
rooks still had to talk, to flock and mix in intricate sociability. Men
and women had, since seven o’clock, been released from this obligation.
There was nothing to say, they did not have to say anything: they
exclaimed their thoughts casually, not answering one another’s, on
the retreat towards silence. All the afternoon they had been asking
questions, and ignoring the answers as far as possible. Laurence
knew he could not be asked by his aunt to bring the chairs in or see
whether Lois had locked up the garden while he sat here, so apparently
entertaining Mrs. Montmorency.
Francie had not wanted to know how anyone was; health played too large
a part in her life already. She had not wanted to know if they thought
the garden lovely--the supremacy of Danielstown garden made opinion
irrelevant--whether they preferred winter to summer because of the
hunting, or summer to winter because of the tennis. Neither had it
seemed to Laurence important whether anyone wanted more tea or had had
really enough, whether they feared to be driven into the ditch by Black
and Tans on the way home, or whether they knew Oxford. They both felt
themselves coming to life again slowly, now that the party was over,
and putting off a sort of antagonism. At an upstairs window they could
hear Lady Naylor and Lois discussing the guests, agreeing that it had
been a successful day.
Francie said: “I do wonder now whether this weather will last.”
This gold weather had all the delights of a new perception, it made
Danielstown real as a memory.
“I suppose they don’t really feel like that inside,” said Laurence.
“I wonder at them bringing a child like Hercules. I found him walking
about the house when I went up for my air-cushion. The poor little
fellow ... I let him blow up my air-cushion and then I took him and
showed him photographs of the Carnival that I brought back from Nice.
We talked quite a time; he tells me he is afraid of bats. I wonder now
why they called him Hercules.”
“Wouldn’t it be terrible to be in the Army ...”
“Isn’t that young Mr. Lesworth devoted to Lois? I wonder does she feel
it at all?”
“I always wonder what one does in the Army when one’s not doing
something particular, very particularly.”
“I wonder if they would marry?”
“Marry?” said Laurence, surprised into attention. “I don’t see why.
Though I don’t see why not. As Lois never does anything or seems
to want to, I suppose she must be expecting to marry some one. And
Lesworth is pleasant, I think, and rather pretty. He is like a
photograph of a man in an advertisement putting on the right kind of
collar. Doesn’t advertising develop--I sometimes wonder if one might
not think of taking it up.”
“But doesn’t she draw very nicely?”
“Well, she could draw people in the Army doing things, like Lady
Butler.”
“She is so sweet, I think; I love to watch her.”
“Her consumption of tennis is something enormous. There’s tennis
to-morrow at Castle Trent and I’ve got to drive her over. I often
wonder whether she really _would_ get assaulted by Black and Tans if
she went alone, or by sinister patriots, or whether she might not be
old enough now to look after herself.”
“I’m afraid at _her_ age,” said Francie, blushing; “her age isn’t any
protection.”
“I cannot imagine wanting to assault anybody. But then I never can
conceive of anybody else’s mentality--or isn’t that mentality? Why is
it so much worse for a young girl to miss tennis than for a young man
to miss Spain? I suppose it is something to do with the life force and
that one must not trace the connection.”
“I wonder why she’s so fond of that Livvy Thompson--she seems to me
managing.”
“She’s not fond--it’s contiguity. Why should they chop up the rather
beautiful name of Olivia into something that sounds like cat’s meat?”
_This_ Francie well understood, she herself did not care to be
called Frances, it sounded formal. She sighed, and gathered together
the folds of her grey-and-blue “mottledy” foulard. She had been
wondering--watching Hugo so happy with Mrs. Trent, and now the
speculation recurred to her--whether the woman Hugo had really needed
would not have worn coats and skirts, snapped her fingers at dogs
and recrossed her legs with decision. Mrs. Trent was an amusing good
sort; she so radiated the quality that Francie, after a minute or
two’s conversation, had felt quite a good sort also. Was she, though,
perfectly understanding? But then did not Hugo perhaps feel a little
smothered in one’s own understanding, a little reduced by it? For
instance: Francie thought, honestly, Hugo had played magnificently
this afternoon; several people had said to her: “It’s a delight to
see your husband play on these courts again”; they would not have
said that, surely, if he had not been playing magnificently! But even
so armed, she would not be able to combat Hugo’s conviction that his
tennis was going off, because it was something he never mentioned and
he would be furious at hearing it put into words. So still she would
have to feel his pride suffer--as though he were growing old, when
there wasn’t a shadow of age on him. She remembered how he had shown up
to-day, playing, sitting or walking, among the young men. She liked the
young men, but they seemed all limbs and faces, not yet related. She
wondered what Hugo had thought of the young men.
She thought of their room upstairs with quiet light in the ceiling;
of ghostly roses that still showed faintly when one drew the curtains
over the daylight. She supposed she ought to be lying down; she got up,
murmuring something, and went indoors. Laurence stood up, vacillating.
He wondered if they would meet him and make him do things if he were to
venture up for his book.
Francie, crossing the ante-room, was waylaid by Lady Naylor coming out
of Lois’s room. “Ah, there you are, Francie, good! Now I’m longing to
know what you thought of them all. To tell you the truth, I am thankful
it’s safely over. I hope they enjoyed themselves really: they _looked_
all right.”
“Indeed they must have! It was a great success.” They sat down on two
of the crimson chairs, stepping-stones over a lake of floor, to discuss
the party.
Francie declared how pleasant she had found Mrs. Archie Trent, and how
nice it had been to see Mrs. Carey again, and how handsome Nona was
growing up. And what a pity it was, she said, about the Hartigans; they
had been grown-up girls when she had seen them last, and it did seem
hard! “And oh,” she cried, in a glow of pleasure and sympathy, “isn’t
that young Mr. Lesworth very devoted?”
“Yes, he has charming manners; he comes over here a good deal. He’s so
helpful with chairs and rugs: I do wish he were Laurence!”
“But so devoted to Lois--and really one can’t be surprised. The way he
follows her round with his eyes--and his feet too--”
“_Sssh!_” exclaimed Lady Naylor. “She’s in her room! I wouldn’t like
her to pick up ideas like Livvy’s. Are you sure, by the way, you’re
not thinking of Mr. Armstrong? There’s a very great case of devotion
there. He follows Lois and Livvy follows him. I expect in the general
confusion, with so many people, you mixed up the young men. They are
all alike--it’s a pity, I always think. It’s a pity, too, about Lois
and Livvy; it isn’t a friendship I like. But poor Livvy’s motherless
and she’s always riding over to meals, and of course Lois needs girls
of her own age. She made very nice friends at her school in England,
but it’s so unlucky, they’re never allowed to come over. Something said
in the English press has apparently given rise to an idea that this
country’s unsafe. It’s unlucky for Lois. _I_ should never go by the
papers about England.... No, Francie, if you didn’t mix up the young
men, I really don’t know what you mean.”
“Oh, it’s been very stupid of me,” cried Francie, flushing with
agitation. “Of course I should never have said if I hadn’t thought--if
I hadn’t been led to think ... No, I see now that I oughtn’t to have.
But I thought from what every one said ...”
“But I am still quite in the dark, dear,” said Lady Naylor, flushed
also and smiling with irritation. “I suppose, however, you must have
gathered that as I _don’t_ understand what you _do_ mean, what you mean
cannot really be so.”
“Oh, of course,” agreed Francie, ruffling the silk on her lap with
light, feathery touches. “All the same, I do think you ought to know,
Myra, that every one said ...”
“One cannot help what people say, though it is always annoying. Not
that I ever do know what they say: I make a point of not knowing.
You know how I’ve always turned my face against gossip, especially
these days: it’s annoying to hear of it everywhere, even at one’s
own parties. It’s a very great danger, I think, to the life of this
country.”
“Well, but really, you couldn’t say this was political. It seems to me
natural that people should take an interest--they’re all so fond of
her. If young Mr. Lesworth and Lois _are_ really--”
Lady Naylor was forced into open country. “Oh, is that it?” she
exclaimed in enlightenment. “But really, my dear Francie, what a fuss
about nothing! No, not you, dear; I never meant you made the fuss,
but really with all these hints: ‘People are saying,’ you might have
meant almost anything. One’s friends do excel themselves, really!
Just because they’ve played tennis together and danced once or twice!
Really, you would think they wanted one to divide one’s tennis parties
up like a Quaker meeting, and turn ballrooms into that horrible kind
of country dancing they have in England--Anna Partridge’s people do
it--women hopping one way, waving things, men all hopping the other
way, stamping. ‘Really,’ as I said to Anna Partridge, ‘if this is
what you call getting in touch with the people, give me what you call
feudalism!’”
“Yes. But really, Myra, is it so very improbable? They’re both so
young, and so--”
“Why yes, of course; exactly!” Lady Naylor sat up in her chair with
a heightening of colour, an incisive gesture; her eyes threatened a
falcon-swoop on her friend’s rash flank. “Ex-_actly!_ Which is one of
the many things that do make it so impossible.”
“I said ‘Improbable!’” Francie spoke with a funny zest. She hated
arguments as she hated rain; once caught in the rain she could hear
it crashing on her umbrella, feel it spill on her shoulders with
exhilaration. She knew so little excitement. She now felt for the first
time Myra’s equal in vigour and personality; she felt this opposition
to Myra must at last increase their confidence in each other.
“In the first place,” said Lady Naylor, “he’s a subaltern. Subalterns
can’t marry--not of course that they’re like priests, but they might
just as well be until they are captains and thirty. Colonel Boatley
feels very strongly ... Of course, he’s a thoroughly nice boy, so
much liked in the Regiment. But then, what are the Rutlands nowadays?
Of course they did magnificently in the War. But now they seem to be
full of people like that extraordinary little Mrs. Vermont, who turned
up perfectly pleased with herself this afternoon, in spite of Lois’s
having quite forgotten that she’d asked her. No, _he_ of course is
charming, but he seems to have no relations. One cannot trace him. His
mother, he says, lives in Surrey, and of course you do know, don’t you,
what Surrey _is_. It says nothing, absolutely; part of it is opposite
the Thames Embankment. Practically nobody who lives in Surrey ever
seems to have been heard of, and if one does hear of them they have
never heard of anybody else who lives in Surrey. Really altogether, I
think all English people very difficult to trace. They are so pleasant
and civil, but I do often wonder if they are not a little shallow:
for no reason at all they will pack up everything and move across
six counties.... Of course, I don’t say Gerald Lesworth’s people are
in _trade_--I should never say a thing like that without foundation.
Besides, if they were in trade there would be money, money on English
people shows so much and he quite evidently hasn’t any. No, I should
say they were just villa-ry.”
“But there are so many villas in England,” said Francie, “that some of
the people who live in them are bound to be nice. I often think so,
looking out of the train.”
“Very nice in their way, I am sure--but that’s not the immediate point,
dear. There is _no_ question at all--you understand?--of anything
between Mr. Lesworth and Lois. And of course naturally _they_ haven’t
thought of it--if they had, don’t you see, they’d be much more careful
to make it appear there wasn’t. Of course I agree that Lois ought to
be more careful. I was careful at her age; I was careful by instinct,
which is a thing that girls nowadays seem to lack. There seems nothing
to do between putting ideas in a girl’s head and letting her behave
like an absolute donkey. It is all very difficult, really. If she
were my own niece I should speak to her--I should certainly speak to
Laurence if he were going on like that--but as she’s Richard’s niece
I don’t very well see that I can. There’s so little to go on. And I
really cannot have Richard bothered, it makes him so difficult. When he
feels he ought to do something and isn’t sure what, there’s no saying
at all what he may do. One does dislike awkwardness. And it doesn’t
seem kind to ask the young man his intentions when if he _should_ have
any they would have to be quashed immediately.... No, one must leave
it at this. I rely on you, Francie, to contradict any more of this
gossip that comes your way, and you might ask Hugo to also--if he has
heard any-- Perhaps on the whole better not put the idea into his
head; he might forget and discuss it with Richard.... Meanwhile, I
shall talk to Lois seriously about her future. She draws very nicely;
I often think that she might take that up. I must tell her to show you
and Hugo some of her drawings.”
“But I don’t know anything about drawing.”
“Oh, all she needs is a little encouragement.”
“Just one thing, Myra--I think you’re so wise, you’re so perfectly
right, as you know. I do always in general believe in letting things
like this take their course. But ... as this thing can’t _have_ a
course, really mustn’t: is it quite fair to the young man? Because Lois
is so very--”
Here she broke off, scared by a terrible clatter in Lois’s room. A pail
had been kicked and some furniture violently shifted.
“Oh, Francie!” exclaimed Lady Naylor reproachfully. “You ought to
remember she’s there! One can’t be too careful! In fact, if you don’t
mind, I expect we had better not talk any more. You must go and lie
down--you’re looking as fresh as a rose, but I know how Hugo insists
upon it.”
They got up, she took Francie’s arm and led her as far as her door.
Francie felt like something being put back in its box. Lady Naylor went
down, calling, to look for Laurence and ask him to bring the chairs in
and lock up the garden.
For Lois, this had all been exceedingly difficult. There she was,
caught in her bedroom, she had not the face to come out. The door went
paper-thin as they raised their voices. At first it had seemed all
right: Aunt Myra knew she was in here, having just left her. But soon
their tones changed, a keen hunting note came into them; they were on a
topic. Carried away, Aunt Myra had forgotten. She heard “Lois ... Lois
... Lois ...” She hummed and sang: they were too intent. To one’s sense
of honour such things were agonizing. She leaned right out of a window
into the cooling air, into the hush of limes on the avenue; she watched
Uncle Richard and Mr. Montmorency walk to the white gate. Their heads
nodded down from their shoulders like old men’s, happily; they spoke
of Archie and Mrs. Archie and poor John. But from the room behind the
other voices, flooding in through the door, came after her. She flung
herself on her bed with a squawk from the springs and pressed her ear
shut till the lobes and her finger-tips ached: also she pulled the
pillows over her head. It was hot thus and still the voices penetrated.
They came on steadily, like the Hound of Heaven. It was hard, really,
the way they both kept at it.
The voices spoke of love: they were full of protest. Love, she had
learnt to assume, was the mainspring of woman’s grievances. Illnesses
all arose from it, the having of children, the illnesses children had;
servants also, since the regular practice of love involved a home; by
money it was confined, propped and moulded. Lois flung off the pillows
and walked round the room quickly. She was angry; she strained to
hear now, she quite frankly listened. But when Mrs. Montmorency came
to: “Lois is very--” she was afraid suddenly. She had a panic. She
didn’t want to know what she was, she couldn’t bear to: knowledge of
this would stop, seal, finish one. Was she now to be clapped down under
an adjective, to crawl round lifelong inside some quality like a fly in
a tumbler? Mrs. Montmorency should not!
She lifted her water jug and banged it down in the basin: she kicked
the slop-pail and pushed the washstand about.... It was victory. Later
on, she noticed a crack in the basin, running between a sheaf and a
cornucopia: a harvest richness to which she each day bent down her
face. Every time, before the water clouded, she would see the crack:
every time she would wonder: what Lois _was_-- She would never know.