Chapter XXIV

"Deeply did I ruminate on the occurrences that had just passed. Nothing

excited my wonder so much as the means by which you discovered my being

in the closet. This discovery appeared to be made at the moment when you

attempted to open it. How could you have otherwise remained so long in

the chamber apparently fearless and tranquil? And yet, having made

this discovery, how could you persist in dragging me forth: persist in

defiance of an interdiction so emphatical and solemn?

"But your sister's death was an event detestable and ominous. She had

been the victim of the most dreadful species of assassination. How, in a

state like yours, the murderous intention could be generated, was wholly

inconceivable.

"I did not relinquish my design of confessing to you the part which I

had sustained in your family, but I was willing to defer it till the

task which I had set myself was finished. That being done, I resumed the

resolution. The motives to incite me to this continually acquired

force. The more I revolved the events happening at Mettingen, the more

insupportable and ominous my terrors became. My waking hours and my

sleep were vexed by dismal presages and frightful intimations.

"Catharine was dead by violence. Surely my malignant stars had not made

me the cause of her death; yet had I not rashly set in motion a machine,

over whose progress I had no controul, and which experience had shewn me

was infinite in power? Every day might add to the catalogue of horrors

of which this was the source, and a seasonable disclosure of the truth

might prevent numberless ills.

"Fraught with this conception, I have turned my steps hither. I find

your brother's house desolate: the furniture removed, and the walls

stained with damps. Your own is in the same situation. Your chamber is

dismantled and dark, and you exhibit an image of incurable grief, and of

rapid decay.

"I have uttered the truth. This is the extent of my offences. You tell

me an horrid tale of Wieland being led to the destruction of his wife

and children, by some mysterious agent. You charge me with the guilt

of this agency; but I repeat that the amount of my guilt has been truly

stated. The perpetrator of Catharine's death was unknown to me till now;

nay, it is still unknown to me."

At that moment, the closing of a door in the kitchen was distinctly

heard by us. Carwin started and paused. "There is some one coming. I

must not be found here by my enemies, and need not, since my purpose is

answered."

I had drunk in, with the most vehement attention, every word that he

had uttered. I had no breath to interrupt his tale by interrogations

or comments. The power that he spoke of was hitherto unknown to me: its

existence was incredible; it was susceptible of no direct proof.

He owns that his were the voice and face which I heard and saw. He

attempts to give an human explanation of these phantasms; but it is

enough that he owns himself to be the agent; his tale is a lie, and his

nature devilish. As he deceived me, he likewise deceived my brother, and

now do I behold the author of all our calamities!

Such were my thoughts when his pause allowed me to think. I should have

bad him begone if the silence had not been interrupted; but now I feared

no more for myself; and the milkiness of my nature was curdled into

hatred and rancour. Some one was near, and this enemy of God and

man might possibly be brought to justice. I reflected not that the

preternatural power which he had hitherto exerted, would avail to rescue

him from any toils in which his feet might be entangled. Meanwhile,

looks, and not words of menace and abhorrence, were all that I could

bestow.

He did not depart. He seemed dubious, whether, by passing out of the

house, or by remaining somewhat longer where he was, he should most

endanger his safety. His confusion increased when steps of one barefoot

were heard upon the stairs. He threw anxious glances sometimes at the

closet, sometimes at the window, and sometimes at the chamber door, yet

he was detained by some inexplicable fascination. He stood as if rooted

to the spot.

As to me, my soul was bursting with detestation and revenge. I had

no room for surmises and fears respecting him that approached. It was

doubtless a human being, and would befriend me so far as to aid me in

arresting this offender.

The stranger quickly entered the room. My eyes and the eyes of Carwin

were, at the same moment, darted upon him. A second glance was not

needed to inform us who he was. His locks were tangled, and fell

confusedly over his forehead and ears. His shirt was of coarse stuff,

and open at the neck and breast. His coat was once of bright and fine

texture, but now torn and tarnished with dust. His feet, his legs, and

his arms were bare. His features were the seat of a wild and tranquil

solemnity, but his eyes bespoke inquietude and curiosity.

He advanced with firm step, and looking as in search of some one. He saw

me and stopped. He bent his sight on the floor, and clenching his hands,

appeared suddenly absorbed in meditation. Such were the figure and

deportment of Wieland! Such, in his fallen state, were the aspect and

guise of my brother!

Carwin did not fail to recognize the visitant. Care for his own safety

was apparently swallowed up in the amazement which this spectacle

produced. His station was conspicuous, and he could not have escaped the

roving glances of Wieland; yet the latter seemed totally unconscious of

his presence.

Grief at this scene of ruin and blast was at first the only sentiment

of which I was conscious. A fearful stillness ensued. At length Wieland,

lifting his hands, which were locked in each other, to his breast,

exclaimed, "Father! I thank thee. This is thy guidance. Hither thou hast

led me, that I might perform thy will: yet let me not err: let me hear

again thy messenger!"

He stood for a minute as if listening; but recovering from his attitude,

he continued--"It is not needed. Dastardly wretch! thus eternally

questioning the behests of thy Maker! weak in resolution! wayward in

faith!"

He advanced to me, and, after another pause, resumed: "Poor girl!

a dismal fate has set its mark upon thee. Thy life is demanded as

a sacrifice. Prepare thee to die. Make not my office difficult by

fruitless opposition. Thy prayers might subdue stones; but none but he

who enjoined my purpose can shake it."

These words were a sufficient explication of the scene. The nature of

his phrenzy, as described by my uncle, was remembered. I who had sought

death, was now thrilled with horror because it was near. Death in

this form, death from the hand of a brother, was thought upon with

undescribable repugnance.

In a state thus verging upon madness, my eye glanced upon Carwin. His

astonishment appeared to have struck him motionless and dumb. My life

was in danger, and my brother's hand was about to be embrued in my

blood. I firmly believed that Carwin's was the instigation. I could

rescue me from this abhorred fate; I could dissipate this tremendous

illusion; I could save my brother from the perpetration of new horrors,

by pointing out the devil who seduced him; to hesitate a moment was

to perish. These thoughts gave strength to my limbs, and energy to my

accents: I started on my feet. "O brother! spare me, spare thyself:

There is thy betrayer. He counterfeited the voice and face of an angel,

for the purpose of destroying thee and me. He has this moment confessed

it. He is able to speak where he is not. He is leagued with hell, but

will not avow it; yet he confesses that the agency was his."

My brother turned slowly his eyes, and fixed them upon Carwin. Every

joint in the frame of the latter trembled. His complexion was paler than

a ghost's. His eye dared not meet that of Wieland, but wandered with an

air of distraction from one space to another.

"Man," said my brother, in a voice totally unlike that which he had

used to me, "what art thou? The charge has been made. Answer it.

The visage--the voice--at the bottom of these stairs--at the hour of

eleven--To whom did they belong? To thee?"

Twice did Carwin attempt to speak, but his words died away upon his

lips. My brother resumed in a tone of greater vehemence--

"Thou falterest; faltering is ominous; say yes or no: one word will

suffice; but beware of falsehood. Was it a stratagem of hell to

overthrow my family? Wast thou the agent?"

I now saw that the wrath which had been prepared for me was to be

heaped upon another. The tale that I heard from him, and his present

trepidations, were abundant testimonies of his guilt. But what if

Wieland should be undeceived! What if he shall find his acts to have

proceeded not from an heavenly prompter, but from human treachery! Will

not his rage mount into whirlwind? Will not he tare limb from limb this

devoted wretch?

Instinctively I recoiled from this image, but it gave place to another.

Carwin may be innocent, but the impetuosity of his judge may misconstrue

his answers into a confession of guilt. Wieland knows not that

mysterious voices and appearances were likewise witnessed by me. Carwin

may be ignorant of those which misled my brother. Thus may his answers

unwarily betray himself to ruin.

Such might be the consequences of my frantic precipitation, and these,

it was necessary, if possible, to prevent. I attempted to speak, but

Wieland, turning suddenly upon me, commanded silence, in a tone furious

and terrible. My lips closed, and my tongue refused its office.

"What art thou?" he resumed, addressing himself to Carwin. "Answer me;

whose form--whose voice--was it thy contrivance? Answer me."

The answer was now given, but confusedly and scarcely articulated. "I

meant nothing--I intended no ill--if I understand--if I do not mistake

you--it is too true--I did appear--in the entry--did speak. The

contrivance was mine, but--"

These words were no sooner uttered, than my brother ceased to wear the

same aspect. His eyes were downcast: he was motionless: his respiration

became hoarse, like that of a man in the agonies of death. Carwin seemed

unable to say more. He might have easily escaped, but the thought which

occupied him related to what was horrid and unintelligible in this

scene, and not to his own danger.

Presently the faculties of Wieland, which, for a time, were chained

up, were seized with restlessness and trembling. He broke silence. The

stoutest heart would have been appalled by the tone in which he spoke.

He addressed himself to Carwin.

"Why art thou here? Who detains thee? Go and learn better. I will meet

thee, but it must be at the bar of thy Maker. There shall I bear witness

against thee."

Perceiving that Carwin did not obey, he continued; "Dost thou wish me

to complete the catalogue by thy death? Thy life is a worthless thing.

Tempt me no more. I am but a man, and thy presence may awaken a fury

which may spurn my controul. Begone!"

Carwin, irresolute, striving in vain for utterance, his complexion

pallid as death, his knees beating one against another, slowly obeyed

the mandate and withdrew.

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