Friday, 10th October, The Taylor. Last night, a little before sundown,

until after dark, we were amused by a farce enacted by the natives,

apparently to keep us quiet and render us powerless, while they

approached the water hole and got what water they required. They

commenced at some distance off, raising a heavy black smoke, (by setting

fire to the spinifex), and calling out most lustily at the top of their

voices. As the sun got lower I had the party prepared for an attack; on

they came, the fire rolling before them. We could now occasionally see

them; one was an old man with a very powerful voice, who seemed to be

speaking some incantations, with the most dreadful howl I ever heard in

my life, resembling a man suffering the extremes of torture; he was

assisted in his horrid yell by some women. As the evening got darker and

they were within one hundred and fifty yards of us, and nearly opposite

our camp, the scene was very pretty--in fact grand. In the foreground was

our camp equipment with the party armed, ready to repel an attack. On the

opposite side of the creek was a long line of flames, some mounting high

in the air, others kept at a low flickering light. In the midst of the

flames the natives appeared to be moving about, performing all sorts of

antics; behind them came the old man with his women. At every high flame

he seemed to be performing some mysterious spell, still yelling in the

former horrid tone, turning and twisting his body and legs and arms into

all sorts of shapes. They appeared like so many demons, dancing,

sporting, and enjoying themselves in the midst of flames. At last they

and their fire reached the water hole after continuing this horrid noise

for nearly two hours without intermission; as soon as they came in sight

of the water, those in front rushed down into it, satisfied themselves,

filled their troughs and bags, except the old man, who kept up his howl

until he was stopped by a drink of water. This seemed to satisfy them,

for they went off from us about three quarters of a mile and camped, I

suppose thinking they had done great things in keeping us so quiet.

Shortly after this something started the horses which made them all rush

together. I kept the party under arms till nine o'clock p.m. and then,

everything appearing to be quiet, I sent them all to bed except the one

on guard. The natives were quiet during the night. This morning the

blacks watched us collecting the horses and watering them; they then very

quietly slipped down to the water, filled their troughs, etc., and in

about half an hour went off and left us in possession of the water. They

must certainly think we are very much to be frightened by fire and a

great noise, or they would never have come in the way they did last

night; they would have been rather surprised had they attacked us, to

find that we could both speak and injure by fire. I am better pleased

that they went away quietly; it is far from my wish to injure one of them

if they will let me pass peaceably through. About two o'clock p.m. Thring

returned; he had examined up the Hanson, but could not find a drop of

water, either on the surface or by digging. On his return to where he had

left the two men to dig, he found there would not be enough water for the

whole party, as it came in so slowly; it is on the top of hard burnt

sandstone; he therefore came on to inform me of the result, leaving the

two men still there. They had been visited by the natives, who appeared

to be inclined to be rather unfriendly at first, but on showing them they

were welcome to use the water as well as the party, they became friendly,

and came over night and morning to fill their troughs and bags. They

pointed to the south-south-east, and made signs, by digging with a scoop,

that there was water in that direction, but how far he could not make

out. This is a sad disappointment to me. I dare not move the party on to

where they are digging, there is too little water. To-morrow morning I

must send Thring and King on to Anna Reservoir to see if there is any

there; if that is dry I shall be locked in until rain falls, and that may

not be before the equinox, in March, a very dismal prospect to look

forward to. I shall start Thring and King to-morrow morning; they will

reach where the diggers are to-morrow night, and will rest their horses

there on Sunday. On Monday morning start for Anna Reservoir--King, with a

pack-horse carrying water, will go on one day with Thring. The water to

be given to Thring's horse night and morning. Thring will proceed to the

Reservoir. King will return to the diggers with the empty bags, have them

filled, and next morning start with fresh horses and the water to meet

Thring on his return in case the Reservoir is dry; this is the only way

that I see it can be done. I now begin to feel the want of my health

dreadfully. Although Thring is a good bushman and does his best, poor

fellow, yet he wants experience and maturer judgment; he has had hard

work of it lately, but he is always ready to start again at any moment

that I wish. Wind, south-east. A few light clouds about.

Saturday, 11th October, The Taylor. The natives camped last night at

their former place; they seem to have given up all their buffoonery. I

suppose they see it has no effect upon us. Shortly after sunrise

despatched Thring and King. The day again oppressively hot, with a few

light clouds from the south. Wind, south-east.

Sunday, 12th October, The Taylor. The natives again encamped in their

former place last night. They came in late and started early this

morning. They always seem to go off to the westward. Day again

oppressively hot. Wind, south-east.

Monday, 13th October, The Taylor. Can see nothing of the natives this

morning; they must have gone off during the early part of last night. We

tried to get near to them yesterday afternoon by making friendly signs,

etc., but the moment we approached them they ran off, and everything we

can think of will not induce them to come near us or allow us to get near

them; they are the most timid race I have ever met with, which I think is

a very bad feature--such are often very treacherous. I should have a much

higher opinion of them if they would come boldly forward and see if we

were friends or foes. Wind from the north; heavy clouds from south and

south-west.

Tuesday, 14th October, The Taylor. During the night there was a deal of

lightning in the south and south-west; clouds about, but high and much

broken. About two o'clock p.m. they collected together and gave a very

promising appearance of a heavy fall of rain; they seemed to be coming up

all round, but the heaviest from the south and south-west. At four

o'clock p.m. it began to lighten and thunder, accompanied by a shower

which did not last above a few minutes. Sundown: still the same promising

dark, heavy, gloomy appearance. Wind, south-east.

Wednesday, 15th October, The Taylor. During the night we had a terrific

storm of lightning and thunder, which continued throughout the night and

morning at intervals, but little rain has fallen, it has merely damped

the surface of the ground. At twelve o'clock to-day it has nearly cleared

all away, leaving only a few light clouds, which is another very great

disappointment. At sundown it again became overcast. Wind variable.

Thursday, 16th October, The Taylor. Still cloudy during the night and

morning, but no rain has fallen; the heavy clouds pass south of us to the

eastward. I am now nearly helpless; my legs are unable to support the

weight of my body, and, when I do walk a little way, I am obliged to have

the assistance of one of the party, and the pains caused by walking are

most excruciating. I get little sleep night or day. I must endure my

sufferings with patience, and submit to the will of the Almighty, who, I

trust, will soon send me some relief. Wind variable.

Friday, 17th October, The Taylor. Still heavy clouds during the night and

day, but no rain will fall. Still very ill. About three o'clock p.m.

Thring returned; he has been to Anna Reservoir and found plenty of water,

and a number of natives camped at it, who ran off the moment they saw

him; he watered his horse and recrossed the range, not thinking it

prudent to camp where there were so many of them. He has met with the

same description of weather that we have had up here, thunder and

lightning with a heavy, cloudy sky, but nothing but a light shower or two

of rain. I shall move the party on to the Hanson to-morrow, and, if I am

able to ride, shall push on to-morrow. Wind variable; sky still overcast.

Saturday, 18th October, The Taylor. Started at twenty minutes to eight

for the Hanson; sky still overcast with heavy clouds. We had two light

showers during the journey. I am now so helpless that I have to be lifted

into the saddle. I endured the pain of riding for the first seventeen

miles far better than I expected; after that it became almost unbearable,

and camped at twenty-four miles, having found as much water in the rocks

of the Stirling as will do for the horses to-night and to-morrow morning,

left from a shower of rain, for which I am very thankful. I could not

have gone on more than three miles. I was then enduring the greatest pain

and agony that it is possible for a man to suffer. On being lifted from

the horse, all power was gone out of my legs, and when I attempted to put

the weight of my body on them the pain was most excruciating. Still heavy

clouds about, indicating rain. Wind, south-east.

Sunday, 19th October, The Stirling. I had a few hours' sound sleep last

night, which I find has done me a deal of good. During the early part of

the night two heavy showers of rain fell, and left plenty of water for

the horses; got them up, and saddled and proceeded to the Hanson. At

eight miles arrived there, finding the party all well; they had not been

troubled with the natives except by their coming down to the water during

the night time, and bringing into the hole a quantity of sand with them.

I had to be taken from horseback nearly in the same state as yesterday.

Wind, south-east.

Monday, 20th October, The Hanson. Started early; passed the Centre;

crossed the upper part of the Hanson, and at five miles beyond it camped.

Distance, thirty-five miles. Not a drop of rain seems to have fallen for

a long time. During the whole day's journey this has been a terrible day

of agony for me; nine hours and a half in the saddle. I had to be taken

from my horse in the same helpless state as before. My feet and legs are

now very much swollen; round the ankles they are quite black, and the

pain is dreadful. I still continue to take the bicarb of potash, but it

has little or no effect. Wind variable.

Tuesday, 21st October, South of the Centre. About sunrise started for

Anna Reservoir, and at 5.30 p.m. arrived there, completely exhausted.

Wind, variable. Heavy clouds from the south-east.

Wednesday, 22nd October, Anna Reservoir. Last night I was so completely

overcome by fatigue and exhaustion that I had no sleep during the whole

of the night, which makes me feel very ill indeed this morning. I shall

be obliged to remain here to-day and to-morrow, to see if that will

recruit my strength and enable me to perform the long journeys to the

McDonnell range. About twelve o'clock heavy thundery weather to the west

and south.

Saturday, 23rd October, Anna Reservoir. I shall rest to-day and have what

shoes there are left put on the horses. I, with William Auld, will

proceed to-morrow about ten miles in advance, to divide the long journey

into two, for I have not strength to do it in one day. Wind variable.

Friday, 24th October, Anna Reservoir. Started early, taking with me

Thring, King, and Auld, with one pack-horse to carry my tent, water, etc.

Proceeded through the thick mulga scrub, and at ten miles camped, which I

find is quite as much as I am able to do. Had my tent put up, and myself

carried into it. Sent Thring and King back with the horses to the

Reservoir, keeping Auld with me. The party will start from the Reservoir

early to-morrow morning, pick me up, and proceed to Mount Harris. Wind,

east.

Saturday, 25th October, Mulga Scrub South of Anna Reservoir. A few

minutes before ten o'clock a.m. the party arrived all right. I was soon

ready and lifted up into the saddle, and started at 10.10. During the day

it has been excessively hot. At 5.45 p.m. arrived at Mount Harris, being

nearly eight hours in the saddle, which is far more than I am able to

endure in my terribly weak state. It is between my shoulder-blades and

the small of my back that I am so much affected while riding. When the

pain from them becomes unbearable I endeavour to get on as far as I can

by supporting my weight upon my arms until they give way. I arrived here

in a state of utmost exhaustion; so much so that I was quite unable to

eat a single mouthful of anything. After we had the horses unpacked, a

few natives made their appearance on the side of the mount, calling out

something and pointing to the north-east. Sent Thring and King to see if

they could make anything of them, but they soon ran down the other side

of the mount, and, when seen again, were marching off in the direction

they had pointed out. They had taken good care before leaving to use

nearly all the water in the crevices of the granite rocks; they left

about a quart. Finding it quite impossible to remain so long in the

saddle as I have done to-day, I got Mr. Kekwick and some of the others to

construct a stretcher during the night, which I hope will enable me to do

a long journey to-morrow. Wind, south-east.

Sunday, 26th October, Mount Harris. Had the stretcher placed between two

horses. Had great difficulty before we could get two that would allow it

to be passed between them. At last succeeded in getting two that we

thought would do very well, as they seemed to go very quietly with it. I

shall continue on horseback until I find that I have got enough of it.

Started a little after sunrise. I found I could continue two hours and a

half in the saddle without fatiguing myself too much. Having done this, I

sent to the rear of the party for the stretcher, when, to my great

disappointment and vexation, I found that a short time before something

had annoyed one of the horses, which set to and kicked it all to pieces,

which is a great misfortune. I continued in the saddle, and proceeded

until I was exhausted, which happened at the end of fifteen miles, when I

was compelled to stop. Keeping Auld with me, and some water, I sent on

the party and all the horses to Mount Hay. If they find water they are to

camp and return for me to-morrow; if not, they are to push on to the

Hamilton Spring; if that is gone, they will have to cross the range to

Brinkley Bluff. I find myself getting weaker and weaker every day. I am

very ill indeed. Wind, south-east.

Monday, 27th October, Hills North of Mount Hay. About 11.30 a.m. King and

Nash returned for me. Thring had found water in one of the gullies, but

the approach to it was very rough and stony indeed. Thring had gone to

see if there was any water in the clay-pans that I had camped at on my

journey up, and if there is, will take the party over there, and will

send one of the men to meet me and inform me of it. The distance from

here to the water is ten miles. Had the horses saddled; mounted, and

proceeded towards it. At the end of two hours the motion of the horse

became so dreadful to me, and the pain I was suffering from was such as

no language can describe; but I still continued in the saddle, and,

within a mile and a half of the water, met Frew, whom Thring had sent to

say that he had found plenty of water in the clay-pans, with green grass,

and that the party had moved on to it. Distance from where we were then

to the clay-pans, six miles further. I could no more sit in the saddle

that distance than I could fly; I am now already completely exhausted,

and have still a mile and a half to ride before I can reach the other

water. To that I must go, and see what a night's rest will do in the

morning. While taking a drink of water, I was seized with a violent fit

of vomiting blood and mucus, which lasted about five minutes, and nearly

killed me. Sent Frew on to the party. Went on the best way I could with

the other three to the water. Arrived there feeling worse than I have

ever done before. I have told King and Nash to remain with me in case of

my dying during the night, as it would be lonely for one young man to be

here by himself. Wind, south-east.

Tuesday, 28th October, Mount Hay. Started in the cool of the morning, and

in two hours reached where the party were camped, so much exhausted and

so completely done up that I could not speak a word--the power of speech

has completely left me. I was lifted from the saddle and placed under the

shade of a mulga bush. In about ten minutes I recovered my speech. I find

that I can no longer sit on horseback; gave orders for some of the party

to make a sort of reclining seat, to be carried between two horses, one

before the other; also gave orders that a horse was to be shot at

sundown, as we are getting rather short of meat, and I hope the change of

beef tea made from fresh meat will give me some increase of strength, for

I am now reduced to a perfect skeleton, a mere shadow. At sundown had the

horse shot; fresh meat to the party is now a great treat. I am denied

participating in that pleasure, from the dreadful state in which my mouth

still is. I can chew nothing, and all that I have been living on is a

little beef tea, and a little boiled flour, which I am obliged to

swallow. To-night I feel very ill, and very, very low indeed. Wind,

south-east, with a few clouds.

Wednesday, 29th October, Clay-pans East of Mount Hay. This morning I feel

a little relieved in comparison with my exhausted state of yesterday. I

had a very troubled night's rest. All hands cutting up the horse, and

hanging up the meat to dry. Thring and Nash out for two long poles to fix

the chair in, which they succeeded in finding. At twelve o'clock had all

the meat of the horse cut up and hung up to dry. Day oppressively hot.

Wind, south-east. Clouds.

Thursday, 30th October, Clay-pans East of Mount Hay. I think I am a

little better this morning, but still very weak and helpless. Find that

the chair will not answer the purpose, and must have a stretcher instead.

Wind, south-east.

Friday, 31st October, Clay-pans East of Mount Hay. I felt a little

improvement this morning, which I hope will continue; and I think I have

reached the turn of this terrible disease. On Tuesday night I certainly

was in the grasp of death; a cold clammy perspiration, with a tremulous

motion, kept creeping slowly over my body during the night, and

everything near me had the smell of decaying mortality in the last stage

of decomposition and of the grave. I sincerely thank the Almighty Giver

of all Good, that He, in His infinite goodness and mercy, gave me

strength and courage to overcome the grim and hoary-headed king of

terrors, and has kindly permitted me yet to live a little longer in this

world. Auld, who was in attendance upon me on that night, informed me

that my breath smelt the same as the atmosphere of a room in which a

dead body had been kept for some days. What a sad difference there is

from what I am now and what I was when the party left North Adelaide! My

right hand nearly useless to me by the accident from the horse; total

blindness after sunset--although the moon shines bright to others, to me

it is total darkness--and nearly blind during the day; my limbs so weak

and painful that I am obliged to be carried about; my body reduced to

that of a living skeleton, and my strength that of infantine weakness

--a sad, sad wreck of former days. Wind variable.

Saturday, 1st November, Clay-pans East of Mount Hay. Although in such a

weak state, I shall try if I can ride in the stretcher as far as Hamilton

Springs. Started early; found the stretcher to answer very well. On

arriving at the springs, saw that there was not sufficient water for the

horses, and, as I had stood this part of the journey so well, made up my

mind to cross the range to Brinkley Bluff. Proceeded, and arrived there

about five o'clock p.m. I have stood the long journey far better than I

expected, but feel very tired and worn out. Wind variable. Cloudy.

Sunday, 2nd November, Brinkley Bluff, The Hugh. Got a few hours' good

sleep during the night, and feel a good deal better this morning. Day

still cloudy. Wind variable.

Monday, 3rd November, Brinkley Bluff, The Hugh. Started at 7.30 a.m. for

Owen Springs. Saw where one of the horses died that I was compelled to

leave behind on coming up. As there is only the hair of his mane and tail

to be seen, and not a single bone, I am inclined to think that he has

been killed, carried off, and eaten by the natives. I expect the other

one has shared the same fate. At 2.20 p.m. arrived at the springs. Plenty

of water. I have stood the journey very well, but am very tired. Wind,

south-east.

Tuesday, 4th November, Owen Springs, The Hugh. Started at 7.20 a.m.,

passing through the gorge of the Waterhouse range. At 1.20 arrived at the

springs under the conglomerate rock, a mile and a half north-east of the

gorge in James range. I feel the shaking of the stretcher very much, and

am again very tired, but am glad to find that I am getting a little

stronger. Wind, south-east. The clouds are all gone.

Wednesday, 5th November, Spring, Conglomerate Rock, The Hugh. Started at

7.25 a.m. Passed through the gorge of James range and proceeded to the

side creek in which water was obtained on coming up. Found some still

there. Camped. Sent four of the party to clear out the hole; in the

meantime sent Thring up the side creek to see if there is any surface

water left from the showers of rain that have fallen here some short time

ago. Since leaving the McDonnell range we have had plenty of green grass,

showing that rain has fallen some time back; it has made no impression

upon the large creek, which is quite dry. In a short time Thring

returned; he has seen as much as will do for forty horses to-night, which

is a good thing. Sent him up with them, and watered the remainder at this

hole, into which the water comes very slowly, in consequence of the main

creek having none in its bed below the sand. I again feel tired from the

shaking of the horses and the stretcher. The swelling of my gums and the

black blisters, which have been so very painful for such a long time

back, are slowly giving way before some vegetable food which I have been

able to get since coming into the green, grassy country; I hope it will

soon cure me. My teeth are still loose, but it is a great thing to get a

little relief from a great mouthful of swollen, blistered, and most

painful gums. When my mouth was closed I had scarcely room for my tongue;

the blisters are now much reduced. Wind, south-east.

Thursday, 6th November, The Hugh. Started at 7.20 towards the Finke; at

five p.m. met with some water in a clay-pan, and camped. I am a little

stronger to-day, and feel that I am gradually improving. Wind,

south-east. Night and morning cool.

Friday, 7th November, North of the Finke. Proceeded to Pascoe Springs in

the Finke; found plenty of water and camped. Day oppressively hot. Wind,

south-east.

Saturday, 8th November, Pascoe Springs, The Finke. Proceeded to Sullivan

Creek and found sufficient water to do for us until Monday morning, and

this being a place for feed for the horses, I shall remain here until

that time. I feel very tired and sore after this rough week's work, and

am glad of a day's rest. I feel a gradual improvement in my health and

strength, which I hope will continue to increase. Wind variable, mostly

from south-east.

Sunday, 9th November, Sullivan Creek. During the night had a few drops of

rain; heavy clouds to the west, north-west, north, north-east, and east.

Wind blowing strong and variable. Sundown: the sky overcast with heavy

clouds.

Monday, 10th November, Sullivan Creek. Some of the horses missing this

morning. Did not get a start till nine o'clock a.m. Day oppressively hot.

Crossed the Finke three times, and arrived at Polly Springs, where there

is plenty of water. Camped. Wind, south-east.

Tuesday, 11th November, Polly Springs, The Finke. Proceeded to Marchant

Springs. Camped. The water is low and rather boggy. Dug a place about

eighteen inches deep in the firm ground, and the water came boiling up. I

am happy to find that I am gaining a little strength again. I was able to

walk two or three steps by leaning upon two of the party, but the pain

was very severe. Wind, south-east; a few clouds about.

Wednesday, 12th November, Marchant Springs, The Finke. As I am not

certain of water at the next two camps, I will rest the horses as well as

myself here to-day, for we both require it very much; it will enable them

to stand a long push if required. A number of showers of rain seem to

have fallen here this month. Wind, south-east.

Thursday, 13th November, Marchant Springs, The Finke. Started at 7.40.

Proceeded towards the Goyder, and at nine miles found myself in as dry a

country as ever; not a drop of rain seems to have fallen here for upwards

of twelve months. On arriving at the Goyder found a little moisture at

the bottom of the sand in the rocks--not enough for the horses. Pushed on

towards the Coglin, and at dark camped in the mulga scrub without water.

Day most oppressively hot. Light wind from south-east.

Friday, 14th November, Mulga Scrub. Started at six o'clock a.m. Examined

the different creeks in which I found water on my journey to the north

but there was not a drop. At twelve miles reached the Coglin--none there.

Country all in the same dry state. Proceeded on to the Lindsay, where I

am sure of water. At four o'clock arrived there and found plenty. Camped.

Thanks be to God, I am once more within the boundary of South Australia!

I little expected it about a fortnight ago. If the summer rain has fallen

to the south of this, there will be little difficulty in my getting down.

I am again suffering very much from exhaustion, caused by a severe attack

of dysentery, which has thrown me back a good deal in the strength I was

collecting so quickly, but I hope it will not continue long. Wind,

south-east.

Saturday, 15th November, The Lindsay. At day-break I have sent Thring to

the Stevenson to see if there is water there, either on the surface or by

digging in the sand; if there is I shall move the party over there

to-day, and on Monday morning start for the Hamilton (I expect no water

between); and if not, I shall remain here till that time and push for the

Hamilton. About ten o'clock a.m. he returned and reported no water, only

a little moisture on the top of the clay beneath the sand. Day very hot.

I still continue to be very unwell. Wind, south-east.

Sunday, 16th November, The Lindsay. Day oppressively hot. Light winds,

south-east.

Monday, 17th November, The Lindsay. Started soon after sunrise, crossed

the Stevenson and the Ross; both quite dry. Proceeded across Bagot range

to the gum water-hole; that is also dry. Found a little rain water in one

of the small creeks, but not enough for all the horses. The day being

excessively hot, the journey very rough and stony, and many of them lame

from want of shoes, also it being near sundown, and there being a little

green grass about, I have camped. Wind variable.

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